A Paradox of Personalities

Let me put them in proper terms
If you are able to control the situation
I will call you GOD
If you are unable to do so I call you a asshole

When you are so eager to be so
Self promoting and with such HUGE EGO
How on earth with money and credit cards
Bills continue mounting till the day

You hold your last breath
With such stupid hierarchy
No wonder it is only specialization
But without any proper education

Aspirations and perspirations
In reality 99% perspirations and 1% aspiration
I can be aspired to be an Entrepreneur but no money
I want to have my own centre but no political support

How on earth to go about with over used budgets;
Constant debts; and no balance in financing
But more of debts in most 'in' gadgets
High tech gadgets but still paying in installments

Wonder how long do I have to finish the installments anyway?
Everything is changing and you can have the biggest paycheck
But still in pokailogy syndrome
Money is never enough with constant needs to have new things in the market

When you are incompetence stating that you are a paradox
In short it is call hypocrites
And also non homo sapiens sub groups
Please forgive me for saying so

As it has been a curse to have such competency
Being a curse also be a blessing in disguise
For us homo sapiens some curses can
Be a rewards but don't even bother to think about them

As only fools will think of getting 'gains' and 'losses'
In businesses and also people owing them favours
Have you seen or met such fools before???
Please let me know the phone line is always free

Call It Another Day.......Sigh

Listening to the usual music hymns to relief myself from stress of work. Apart from that, there are issues which are recently resolved. Thankfully; I am glad that the PAST is PAST and NOW is the PRESENT.................PRESENT TIME

Always remember be in the present moment; yikes.............Most of the time, I will be forgetting them................Especially when it comes to my bloody temper...............Must also remember to control my temper.................When it comes to certain people..................Trust me you will regret that having me to blow my top off.....................No one likes them................

When you have started working again.................The daily routine is very tight; and still counting in my functions at the moment............Maybe need to take up some classes to further improve myself already since money is coming in..........................Better to learn some of the useful 'teachings' classes to spread the 'teachings'.......................Aiyoh..................still blabbing again....................This simple minded blabbings sometimes don't know whether can fit this blogsphere or not????? Or is it understandable to some of you???? Hmmm........better start reading again.....................And again................

Continue............

As I had said before
Hearts Affairs is making me very confuse
I am a confuse person
As per now

Anyway I know who is it
That is for me to make sure
As I dislike doubts, pranks, bets,
Coming from all types of people

In fact; just heal after more than a year
From fiasco of stupidity of homo sapiens
As well as the one pointedness mindset
Imagine the stupidity, boring, ulterior motives

Don't even want to dwell further into past
As I have started to accept one
Who has waited for almost a year
Just correct me if I am wrong

For 'THE PERSON'..........
Here everyone identity remains a SECRET
If not there will not be any more privacy
As I believe everyone has his or her own space

As for now
Learning from square one
Imagine the people; segments of societies
Yet to see more of those

In coming years
Many years more to count
Hopefully by the time
I hold the last breath

There will be someone around

As the LIFE is very uncertain with passages, trails and even jungle animals roaming around and may be dropping by every now and then...................Somehow or rather; I think GOD does has some plans for me to go around these check mate corners...............

More to come from this simple minded person.............A very simple minded person.........

For Now

Call it a day or whatsoever; with the activities..............sometimes I wish that I have more hands or even a few extra bodies to go around to different places to do the stuff which I won't mind doing them........................However; with my case I only have a pair of hands; a pair of eyes with additional Spectacles; a nose; a pair of ears and a pair of legs..............How far do you think that I am able to go around at this rate????

Jesus Christ!!!!! With so many functions happening at the same time how do you expect me to be around all the time????Not yet including my family...............Ahem............not from a partner yet...............but my current family that I am with....................Have any of your parents complain to you that you have not been spending enough time with them???? Well; I am one of those......................The problem is .........................If I were to explain it in details............It will take up the entire blogsphere...............Better not.............The best thing is you know; I know......

In short let me put them into whatever words that pop out from my brain; frankly speaking sometimes I really think that ...................I have been cursed................:

The last time I heard
The person with a
Very Ice Cold Queen personality
That used to be my tagline (Ahem; nickname)

Now; it seems to be different
I do not know how different
As I am not a mind reader
A normal homo sapien

Not like a Super Sapien (like in Smallville)
If I turn out to be one
I will be glad to tell
You that I am able to save Earth from disasters

Okay..........how ironic can you be
Or a paradox........Or whatever non-sense
With the limited time; more activities
With career now on the way

Better make it lasting and stable
As I am too tired for now
A homo sapien brain is currently
'Working in progress'........

Still working; wishing that it never stops
Or ever stops
It will stop when I have my last breath
In this Mother Earth

As I do not have the intention
To stop doing what I have always love doing
The passion in doing them
Or making them real for others

Apart from that
The Hearts Affairs will need to put on hold
As I do not want to be confused
In short I have always been confuse over this

Now.............this words......WILL BE CONTINUED