Risky Business

Usually, upon realizing one's own mistakes can be very disheartening in terms of credibility, principles or values in LIFE as well as one's other half. Well, dear readers you are able to put them in anyway which you would like to put them.........As; none of us is perfect in terms of physical looks, spirituality, emotionally or even careerwise........Career, career........that is now etched in this 'simpleton' mind at this very moment........No doubt about it; at this very present moment........

With 'normal' people they would call this 'simpleton' as 'unusual'............
not because you are capable but because 'you seem to be a nuisance' to them'.......That's how they term them.......Just because the WORLD is not working the way it is suppose to be 'doing' at the moment........Don't have to be 'runned down by them'.............Even 'own family' seems to be an 'issue' now........

It is not helping at the moment because...........it is disheartening to know that whatever you are doing at this moment is 'useless and even powerless'..............What to do when you are not 'accepted by the society' but seems to be an 'outcast' rather than 'normal' to their perception..............No one wants to know what is going inside............In terms of spirituality or even the concept of 'knowing what the heck is working in the dysfunctional family'whereby the youngest is considered the VOICE or even the LEADER in the family'.........

Better be 'out from this family than to be in it'............As tis' may not be a good move but at least it is worth the effort to do so..........No point staying with them 'with the unknowns' who are 'related to you but do not even understand you'.............It is better to be 'out' than to be 'in' with the 'only SISTER' who is the 'DOMINEERING'..................in everything from opinions to ideas or even face value in respecting anyone in the family...............

What do you expect from the consequences 'mixing with the wrong crowd' from the 'wrong kind of people' when you are already borne into this family whereby $$$$$$$$ is the priority at this moment...........Not only that what you own is also the 'face value' in terms of career advancement.................Or even the future to come as well..........Maybe that is why the moment of self -working till the body 'drop dead'.......It is a better term to be used for a 'working type of person' if or when this 'simpleton' is working at the moment before everything here turns into dust.........Pretty irony in the sense of LIFE one would put them in their own terms............