Saturday, December 23, 2006

Hopes Anew

Okay, let's put it a rest for this entire year. In short, it had been a really eventful year with lots of happenings from the beginning of the year till the end of the year. Can you believe that my mum still believes that this simpleton better stick to data entry instead of what this simpleton is passionate about in doing without a day of boredom : which is 'oily business' that's the term my dad is using it to state that the three of us are in 'oily business'.

Very funny, even how on earth almost the entire family is into 'real moneymaking' business. My dad still thinks that this simpleton is jobless but in fact is part of the lady boss plan : Big Plans; please enlighten this simpleton in this. When is the letter will be arriving or even a phone call just to let this simpleton knows that the application has been successful or failed. With this type of suspense no wonder it is easier for this simpleton to get a heart attack instead of my parents.

Irony situation because this agreement is bound between the corporation and this simpleton. In fact, lady boss has already promise.........A promise is a word well kept. Moreover, the domestic problem is the 'handy maid' always 'missing in action'. Other than that, pineapple is not even here and also this simpleton career is now at a standstill. Just waiting for the final countdown by the lady boss to launch the 'attack'.Overpaid maid with underwork done by her. A definitely a very 'disposal' product.

Disgusted with the ethics by the mankinds or even the human nature with the three types : greed, hatred and ignorance. These terms are well said by the Lord........this simpleton would say that it is very well said............

The new year resolutions are as follows :
1. A steady job with a reputable company as well as having good relationship with the employer.
2. Earn a high sterling income to care for my family and help my maternal families who are in dire financial help.
3.Get a new maid which I will be paying and a good one which knows how to listen and would not misuse the freedom.
4. Get a new car : MyVi but my dream car is Suzuki Swift with auto gear of course . If really can afford a good Toyota car.
5. Travel around the world with my loved ones.
6. Get a serviced condominium for myself and spend more time volunteering the needy ones.
7. Wish that this nightmare quickly over before this simpleton really becomes crazy in the end.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year dear readers!!!! See you next year!!!

Friday, December 22, 2006

Our Mutual Friend

The above title is in fact from the book authored by the late Charles Dickens. This author is well known for his flair in writtings after his death. It seems the trend of dead people writtings seem to sell better than those who are living right now.

Very funny, such thoughts would come to this simpleton at this moment. In fact, after getting feedback from an author who is residing in United Kingdom. She has given lots of inspiration, encouragement and also a wider perspective on how are we suppose to look at life. Talking to myself again.

It is a habit since this simpleton was very young. That was before the birth of my younger sister. The gap between us is about six years old. Imagine.................writting a dream......Very funny for a person who do not have any luck since young with academics, career, love and even a very active social life. An active social lifestyle is one thing but on the other hand if a conscience of a person is never 'clean' then that person is 'cheating' on its sects or even religions. Another term for it is called making money from the 'holy relics' of the 'Holy Ones'.

Better make sure, it is a 'clean conscience'..........Without a clean conscience we are leading a sinful life to make others to believe in us is lying on our religions. Will that make us a better person? Will it makes our life better? Just sit down and think about it?

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Egomaniacs

From time to time, the title above would appear every now and then. Apart from that, the current situation depicts such case whereby your current so called 'finance manager' because of his inferiority complex. Such scenario is becoming a culture than a norm.

Moreover, this is so 'fake' and so 'uncultured and professional'. As such this is a very 'bad image' as well as a terrible rat race for the price of one stupid asshole. Calling himself a very accomplished and a very braggart of all sorts.

In terms of morality and culture sense is still so long way lacking than the professionals whom this simpleton had worked with for at least half a year. So what? Worry like shit for nothing over such moron or such non-sense? Are you willing to forgo all of your cow sense over such moron?

Once a moron is borne there is nothing one can do. This is just a matter of opinion and of it does not reflect anyone register above. So take LIFE one step at a time............See you soon.

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Sweet Times

As the time goes by each day, the task sometimes that we do can be very daunting. It makes sense why some of us would bonkers on this issue. It is not surprising that we see everyday, there will be people in the house, out on the streets or even any part of the world has actually gone bonkers.

In fact, some of us would term them as 'bad omens'. No matter what conduct we might be doing now be it good or bad; there would always be omens. As omens, had already been instilled since we were youngins'. Let this simpleton put this in a different light, just imagine this simpleton is bonker now and start blogging every type of non-sense articles or even blogs to understand by the normal homo sapiens here in this Mother Earth. Does it matter to anyone at all? What do you think dear readers?Plain irony suffering in this Earth. What had just blurted out is in fact from the mind NOW...............

Some memories are repeated inside the mind many times. One of the main factors being bonkers'. Memories will always be inside us touching our hearts, souls or even people outside us whom we are seeing daily. What do you expect once the tryouts are over? Cry over split milk. It would be turning back clock of time from the past towards the present moment.

Sweet memories or even bitter ones can be really disheartening in certain times of our lives. Some of them may moved us or even showing us that earning a living is definitely no joke in terms of sacrifices. Such sacrifices in terms of social, love and family. These types of sacrifices are just too much accounted for a balance lifestyle with a person's loved ones. Practically there is no peace of mind.

Maybe, the main reason will always be the main factor on being a 'line'. A line well drawn and also a character very well known in everywhere we do or even everything that we are doing deems to be an omen for another person to take note for.........................Just think about them.

Friday, December 15, 2006

Stupidity of Homo Sapiens

When there comes a time; as 'homo sapiens' we can make ourselves really silly. Apart from that, we still manage to learn from each other. Like the organization where this simpleton was in, the lady boss just wanted this simpleton to be 'myself'. Sorry to be in this 'myself' forms. As the belief of 'non-ego' is pretty much intact inside this simpleton.

The stupidity of homo sapiens still make sense until today; if not we are not called human in form. That is in direct translation. Other than that, with the supports from all around us is in fact; one way of helping us in 'getting up' again when we 'fall'.

The lady boss sure has put 'many, many' new things in this simpleton's head after a brief 'affair' in the organization for the past six months. Too many new things which need to be organized in a unique way. No wonder she has so many who are pretty astounded with her uncomparable talents in taking out and unleashing the best in homo sapiens including her hubby too!!!!! Hope she is not reading this blog at this very moment..............Maybe will be called back for personal interrogation from lady boss soon. Maybe pretty soon...............Hope is coming soon..........Very soon to meet the entire 'gang' again!!!!!

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Who's Right & Who's Wrong?

What do you expect when a person like your own pop who is saying 'the correct one' statement most of the time. Put it this way. It is a 'pain in the neck'. Anyway, just to cut the story short..........my dad is the type of person one would classify as a 'bigot'. That is a proper term just to classify in a good and proper manner.

Apart from that, he is the type of person who will not admit his own mistakes or even say it out aloud that he is wrong. What do you expect when you are put into this position. Other than that, as a person with only conscience is to 'accomodate' other people than my own terms or even personal preferences.

Silly isn't it? Many people would start condemning or even spreading all types of nuisance just to make the others feel pretty 'inferior' or even 'washout' if one were to put them in a good and also more pleasant way not to hurt another's feelings. Always dreaming of the 'knight in shining armour' or even 'prince charming'.....................Just only this simpleton's luck; with a stepping stone career and also not a person in this current life cycle.

Why is it some people can have all the lucks in love and in career? Whilst some don't even have anything at all? Put it in short : some also may scarce in career, love and family. Just do not want to give this simpleton a room to complain............Nevertheless; a 'knight in shining armour' is still 'missing in action' for a very long time with eyes only for $$$$$$$. Look at it in the positive way, lesser problems with another 'homo sapiens' for a time being. But missing another person to tell out all the heart and mind out is posing another problem : waiting for the 'rotten pineapple' just rotting away some far away place with a sort of 'playboy or even Married but Available' attitude to the ladies. Getting very tired with this type of 'don't care' attitude and 'rotten pineapple' attitude. When he dares to come near this simpleton better beware before his life or else this lifetime he better pray that his life does not fall in short for the next ten to thirty years of his life for now. Better start praying 'rotten pineapple'!!!!!

Ladies darling; these types of guys better beware of them before we get 'burnt out' by these types of 'ladies men'.........Cannot be more alert as well as be safe than sorry. No more career advancement or even a better prospect at the moment.........Need to keep a clear head and also steady hands, cool and calm heart as well as 'the packages' inside this simpleton be kept as a 'secret' between the 'lady boss' and this simpleton. Maybe too long have not updated this blog and the stories is becoming longer once been blogged in at the moment.

Like Dalai Lama did say once 'we live life as it is but live life meaningfully'; pretty poetic for a Dalai Lama don't any of you think at this moment?Better take one step at a time for now. Need to 'recharge' and set more challenging goals to complete the next 'big thing' of this simpleton. Only this simpleton will know for now. Just drafts only and just wait and see.

Sunday, December 03, 2006

Insanity Strikes Back

Just to reiterate on my friend's blog; hers is exceptionally genuine in terms of emotional as well as spiritual. Put it in short, where are you able to get a friend who has been with you through thick and thin during this lifetime. Through a stranger's eyes it would consider as a Buddhistic point of view; dear readers let this simpleton emphasize again 'we reap what we sow'.

Oh dear, oh dear; this simpleton has the craziness coming in again. Not just any craziness but a great term of craziness............No wonder this girlfriend of this simpleton is always complaining 'the level' of speech she is unable to understand. Hello dearie; this simpleton is putting it in simple English language. In fact, cannot wait until the next assignment arrives to be done as a permanent staff. Lots of challenges, opportunities as well as personal and professional growth in an organization which this simpleton is starting to miss its' usual 'excitement' in 'speed, accuracy and facts'..........Hey; the insanity streak is back, this simpleton cannot just lie around like a walking zombie..........Looks like one anyway.Oh My God!!!!!What have this simpleton done????

Hmm...........Hmmmm.........Curiousity sure does kill a cat......Not to waste anymore time on 'preaching season'.......Sure do not want to 'kill the readers' mood' at the moment......What do you suggest dear readers???Any good or even great ideas to share with us ........One of the main reason is that without work the brain is starting to rust........It is working this way...What do you call such a term????Cool it at the moment...............No work and the brain is in such a 'haywire' state and seriously need a good 'brain workout'...............

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Life Goes On

Life goes on as usual. Temper has died down for now. As expected like always, your own folks (parents) will be the 'ones' to take children to 'doctors' or 'sensei' to see if anything 'wrong' with their 'little ones'.

Come on; give this 'simpleton' a break or even a benefit of a doubt for heaven sakes!!!! Talking as though it is the time to admit this 'simpleton' to the 'nuts house'.........What can you say if dear readers if you were in this 'simpleton's' position.Blah....Blah......Give this 'simpleton' a break.

In fact, for this apparent reason........this 'simpleton' has recalled a phrase from my current boss........We are still in binding agreement as she is doing them in 'management style'.............As she had informed this 'simpleton' a letter would be issued to this 'simpleton' when this entire 'mess' has been cleaned up. Well, still have to hunt for job to survive if not ; how to pass the time......

Call it a joke or whatever you want to put them; my dad just made another appointment with a neurologist to check this 'simpleton's' brains. Just to confirm this 'simpleton' is in a sane and 'normal' position. What do you call this scenario????Dear readers; this is called the IRONY OF LIFE........

Well, well, first of all; this simpleton dislike bragging or even showing off.
Upbringing is more of strictness, firmness, 'kiam siapness' and hardly any praises but more of 'curfew'.........Apart from that; this simpleton do not like telling out the best of travels or even $$$$$making if there is anyway.................

The source of income is really important as without $$$$$ getting stuff that you would want is pretty tough because the cost of living now is increasing in a rapid rate based on the market performance at about 3%-5% inflation rate.More unemployment rate now; bosses would want to employ 'cheaper employees' than 'experienced employees'.......................
When have been 'pushed' or even 'runned down' too many times.......Even cinapek companies are running away from IRBs (Inland Revenue Boards) just to avoid paying higher taxes to the government.......Blah......
What can you say when you are living in this multi-racial country.......

Anyway; the expense of the job which this simpleton had to pay was pretty high price in order to safe keep the company's interests and most importantly the person reporting to is now 'journeying to a better $$$$making prospects' anyway.......With the links and likes with the months of researching and learning on the nature of business.......It did pay off but with the expense of this 'simpleton's' job.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Mistress / Sugar Daddy

It is pretty common nowadays; to hear that who's who's is with someone by the way : MBA (Married But Available). Dear readers, you may comment that this blogger here is way too paranoid in the sense is very critical about everything. No wonder; until now still 'available'......Just do not be too sure as 'don't even think that it is very easy to catch this blogger'........

Career, career...............this term is still etched in my brain as this 'simpleton' is eager to start afresh to stablized the career pathway to the highest level possible........Anyone may call them 'maniac in action'........
Why not dear readers; if you are in my 'shoes' now..............Don't even give a damn on who's interested in getting this 'simpleton' to deathbed anyway.........

Everything now is becoming tougher as we age......as we travel along this road long travelled by others........Just for your information; it is better to be content with what you have now then later.......Maybe we would eventually regret them later........What to do......We are the 'homo sapiens' since Adam and Eve were here ages ago before us arriving in bundles.........

These types of scenarios happen; maybe because of insatiable 'lust' of some control within ourselves......It is not because we are 'weak' it is because we need to have a sense of principles or 'hidden values' within ourselves..........Which need a lot of checking daily..........This simpleton means 'seriously checking' before unwanted events happened to any of the parties......It would actually smeared the 'reputations or names'......
We are our own 'brands' put them in short............Later in life; we would soon regret whereby it will be too late to turn back the clock of life from the future........One step can cause us a 'mistake'.........

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Risky Business

Usually, upon realizing one's own mistakes can be very disheartening in terms of credibility, principles or values in LIFE as well as one's other half. Well, dear readers you are able to put them in anyway which you would like to put them.........As; none of us is perfect in terms of physical looks, spirituality, emotionally or even careerwise........Career, career........that is now etched in this 'simpleton' mind at this very moment........No doubt about it; at this very present moment........

With 'normal' people they would call this 'simpleton' as 'unusual'............
not because you are capable but because 'you seem to be a nuisance' to them'.......That's how they term them.......Just because the WORLD is not working the way it is suppose to be 'doing' at the moment........Don't have to be 'runned down by them'.............Even 'own family' seems to be an 'issue' now........

It is not helping at the moment because...........it is disheartening to know that whatever you are doing at this moment is 'useless and even powerless'..............What to do when you are not 'accepted by the society' but seems to be an 'outcast' rather than 'normal' to their perception..............No one wants to know what is going inside............In terms of spirituality or even the concept of 'knowing what the heck is working in the dysfunctional family'whereby the youngest is considered the VOICE or even the LEADER in the family'.........

Better be 'out from this family than to be in it'............As tis' may not be a good move but at least it is worth the effort to do so..........No point staying with them 'with the unknowns' who are 'related to you but do not even understand you'.............It is better to be 'out' than to be 'in' with the 'only SISTER' who is the 'DOMINEERING'..................in everything from opinions to ideas or even face value in respecting anyone in the family...............

What do you expect from the consequences 'mixing with the wrong crowd' from the 'wrong kind of people' when you are already borne into this family whereby $$$$$$$$ is the priority at this moment...........Not only that what you own is also the 'face value' in terms of career advancement.................Or even the future to come as well..........Maybe that is why the moment of self -working till the body 'drop dead'.......It is a better term to be used for a 'working type of person' if or when this 'simpleton' is working at the moment before everything here turns into dust.........Pretty irony in the sense of LIFE one would put them in their own terms............



Saturday, November 18, 2006

Coming To Terms

What do you expect when everything goes against you at this very moment? From every aspect of your life from career, family, love and even money.........This statement means a lot to a person like this 'simpleton' as one would have put it.

It is not easy, as this is the way; the way LIFE runs now......NO COMPLAINS though; had been runned down too many times from the start after graduation until now......In the late twenties; one would be holding post like a manager or even director in a reputable company with many years of advancement in career........Greed, hatred and even ignorance is already part of our daily life now......We see that everyday, not to mention the daily consequences when we go against our 'boss' for instance......This topic the 'simpleton' would tend to put on hold as it is no use to tell now or even retelling tons of time......It would be a waste of breath or even saliva one put them in Cantonese terms...

So what, there is a saying; sow what you reap.......The phrase sounds quite true though one would have thought of that this statement is pretty simple enough as this type of free time which this 'simpleton' is pretty useful in keeping occupied to fully 'free the creativity' with the daily works of time and day in terms of hibernating the brain and body for a good rest.

In terms of temperaments, as well as career advancement.....doing something more challenging in a very demanding way which would put this brain of this 'simpleton' to the fullest of use so that the capacity storage can be constantly 'upgraded' or even 'advanced' to the next level of utilisation of brain before being declared 'brain damaged' for not using the 'brain'........Apart from that, we are only using 10% of our brain capacity and that's not even 100% fully utilised to bring the brain to the best of usage.........Always.......Way too demanding this 'simpleton' is anyway.........No wonder not many can 'tahan' the 'regimen of training' if the new batch is to survive without 'nothing'.......

We can bring out the best of ourselves when we are without 'nothing' but anyway..........This is how the WORLD works; and for your information LIFE is never fair.........We work......and we work but also making sure that the LIFE we lead is much meaningful than anything......

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Getting Up

When one had been shoot down to the core, what else would one wonder??? What do you think dear readers??? Isn't LIFE is like that, there would always be ups and downs............When one had been shot down where no one else is able to understand but only to be the only one who will be the 'only one' who will always 'listen to, talk to or even tell out' exactly what is going on inside this simpleton's mind anymore. This simpleton doubt if there is anyone out there who is ever willing to just 'know what the heck is happening inside this simpleton's head' at this moment.

Have you ever wonder why are there such events happen in a short span of time??? Is it because of this simpleton's karma or even have already arranged by GOD........who knows maybe it is the 'payback' period time in terms of internal rate of return or even the future value or even present value of this simpleton at this spurn of moment. As such, why have there been so............Why??Why?? This simpleton could not even answer this question at this moment.

If this simpleton is able to answer this question, then in the first place this particular blog would not even appear............'Knight in shining armour' or even 'prince charming' tell me if there is any of them.........then please let me know.........it would help a lot for this simpleton to endure at this particular phase at this moment.......

Excess baggage on the shoulder or even continuing headache........What type of headache would one term them huh?? Enlighten this simpleton for a change...........LIFE is a comedy of errors in various ways.........$$$$$$$$ is one of this simpleton major concern as well as the source of income in order to survive...........Moreover, the terms called professional is one difficult to put in perspective in various aspects...........What do readers need to know please note down the comments.......Would be able to appreciate that very much if there is anything to improve on........Challenging one's capacity as well as mentally, emotionally, spiritually, physically and physcologically........

Currently, trying to put LIFE into proper perspective..........Objectively and practically..........At this moment........Very much......Needed......To think level headedly........

Monday, November 13, 2006

Harsh Times

When one had worked so hard and also not appreciated; it could be very disheartening in terms of emotional, spiritually, mentally as well as physcologically...........What dear readers you have been are in fact the LIFE we normal mortals are leading now...........Unfortunately, this simpleton had been a 'boneka' or 'puppet' for some people.

No matter how much a person has done, it would not have been appreciated or even less called for.......If you know what I mean by this statement...........In fact, it was a call for justice for such a 'mean play of injustice' for some others to 'sell out the company' which 'feeds you or even treat you better' than some other companies this simpleton know of.............

Life is never fair for either one or also anyone of us.........This is a fact....
What this simpleton is always on facts and not based on lies in the corporate world.........or even anywhere in the world..........What do you expect when everything goes against you at the moment?????Jump down from the building or even commit suicide...........Not that this simpleton have not tried doing that before.........But what is the point of doing that...........LIFE has never been fair.........or treated equally.......

Then this simpleton do is to accept LIFE..........what has been thrown on thy' shoulders or even personality........Been blamed on every single type of things which had been encountered.........Name them and this simpleton is able to inform on what is happening at the moment.........If the boss is ready to listen to my explainations than to 'listen to those numbskulls'.............Put it this way; life is just the way life is running now...........

Friday, November 10, 2006

History

No one likes history to be repeated itself. When there is an instruction stated that; as the way it is then the way it should be followed. However, when there is a very 'vague and unclear' instructions to follow. Whichever it is to follow then there is no way a 'simpleton' will be a 'simpleton' mentality irregardless on which issue it is going to be.

Especially with the 'unfortunate and history' that need to be done on which the things are unnecessary happening all the time to this 'simpleton' is considered to be a 'payback' time. As such, 'simpleton' would need to take this as a hint to 'take leave'.

What to do when a person with such low down states. Cannot expect much do you? What am this 'simpleton' is suppose to do apart from being 'accusation' and 'pawn' or 'bait' for one or the other. This is the dog eats dog world anyway. Why such thing is to be done is none of my 'business to know any of them as those things' which are not my concern.

Better than hearing someone who says 'without this organization, I am prepared to open my own business'............This statement better hear it from the 'horse's mouth' than to hear from the third party. Other than that, starting over will be another issue as this 'simpleton' emotions and headache now is still neverending at the moment. As such, in LIFE there is ups and downs. Nothing is perfect and no one is in good shape for now; after a hard hit from head to toe. Nevertheless, if there is a wish this 'simpleton' would prefer to 'clear the head and mind' at the moment.

Wait till the time for the next title to arrive soon.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Reactions

As most of you would be aware, that why at this hour would blog???? Put it in short, when you have an idea better make sure that you do not hesitate to convey or do it first before it is too late..........When the idea has disappeared then it would take ages for the idea to reappear again. As this is just only an opening ceremony for this November, why not for a change .............all of these bloggings are based on LIFE.

Like most of you, readers who are reading this blog; we usually apply on what we practice at home to outside.......However, not always things will be happening as we would want them to be but let's not make this an issue..........BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY, the one who breaks the heart will be the one who suffers most...........None of us is perfect........as a woman who wants her husband to be 'like her'.......Yeah, if your husband becomes a woman maybe he will think like a woman for a change........and vice versa........Some of you would be thinking why does my boss think like this or something along the same line or like why can't I think like my boss.......If YOU ARE A BOSS, then you would be able to think LIKE YOUR BOSS, better make sure that YOU ARE A BOSS then you would be able to think like that......

Apart from that, when something comes in between the terms of 'being another one'........The proper term would be 'slipping into someone's shoes'........As far as it is concerned, THE RIGHT TERM TO BE USED WILL BE EGO.........All of us have, it is a matter on how deep is our self esteem that we have put upon ourselves that carry to let others' know on how well have we have achieved in LIFE........Consider it to be a test by our dear MOTHER NATURE has put upon our shoulders to let it be put to rest..........

In short, NOW on what we are doing is more IMPORTANT than the rest of the world think of us..........When we are influenced by how others' think of us then we are in 'trouble' as we would be doing things to please 'them' than to please ourselves..........As far, as it is concern then our LIFE will be their LIFE..........

Maybe, there are somethings we need to look inside of us that we would need to 'ponder further' as such our HEARTS........will sigh we have 'untied the knots'..............Knots is not that easy to be 'untied'...........Learnt it the hard way........as it would be a critical person to point that out to some 'soft hearted or vain' personality......which would 'crush the EGO of a person'..........That person would not be able to stand such a blogger to hit on so hard......

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Back To Work/School

How time flies...........going back to work......Sounds good for this blogger.Itching to do more work as well as exercising the much rusted brain drain after more than a few days break.

Anyway, it's pretty good for a change to indulge in what this blogger had missed out doing them for the past few months.......Funny how Mother Nature works her way with us. This blogger used to dread going back to school........One of the main reasons will be 'this weirdo' facing daily..........Everyone would be looking at this young one who do not know 'what is normal and gentle'...........

Schooldays, university days or whatever days; dear readers you would call them during those days...............Well, this blogger did turn out all right without any things ..........or any of the parts of limbs or bones missing from the body.............Imagination running wild again......What do you expect from a blogger who has nothing on hand now or even 'knight in shining armour'..........That is a bloody joke one would call them. Forgive my language at the moment too emotional at the moment
to think sanely.

Just feeling so hungry to live in the 'fairytale kingdom' and stay there if possible......Hey; what is wrong when a person has more than one imagination in the mind as well as trying to do the best............Well, what is the best situation now is to be 'who this blogger in the first place 'just be myself'.Can never satisfy anyone curiousity or even the yearn to keep on upgrading the processing and the knowledge to grow further and more.

Better not to blog further, and today is the working day for this blogger who have not slept at this ungodly hour............Stay low, and maintain low always; and make sure my work and other stuff in tip top condition.
Knight in shining armour; blah!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Terrible Temper

As one would have put a word as such 'temper will unleash the most evil inside of us'. Maybe it does spell the danger in having a nasty temper. In fact, it runs in the family. Today; it happened unexpectedly for a person who may deems to be 'the nice and innocent one'............does have a very nasty temper to control........Controlling and checking every part of the brains..........which might holds the 'trigger point'..........Once unleashed the worst had had happened.........Sometimes how this simpleton wish that LIFE would treat this incident as a LESSONS..........

LESSONS which might teach us the value of humankinds as well as the worst enemies within us will be the temper...........We cannot turn back TIME....................as this might be once and always..........LIFE is always not that simple.........The simplicity that this simpleton wish for is not here yet.................Maybe Mother Nature has more to teach me more things to come and much more to learn.........Just cannot bear to tell this to anyone yet.........Still too much of the past lurking inside and outside cannot be told and be seen by anyone at all.....

Though; it may sound absurd to some of you, this simpleton is still guessing on the consequences as well as the 'punishment behold this simpleton' will be facing soon enough at the moment.........Imaginary friends when this simpleton was younger helped to ease the pain and the need to tell someone the joys and pains in LIFE.........NOW, the imaginary friends will be this writtings to tell thy' stories and happenings in LIFE...........

'Knight in shining armour'............hmmmmm.......during younger days and still imagining still........Too absurb at the moment to think sanely NOW........and don't know why..........If not; how in such manner would such a manner to behold still...........There is a saying 'Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder'.............Beauty cannot last forever, temper will be controlled and evenly.................Long way more to learn especially with the current maid...........it sure drives one temper to the maximum limit............

Was verbally abused by maids before, used by them......Let's not dwell in the past anymore.......Too much pain, MEMORIES........long forgotten and also coming back slowly and gradually.........Who's is eating who alive from inside out now.........at the moment.............

Fairytales.......fairytales......if please hear me so fairy godmother..........
becoming a better person everyday......every second.......every minute...
LIFE is never that simple anymore.............If can please put me inside the fairytale books......with happily ever after ending......................

Life Is A Fairytale

Wondering why such title would appear on your screen at this moment?
Well, this time you why???? Wondering we always ask ourselves such questions at the moment.........Irony statement coming from a person who only in love with work at the moment...............Maybe people perceive this simpleton this way......Anyway, so what; and who cares about this simpleton on how this simpleton wants to lead the life........

Don't tell me that there is a 'knight in shining armour' will appear in my life and sweep this simpleton off my feet at the moment.......All of this; it is a matter of figment of this simpleton imagination at the moment........
Let's not endure such moment of imagination in this simpleton hand at this ungodly hour......One would perceive such as a biological clock is in a dysfunctional state as such too much involved in everything at the moment.......Maybe......recharging the systems now has been taken care of .........back to homework logging in again as well as relearning new things and the worst part is 'can't wait to get back to work'.........Put it this way............it sure makes this simpleton sounds more insane every moment.........

If there is such fairytale happens in this simpleton life at this moment.....
please spare this simpleton a fare share of sanity just in case 'the insanity strikes back'................Itching to know more about every field that have rather interesting backgrounds or even absurd ways to find ways and means to get things done........Maybe at this moment............a
little comfort and understanding will come some days..............It's a long wait ..................Sometimes it is better to put this simpleton in the nuts house better still so that the 'brains can be fixed' under the normal circumstances............

When there is a fairy godmother appears.........please let this blogger know.........it would help a lot in terms of 'living in a fairytale land'........Fat chance we are in harsh reality.........Reality does has a SHARP BITES..........

Monday, October 23, 2006

Alternate Dimensions

Okay, for now.............sometimes wishing in the alternate dimensions with better lives or lifestyles than this current one at the moment. In fact, nothing is impossible at the moment for now. Nearly forgotten, still need to put aside the emotional and feelings aside for the sake of the main priority. Easier said than done..................it is always like that.

Better put life.................as always at the moment..........HEARTS AFFAIRS..........maybe it is just a figment of imagination for now.............It seems so real................but nothing can be said or done at the moment..............Just a typical joke Mother Nature just 'tested on' anyway........
Maybe it's better to be 'unreal' than to be 'real'.............

In fact, unlike the others whom this simpleton have known throughout the years........................
everything seems to be going the way how they would want it to be at the moment.............
Such irony we are facing daily...............as well as the harsh reality world we are in...............
day in and day out...................

Typical for a 'kampung ah lien' saying such things............in a moment like this.......Maybe, just maybe............for a change to have DREAMS...........just to dream along.............like always.....do.It has helped in 'easing the pain away'..................for hard and harsh times............Still yet to contemplate further.........

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Real and Unreal

Okay put it the way, you want to put it. It is unnecessary for a person to be confused with realities and imagination. Should this simpleton put them in a more realistic way. We are living in a really harsh realities world. We manage this daily by putting aside our emotional and feelings as the other alternate way in completing our assigned tasks which need to be completed within a short period of time.

Sometimes, it is pretty bored just working only but 'lacking in something'. Priority now is still the career first; if not the rest would not follow suit. How sometimes this blogger wish that it would be easier to have someone to really pour your heart to and tell out the things that you would not tell anyone...................Get real, in this world we need to be 'selfish' and 'harsh'..........
This is how the world works..............from the day we were born. Let's not forget the 'hearts affairs' one would think it would be a nuiscance............

'Hearts affairs'................is not an easy topic or matter to be solved.........The usual saying 'it takes two to tango'..........
Just to make it simpler..........everything needs EFFORT.........
no matter in which areas we are in NOW.......................Oh boy; oh boy............looks like this simpleton seems to be in 'real trouble' NOW...........Is there such thing really DO EXIST NOW????????????? Am still wondering over this matter...........
It is not easy after HAPPENINGS.......EVENTS.......PASTS.......
they can make an impact...........BIG IMPACT....................
One would know what this blogger means......................

Let's not blogger now..........BACK TO REALITY.............

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Pineapples

One would have wondered why such title pops up suddenly? Well, in fact we do know how the pineapple looks like literally.........Hmmmmm.......In physical form it is very sharp in the outside with pines all over the fruit; and the flesh inside is sweet and tender depends on its types of pineapples.........There are quite a few.......Better not elaborate on this fruit area as this simpleton is not that expert in fruitmentation.......in terms of analyzing its content.........

Better to explain in a form of this simpleton thought process on this fruit:

As one wonder why this fruit
Some really loves it or hates it or both
As this is only a matter of fact
The next one in mind

Can a reader guess the content
Of the meaning of this writtings
As such it beholds a meaning
Only 'some' would know

Nor would wonder how
On earth this particular fruit
Becomes a topic
Of wonder in a sudden

Not yours or mine
But both
In terms of brains, age and gender
One literally laugh all the way

Hey; this is based on facts of events
Some would know
Some would wonder
Some would be in doubts

Who cares only
Those who knows; who cares
Who understands on how it works
Can you guess what fruit this simpleton is??????

Put it this way; LIFE works it wonder and the only thing this simpleton needs is 'comfort' at the moment.................Anyway, not to blogger on this issue yet............More to come once there is INSPIRATIONS and IDEAS........then this blogger would be bloggering more..............now is only 'recharging'.....................

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Taking Lives

Wondering why such title popped up??? Well, this simpleton is pretty in an unusual state of mind at the moment.............If this can be answered then the blog would not have appeared in the first place dear readers............First, this 'simpleton' was wondering if there is any existence of 'Mr. Right'....Put it this way it is an irony statement because there are plenty of CASONOVA everywhere......Hehehehehe; no doubts about it......................As another factor would the career advancement............Not forgetting on friends,fiends,colleagues, new friends as well as new business associates and even acquaintances whom this simpleton have met along the way........................Lacking in lots of areas though, one would find them..........

Still contemplating whether to create another blog......as this simpleton have not been receiving any comments about anything at the moment.......Maybe it is the facts which have been put in daily that applies in our daily lifes...........Well, we do everytime anyway......not forgetting that we are the 'homo sapiens'........dear readers......A lot to catching up to do in my career field in terms of technical, adminstrations, accountings, as well as other areas........Lots of homework still need to be done..............Such irony we face daily......that is UNSATISFACTORIES...........

Okay, okay........the demand that this simpleton instill in terms of workwise, community services; everyone would be complaining too difficult to achieve the standards set by this simpleton is way 'too high' or 'unreachable'.............Let's put in the other person's shoe.......If a person is able to do that particular task WHY NOT YOU???????It is a matter of EFFORT......Time efficiency, management, as well as 'double multi-tasking'...........In other words, increase the capacity of an individual's production capacity or 'productivity'..........Nothing is impossible to achieve when you have put your mind into it..........

It is better than be bullied when no one teaches you to do any work but rely on your own common sense as well as initiatives to learn the jobs or tasks............Those were the days........This simpleton do not wish to venture into such 'past years' anyway.........It was way too 'harsh' or 'TOUGH'...............

Think about dear readers........Just an update......still to come........

Sunday, October 08, 2006

To Be Or Not

Well, in terms of such title; one would think why is this 'simpleton' is up to today??? In fact, this 'simpleton' at the moment now is still thinking is that such thing as 'yours truly'. My dear readers you would be able to understand so; in different terms in : emotional, spiritual, or even career.

Let's put it in a nicer way, is there such thing nowadays. After watching the Hallmark movie on 'Mom at sixteen'............that certainly put me into thinking mode. What do you expect anyway? Imagine being pregnant at the age of fifteen and a mum at sixteen.............This simpleton can't imagine being pregnant.........it's way too complicated at the moment. Not only that, there some 'unspoken rules or boundaries' which need to be laid out. Moreover, if this 'simpleton' do own a business ; at this moment it is way too much burden as managing a business requires an 'art or subtleness' in handling people and even managing them. The return of capital is one of them as well as maintaining the business at the tip top condition is another factor to keep ahead of current and upcoming competitors........as well........not only that $$$$$$..................is another one major reason.........

One would think being your own boss is better than being employed. There are pros and cons; in both sides as a boss as well as an employee. Being your own boss is 24hours looking after your own 'baby business' then being an employee 'no worries about baby business'........The returns being your own boss is definitely higher than an employee.............I mean many times higher........in terms of $$$$$ as well as social network circuit........Still learning on the social network circuit...............need more improving........more ideas and more inspiration to help this blog to continue if not........'very susah'.........

It is a responsibilities...........to come to terms in values, social norms, networking and certain 'mannerism' for certain people.......still lots more to learn from 'boss'.........long way more to learn some more.........What to do.......'this new pork chop'..........not 'old ginger' for those who are very very experienced........Experience can not be bought and it is priceless...........

Enjoying LIFE.........at the moment before the hectic period comes.........can't wait for that anyway.......more work better still.........

Monday, October 02, 2006

Possibilities

One would have thought that this 'non-sense' simpleton is up to the usual stuff again. When one's thought in provoking a certain 'nerves' then one would think that this person has already 'screwed up'. That term is way too 'harsh' if it were to be put in such a 'nasty way'.

In fact, LIFE can put us in different forms and sizes. Apart from that, we can actually see through the terms and conditions arising from there. As such, LIFE will always be a part of CIRCUS. You are talking about a 'clown here' and I REALLY mean it!!!!

This simpleton clown have this certain habit in 'insanity streak'. Well, one would think if this simpleton 'memang ada "something wrong or not".........So, readers what do you think at this very moment. Sometimes, when your brain is not itself; it rather weary and very 'humph'.......hmmmmmmmm

Okay, okay less dramatic now but at least now the nerves are still steady after the months of training by my lady boss. Trust me, one would even think that I am a trader.........What a joke!!!!!!Hhaahhaaha........Let's not blogger on this issue.

After so many years of 'tough training and condemning as well as distrustness'...........Sometimes it can be pretty hard to be 'soft and gentle' again..........What this simpleton mean 'normal nerves and natural'.............Pretty hard to swallow isn't it dear readers don't you think?????? Well; just ponder and see you next time......

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Confusion

Put it this way, when your state of mind is 'in confusion' what is the first thing are you going to do? Rest your head and continue to think in a logical manner. As such, there is a thing call 'calm your bloody head'. In fact, no wonder we could be in such a state of mind. Anyway, we are all humans.

So, there is no doubt about it. The people whom we meet in our daily affairs as well as in our community services; can really affect us in different manners. Just in short, we are influencing everyone as well as others would influence us without us knowing them. Look, maybe I may not be that 'genius' or 'intelligent' like some smart scholars with scholarships or even super Einstein in the making. Maybe this simpleton is way too 'simple' in the sense of 'kampung ah lien' at the moment.

Not only that, sometimes the strain of nerves can be put into maximum limit. Exactly like this whole week and the coming week to come. As such, isn't it a confusion in a state of mind at the moment. You are really, really, really talking about real NUTS CASE here readers. Do you want to know why readers?????? This simpleton is also in ????????? at the moment.

See you next time when this simpleton is not in ???????

Friday, September 22, 2006

Perception

The concept of perception is more on how we look at life. Well, different people go through different phases of experiences which would eventually mould the personalities. In fact, the term being used is a bit too broad in a sense of sensibility at the moment.

If it were to put them in a proper wordings, these perception will actually take ages to explain in sciences and also in arts. Let's not dwell into the terminology of words it would make it more confusing. As such, the more experiences we go through the more issues we need to take note of. Some may put them as small issues; others may put them as big issues. When we set our mind to make some things possible..................nothing will become impossible.

AS DREAMS COME ALONG AS WE MAKE THEM HAPPEN NOTHING WILL BECOME IMPOSSIBLE...........JUST TAG ALONG WITH THE WAVES AS WE LEARN TO SURF THEM IN A BETTER METHOD TO HANDLE PROBLEMS..................

Becoming too Einstein again........what to do.......this type of thing is a style or learning is when we absorb what we can not just let them pass through just for nothing...................Mother Nature gives us this....................

Monday, September 18, 2006

Life As A Joke

Another chapter of another day, as usual an inspiration for a 'craft' or 'art' done is neverending. As such, not one day we have never learnt.........Learning still............unable to take note on what is happening in one's mind. Well, this JOKER is having endless work that need to be done.

Not only, we have this LIFETIME to and many more to come. Yet........unable to foretell the future but still sitting in the presence.......and keen to absorb as much as possible. Anyway, that is the MAIN FUNCTION FOR OUR BRAIN......do not let them laze too much or we will end up become more LAZY.......Hehehe......talking about laziness sure beats this JOKER once before on this issue. You can put it in anyway you want them to be......it's your opinions and your thinking style......We do have our own style to accomodate other people or should I say be 'flexible' or even 'crafty'............

This JOKER sure put world in an entirely different perspective in terms of LIFE.......maybe HARSHNESS OR TOO MUCH HARSHNESS..........had been 'implanted' or 'ingrained'..........now is slowly turning into 'different'.........Maybe yet to be known to others.........Only this JOKER would know only......It's off limits......to those..........hmmmmm.......

Just laugh away and you would feel more 'in tune' with your own 'nature' and even 'mind and heart'........Talking Einstein again.......Never mind just keep on SURFING.........and REMEMBER WE HAVE NOT STOPPED THE WAVE........WE ARE NOT ENLIGHTENED YET BY THE WAY....

Laughter is the best medicine........for all of us.........Each day, no matter near or far but we know TIME HEALS THE WOUND........

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Law of Attraction

Well, this title is exactly the same as the movie which were potrayed by Pierce Brosnan and Julianne Moore. In fact, this is just................part of the title. What this title means in depth can lie in many layers. Not only that, we are the CREATORS...............in short what we can think in our mind we are able to do them irregardless of whatever the scenario is going to be.

Other than that, this thing came about after a show with a few of my friends today. It was pretty interesting.......put it in short. As a matter of fact, it is true when we LOVE ourselves more than we can give our LOVE to others................it comes overflowing.

Thanked GOD that I had known him before and also thanked the ENLIGHTENED ONE for bringing more INSPIRATIONS and more FRIENDS as well as SPIRITUAL FRIENDS when this simpleton is getting involved with too many activities to handle at the moment. As such, there are so many experiences that we actually take them for granted. These experiences are the ones that SHAPE us always, no matter where we are.............like NOW.

Dear readers what this simpleton is trying to say is that we are able to accomplish GREATER works and GREATER DREAMS..................and WE ARE ALWAYS ONE STEP AHEAD.........of the rest. Take good care of yourselves dear readers; there is always LOVE out there...........See you when we have REACHED OUR DREAMS and ACHIEVE THEM NOW............JUST DO IT...........when in no good mood please try to visualize the baby's smile or laughter.......and everything will disappear.......and our mood will change.......because of their innocence towards LIFE...........

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Insanity Streak

Alright dear readers, why not for a change being insane for a while. Wondering why such title come out of nowhere???Well, this insane simpleton have the tendency to go 'insane in terms of writting, verbal or even really out of mind'. Put it your way of insanity for your own sake. Hmmmmhmmmm............In fact, this simpleton is kinda of enjoying it at the moment at the mercy of someone; if that someone....................well put it 'driving another one nuts'..........or 'what the hell are you trying to do????'.....................Please forgive my language at the moment, as still trying to figure out what is going on inside this simpleton 'mind'.................This simpleton would like that very much to know.

Moreover, this is just part of the simpleton character................No wonder 'this nut case' is just a mere away from the 'nuts house' at the moment.........Just kidding folks...........No worries about that as LIFE is just the way the simpleton is living now as well............as nothing..........Okay...............okay.......maybe a bit too 'agressive in nature in terms of workwise'.................that is just one part of 'workaholic and want more challenges'....................Still hungry for more new stuff to 'work out the brain,emotions and physical as well as stamina'..............

Hey, everything in the package need to be maintained if not 'how to jalan' in proper condition and the 'recharging' part is always postponing.........Maybe enjoying too much at the moment, to go for 'recharging'.........Ahahahahaha........something just went through in this simpleton mind at the moment but do not know what the heck is that thing..........That is one major problem 'short term memory disease'.........................Everytime happen like that wah..........This simpleton is going to start crying soon already and also 'checking on the budget daily and investments'......Another disease is yet to be known dear readers............In time to come.....see what types of disease start cropping out soon...................

Everything needs to look after one lor...........If not very 'susah'.......Other than that $$$$$$ do not come that easily.......Need them for rainy days like today lor.......Aiyo.....this 'kampung ah lien' going to be admitted to the asylum soon enough liau...........Any idea where to put this simpleton now???? Well, LIFE sure 'playing a lot'............'with this simpleton'....................
How do you think..........what do you think??????Aiyoh.....aiyoh.........Back to Singlish again liau

Try to figure this out............I DARE YOU.........Hehehehehe.......hehehehe........Enjoy while you can dear readers..............Why do you think this title arrive today, why not yesterday or even tomorrow????? Sometimes Mother Nature does has her 'tricks' and 'ways' in one way or the other forms. We may not see them now but maybe later...................

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

True

Have we ever wonder the path we are walking now? Now still at loss for words at the moment. Apart from that, if this simpleton have the answers then this blog would not even appear in the first place. Maybe this feeling is ever so true. Ever wonder why???? Am still wondering so. Still in between realities and fairytales. Very funny don't you think so? Yet this simpleton is still wondering if this feeling is just only hallucinations and imaginations.

Ought to take more rest and keep a really clear head. If it is really true; then LIFE must be 'playing with me' or 'testing my endurance and feelings'. Do you want to admit me to an asylum???Please do so, if you think this is the case. Hehehehe..........well, put it in a more sane way maybe still need a lot of sleep at the moment. Need to be level headed to be at work and more of social and community work. More ideas need to be churned out at the moment. Need more inspirations and aspirations in order for things to happen.

Inspirations and aspirations they are the most important things for IDEAS to be CREATED and to make them HAPPEN!!! Cannot just sit around and laze around and doing nothing. It would be so not simpleton. No wonder those who know this simpleton would start calling 'too workalcoholic'.......at least better than 'alcoholic' mah......What do you think dear readers???

Trust me even the simplest smiles and laughters from a baby can make a big DIFFERENCE in a simpleton LIFE. Cannot help it .............maybe children do make me forget that this simpleton is still a working adult. They maybe young but they do remind us the value of LIFE...........as it is. No wonder this simple minded person is so 'simple'.............Hmmmm
hmmmmmm...........dear readers do you want to make a guess????

A feeling will remain a true feeling but still wondering how true is true.....................................
Becoming too analyzing at the moment.......and also still guessing.......Ever wonder if there is such thing call..........never mind about the the terminology for that.......Everything is determined by how the 'magic wand in ourselves' make them work...........Dear readers continue guessing..........still a 'simple minded' person. Never a day without learning we are doing each time and never do we give up upon ourselves.................

Maybe this simpleton is just imagining the feelings at the moment........and
they may not be true..........But it is so crystal clear and maybe way too scary as well as intimidating and 'sudden'. Just don't know how to approach such situation.........and way too.........just don't know how to describe them.......Ohoah.......going overboard again..................

Monday, September 11, 2006

Annoymous or Nagging

Once an idea starts coming and the rest would start bloggering down.......Sometimes it can be very weary and also tiring......Especially keeping a clear head in work and also in both social, community as well as gathering functions. Well, annoymous is my name and annoymous will I always be. Preferably without anyone knowing than my closest friends and some kalaya mitras know them......We are learning everyday from each other. One reason, keeping out of sight and out of mind from others is still the best solution at the moment; that I am able to think of at the moment. Apart from that also making sure that my dates are always right instead of confusing one date to the other on different functions or events. Sure beat the hell out of me anyway!!! Forgive my language at the moment......as just come out from my brain.

In fact, starting this blog was merely 'toying with an idea'. Still doubting on this 'idea' well maybe it is still at an early stage. What do you expect anyway?Fairy godmother will fly up here and wave her magic wand and this Plain Jane can turn into Cinderella......Fat chance; we are able to find them in fairytales..........Fairytales..........Just fairytales.....Pretty irony don't you think??? Moreover, this Plain Jane still have many more questions still remain inside..........unable to tell out. These things better remain inside this Plain Jane. Facts will be facts.........Speaking out from the mind; and not just merely without any both 'heart and mind'..........We come in these packages.......Do not forget all of you do have 'HEART'..........

Magic or miracles..................Some would call them as such. We make miracles happen and even magic happen. The magic wand is always inside of you and is only how you would want them to work. Maybe.................just maybe such miracles happen to some people. We need not have to look so hard; they maybe right in front of our eyes and we do not realize that they are there.
Let LIFE teach us something and also let MOTHER NATURE do her work.........We are from her aren't we?????

Dreams

As we dream along
Each day do we see
How is the day??
One would ask

Thy' would answer
How would one would know???
GOD or not am I??
So.......dreams come along

We make ado
On what we do believe in
Sheer mischief like a baby's smile
Or a baby's laughter

Melt one's heart
Immediately and all feelings forgotten
Yet, feeling lightness and happiness
Just only just a while

Thy' may not see it
Such innocence make one sigh
Wishing each day like a fairytale
We make each day as we go

By link or by KARMA
Do we see upon ourselves
Are we who we are right NOW???
Like NOW......

Maybe out of sheer curiousity
Do we make amends or just out of pure enjoyment
Of one's ego and one's looks
Hey.......looks can 'kill' or 'murder'

Someone immediately
Not just by stares or looking
No action and no talk given
Is that a 'YES' or a 'NO'

What do you think????

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Heart To Heart

Alright enough of wishy-washy at the moment from each blog written; just going straight to the point. Every person would wish for another person to understand his/her thinking or 'perception' in the daily life that we are going through. Not just another 'knight in shining armour come to rescue a damsel in distress'. These type of stories we will only find them in fairytales like Brothers' Grimms or Andersens'..........Those were my dreamland books ever since I was young. Maybe they did put an impact on how these tenderness can be found in their writting styles which indirectly affect this simpleton writting habits.

Okay.....okay.....this simpleton is still a 'dreamer'......in fairytale land...until now. No wonder; sometimes the wordings or the phrases we read from books actually influence the way we speak or carry ourselves. In fact, consider it 'to be a curse or blessings' some may put it their way. Other people thinking you would not be able to stop them.........By right, at this hour this simpleton is still struggling over a dilemma.....This dilemma only this simpleton only knows.......
Everyone wants to matchmake you that is a 'problem or a curse'......?????!!!! Hey, this is not a 'marketplace for you to choose vegetables'........Moreover, it takes one to know one.......You know what I mean on this issue......................Like this simpleton always mention 'fate will determine' or 'fate will be helping' the couples.........Everything depends on conditions or the right circumstances if the person is the 'right one for you'..........

Too 'dramatic' at the moment when this simpleton put it in such a way.....What do you expect when everyone wants you to 'get hooked up'.....Yah......If you have the 'right one'.......................
Hmmmm........let this simpleton analyze a bit of the current situation...........Who knows you better; only yourself right????? Cracking nuts again????Too much analysis sure paralyze this simpleton at the moment............Right now..............the only thing this simpleton or shall I put it 'kampung ah lien'................enjoy LIFE first before get committed.....if not very 'susah'.......'everytime must ask permission'......Aiyo.....that is very 'duh'......'huh'......or 'blah'.....

A person is like a best friend whom you can tell out everything from your greatest fears to your biggest dreams............Hey.....it is not a crime to be like that anyway.....Just embrace LIFE as it is not just taking LIFE to be a threatening; like that no fun already.....Moreover, LIFE is way too short to be wasted away just like that........Look at it this way.....when a person who had gone through LIFE threatening events or even worst case scenario...............Other things do not seem to matter that much anyway.......

If a guy wants to date this simpleton maybe 'the first thing he would be the first person to run away first'..........Heheheheheheh......... too frightening to deal with me; too fierce or just too hot tempered to be handled by anyone...........Want another fight?????Or another screaming match or arguements over nonsense issues?????? Better keep your opinions to yourself......you may get burnt or even a really bruised ego to LIVE with at the moment..............That person ought to know what does it mean 'heart to heart' or 'to really love and understand' who you are and not just by looking or 'staring' at your appearance or body, appreciate how you think and the points in arguements, opinions, brains and not on your society status or wealth status........What this simpleton believe is that the wealth is just by the strength of willpower to generate the amount of wealth, the capabilities and even the strategies........Strategies.....my favourite....all time favourite.....This simpleton may not be a champion in chess or whatever board games but strategies just like Sun Tzi 'Art of War' or the 'Battlefield' is becoming more and more interesting everytime.......Still enjoying them at the moment.........Too much enjoyment at the moment.

Dear readers please understand this is mainly based on this infected blogger reflections only and not all the items written are for real......Everything is mainly on the reflections in LIFE.....Life makes a big part of this blogger......surroundings, people as well as characters...........So, just take note of this blogger stuff is merely on opinions............