A Tribute To Chief Reverend

As we go through each day
The time for the legacy
Will be coming
As thou' had done

A lifetime of service
To let us know
On how a virtuous
To love, let go and live

We would always
Be in a time of change
Learn from thee'
On the teachings

Of THE ENLIGHTENED ONE
As such the teachings and practice
We would continue so
Let's not cry or mourn

As THE LORD did say once
We LOVE and LEARN
From thy' on the many years
Of laughter and tears

Oh LORD we would hear thee' so
On the teachings have been passed down
From one generation to the other
As LIFE we are in

Worry not of us
Great Chief of Teachings
The teachings and missionaries would continue so
Wait not but we would continue to do

On what Great Chief would wants us
The ENLIGHTENED TEACHINGS
We would practice and practice
Meditating and LOVE no matter who they are

These are your dreams
We would continue on Great Chief
Dreams, as these dreams
We would see them soon................

Unexpected

Alright, put it this way the title above in my opinion would be solely based on 'the perception of life'........There is no 'right or wrong' answers anyway......So what??? Let us all think; throw away whatever 'rubbish, hatred, ignorance, attachments...etc' for momentary.....Just for this moment........only.....There is no harm done at all; pretty unexpected 'huh'....you might be thinking.....What in the world does this simpleton is doing at the moment????Cracking 'nuts again'????Hehehee....hehehe.....

Okay, well in short.....LIFE IS ALWAYS GIVING US CHANCES, LOVES, FRIENDS, AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS......that we have always take them for granted throughout our lives we are doing now at this very moment.......Maybe for a change now the 'unexpected' need to be given a chance to renew all of these 'stuff' MOTHER NATURE has been providing all along.....Hopefully, just hopefully only.....at this very moment......Maybe it is time for a 'new beginning of a beginning' for everyone of us......Theoretically, this statement does not sound 'right' or do you want to 'admit me to an asylum'????At this moment??? Spiritually, we are all connected but somehow or rather..................MOTHER NATURE does has her 'tricks' along the way with 'surprises'.....................Maybe this is where we 'eventually know ourselves better'.........

In fact, maybe we need not 'push ourselves so hard' to the extent we are forgetting our ownselves......This is the lesson....this so called simpleton is LEARNING ......Hey, there is neverending of work anyway........Need not be so 'bossy' or 'self sacrificing' just walk the 'moderation'.......Always noting when there is a RUSH then RUSH......Must also be 'smart and streetwise one mah'........Just straight only.................very dull lah.......Aiyo.....Malaysian style slang already .......See you next time....

"Leech"

Unfortunately, today met with a really, really 'old, dried up leech' who tried to take advantage of the situation. That old 'leech' may be old......forget about 'being nice' on this 'useless arrogant, empty vessel, brainless son of no good breed' staying in this planet Earth!!!! If were given a situation hiring a lawyer and sue up to his pants and make him without a job for good for the rest of his life!!! My age would be 'young' to this 'old sucker leech'........But given a good chance this old 'leech' is going to 'suffer' for the entire time when 'old leech' comes to the office again!!!

That is the main reason; the main 'unforgiven' or 'self unforgiving' that had been going on inside of for far too long........For far too long.....No one will understand this; no one........Let me tell you.....This feeling of 'incomplete' or 'don't know how to explain'.....It is too private and very personal.....too personal to be explained at the moment.

At least, letting go of the 'steam'........from this 'useless, stupid, old leech'.................A REAL DISGRACE TO THE HUMAN RACE FOR YOUR INFORMATION.........What has already done cannot be undone........Don't cry over spill milk......

Okay; just forget about the today's incident.......Continue the next round when 'in the right set of mind'.......Not at this moment....Just not at this moment.......

Life As It Is

When we go upon each day either with hearts filled with feelings unexplained.....sometimes also doubts. Okay; ironically, this is the situation...at the moment but how to explain the inside out of one's hearts to whom you would be able to share with......Maybe; too paranoid or thinking way too much....So what???Saturday night spent time reading......way a lot to catch up with hobbies....been neglecting them lately.....Still precious books...preciousess.......Catching up with movies long time forgotten to enjoy them......Self indulgent for a change once in a while.......Hmmm.......Too......little time on hand but many things that need to be done within a short period of time.

In fact; LIFE is full of surprises for us at this moment.......Right now; spending this type of quality time on writtings don't know whether is it worth the effort but still trying to improve on them.......Juggling work,social and community services as well as with friends.....to catch up with can be 'tricky' in 'quality time management' or 'total quality management'.

Still learning the ropes.......in SURFING......WITH THE WAVES as well as LEARNING.......every second....with TIME....AND AGE.......Put them in a proper way.....AGING WELL and also 'GROWING WITHIN SPIRITUAL HEART'..........Call whatever you like to call them......Malaysian 'style of talking' at this very moment......Simpleton is still a simpleton.......

Looks like LIFE is teaching us every step we are taking now.......TRUE LOVE, FRIENDSHIPS, SPIRITUAL FRIENDS or KALAYA MITRA.........Just SLOW DOWN once in a while and enjoy the beautiful TIME now........Smell the roses, the air (not polluted of course); the wind or even the seaside......sandy beaches......

Still a simple minded mentality....but what do you expect?? Girlfriend only wish has been granted......at the moment....Hopefully 'that chicken' better act fast before getting 'fried' or even 'roasted'.........TIME will tell for them anyway......The other one is really 'mong cha cha'..............Need to 'kick him' a bit.....'to wake him up'...........Are they really 'blur'???? No wonder there is a book called 'Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus'........

"Core"

When we look upon ourselves
The doubts, hopes and aspirations
We longed for
In time to come

Still long way to see
Upon being in 'fairytale land'
Wishing that so
How ironic can that be???

Our mind,body and spirituality
Our "CORE"
Or 'Essence', 'Personality'
Need not be so

We are changing NOW
NOW...........WE ARE
So take upon this chances so
Look upon such

Some foes playing the part of 'Romeo'
To get the part of 'Director' or 'Producer'
Such IRONY for LIFE
Letting them go and living the way

Like a 'simpleton' always do
A simple minded person
Care less nor more
But knowing where the lines are........

Always a simpleton
In heart, mind, body and spirituality
Simpleton life is still the best
In the midst of this complicated WORLD

Why such questions so????
Wondering so???
Not only of fairytales.....
Such wandering souls still searching

Yet to be known the 'RIGHT' one
Still unknown
For this wanderer still lost
In this Amazon jungle of world

Stop!!!Think..........

This time; the unexpected did happen.......but on what terms do these people.....intend to make others' lifes as 'pawns' or 'baits' to gain on something so 'substantial'......It is pretty disheartening...and in short a 'HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT' to the humankinds....

Sometimes; telling the wrong thing to the wrong person is not even right....This error will be rectified soon enough....partly as I am not the opposite sex...how to understand.....these people???In terms of effecting the organization and working environment.....'conflict of interest' and 'antitrust' to the organization which I do not intend to the organization that I am in now.....Too many.........happenings......too fast and too soon.......This organization is one the most 'exciting' and 'mind boggling and challenging' in terms of mentality, endurance, stamina, emotional; social as well as physical well being and the organization's interest on hand'......Trust me nothing comes 'with a bed of roses'.......

Rambling about....these stuff at this hour sure.....unusual for a person like me....Hmmmm......two matchmade couples....are now in progressing stage and 'fate is helping them' unknowingly.......Mother Nature sure has her way of things being done at the moment.......Burdens.....are not self imposed but letting go of them is one process and giving yourself a chance..........is like 'the need to forgive your own' or 'unforgiven' scenario........This term is quite tough to explain now...........Maybe a chance to start on something foreign may be a good change but the results......are always uncertain.....Sure drifting away in a different time zone at the moment........Continue next time.......and see how it goes......

Love

Yet to be said such word
Though sound fragile and strong
With both hearts, minds and faith
Still a question still

Unable to comprehend
Or to dictate
As such a word
Still a whisper so

What compels persons
Saying easily without
Any feelings or understanding
But........unsaid so

How....and WHY
For such readers to think
On WHERE,WHAT and WHY??!!!
Such thoughts coming.......

Maybe.....too much
Just too MUCH.......
Made known on such
Topics on 'issues'......

Spiritually gaining strength
Building its' way
In creating a LIFE
On short span of LIFE

Maybe.....just maybe
HOPE, TRUSTS, FRIENDSHIPS
Just ANEW on
A new WAY.......DREAMS......AMBITIONS

A journey yet to be known
Unknown in the jungle
Still in doubts
Too much.........just bearing THEM

Lighter and much lighter NOW
Brighter........hopes afloat
For a dreamer
Yet a dreamer still.......until now......

Playing 'Cupid'

Okay.....it's kinda fun playing 'stupid cupid' for some frens.......and it did help in giving happiness to others instead of just thinking about yourself....ALL THE TIME.....So....what's up......then what???? Nature would play 'its way' with us.......We just do not know how Mother Nature would do so to us......Still wondering on that particular issue........

At times........we would be 'unforgiving to ourselves' or 'even feeling guilty'.....Just don't ask WHY?????Coz......We are still figuring on that answer anyway..........That's WHY some guys I know only look for gals.....with 'GOOD LOOKS' OR 'GORGEOUS BODY' OR 'SEXY LIPS' OR WHATEVER IN THEIR HAYSTACK BRAINS'..........It's a male chavinist attitude....that's for sure...........There are still such guys exist on this earth....No wonder we are 'poisoning' the Mother Earth at this moment.......

Put it this way.....'even the most chicken guy' I know....has managed to ask my girlfriend to go out for a date......Biodatas.....are not included for THIS BLOG......but it sure makes a difference for my girlfriend to be 'flattered'........'appreciated'......'loved'........'cloud nine'.........If this guy.....being not called a 'chicken' do you think he would be able to ask my girlfriend to go out with him......????? Sometimes.....this 'mama's boy' need to be 'pushed a little'......but it's all fair in love and in war.........Heheheheheh..........looks like one match is done.....and the other couple need a bit more strategy...a little more help than usual....coz they do not know that they are made for each other............'unknowingly'...........HHHmmmmmm.........need a lot more thinking than usual but it's for their happiness............Their happiness.....also means my happiness.....and enjoying seeing people happy.....Don't know WHY and don't ask...........coz.... NO ANSWER..........................

GOD GAVE US LIFE TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.......Our parents nuture us......and gives us LOVES.....so we are able to SHARE THEM.......Sounds pretty......'ironic' I think...................A small change in our lives.....we are able to change ourselves............Ohoh.....ohoh.......going.......downhill again..........'simpleton'.....changing to 'Plain Jane'......Aiyoooo.............oooooooooooooooooooo

Don't expect......anything........in LIFE.......ENJOY WHILE YOU CAN..................

BLOGGER........ING

What have we now in mind at this present moment? Dreading to go back to work tomorrow????The same old routine.......for the past few years.....doing the same thing again....
It's kinda bored.....for some......Hmmm.......Let's not dread about tomorrow coz today still has not passed YET......although it's only a few hours away from tomorrow.....

Remember the song from 'Annie'.....Tomorrow....Tomorrow.......We have yet to known.........
The future is on our hands........Our conscience deep and clear.......as always would guide us.....
Worry none.....Worry nought.......What's there to worry......?????Although problems can be solved or not be solved......WHY WORRY?????These are few of days......that I would be able to spend some time contemplating alone and for my own sake............after weeks of non-stop activities...........Just imagine.......$$$$$$$ as well as TIME.........People we meet.....day in and day out......WORKING ALSO........

Blogging here.....does not mean that I AM VERY FREE......IT'S THE WAY WE MANAGE OUR TIME........Some of the readers' might be thinking how on earth...........TIME comes from????WE only need to set our priorities right.......and learn which is more important in our lifes.....BLOGGING HERE DOES NOT MEAN I MUST TELL YOU EVERYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE OR HOW BLOGGING INFECTED ME IN ONE WAY OR THE OTHER.......GOD SURE WORKS IN HIS MYSTERIOUS WAYS........

One thing for sure......I am definitely happy for that 'old man' blog coz he has made up his mind on how he wants his life to run.......and not confined to the needs to 'fit in'.......It's normal......look inside of you to see what is important and has deep impact meaning.......to make a difference.....Let's not dwell into PAST.......ANYWAY IT'S OVER.......

Put them in our 'ordinary people' term......we can put in 'variety of spice and herbs' in our LIFES.......Hehehehehehe............okay....readers.....going NUTS again........pretty much......Laughing at ourselves..... and with other people.....definitely 'break the ice'........Not necessary must be 'my bad' all the time......So what the heck?????Your 'bad' so what???Their 'bad'???So what????? Is it really that 'bad'?????

Life is not that bad......We may meet someone whom we 'fall in love' with or 'fated'......If there is 'fairy tale situation' involve........Ironic.....for someone so 'simpleton' to think like that......Well, 'matchmaking' is one of the 'moonlightning' hopefully this couple or the other one would be 'match made in heaven' soon.........It's another happy thing to feel joyful about to see one to find 'the other half'.........It's not an easy task to identify....and 'help a little' or 'push a little'..............Hmmmmmmm.......waiting for their invitations....later on.........

If were to listen to any 'aunties or ah ma' asking me.....on these 'other half issues'.........Better send me to 'Tanjung Rambutan' fast and pronto.....coz........I rather join non-stop activities than to be 'in the family limelight'......It sure drives me NUTS............

Faith

When we have faith, we will face any WAVES and CHALLENGES that have been placed in our lives. In doubts, we pray for the LORD or the ENLIGHTENED ONE to help us through.

What makes us to do such prayers; asking forgiveness and even forgiving those?????None of us would be able to look thorough enough on what we have actually need........In LIFE; put in a 'right terms' we SURF and LEARN from such ADVERSITIES......We gain strength;emotionally, spiritually, physically and even intellectually. What are your life goals at the moment????Have you thought about whom would you consider as a 'true friend or best friend' or 'true buddies' even when we are in not our 'right set of mind'.........Maybe.....this type of term....are driving some people nuts at this point of time......We learnt from every second whom we smsed or even through verbal conversation; gatherings or even social; missionary and even community services....in hospitals, universities, colleges or even our FIENDS.......

Okay.......this is the 'HARSH REALITY'......Well,.......with people whom have not known me well enough......harsh is not a right word to be used......because.....the actual hardships.....through .....AND ONE WAY TO LEARN TO FEND AND DRAW YOURSELF out from such situation.........IT IS NOT AN EASY TASK.......Let's not dwell into this matter as it is rather irrelevant....and PAST IS PAST.......

There would always be a new starting point.....and also a fresh page to look forward to.........A NEW BEGINNING FOR A FRESH START OF A BEGINNING......ANEW.....

Fate

As we move on a daily basis, we go in and out or even punch in and out of our working lifes............This is in fact; an irony we do everyday....for the past how many years?????Let's us count....and see for ourselves.....

Maybe we are destined to be like that; destiny can always be changed......irregardless whether we are suppose to be that or suppose to be this.....So what the heck????!!!!Okay.........
okay...........we may live like this.....but take note we ARE ABLE TO CHANGE OUR DESTINY....
Take a look around us for a change.......

Thank the LORD for providing and bless us to be able to go through or even surf the LIFE now; and what we have on our hands......We thank the LORD...........for giving us the opportunities everywhere for us to have and learn.......ALWAYS.......

We learn from the opportunities.....and also the chances we were given on us.......and IMPROVE FURTHER........BETTER PERSON EVERYDAY....WE ARE DOING THEM UNKNOWINGLY..........

As We Grow

When all hell breaks loose
This is the time
We sit and think
Still wondering

What makes us grow
A teacher who guides us
Our parents who nuture us
Or friendships,fiends and acquaintances

Who bound us through cycle
Endless cycle
Whilst we grow
Tall,short, thin or fat

Yet; unable to
Thoughts unknown and foreign
Still new
Thy' unknown

For better or for worst
Time would guide
In shaping us
Near or far

Father of Death
Will come unto us
As a matter of time
In seconds, minutes or even hours away

Thou' as GOD did once said
In accordance with our virtues
Unknowingly
With or without unshed TEARS

IF THERE IS ANY TEARS
AT ALL
DRIED UP
WITH UNDEFINITE

Destiny or cycle
We are in
Cycling everyday
We do daily

Dear readers please ponder still as TIME is short but not of BEHOLD STRENGTH or even if there is ANY LEFT...............

'Kepala Angin'

Some people sure have a lot of 'kepala angin'; maybe too much of 'angin' that have not been pumped out yet.......Hmmmmm........ought to learn more from these types of people can come in many forms.........They are intelligent in some sort of ways but with the womens' type of menstrual going on inside them that is for sure......So; what the heck......

This is the type of daily encounter or the types of people we will be meeting......for heaven sakes'..........driving ourselves nuts sure makes the day.....Let's us think again on how to go about in our daily life......put in proper term: own beliefs system......Pretty intriguing in the some 'old man' or 'senior old man' website: first was about depression on his life and then his gal but the good thing is: he is moving forward.........

Jesus Christ....look at it more objectively....how on earth.....we can get over our deepest depression and worst nightmare......A 'simpleton' who seems to be driving everyone nuts from friends, acquaintances, colleagues as well as fiends.......Maybe ought to learn from the 'Elders'................

Okay.....better think over now at the moment; as well as .......pondering on some 'women-"man"'.........reminds me of some of my classmates anyway........

For those of you out there......this article is not an insult but only of opinions.........therefore.....not directly referring to anyone who is so 'kecil hati' or 'whatsoever'............Copyright yet to be figured out how anyway for this 'dummy'.......

TIME FLIES

Looking back throughout the years; maybe the path we are heading right now may not seem so 'nice' or even 'comfortable'.........FOR YOUR INFORMATION, this is the 'HARSH REALITY' we are in...........'with dreams we are being kept alive with our emotions that pull us through daily'.

Hahaha.......talking Einstein again.....with dreams we dream to make us feel fulfilled as well as motivating ourselves from day to day basis.......Okay.....the bosses could treat us like 'monkeys' or even 'orang utans' so what.....We are being paid to work.....If we are fortunate enough to have understanding bosses......well......fate has already brought us there....

The difference between male and female is that female has the tendency to be more emotional than male. Whilst; the male.....'blur case' or shall I put it in proper term 'over practical'......than female. Let's just evaluate ourselves from our young age as young as two to three years old....to teens.....until now.........We know how much time has changed us......We know that deep inside our hearts......Don't deny them......we need not answer to anyone....but only to ourselves.....

WHY DO YOU THINK DREAMS ARE THE WAY TO OUR OWN IMPROVEMENT OR EVEN EVALUATION? Sometimes......with dreams.......like in Walt Disneys' animations.......Those were my favourites......with meaningful songs, values and even in what we believe in is important......It may look 'unimportant' to some people but it may be 'important' to some......See how life goes from here.....Looks like.....'have not fully grown up yet'.......funny this statement came across my mind at the moment........

Doubts.....I am still in that very state......hmmmm.......ANY IDEAS....OR WAYS.....OR ALTERNATIVE REALITIES FOR A CHANGE??????

Watching Death

As the time goes by, experiencing the loss of someone whom you cares.......could be extremely tramautic, painful as well as depressing........Watching in front of your eyes......those frightening experiences.......unsure, doubts, worries and unanswerable questions and more questions popping out......Those were the days when a person witnessing the loved ones leave this world..........

My age may be considered 'young' for those seniors whilst......for some it would consider 'old'. These terms that ordinary people are using sometimes would be very 'difficult to be defined'......As 'terms to be used' are also very confusing at times.....

These experiences are depressing....and unable to let the others known on what is the actual situation ........that need to be said or even prepared.......A person can never be prepared for anything as well as death......It may sound weird for a person like me to be talking like this but I would also like to prepare for my own death......as time goes by you may not know when would be your 'time out'.........Undesirable it could be and also a harsh reality for those who not want to hear them as hurtful as the knife cuts deep into the heart.......It is better this way than to depend on anyone.........

No matter how tiring my days would be each day, as long as there is energy left in my body, mind and spirituality; these days I would not mind contributing to the commnunity, missionary and my mission and not forgetting pursuing in my career; on how my own life would be.........Anyone would do the same for themselves.......but on different matters only......Not any individual would have the same character anyway......So what......... it is not a crime to have dreams......or to pursue the chosen career path......There is always no right or wrong answer but mainly on how we want our lives to be ................

Forgive

Let us remember; when was the last time did we forgive someone who used to be so inhuman or heartless to us. In fact, the naivity of a person sometimes can be defined also as the 'straightforward' or 'simple minded' perception that there is always something good about a person no matter how inhuman the person could be. Maybe the pain and the scar is still too deep and much heartache which cannot be told to anyone but only myself. The person whom I met today; brought back way too much pain and scar that really goes deep into the roots. Just imagine the time was only about eight months back or even lesser.

This blog is one place whereby, the thoughts and the deeper concept of life's irony plays a role in our everyday lives. Funny thing is that how can you define someone to be a friend when you hardly know that person at all. Moreover; the lies and deceits we are seeing everyday is way too common now. You may come in as a member in a society that does not mean you are really into that beliefs that you are in.

The problem is that......accepting the fact that we are facing everyday.....need to be put down for us to rest. Now; I am learning to put those years of burden down slowly and letting go of my pain and heartache........There had been many years....and as writting this blog.....this burden is slowly unravelled by itself.........

Looking at new 'mothers to be' can be endearing also, it touches me............as having a 'miracle'.........a new individual to be brought into this world.......This new 'miracle' is a joy to behold....irregardless of age or time........

Dreams and miracles...........yet to be known.......This wandering journey is yet to be known....... is still a journey.......till our bones.....brittle....our hair become grey.......our skin wrinkle.....and our movements limited.......It's still a joy to be able to survive in this world.........and knowing what our parents did for us.........and we could be like them in future....or someone's else.....