Quality v Quantity Hours In Work

The quantity of hours of work which we put in everyday, sometimes it depends on the luck whether the 'kao san' in the working environment...........Other than that, the number of hours can be qualified as we actually 'live to work' not 'work to live'.

Apart from that, there is no longer a sense of 'meaning' in LIFE anymore. It is more of we actually put our LIFE in more of working, working, working and working only. Just imagine such a dull LIFE only involve working, working, working...............I know we have to work for a living and we must also enjoy our line of work...........The only people is basically from work only................Not more other circles of friends or the 'true friends' or 'real friends'...

Being runned down by so many companies, it can be very, very, very, very disheartening. In fact, I don't enjoy looking for another job or jobs.............It's very depressing and nerve wrecking with so many bozos.................monkeys, apes, orang utans, chimpanzees, and even some other monkey species like KINGKONG........................Brainless species...........who need to look for brains 2 work for them.................

Grrrr....................rrrrrrrrrrahaaahh.........Sometimes I think that I am going to go mad because of this 'tough period' of time unlike some of my very well to do friends who are .....................more capable in their abilities as well as in income earning................................At times I think I am more of 'bad luck omen' than of 'good luck charms' like some people...................There is another reason also .....................my too outspoken personality...................And direct and frank reasoning without hiding any damn thing..........That's one thing.................this one stupid company I have not seen such stupid COO (with Jap hubby who thinks she is very pro): My ASS even my previous ex-COO (lady boss with her very high profile hubby who travels extensively with presentation speeches in business industries) in my ex- oil company does better than such Chinaman attitude with no cow sense in organizational skills........................And the only thing is the fingers keep pointing at ME......................

Sometimes I really blame myself for not submitting my application to the bright prospect of company who actually will eventually make me a permanent staff.................In this bright prospect company............Now it is too late to change the past..................I really blame myself for this mistake...........................

What The Hell??!!!

Okay, you can call me whatever non-sense; you want to call. That does not mean that I am easy to be 'bullied' by you mellow cowards without any LIFE except working and gossiping. Apart from that, I wonder if you have any 'true friends' or 'real friends' instead of 'shooting advices' whilst you yourself are unable to take care of yourself.

In fact, I am actually talking about my current f***ing bosses.........Talk about being an 'airhead' and also a 'showoff' 'exhibist' or anything...............The proper term would be 'sadistic'.
Imagine working with these types of people........or people in the office........Okay, you may earn more than me or even have more material comforts than me............That does not mean 'the status' of 'importance' have to be in 'ranking'.

Put it this way, if you and I are earning a living..........YOU need not make others life a living hell..............!!!!!! On the other hand, we are the same kind of 'homo sapiens' not 'aliens'........
For heaven sakes!!!! These types of characters had been seeing them all my life...........Earning a living is darn tough nowadays.........And also tougher...............I hate to change job unless my 'ex-lady boss' calls me back.............Then is a different issue altogether............

Timetables????Schedules????

Okay, okay.............some of you jokers will be thinking why the heck : the title is being posted today? In the first place, dear readers..........or reader............our lifes..............can be in terms of qualitative or even materialistics.............For your information; it is really unusual for a person like myself would be choosing over the quality of life rather than on materialistic gains or monetary terms..............in terms of my paycheck.................

Put it this way, sometimes I wish that I have a fatter paycheck so that I am able to purchase the electronic gadgets like digital camera or laptop for my own use so that I will be able to continue writting or blogging the way I am.............Instead of waiting for my turn to use either the desktop or my dad's laptop..................With the fatter paycheck.................I will also get to go on trips like overseas in the European continents, Eastern continents, Middle East or even some unknown places.............

Pretty weird.............some would classify me at this moment of time.............In fact, with my current workplace.............Everything is fine at the moment, however; with my out-of-office activities............There are numerous clashes in terms of timetables..........either with my close buddies; classmates or even my ngos' friends..............Networking seems to be an essence in bonding relationships.................Strangers, acquaintances, friends or even relatives...........

No wonder I have been complaining now; 'the world is way too small'..................Like everyone knows the other...................Very funny,.................If my career works the same way as my out-of-office environment....................Then both sides will eventually 'balances out'.......
A successful career equals with a successful networking relationship......................On the other hand...................My career do not work that way......................It is easier to see others' successful career than you see in yourself.................

In short; there is no shortcut in LIFE.................Moreover, there are obstacles and hurdles we need to be 'fit as a fiddle' to keep ourselves active, motivated as well as stamina to maintain the 'shape' which we are in.................So it is very important to maintain health in both mental and physical.................Just look at me................Ranting again............Sigh...............Old habits die hard...........

One In A Row

Put it in short : This morning, I had a nasty accident whereby a group of hooligans were trying to create trouble with 'gangster style' of resolving an issue. Out of all days; it has to be today.........Imagine, apart from being worrywart for my only younger sister open heart surgery..............and this thing happen in the wee hour in the morning....

Expenses are increasing everyday.............Salary is still stagnant better than nothing...........At the moment.........There is no salary issued out yet for me.................Still using reserves.............What a darn way to start the day...............No wonder it is called Monday blues moreover, quite a lot of new stuff which I need to take account in the new workplace which I am in at this moment coz..............managing the Private & Confidential matter in the office is no easy task............

Imagine after three months of being a 'fungus' in the house................Getting the engine warm up and in action is another matter..............Practice, practice and practice...........Learn and keep on learning................Daily chanting in daily routines...............Gosh...........After this accident; my nerves are getting on to me.............

LIFE is there is any easier than all of these stuffs and other trivial matters...........!!!!!???? By the way, doubts is always lingering as well as confidence being shaken up............for today accident................

A New Journey

Today is the first day in the new working environment. Don't expect anything at all; just do the work..........Imagine working with a new atmosphere.........Imagine being a newbie again but this time with a 'twist'.........in a local company but with a foreign boss; such irony for a simpleton like me.

Okay, okay...............Put it in short my demand in my working place is definitely 'too high'; no wonder with so many activities on my non-office hours portfolio is already 'piling up' and it is only the beginning of the year........................as well as for my new office work...........this is only my second week..........Fortunately for me; there is a term called 'wishes do come true'..................Apart from that, it is quite adaptable after being 'runned down' by so many companies...............I do not wish to comment on that.............As those are considered life lessons and you only live once and better make full use of it..................

However; when you are being too involved in one thing..............sometimes you wish that the 'thing' which you are longing for................In short; sacrificing one thing for the other...........Better not indulge over in details...............As it would be putting me in a position being called 'envious'...
Time will come.............Opportunities do arise with a reason for us to learn from there..........Maybe I am being too 'theoretical' about LIFE................Sometimes; the time when you have been 'over hibernated' can be very refreshing with activities to accomplish to make the mind to be more active................

How about it? Think about it? Seeing more Ah Peks or Ah Lians almost every place but some can be very 'plastics'...........Better be in tune in what I have always do best...........High expectations in everything I do; and make sure in everything reaches to my expectations........
No wonder not many people 'beh tahan' my regimen of training..................If not how the heck those jokers are going to learn?????It actually started out when I was very young after being 'strictly trained' how do you expect to reach the standards............when you have not even reached your own required standards...........First and foremost make sure everything is being down properly................Still have lots more to learn and also long way to go from where I have started as a 'green horn'............

Anyway; better make sure my time management as well as 'popping up' activities do not collide with any concurrent ongoing activities.............If LIFE is any simpler than these words.......