Timetables????Schedules????

Okay, okay.............some of you jokers will be thinking why the heck : the title is being posted today? In the first place, dear readers..........or reader............our lifes..............can be in terms of qualitative or even materialistics.............For your information; it is really unusual for a person like myself would be choosing over the quality of life rather than on materialistic gains or monetary terms..............in terms of my paycheck.................

Put it this way, sometimes I wish that I have a fatter paycheck so that I am able to purchase the electronic gadgets like digital camera or laptop for my own use so that I will be able to continue writting or blogging the way I am.............Instead of waiting for my turn to use either the desktop or my dad's laptop..................With the fatter paycheck.................I will also get to go on trips like overseas in the European continents, Eastern continents, Middle East or even some unknown places.............

Pretty weird.............some would classify me at this moment of time.............In fact, with my current workplace.............Everything is fine at the moment, however; with my out-of-office activities............There are numerous clashes in terms of timetables..........either with my close buddies; classmates or even my ngos' friends..............Networking seems to be an essence in bonding relationships.................Strangers, acquaintances, friends or even relatives...........

No wonder I have been complaining now; 'the world is way too small'..................Like everyone knows the other...................Very funny,.................If my career works the same way as my out-of-office environment....................Then both sides will eventually 'balances out'.......
A successful career equals with a successful networking relationship......................On the other hand...................My career do not work that way......................It is easier to see others' successful career than you see in yourself.................

In short; there is no shortcut in LIFE.................Moreover, there are obstacles and hurdles we need to be 'fit as a fiddle' to keep ourselves active, motivated as well as stamina to maintain the 'shape' which we are in.................So it is very important to maintain health in both mental and physical.................Just look at me................Ranting again............Sigh...............Old habits die hard...........

One In A Row

Put it in short : This morning, I had a nasty accident whereby a group of hooligans were trying to create trouble with 'gangster style' of resolving an issue. Out of all days; it has to be today.........Imagine, apart from being worrywart for my only younger sister open heart surgery..............and this thing happen in the wee hour in the morning....

Expenses are increasing everyday.............Salary is still stagnant better than nothing...........At the moment.........There is no salary issued out yet for me.................Still using reserves.............What a darn way to start the day...............No wonder it is called Monday blues moreover, quite a lot of new stuff which I need to take account in the new workplace which I am in at this moment coz..............managing the Private & Confidential matter in the office is no easy task............

Imagine after three months of being a 'fungus' in the house................Getting the engine warm up and in action is another matter..............Practice, practice and practice...........Learn and keep on learning................Daily chanting in daily routines...............Gosh...........After this accident; my nerves are getting on to me.............

LIFE is there is any easier than all of these stuffs and other trivial matters...........!!!!!???? By the way, doubts is always lingering as well as confidence being shaken up............for today accident................

A New Journey

Today is the first day in the new working environment. Don't expect anything at all; just do the work..........Imagine working with a new atmosphere.........Imagine being a newbie again but this time with a 'twist'.........in a local company but with a foreign boss; such irony for a simpleton like me.

Okay, okay...............Put it in short my demand in my working place is definitely 'too high'; no wonder with so many activities on my non-office hours portfolio is already 'piling up' and it is only the beginning of the year........................as well as for my new office work...........this is only my second week..........Fortunately for me; there is a term called 'wishes do come true'..................Apart from that, it is quite adaptable after being 'runned down' by so many companies...............I do not wish to comment on that.............As those are considered life lessons and you only live once and better make full use of it..................

However; when you are being too involved in one thing..............sometimes you wish that the 'thing' which you are longing for................In short; sacrificing one thing for the other...........Better not indulge over in details...............As it would be putting me in a position being called 'envious'...
Time will come.............Opportunities do arise with a reason for us to learn from there..........Maybe I am being too 'theoretical' about LIFE................Sometimes; the time when you have been 'over hibernated' can be very refreshing with activities to accomplish to make the mind to be more active................

How about it? Think about it? Seeing more Ah Peks or Ah Lians almost every place but some can be very 'plastics'...........Better be in tune in what I have always do best...........High expectations in everything I do; and make sure in everything reaches to my expectations........
No wonder not many people 'beh tahan' my regimen of training..................If not how the heck those jokers are going to learn?????It actually started out when I was very young after being 'strictly trained' how do you expect to reach the standards............when you have not even reached your own required standards...........First and foremost make sure everything is being down properly................Still have lots more to learn and also long way to go from where I have started as a 'green horn'............

Anyway; better make sure my time management as well as 'popping up' activities do not collide with any concurrent ongoing activities.............If LIFE is any simpler than these words.......

Post Mortem of CNY

In short, this year Chinese New Year is no different than the others except that there are few 'unexpected visitings' to those whom we hardly get in contact with. However; the questions of 'the other half' is always being asked.............Oh brother!!!! Don't they have anything to ask apart from being waiting to be 'married off'............Sucks!!!! It really gets on my nerves.........

On the other hand, on the 1st day of CNY my father's younger sister stayed two nights with us on the eve of CNY till the 2nd day of CNY. Coincidentally; on the 1st day of CNY both my mother's younger sisters came over for dinner but we had unexpected additional guests who were last minutes, both my elder cousins from my father's late eldest sister two grown up children came with their families and their maid and nearly half the day in the house.............In addition to that, eating and drinking without stopping.............Some would term them as 'ehm sioung he'.............In short, 'know your limits'.............You know...............Chinese mentality eat till the worth and also..............The displays of attitude...........It was a change from the usual quiet atmosphere which I am pretty used to it..............

On the second day of CNY, we had my mother's youngest brother came over for lunch............Later we had the unexpected guest from my father's second elder brother who could not even bother to give a ring and inform us on our fixed appointment with our mother's second younger brother dinner appointment on the same day..................That period of time was also very tight for us............The worst part is that my father's elder brother and his wife enjoys boasting about his son's paycheck, status.........etc.........and even have 'long backside'............to brag on sometimes can be up to hours just in one sitting...............The news I heard that my this 'snake cousin' will be having his wedding dinner in Putrajaya...............According to him, the area is not 'high class' enough for his status...........Blah........talk about career, social status............................................Fortunately; for this year we did not have to endure for hours but only for minutes as we had to rush for our dinner appointment................

Okay, during the dinner my mother's third sister who is a 'chut fong tau' and her eldest sister kept her constantly occupied with unecessary mobile phone calls............However, what my sister and I had not bargained for was the 'surprise' visit we made to her eldest sister after the appointed dinner ..........who has always calls herself the 'black sheep' of the family...........During the journey we made to her place; it was raining cats and dogs..........When we reached to her apartment; it was cramped but also very untidy and rubbishes were strewn all over the place........Can you imagine as the CNY........for a Chinese? Okay not Chinese I had seen the houses of some Muslims and Indians who are able to keep their houses tidy although they are working full time.............You are talking about two retirees in the house with both grown up children who are professionals...........If my mother sees the place both my sister and I made this type of mess we will be lectured.............

The worst part is that tomorrow is Saturday which is also my telephone duty night, my fren MJ's party night and also my mother's GM open house night................I had to turn down MJ's party and also my telephone duty night as the order from her GM is that the entire family will need to attend as he was the one who 'forced' my mother back to work................She promised her boss already................Once the boss order...........we need to follow............If life is any simpler than this.................

Prince Charming

Let me put it straight; every girl dream is to have the 'other half' to be her companion when she grows old. Put it in short : a best friend who is able to listen to her without having any judgement or simply jump into conclusion about anything at all.

It is just only a dream; no wonder I have always dislike celebrating Chinese New Year especially I have been asked this question almost everytime when relatives or friends who come and visit and pop the same question to me. Sometimes it makes me nausea just to listen or even to answer everytime. Come on; please give me a break..............At least; I won't be that deadbeat and serious to have one now. The next question they be asking when we will be tying the knot. Oh my God!!!! How on earth are we going to ignore such comments or even comparing with so and so....................On such mundane matters; in fact it can be very hurtful to be with others.

In short, we usually need to pay the price when we are with the other half. It takes two to tango and also to make things work. Some would have their early or some would be having theirs later. Some would not be having any at all. Such irony of fate one would be calling this.........kind of scenario. Can you just imagine when they do come in and visit and pose the same question again. It is absolutely tiring when it comes to such small matter.

For now; money is more important and career need to be on track..............Prince Charming; if there is there is; however if there is none then there isn't any. Period........Any takers now?

Maid In Charge???

Come to think about it; maids sometimes can be hell and sometimes can be heaven. It actually depends on how the attitude as well as the adaptibility of the maids. However; for us this one is actually is more hell than heaven.

As a matter of fact; without the presence both of my parents and my younger sister, she could be out for hours sometimes can be few hours the most. She would be creating excuses like 'I have gone out to buy some of my food' at this so called stall. However; her main motive is to go out and to gossip and neglect her duties as a maid. If with the other employers who are really mean and angry with this so called 'emperess attitude of hers'. I will bet that either she would be beaten up like a sack of potatoes or even sent back to Indonesia. Although she has more than 6 years of experience but she still lacks the proactiveness to learn; to complete her scope of work and even to respect her employers. The worst thing about her is that she loves to make a scene that she is the 'victim' in fact; we are the victims of her slyness, boastfulness, wickedness as well as her lies, and her unwillingness to work to earn her living. She would be always comparing her previous employer who used to give her all the freedom to look after her four children at the Sri Damansara condominium. On top of that; no one supervises her attitude and her work in the previous workplace although the madam employer is a housewife who is never around at home. With this type of attitude; I think for the other 'type' of employer she will be beaten half to death or even sent back to Indonesia without having any second thoughts at all.

Sometimes; I wonder how we had managed to cope with this type of 'pah toh' attitude of hers as well as her 'tak tahu malu' in her work. She will be complaining to other maids as though we have mistreated her and crying like cats and dogs looking like we have beaten her. In fact; we had not even touched her at all. The government ought to do something about this 'kind' of foreign maids who are in fact incapable in handling their jobs as well as the attitude. Especially those without basic education at all to enter into Malaysia to work as a maid at all. They are in fact incompetent in their work and the quality of work is worse than those with basic education. Maybe we ought to impose a quota on how many new maids are able to enter into Malaysia or even the experienced ones. No wonder so many people whom I have known are dealing tons of problems from their own hired maids especially with the attitude that they are displaying telling us that we are not firm enough or even stern with our actions to curb such 'illegals' who crossed over to our continent to 'earn a living'. Especially when actions do speak louder than words it is better to curb and give them a warning that such behaviours or attitude cannot be tolerated as such there is no diplomacy in their level to overcome such matter.

V-DDay............

Okay.........no plans for the lovey-dovey day......Anyway it's already past.......It is a new day today.

Put it in short, I am still unattached at the moment; so it makes no difference in having a bf or no bf at this time........As I am still consider a 'tomboy' to some of my friends and even schoolfriends who are very eager to see me 'marry off' to my 'knight in shining armour'. Very funny, I am not some 'sayur sawi, kangkung or even kai lan' in the fresh market........Yeah; one thing for sure; with the 'depreciation value is catching up with my age' now. Come to think about it; my 'snake cousin' will be tying his knot this coming September with his gal beau for about ten years of courtship.........Wah loi.......Ehhh......It sounds more married or even bored of courtship already liau............Ten long years of courtship; for me it sounds crazy..............And it happens to most of my paternal cousins...........Makes life sound so dull facing him/her daily.........When you are married to him/her; you will be facing him/her on 24/7 daily meaning every minute..........

Especially when Chinese New Year is around the corner................When will you be getting hooked up with a guy?????Especially coming out from the Ah Sam, Aunties from my paternal sides..........Sometimes; I would be up to my non-sense sense of humour to break the so called match making keh poh people from my paternal side...............Helloo................If the 'right one' like the 'knight in shining armour' does appear before me.......or would I say both my careers and my love life is on track..............Then maybe I would be consider it for a change..................I am a very practical person.........When it comes to money.......In this society; no money no talk..........

Valentine Day...........Gifts, roses, romantic outings or dinners with your 'other half' sure seems different. At least you have someone whom you are able to tell out your deep down heart secrets to..............or just let go of your darn steam or temper........Bloody hell................If there is one..........Anyway.........Still depending on the 'fate' or Mother Nature...........who is playing with us right now.....................Maybe the 'independent' nature in me...........still seek more adventures especially travelling into unknown places which I have not stepped into yet........

New Hope????

Okay........looking for jobs nowadays take twice the effort which I usually need to ask around or even 'bermuka tembok' to look in the net as well as through others recommendation. Look at it this way; at least I still have the capabilities to earn my living and not just stagnant.........in only one company in a one set of mind.............With the attitude 'I am right and you are wrong'.......

Sometimes the stupid assholes people you meet during your working life or even the charitable organizations whom some claim will ease the lifes of many. Put them in short; everyone whom I have come across are either darn 'HUGE HEAD' or 'BLOWING OWN TRUMPETS' about their capabilities in achieving their goals and enjoy 'pijak-ing' others who are non-professionals either on the 'non-executive' levels..........Hey......assholes out there......we are just anyone out there who is earning a decent living............Although we are not 'professionals' like some but we still have our own self-esteem as well as pride in what we are doing. I have seen some professionals who are like 'Ah Pet' or 'Ah Lian' style of speaking or even treating staffs worse than a non-graduate employer..............In terms of attitude.......those non-graduate although they may be lacking in education but in mannerism or even treatment.......they still treat you with respect......................However; on the other hand those with professional qualifications whom I have came across are either too boastful about their achievements or even their paycheck........Some cannot even speak proper English.......And you call yourself a graduate........
Don't let the overseas universities professors 'tegur' you about your language structure or even the attitude in gaining knowledge..........Every universities which I have came across have one thing in common which is .................Why on earth the students in the Asean countries enjoy being 'copycats' of others works??????

At least; we do not cheat, lie or even steal from others......................for a living.......Don't be surprised even professionals do that.......Some will be claiming I have worked in so and so for a number of years as so and so..........But when it comes to the level of communications they are either like ASSHOLES or without any self standing in what they do..........Or would I call them the 'YES DOGS'.............These are the types of people whom I have come across to........through my years of working but they are still weirder people some will be shocked to speak to them or even making friends..............

Going Bonkers

Put it this way, with the people whom I had dealt with throughout the working years : SURE MAKES YOU BONKERS............in layman terms I am going to go CRAZY!!!! Not only that, with the interviews by prospective employers; if there is any recommendations by whoever or so if there is luck in there anyway; or even job hunting session. Practically doing it daily and it drives my nerves to the position in admitting myself to a mental asylum any moment.

Sucks!!! Here it goes again : Still applying for my dream job if there is any or if there is any possibilities in doing so...............Expanding the brain to the maximum limit or even learning from the impossible things can be made happen although it takes up a lot of effort, time and even EYE POWER in looking out for jobs since now with the coming festive season and all the more the keen eyes for details in the prospective jobs for me to earn my money and I mean future big bucks to come...................

Nothing is impossible when we put our minds into achieving them but do not make use of religion as a mean of livelihood : Some intentions may be good but in my opinion it is better to have a commercial permanent posting than to rely on rites, rituals or even magics to make things to happen. It is better to be self reliance than to depend on these methods but only to relieve on one's mind or denial. In real commercial world that is where the real or even actual practice comes in handy : BE COOL, STEADY AND CALM

Another Day

Think about another day pass just like that................a gust of wind sweep through your face. Let's face it.........LIFE is like waves coming from the sea................a vast deep ocean with lots of unexpected things coming from every side or even every corner........Put it this way.......even Fantasia Barrino's movie : LIFE IS NOT A FAIRYTALE........cannot believe it eh?

A Malaysian is just like a Malaysian in blood and even in nature......in short : CHARACTER
Hahahahha..............one would be thinking why an idiot like me is actually writting all of these craps and also at the same still in the midst of job hunting season.....................Most of the employees would be going for a better offer in terms of pay as such.........A good paycheck couples with a good boss as well as in having a hell of a time in doing a job which you love working on it..........That is more of a hobby instead of a job..........You see talking craps again.......

Sometimes talking craps can actually make you feel better in terms of emotions, mentally and even know what you intend to do with a bright career prospects in a really, really fast paced environment........In fact, many would be taking for granted being single has its advantages......Sure one thing for sure you would not be asking permission or checking with your partner whether the schedule thingy fits in both of your plans.............Or even unexpected situations might arise from there...........

The LORD is certainly testing my strength, endurances, determinations, preseverance as well as patience......For your additional information patience is not one of my virtues : Can easily 'slaughter' a person with my stares and even mood swings if that person has just sabotage me.....

A New Year, A New Hope Karrr????

A dimnishing hopes, one would be calling it. Applying everywhere, searching every nooks and corners to find any place which is willing to hire this so called 'simpleton'. As a matter of fact, it is already getting on my nerves............especially when it comes to money issue. Put it this everyone loves money. We cannot even live without money in the first place at all.

We need money to buy our 'desired products' or even stuffs.........Okay, okay, I am blogging again or ranting without reasons at this very moment. Just recovered from a really bad headache as well as tasteless mode at this very moment. It is more of anger than acceptance at this moment as my hard work has never even been rewarded at all. As far as it is concerned at this moment, I am going to need a secure job to help me buy a car, a serviced condominium with five star facilities : main reason so that when both my parents are not very mobile the place will be quiet and accident free hopefully with a foreign maid to care for their needs when I am not around for them. Apart from that, currently being 'unemployed' at this moment sure makes me go nuts as I am feeling really 'helpless' now without anything to occupy my time at the moment but more of my part time voluntary work for now.

Other than that, everything has not been smooth sailing as and find a job which you love is just like a puzzle of your 'other half' if there is any at the moment. Fat chance by the way I look at it at this moment as life is so uncertain that my 'spirit in fighting back' is lacking one battle after the other. Anyhow, it is only a 'feeling' as it will slowly go away but finding a job is like finding $$$$$$ to secure my own grounding to feed myself as well as not depending on others when I am not a handicapped person but well formed individual in every way. Of course, I have my weaknesses and strengths. Now I am better controlled in every way especially without being cooped up with the two bozos from the company which I used to work with.

New Year Beckons Resolutions :

1. Get a good job as well as an increment which fits on the work performance not by managers' words only.
2. Trade in the old car with a newer version of Myvi.
3. Do not end up like the two bozos : Don't work, Just eat and Steal Private & Confidential information of the company to the rivals (Sell the company out)
4. Save lots of money for travelling and backpacking with friends overseas and local tours.
5. Make good returns from investments and not only 'sitting ducks' only.
6. Help out in more voluntary societies in both monetary, time as well as efforts.
7. Try out more new things and do new things for a change.
8. Get a new handphone as this old handphone is already memory full and it is not a registered phone user and upgrading the SIM card.

These are the current ones but the higher my expectations go, the more I am going to expect from myself.

Aiya.........blogging and blogging and ranting non-stop again......Aiyoh....aiyoh....yoh.......

What's Happening???

Look at it this way, the way this road is going..................is leading nowhere at this moment. Just to put it in short; so what? You cannot just expect a miracle to drop from the sky. Okay, okay maybe the life which I am leading now is not everyone piece of cake or the 'rich and famous' as well as the 'glamorous lifestyles' with branded items.

As a matter of fact, with all types of nuisance coming up like NSTP is suing Jeff Ooi's blog as well as Rocky's blog; we bloggers now are in limited freedom in expressing our point of views in plain hard facts. So?????Bloggers.......I mean all bloggers...........UNITED just like Susan Loone mentioned in her blog. Stand up to what we mean not just simply 'kow tow' for no apparent reasons...........Just blog in your views and make sure that VMY2007 would not be a joke for the nation........Freedom of speech??????Freedom of views??? We are in fact laughing at ourselves over this stupid joke..........

Never mind over the toughness of the road which I am leading now at this moment.........The tough will keep on going when the going gets tough...................Sure makes the hell of character of a person in every terms of spiritual, emotions, mental strength and agility as well as physical staminas.........Hopefully Lady Luck will come around the corner as I do not want to end up as a pauper when I die one day.

The Empire Strikes Back

Okay, okay............just bloggering again.....Hey that is the usual type of person like this simpleton.......Just counting on the 'Dark Side'........this simpleton will be able to explain there are tons of them to be calculated in terms of career stability as well as for financial stability.....

The life that this simpleton is leading now is very simple more of like 'kampung style'....................
unlike some of the friends I know will be leading the 'highly as well as glamorous lifestyle' of the type 'rich and famous' with branded goods in every parts of their body. If were to be compared with this simpleton it would be the exact opposite as I do not favour branded goods in every parts of the body but more of technical gadgets like digital cameras or even good quality watches. These would be my weaknesses but is more of my enjoyment in buying them and using them. At least I know they would not go to waste.

Apart from that, now the vigorous part in getting a good prospect career is like finding a needle in the haystack.......Finding a job which you love is like finding your 'other half'.......I wonder how is 'Pineapple' nowadays............Hardly heard from any of my colleagues as they are all professionals in their own fields of studies.........Unlike this simpleton here is 'one leg kick all'..........Main interest : Conjuring New Ideas and Excitements.........Loads of them

Hmmm...........sure miss 'Pineapple' nowadays without long chats online or even a phone call from this 'Rotten Pineapple'..........for so many months now...............In fact, can be made as pineapple tarts...........Pineapple can be long winded sometimes.....worse than my dad...........

Choose A Job You Love

Choose a job which you love, and you never need to work a day in your life. This is being said by Confucious. Such saying is really true as we always work in a line which we dread and sometimes doing it might take an effort to accomplish them. It may sound absurbs to some but it makes us wonder; better to do something which you enjoy rather than to slog over something which you have never liked to do.

Apart from that, from which side of fence do we come from is not much difference as long we know what we are doing is not against our own conscience which we will later regret. So what, if that someone is not there to lean or even to listen to where you are now. As this is LIFE, we are bouncing back from where we come from.

To stretch one way to the other, takes time just like knowing and learning someone's habits and characters too. We are all different but we do come out from the same products of production. Just not to be a killjoy to some but working on something which you enjoy is just one bonus point instead of sulking or even mourning over some under performance or over performance if there is such a case. However, it takes two to tango than to go solo like this fella is doing now.

New Year Blues

Can you just believe, on New Year's Eve, this fella fell sick for the second time. The main reason is that this fella here has been missing the old job until fell sick twice in a month. And this type of scenario hardly happens to this active and healthy fella here.

Now that jobs are so scarce but also thinking in investing in business which will bring in lots and bundles of money in a matter of time. Come to think of it, having your own business is just like between committing suicide and seventh heaven. First, you are your own boss and no one is going to bully you but you will end up bullying others. In fact, the wheel of life which we are leading now is reflecting on the type person you are now.

Other than that, every woman dream is to have someone to support and lean on as well as having success in the career. These two can go together. Anyway, the current situation that this fella is having now is more worries on the troubles because lady boss has promised but this fella have not seen the hard true facts and figures in terms of income which this fella have networked often no matter how often and who this fella have met.

What to do? There used to be a nick name called a 'bad luck omen' has just arrived at this moment. What do you think?

Hopes Anew

Okay, let's put it a rest for this entire year. In short, it had been a really eventful year with lots of happenings from the beginning of the year till the end of the year. Can you believe that my mum still believes that this simpleton better stick to data entry instead of what this simpleton is passionate about in doing without a day of boredom : which is 'oily business' that's the term my dad is using it to state that the three of us are in 'oily business'.

Very funny, even how on earth almost the entire family is into 'real moneymaking' business. My dad still thinks that this simpleton is jobless but in fact is part of the lady boss plan : Big Plans; please enlighten this simpleton in this. When is the letter will be arriving or even a phone call just to let this simpleton knows that the application has been successful or failed. With this type of suspense no wonder it is easier for this simpleton to get a heart attack instead of my parents.

Irony situation because this agreement is bound between the corporation and this simpleton. In fact, lady boss has already promise.........A promise is a word well kept. Moreover, the domestic problem is the 'handy maid' always 'missing in action'. Other than that, pineapple is not even here and also this simpleton career is now at a standstill. Just waiting for the final countdown by the lady boss to launch the 'attack'.Overpaid maid with underwork done by her. A definitely a very 'disposal' product.

Disgusted with the ethics by the mankinds or even the human nature with the three types : greed, hatred and ignorance. These terms are well said by the Lord........this simpleton would say that it is very well said............

The new year resolutions are as follows :
1. A steady job with a reputable company as well as having good relationship with the employer.
2. Earn a high sterling income to care for my family and help my maternal families who are in dire financial help.
3.Get a new maid which I will be paying and a good one which knows how to listen and would not misuse the freedom.
4. Get a new car : MyVi but my dream car is Suzuki Swift with auto gear of course . If really can afford a good Toyota car.
5. Travel around the world with my loved ones.
6. Get a serviced condominium for myself and spend more time volunteering the needy ones.
7. Wish that this nightmare quickly over before this simpleton really becomes crazy in the end.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year dear readers!!!! See you next year!!!

Our Mutual Friend

The above title is in fact from the book authored by the late Charles Dickens. This author is well known for his flair in writtings after his death. It seems the trend of dead people writtings seem to sell better than those who are living right now.

Very funny, such thoughts would come to this simpleton at this moment. In fact, after getting feedback from an author who is residing in United Kingdom. She has given lots of inspiration, encouragement and also a wider perspective on how are we suppose to look at life. Talking to myself again.

It is a habit since this simpleton was very young. That was before the birth of my younger sister. The gap between us is about six years old. Imagine.................writting a dream......Very funny for a person who do not have any luck since young with academics, career, love and even a very active social life. An active social lifestyle is one thing but on the other hand if a conscience of a person is never 'clean' then that person is 'cheating' on its sects or even religions. Another term for it is called making money from the 'holy relics' of the 'Holy Ones'.

Better make sure, it is a 'clean conscience'..........Without a clean conscience we are leading a sinful life to make others to believe in us is lying on our religions. Will that make us a better person? Will it makes our life better? Just sit down and think about it?

Egomaniacs

From time to time, the title above would appear every now and then. Apart from that, the current situation depicts such case whereby your current so called 'finance manager' because of his inferiority complex. Such scenario is becoming a culture than a norm.

Moreover, this is so 'fake' and so 'uncultured and professional'. As such this is a very 'bad image' as well as a terrible rat race for the price of one stupid asshole. Calling himself a very accomplished and a very braggart of all sorts.

In terms of morality and culture sense is still so long way lacking than the professionals whom this simpleton had worked with for at least half a year. So what? Worry like shit for nothing over such moron or such non-sense? Are you willing to forgo all of your cow sense over such moron?

Once a moron is borne there is nothing one can do. This is just a matter of opinion and of it does not reflect anyone register above. So take LIFE one step at a time............See you soon.

Sweet Times

As the time goes by each day, the task sometimes that we do can be very daunting. It makes sense why some of us would bonkers on this issue. It is not surprising that we see everyday, there will be people in the house, out on the streets or even any part of the world has actually gone bonkers.

In fact, some of us would term them as 'bad omens'. No matter what conduct we might be doing now be it good or bad; there would always be omens. As omens, had already been instilled since we were youngins'. Let this simpleton put this in a different light, just imagine this simpleton is bonker now and start blogging every type of non-sense articles or even blogs to understand by the normal homo sapiens here in this Mother Earth. Does it matter to anyone at all? What do you think dear readers?Plain irony suffering in this Earth. What had just blurted out is in fact from the mind NOW...............

Some memories are repeated inside the mind many times. One of the main factors being bonkers'. Memories will always be inside us touching our hearts, souls or even people outside us whom we are seeing daily. What do you expect once the tryouts are over? Cry over split milk. It would be turning back clock of time from the past towards the present moment.

Sweet memories or even bitter ones can be really disheartening in certain times of our lives. Some of them may moved us or even showing us that earning a living is definitely no joke in terms of sacrifices. Such sacrifices in terms of social, love and family. These types of sacrifices are just too much accounted for a balance lifestyle with a person's loved ones. Practically there is no peace of mind.

Maybe, the main reason will always be the main factor on being a 'line'. A line well drawn and also a character very well known in everywhere we do or even everything that we are doing deems to be an omen for another person to take note for.........................Just think about them.

Stupidity of Homo Sapiens

When there comes a time; as 'homo sapiens' we can make ourselves really silly. Apart from that, we still manage to learn from each other. Like the organization where this simpleton was in, the lady boss just wanted this simpleton to be 'myself'. Sorry to be in this 'myself' forms. As the belief of 'non-ego' is pretty much intact inside this simpleton.

The stupidity of homo sapiens still make sense until today; if not we are not called human in form. That is in direct translation. Other than that, with the supports from all around us is in fact; one way of helping us in 'getting up' again when we 'fall'.

The lady boss sure has put 'many, many' new things in this simpleton's head after a brief 'affair' in the organization for the past six months. Too many new things which need to be organized in a unique way. No wonder she has so many who are pretty astounded with her uncomparable talents in taking out and unleashing the best in homo sapiens including her hubby too!!!!! Hope she is not reading this blog at this very moment..............Maybe will be called back for personal interrogation from lady boss soon. Maybe pretty soon...............Hope is coming soon..........Very soon to meet the entire 'gang' again!!!!!

Who's Right & Who's Wrong?

What do you expect when a person like your own pop who is saying 'the correct one' statement most of the time. Put it this way. It is a 'pain in the neck'. Anyway, just to cut the story short..........my dad is the type of person one would classify as a 'bigot'. That is a proper term just to classify in a good and proper manner.

Apart from that, he is the type of person who will not admit his own mistakes or even say it out aloud that he is wrong. What do you expect when you are put into this position. Other than that, as a person with only conscience is to 'accomodate' other people than my own terms or even personal preferences.

Silly isn't it? Many people would start condemning or even spreading all types of nuisance just to make the others feel pretty 'inferior' or even 'washout' if one were to put them in a good and also more pleasant way not to hurt another's feelings. Always dreaming of the 'knight in shining armour' or even 'prince charming'.....................Just only this simpleton's luck; with a stepping stone career and also not a person in this current life cycle.

Why is it some people can have all the lucks in love and in career? Whilst some don't even have anything at all? Put it in short : some also may scarce in career, love and family. Just do not want to give this simpleton a room to complain............Nevertheless; a 'knight in shining armour' is still 'missing in action' for a very long time with eyes only for $$$$$$$. Look at it in the positive way, lesser problems with another 'homo sapiens' for a time being. But missing another person to tell out all the heart and mind out is posing another problem : waiting for the 'rotten pineapple' just rotting away some far away place with a sort of 'playboy or even Married but Available' attitude to the ladies. Getting very tired with this type of 'don't care' attitude and 'rotten pineapple' attitude. When he dares to come near this simpleton better beware before his life or else this lifetime he better pray that his life does not fall in short for the next ten to thirty years of his life for now. Better start praying 'rotten pineapple'!!!!!

Ladies darling; these types of guys better beware of them before we get 'burnt out' by these types of 'ladies men'.........Cannot be more alert as well as be safe than sorry. No more career advancement or even a better prospect at the moment.........Need to keep a clear head and also steady hands, cool and calm heart as well as 'the packages' inside this simpleton be kept as a 'secret' between the 'lady boss' and this simpleton. Maybe too long have not updated this blog and the stories is becoming longer once been blogged in at the moment.

Like Dalai Lama did say once 'we live life as it is but live life meaningfully'; pretty poetic for a Dalai Lama don't any of you think at this moment?Better take one step at a time for now. Need to 'recharge' and set more challenging goals to complete the next 'big thing' of this simpleton. Only this simpleton will know for now. Just drafts only and just wait and see.

Insanity Strikes Back

Just to reiterate on my friend's blog; hers is exceptionally genuine in terms of emotional as well as spiritual. Put it in short, where are you able to get a friend who has been with you through thick and thin during this lifetime. Through a stranger's eyes it would consider as a Buddhistic point of view; dear readers let this simpleton emphasize again 'we reap what we sow'.

Oh dear, oh dear; this simpleton has the craziness coming in again. Not just any craziness but a great term of craziness............No wonder this girlfriend of this simpleton is always complaining 'the level' of speech she is unable to understand. Hello dearie; this simpleton is putting it in simple English language. In fact, cannot wait until the next assignment arrives to be done as a permanent staff. Lots of challenges, opportunities as well as personal and professional growth in an organization which this simpleton is starting to miss its' usual 'excitement' in 'speed, accuracy and facts'..........Hey; the insanity streak is back, this simpleton cannot just lie around like a walking zombie..........Looks like one anyway.Oh My God!!!!!What have this simpleton done????

Hmm...........Hmmmm.........Curiousity sure does kill a cat......Not to waste anymore time on 'preaching season'.......Sure do not want to 'kill the readers' mood' at the moment......What do you suggest dear readers???Any good or even great ideas to share with us ........One of the main reason is that without work the brain is starting to rust........It is working this way...What do you call such a term????Cool it at the moment...............No work and the brain is in such a 'haywire' state and seriously need a good 'brain workout'...............

Life Goes On

Life goes on as usual. Temper has died down for now. As expected like always, your own folks (parents) will be the 'ones' to take children to 'doctors' or 'sensei' to see if anything 'wrong' with their 'little ones'.

Come on; give this 'simpleton' a break or even a benefit of a doubt for heaven sakes!!!! Talking as though it is the time to admit this 'simpleton' to the 'nuts house'.........What can you say if dear readers if you were in this 'simpleton's' position.Blah....Blah......Give this 'simpleton' a break.

In fact, for this apparent reason........this 'simpleton' has recalled a phrase from my current boss........We are still in binding agreement as she is doing them in 'management style'.............As she had informed this 'simpleton' a letter would be issued to this 'simpleton' when this entire 'mess' has been cleaned up. Well, still have to hunt for job to survive if not ; how to pass the time......

Call it a joke or whatever you want to put them; my dad just made another appointment with a neurologist to check this 'simpleton's' brains. Just to confirm this 'simpleton' is in a sane and 'normal' position. What do you call this scenario????Dear readers; this is called the IRONY OF LIFE........

Well, well, first of all; this simpleton dislike bragging or even showing off.
Upbringing is more of strictness, firmness, 'kiam siapness' and hardly any praises but more of 'curfew'.........Apart from that; this simpleton do not like telling out the best of travels or even $$$$$making if there is anyway.................

The source of income is really important as without $$$$$ getting stuff that you would want is pretty tough because the cost of living now is increasing in a rapid rate based on the market performance at about 3%-5% inflation rate.More unemployment rate now; bosses would want to employ 'cheaper employees' than 'experienced employees'.......................
When have been 'pushed' or even 'runned down' too many times.......Even cinapek companies are running away from IRBs (Inland Revenue Boards) just to avoid paying higher taxes to the government.......Blah......
What can you say when you are living in this multi-racial country.......

Anyway; the expense of the job which this simpleton had to pay was pretty high price in order to safe keep the company's interests and most importantly the person reporting to is now 'journeying to a better $$$$making prospects' anyway.......With the links and likes with the months of researching and learning on the nature of business.......It did pay off but with the expense of this 'simpleton's' job.

Mistress / Sugar Daddy

It is pretty common nowadays; to hear that who's who's is with someone by the way : MBA (Married But Available). Dear readers, you may comment that this blogger here is way too paranoid in the sense is very critical about everything. No wonder; until now still 'available'......Just do not be too sure as 'don't even think that it is very easy to catch this blogger'........

Career, career...............this term is still etched in my brain as this 'simpleton' is eager to start afresh to stablized the career pathway to the highest level possible........Anyone may call them 'maniac in action'........
Why not dear readers; if you are in my 'shoes' now..............Don't even give a damn on who's interested in getting this 'simpleton' to deathbed anyway.........

Everything now is becoming tougher as we age......as we travel along this road long travelled by others........Just for your information; it is better to be content with what you have now then later.......Maybe we would eventually regret them later........What to do......We are the 'homo sapiens' since Adam and Eve were here ages ago before us arriving in bundles.........

These types of scenarios happen; maybe because of insatiable 'lust' of some control within ourselves......It is not because we are 'weak' it is because we need to have a sense of principles or 'hidden values' within ourselves..........Which need a lot of checking daily..........This simpleton means 'seriously checking' before unwanted events happened to any of the parties......It would actually smeared the 'reputations or names'......
We are our own 'brands' put them in short............Later in life; we would soon regret whereby it will be too late to turn back the clock of life from the future........One step can cause us a 'mistake'.........

Risky Business

Usually, upon realizing one's own mistakes can be very disheartening in terms of credibility, principles or values in LIFE as well as one's other half. Well, dear readers you are able to put them in anyway which you would like to put them.........As; none of us is perfect in terms of physical looks, spirituality, emotionally or even careerwise........Career, career........that is now etched in this 'simpleton' mind at this very moment........No doubt about it; at this very present moment........

With 'normal' people they would call this 'simpleton' as 'unusual'............
not because you are capable but because 'you seem to be a nuisance' to them'.......That's how they term them.......Just because the WORLD is not working the way it is suppose to be 'doing' at the moment........Don't have to be 'runned down by them'.............Even 'own family' seems to be an 'issue' now........

It is not helping at the moment because...........it is disheartening to know that whatever you are doing at this moment is 'useless and even powerless'..............What to do when you are not 'accepted by the society' but seems to be an 'outcast' rather than 'normal' to their perception..............No one wants to know what is going inside............In terms of spirituality or even the concept of 'knowing what the heck is working in the dysfunctional family'whereby the youngest is considered the VOICE or even the LEADER in the family'.........

Better be 'out from this family than to be in it'............As tis' may not be a good move but at least it is worth the effort to do so..........No point staying with them 'with the unknowns' who are 'related to you but do not even understand you'.............It is better to be 'out' than to be 'in' with the 'only SISTER' who is the 'DOMINEERING'..................in everything from opinions to ideas or even face value in respecting anyone in the family...............

What do you expect from the consequences 'mixing with the wrong crowd' from the 'wrong kind of people' when you are already borne into this family whereby $$$$$$$$ is the priority at this moment...........Not only that what you own is also the 'face value' in terms of career advancement.................Or even the future to come as well..........Maybe that is why the moment of self -working till the body 'drop dead'.......It is a better term to be used for a 'working type of person' if or when this 'simpleton' is working at the moment before everything here turns into dust.........Pretty irony in the sense of LIFE one would put them in their own terms............

Coming To Terms

What do you expect when everything goes against you at this very moment? From every aspect of your life from career, family, love and even money.........This statement means a lot to a person like this 'simpleton' as one would have put it.

It is not easy, as this is the way; the way LIFE runs now......NO COMPLAINS though; had been runned down too many times from the start after graduation until now......In the late twenties; one would be holding post like a manager or even director in a reputable company with many years of advancement in career........Greed, hatred and even ignorance is already part of our daily life now......We see that everyday, not to mention the daily consequences when we go against our 'boss' for instance......This topic the 'simpleton' would tend to put on hold as it is no use to tell now or even retelling tons of time......It would be a waste of breath or even saliva one put them in Cantonese terms...

So what, there is a saying; sow what you reap.......The phrase sounds quite true though one would have thought of that this statement is pretty simple enough as this type of free time which this 'simpleton' is pretty useful in keeping occupied to fully 'free the creativity' with the daily works of time and day in terms of hibernating the brain and body for a good rest.

In terms of temperaments, as well as career advancement.....doing something more challenging in a very demanding way which would put this brain of this 'simpleton' to the fullest of use so that the capacity storage can be constantly 'upgraded' or even 'advanced' to the next level of utilisation of brain before being declared 'brain damaged' for not using the 'brain'........Apart from that, we are only using 10% of our brain capacity and that's not even 100% fully utilised to bring the brain to the best of usage.........Always.......Way too demanding this 'simpleton' is anyway.........No wonder not many can 'tahan' the 'regimen of training' if the new batch is to survive without 'nothing'.......

We can bring out the best of ourselves when we are without 'nothing' but anyway..........This is how the WORLD works; and for your information LIFE is never fair.........We work......and we work but also making sure that the LIFE we lead is much meaningful than anything......

Getting Up

When one had been shoot down to the core, what else would one wonder??? What do you think dear readers??? Isn't LIFE is like that, there would always be ups and downs............When one had been shot down where no one else is able to understand but only to be the only one who will be the 'only one' who will always 'listen to, talk to or even tell out' exactly what is going on inside this simpleton's mind anymore. This simpleton doubt if there is anyone out there who is ever willing to just 'know what the heck is happening inside this simpleton's head' at this moment.

Have you ever wonder why are there such events happen in a short span of time??? Is it because of this simpleton's karma or even have already arranged by GOD........who knows maybe it is the 'payback' period time in terms of internal rate of return or even the future value or even present value of this simpleton at this spurn of moment. As such, why have there been so............Why??Why?? This simpleton could not even answer this question at this moment.

If this simpleton is able to answer this question, then in the first place this particular blog would not even appear............'Knight in shining armour' or even 'prince charming' tell me if there is any of them.........then please let me know.........it would help a lot for this simpleton to endure at this particular phase at this moment.......

Excess baggage on the shoulder or even continuing headache........What type of headache would one term them huh?? Enlighten this simpleton for a change...........LIFE is a comedy of errors in various ways.........$$$$$$$$ is one of this simpleton major concern as well as the source of income in order to survive...........Moreover, the terms called professional is one difficult to put in perspective in various aspects...........What do readers need to know please note down the comments.......Would be able to appreciate that very much if there is anything to improve on........Challenging one's capacity as well as mentally, emotionally, spiritually, physically and physcologically........

Currently, trying to put LIFE into proper perspective..........Objectively and practically..........At this moment........Very much......Needed......To think level headedly........

Harsh Times

When one had worked so hard and also not appreciated; it could be very disheartening in terms of emotional, spiritually, mentally as well as physcologically...........What dear readers you have been are in fact the LIFE we normal mortals are leading now...........Unfortunately, this simpleton had been a 'boneka' or 'puppet' for some people.

No matter how much a person has done, it would not have been appreciated or even less called for.......If you know what I mean by this statement...........In fact, it was a call for justice for such a 'mean play of injustice' for some others to 'sell out the company' which 'feeds you or even treat you better' than some other companies this simpleton know of.............

Life is never fair for either one or also anyone of us.........This is a fact....
What this simpleton is always on facts and not based on lies in the corporate world.........or even anywhere in the world..........What do you expect when everything goes against you at the moment?????Jump down from the building or even commit suicide...........Not that this simpleton have not tried doing that before.........But what is the point of doing that...........LIFE has never been fair.........or treated equally.......

Then this simpleton do is to accept LIFE..........what has been thrown on thy' shoulders or even personality........Been blamed on every single type of things which had been encountered.........Name them and this simpleton is able to inform on what is happening at the moment.........If the boss is ready to listen to my explainations than to 'listen to those numbskulls'.............Put it this way; life is just the way life is running now...........

History

No one likes history to be repeated itself. When there is an instruction stated that; as the way it is then the way it should be followed. However, when there is a very 'vague and unclear' instructions to follow. Whichever it is to follow then there is no way a 'simpleton' will be a 'simpleton' mentality irregardless on which issue it is going to be.

Especially with the 'unfortunate and history' that need to be done on which the things are unnecessary happening all the time to this 'simpleton' is considered to be a 'payback' time. As such, 'simpleton' would need to take this as a hint to 'take leave'.

What to do when a person with such low down states. Cannot expect much do you? What am this 'simpleton' is suppose to do apart from being 'accusation' and 'pawn' or 'bait' for one or the other. This is the dog eats dog world anyway. Why such thing is to be done is none of my 'business to know any of them as those things' which are not my concern.

Better than hearing someone who says 'without this organization, I am prepared to open my own business'............This statement better hear it from the 'horse's mouth' than to hear from the third party. Other than that, starting over will be another issue as this 'simpleton' emotions and headache now is still neverending at the moment. As such, in LIFE there is ups and downs. Nothing is perfect and no one is in good shape for now; after a hard hit from head to toe. Nevertheless, if there is a wish this 'simpleton' would prefer to 'clear the head and mind' at the moment.

Wait till the time for the next title to arrive soon.

Reactions

As most of you would be aware, that why at this hour would blog???? Put it in short, when you have an idea better make sure that you do not hesitate to convey or do it first before it is too late..........When the idea has disappeared then it would take ages for the idea to reappear again. As this is just only an opening ceremony for this November, why not for a change .............all of these bloggings are based on LIFE.

Like most of you, readers who are reading this blog; we usually apply on what we practice at home to outside.......However, not always things will be happening as we would want them to be but let's not make this an issue..........BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY, the one who breaks the heart will be the one who suffers most...........None of us is perfect........as a woman who wants her husband to be 'like her'.......Yeah, if your husband becomes a woman maybe he will think like a woman for a change........and vice versa........Some of you would be thinking why does my boss think like this or something along the same line or like why can't I think like my boss.......If YOU ARE A BOSS, then you would be able to think LIKE YOUR BOSS, better make sure that YOU ARE A BOSS then you would be able to think like that......

Apart from that, when something comes in between the terms of 'being another one'........The proper term would be 'slipping into someone's shoes'........As far as it is concerned, THE RIGHT TERM TO BE USED WILL BE EGO.........All of us have, it is a matter on how deep is our self esteem that we have put upon ourselves that carry to let others' know on how well have we have achieved in LIFE........Consider it to be a test by our dear MOTHER NATURE has put upon our shoulders to let it be put to rest..........

In short, NOW on what we are doing is more IMPORTANT than the rest of the world think of us..........When we are influenced by how others' think of us then we are in 'trouble' as we would be doing things to please 'them' than to please ourselves..........As far, as it is concern then our LIFE will be their LIFE..........

Maybe, there are somethings we need to look inside of us that we would need to 'ponder further' as such our HEARTS........will sigh we have 'untied the knots'..............Knots is not that easy to be 'untied'...........Learnt it the hard way........as it would be a critical person to point that out to some 'soft hearted or vain' personality......which would 'crush the EGO of a person'..........That person would not be able to stand such a blogger to hit on so hard......

Back To Work/School

How time flies...........going back to work......Sounds good for this blogger.Itching to do more work as well as exercising the much rusted brain drain after more than a few days break.

Anyway, it's pretty good for a change to indulge in what this blogger had missed out doing them for the past few months.......Funny how Mother Nature works her way with us. This blogger used to dread going back to school........One of the main reasons will be 'this weirdo' facing daily..........Everyone would be looking at this young one who do not know 'what is normal and gentle'...........

Schooldays, university days or whatever days; dear readers you would call them during those days...............Well, this blogger did turn out all right without any things ..........or any of the parts of limbs or bones missing from the body.............Imagination running wild again......What do you expect from a blogger who has nothing on hand now or even 'knight in shining armour'..........That is a bloody joke one would call them. Forgive my language at the moment too emotional at the moment
to think sanely.

Just feeling so hungry to live in the 'fairytale kingdom' and stay there if possible......Hey; what is wrong when a person has more than one imagination in the mind as well as trying to do the best............Well, what is the best situation now is to be 'who this blogger in the first place 'just be myself'.Can never satisfy anyone curiousity or even the yearn to keep on upgrading the processing and the knowledge to grow further and more.

Better not to blog further, and today is the working day for this blogger who have not slept at this ungodly hour............Stay low, and maintain low always; and make sure my work and other stuff in tip top condition.
Knight in shining armour; blah!!!!!!

Terrible Temper

As one would have put a word as such 'temper will unleash the most evil inside of us'. Maybe it does spell the danger in having a nasty temper. In fact, it runs in the family. Today; it happened unexpectedly for a person who may deems to be 'the nice and innocent one'............does have a very nasty temper to control........Controlling and checking every part of the brains..........which might holds the 'trigger point'..........Once unleashed the worst had had happened.........Sometimes how this simpleton wish that LIFE would treat this incident as a LESSONS..........

LESSONS which might teach us the value of humankinds as well as the worst enemies within us will be the temper...........We cannot turn back TIME....................as this might be once and always..........LIFE is always not that simple.........The simplicity that this simpleton wish for is not here yet.................Maybe Mother Nature has more to teach me more things to come and much more to learn.........Just cannot bear to tell this to anyone yet.........Still too much of the past lurking inside and outside cannot be told and be seen by anyone at all.....

Though; it may sound absurd to some of you, this simpleton is still guessing on the consequences as well as the 'punishment behold this simpleton' will be facing soon enough at the moment.........Imaginary friends when this simpleton was younger helped to ease the pain and the need to tell someone the joys and pains in LIFE.........NOW, the imaginary friends will be this writtings to tell thy' stories and happenings in LIFE...........

'Knight in shining armour'............hmmmmm.......during younger days and still imagining still........Too absurb at the moment to think sanely NOW........and don't know why..........If not; how in such manner would such a manner to behold still...........There is a saying 'Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder'.............Beauty cannot last forever, temper will be controlled and evenly.................Long way more to learn especially with the current maid...........it sure drives one temper to the maximum limit............

Was verbally abused by maids before, used by them......Let's not dwell in the past anymore.......Too much pain, MEMORIES........long forgotten and also coming back slowly and gradually.........Who's is eating who alive from inside out now.........at the moment.............

Fairytales.......fairytales......if please hear me so fairy godmother..........
becoming a better person everyday......every second.......every minute...
LIFE is never that simple anymore.............If can please put me inside the fairytale books......with happily ever after ending......................

Life Is A Fairytale

Wondering why such title would appear on your screen at this moment?
Well, this time you why???? Wondering we always ask ourselves such questions at the moment.........Irony statement coming from a person who only in love with work at the moment...............Maybe people perceive this simpleton this way......Anyway, so what; and who cares about this simpleton on how this simpleton wants to lead the life........

Don't tell me that there is a 'knight in shining armour' will appear in my life and sweep this simpleton off my feet at the moment.......All of this; it is a matter of figment of this simpleton imagination at the moment........
Let's not endure such moment of imagination in this simpleton hand at this ungodly hour......One would perceive such as a biological clock is in a dysfunctional state as such too much involved in everything at the moment.......Maybe......recharging the systems now has been taken care of .........back to homework logging in again as well as relearning new things and the worst part is 'can't wait to get back to work'.........Put it this way............it sure makes this simpleton sounds more insane every moment.........

If there is such fairytale happens in this simpleton life at this moment.....
please spare this simpleton a fare share of sanity just in case 'the insanity strikes back'................Itching to know more about every field that have rather interesting backgrounds or even absurd ways to find ways and means to get things done........Maybe at this moment............a
little comfort and understanding will come some days..............It's a long wait ..................Sometimes it is better to put this simpleton in the nuts house better still so that the 'brains can be fixed' under the normal circumstances............

When there is a fairy godmother appears.........please let this blogger know.........it would help a lot in terms of 'living in a fairytale land'........Fat chance we are in harsh reality.........Reality does has a SHARP BITES..........

Alternate Dimensions

Okay, for now.............sometimes wishing in the alternate dimensions with better lives or lifestyles than this current one at the moment. In fact, nothing is impossible at the moment for now. Nearly forgotten, still need to put aside the emotional and feelings aside for the sake of the main priority. Easier said than done..................it is always like that.

Better put life.................as always at the moment..........HEARTS AFFAIRS..........maybe it is just a figment of imagination for now.............It seems so real................but nothing can be said or done at the moment..............Just a typical joke Mother Nature just 'tested on' anyway........
Maybe it's better to be 'unreal' than to be 'real'.............

In fact, unlike the others whom this simpleton have known throughout the years........................
everything seems to be going the way how they would want it to be at the moment.............
Such irony we are facing daily...............as well as the harsh reality world we are in...............
day in and day out...................

Typical for a 'kampung ah lien' saying such things............in a moment like this.......Maybe, just maybe............for a change to have DREAMS...........just to dream along.............like always.....do.It has helped in 'easing the pain away'..................for hard and harsh times............Still yet to contemplate further.........

Real and Unreal

Okay put it the way, you want to put it. It is unnecessary for a person to be confused with realities and imagination. Should this simpleton put them in a more realistic way. We are living in a really harsh realities world. We manage this daily by putting aside our emotional and feelings as the other alternate way in completing our assigned tasks which need to be completed within a short period of time.

Sometimes, it is pretty bored just working only but 'lacking in something'. Priority now is still the career first; if not the rest would not follow suit. How sometimes this blogger wish that it would be easier to have someone to really pour your heart to and tell out the things that you would not tell anyone...................Get real, in this world we need to be 'selfish' and 'harsh'..........
This is how the world works..............from the day we were born. Let's not forget the 'hearts affairs' one would think it would be a nuiscance............

'Hearts affairs'................is not an easy topic or matter to be solved.........The usual saying 'it takes two to tango'..........
Just to make it simpler..........everything needs EFFORT.........
no matter in which areas we are in NOW.......................Oh boy; oh boy............looks like this simpleton seems to be in 'real trouble' NOW...........Is there such thing really DO EXIST NOW????????????? Am still wondering over this matter...........
It is not easy after HAPPENINGS.......EVENTS.......PASTS.......
they can make an impact...........BIG IMPACT....................
One would know what this blogger means......................

Let's not blogger now..........BACK TO REALITY.............

Pineapples

One would have wondered why such title pops up suddenly? Well, in fact we do know how the pineapple looks like literally.........Hmmmmm.......In physical form it is very sharp in the outside with pines all over the fruit; and the flesh inside is sweet and tender depends on its types of pineapples.........There are quite a few.......Better not elaborate on this fruit area as this simpleton is not that expert in fruitmentation.......in terms of analyzing its content.........

Better to explain in a form of this simpleton thought process on this fruit:

As one wonder why this fruit
Some really loves it or hates it or both
As this is only a matter of fact
The next one in mind

Can a reader guess the content
Of the meaning of this writtings
As such it beholds a meaning
Only 'some' would know

Nor would wonder how
On earth this particular fruit
Becomes a topic
Of wonder in a sudden

Not yours or mine
But both
In terms of brains, age and gender
One literally laugh all the way

Hey; this is based on facts of events
Some would know
Some would wonder
Some would be in doubts

Who cares only
Those who knows; who cares
Who understands on how it works
Can you guess what fruit this simpleton is??????

Put it this way; LIFE works it wonder and the only thing this simpleton needs is 'comfort' at the moment.................Anyway, not to blogger on this issue yet............More to come once there is INSPIRATIONS and IDEAS........then this blogger would be bloggering more..............now is only 'recharging'.....................