Get It Right

Dear Blog,

It has been sometime have not been writting. Do not know why but at least it is a good place to put where all the feelings of good and bad. At times I wonder whether is there anyone would be able to appreciate on what Ihave been writting. 

The best thing is that, I would like to keep it closed without anyone prying and asking non-stop on this non-existenting social life that I have been lacking. Other than that, it would not be that good to share with other people on what I have been doing for the past few years. 

Sure miss my blog, as NOW only I start to write again with my conscience and also the moments with myself in doing all over again. I wonder if anyone out there would understand who I am or what I am instead of just stereotyping me all the time. Apart from that, Doc himself is also very busy with his activities and other things.

No matter what I have been doing seems to be futile or not good enough to be appreciated or usually been taken aside. In short, NOT SO IMPORTANT PERSON or the POPULAR one to be with. Usually, I would laugh it off or just ignore what others would start judging me without any apparent reasons at all. 

Wishing is one thing, getting the wishes is another matter for this MCC, at times it would be so disheartening just to dream on with the wishes. Sometimes, I wonder if others really know what I have been doing or just 'chuck me aside' in the closet or just 'taken for a ride'.  Maybe it is just not my time yet or even to talk about them yet. 

Time would start to tell, and now is just merely the beginning.

Best regards

MCC