The Next Chapter

Do not even understand why the feeling so alone, maybe with the current situation of being singleton is there......................Getting used of being alone most of the time but at times it would be like so scary just being all alone all the time. 

Other than that, it is just being plain this Mong Cha Cha at times....................If there is anyone in shining armour would come across......................Maybe in the dream or just plainly just being plain.......................Apart from that, rakes would just be rakes.................Nothing to comment on that, as have not even being through in the situations at all.

Talk about naive in certain areas......................Maybe too naive, or just being all alone in just being not in 'being together'....................Other than just being alone most of the time all the time, and also to be in the next chapter in life is like hitting the big three O.  After the big three O being hit, LIFE is just plainly normal. Nothing special or even some other big party to be thrown..........And also simply let the hair down...................

Believing the impossible??!!! Wonder why or how this would struck me to the point of just being a blogger or just a blogger would do so. Other than that, the feeling of being taken care of is very much being warmth...................The feeling of warmth or just a matter of 'brain functions' coming into full force would one day come true. Especially with the facing the possibilities whereby others would be calling them the impossible..........................Do not want to give up in believing the impossible would one day come true and turn into reality not just merely dreams only.

Sometiemes with dreams we would be able to shift ourselves forward better to reach the goal faster or even nearer. One would just merely put them into terms for the understanding sake. Moreover, how often would one wonder with the feelings of being really loved for who you are than to be compared often enough with those who has everythings. Not everyone would have the best of both worlds. Other than that, it would be heedless than to be compared more than 'just being'. Apart from that, literally......................this blogger would be considered as 'something different' or just being a 'singleton'.

Better to be 'blunt' or 'straightforward' as this is the only thing this blogger would know. Yet, with the advancement in technology and also communications nowadays these would work wonders in many ways than one. Thankful for the following:

1. My family

2. Doc

3. Permanent job and sanity

4. Spiritual people whom I meet

5. Normality

Gradually, going towards the next chapter in the life which this blogger is considered to be utmost 'insanity freaks' by those who barely knows me.Of course, what would you be able to garner from others............................

Disease

Have any of you ever thought would the disease strike unexpectedly????? In fact, it would be mind boggling at times when come to think of it. Once you have been strike with a disease which would take lifetime to overcome them.

In short, to put it bluntly...................Disease can be crippling in the sense of disabling the simplest tasks to be done perfectly. Other than that, it would sound so absurb to be telling all of this in this Mong Cha Cha's blog. Basically with the doc on hand as well as in taking medications having the disease can be a stigma.

However, unlike those who have the best of both worlds would be extremely lucky and blessings. On the contrary it would be dishonest not to say that.........................Now blogging is more of a pleasure with leisurely time with time to come with the phases of life which can turn into pleasant surprises. HOPE is the only thing that this blogger know at this moment. 

Apart from being alone all the time, it would be unpleasant type of feelings arising every now and then. Yet, somehow or rather these feelings are 'the matter of fact' only. In terms of being alone in the 'world' that one would be describing them as 'another world' far away from reality. It is the time of just being in another world is much more fun than in reality. It is way too difficult even to separate the reality and fantasy world of mine. 

There would not be any bullying, nor backbiting with lashes of vulgar words coming out from the sanity of mankind. It is not just fantasy it fact, those were the realities during schooling, as well as pursuing the degree. It was not that easy living with this kind of disease whereby it was alien...........................during the time of yesteryears.......................Wonder how to survive from those years.........................All those years.................