At This Very Moment

Sigh.................finally I have this wonderful time of mine after a few weeks of non-stop activities and a certain 'hibernation period' that I am able to blog again. In fact; it was a very tiring week for me as I was down with flu and sore throat which took about a week to recover as well coincided with the activities that was already pre-planned.

Finally; I can get to rest both my brains, my body and spiritual mind to the very sharp point before the next cycle begins again. Put it this way, if without any physical or non-physical activities I will be either agitated or irritated to make myself occupy as I do not enjoy being idle unless I am on 'vacation mode'................Particularly at this moment 'vacation mode' is not 'on' at the moment.................

In fact; I would feel 'lucky' since I have my 'bonus'...................This 'bonus' I would have noticed long time ago but I was too occupied with my personal activities to notice it until recently.......................Sometimes, I think GOD is 'playing' with me........................Or am I only dreaming.................At times; I think that my 'mind is playing tricks on me'...................Over my 'hearts affairs'.....................

Like I did mention before in my previous posts...............when it comes to 'hearts affairs' I am a very confuse person........................If LIFE is any easier than this issue over the 'hearts affairs'.........................................Sigh...................Blog again next time.......................

To Be Your Own Boss?

Just penning from the moment this brain of mine is shooting out words like nobody business :

Okay being your own boss
Sure has its perks
In terms of time management
Cost management

And of course the paycheck size
It is definitely bigger than
The normal employee salary
As well as you

Won't be having bosses breathing down your neck
And 'watching' your every movements
As well as 'checking' how many times
Have you entered the loos

Apart from that;
You will be having turnover employees
Wonder how many times
Can that be

You can brag and brag
On how much you are earning
The luxuries which you get
To enjoy lavishly

Without even bothering
That is being your own boss
As this is just only the beginning
When the time for successor

You will be having a headache
I mean a real headache
On who is qualify enough
To hold on to the baton

Letting Go

Call it an instinct or a 'sense' of 'gut feeling'..............In short that certain feeling............If only I am able to conceive this term into a more 'humane' term or understandable term..............For normal people to understand.........

Sometimes it is by chance or luck things happen; whilst for my case it is more of a curse than of luck to be interpreted it in a 'karmic sensibility'. Okay, just to be more humane in terminology of human senses in understanding simple English language...........After one curse and the next one keeps coming............I wonder if it ever stops.........I know that problems after problems continue and also testing more of my intelligence in dealing with 'senses' and also 'other senses'............Maybe it is from the past lifes which I was in and now it is reaping for me to overcome them at this moment.

At times; there are ways and means to understand the problems and also the curses that come along with it. No wonder it is neverending just to continue with these curses to gather what is more in store. Shesh.............Jesus Christ..............Now it is basically just continue with my life as for now................IF there is any 'bonus' I will keep you informed but how far can this life until I let go of my last breath in this Earth????

Just leave this answer to GOD....................As I am not GOD ALMIGHTY............