Wednesday, February 18, 2009

The Marriage of Reality and Fantasy

Wonder how this topic would come into this MCC mind at such particular moment. Frankly speaking, or writting one would be putting them as separating between reality and fantasy can be quite frusrating at times.

Unlike some who are exceptionally good in the art of separating between what is 'real' or 'unreal' in the moment. No wonder this blogger is termed as Mong Cha Cha. Other than that, this MCC is not the 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button' who is aging backwards.....................If this really happens so, then it would not be a 'Curious Case of Mong Cha Cha'.

In fact, with the way things have turned out in reality....................with the life one would be envious because of the lack of commitments like husband, children, in laws or out laws one would be putting them. With the support that I have been given by really close people and who have been supportive throughout my long leave. Sometimes when the time is too free, it would be idle time with no one to chat with or even to hang out when I have been too free.......................Too freeeeeeeeeeee..................................

Need to get something or to do something or help those who are not so fortunate in terms of financial or even different moral support, and also other things....................Need to occupy both the mind and the physical body to be very busy so have no 'crazy thoughts' or even ' idle hands'.........................Been so used keeping occupy all the time, and also with the way things have turned out to be..........................Either it is a 'blessings in disguise' or just merely with the 'karma' one has at the moment...............................

Sunday, February 08, 2009

CNY or Holidaying

Whenever the much anticipated holidays like Chinese New Year, or gazzetted public holidays it would be a good break for this Mong Cha Cha to have 'extra sleep or rest'......................Maybe because of the medications or just merely the 'sleeping sydrome' is getting on with the current situation.....................

Apart from that, writting has been the sole companion who has never been short of friend who would abandon you. In fact, it is some sort of therapeutic for this Mong Cha Cha to get on with life. Not many would appreciate the fact that this would be the type of solace that this Mong Cha Cha would be comfortable with.

However, sometimes LIFE is not what it seem to be yet with the current condition or circumstances that this LIFE would be shaped with the way LIFE turn out to be. Somehow or rather it is okay to be different and not within the fact that it would show or gradually reflect on the way LIFE turns out to be. Be it the retribution or the past karma it would be a difficult question to be answered. Nevertheless, unlike other people who has best of both worlds it would be a source of inspiration with the disease which can strike anyone in any other age range.

Let's not get carried away with the fact that, LIFE is uncertain but DEATH is certain.................With the circumstances that this Mong Cha Cha is in now, it would be the LIFE either one would be envious or fortunate to be with. Circumstances is just a matter of fact that it is always changing no matter in which life it would be in, be it in the form of wealth or the form of health or be it in the form of friendships or just merely the trust that one would be in.

Trust is a fragile goodwill to be played around with or by merely mis-using the trust to get on the other person's way in terms of work, goodwill or even the time to be with someone. Maybe for some trust is just merely a toy to play around with so that others would work towards the way things have turned out to be. Apart from that, TRUST for this Mong Cha Cha is as important as friendship to be with. Keeping them is just like keeping silent to know what others 'skeletons in the closets of other people'........................In short, keep silent although peoples' problems would tell out to 'free themselves of the problems' or 'just to let go' in the form of TRUST for the noble silence for someones' problems. Have been doing that for years, the main reason people come to you is to 'let go of daily frusrations' and also the form of TRUST to be able to keep their secrets.