Confusion

Put it this way, when your state of mind is 'in confusion' what is the first thing are you going to do? Rest your head and continue to think in a logical manner. As such, there is a thing call 'calm your bloody head'. In fact, no wonder we could be in such a state of mind. Anyway, we are all humans.

So, there is no doubt about it. The people whom we meet in our daily affairs as well as in our community services; can really affect us in different manners. Just in short, we are influencing everyone as well as others would influence us without us knowing them. Look, maybe I may not be that 'genius' or 'intelligent' like some smart scholars with scholarships or even super Einstein in the making. Maybe this simpleton is way too 'simple' in the sense of 'kampung ah lien' at the moment.

Not only that, sometimes the strain of nerves can be put into maximum limit. Exactly like this whole week and the coming week to come. As such, isn't it a confusion in a state of mind at the moment. You are really, really, really talking about real NUTS CASE here readers. Do you want to know why readers?????? This simpleton is also in ????????? at the moment.

See you next time when this simpleton is not in ???????

Perception

The concept of perception is more on how we look at life. Well, different people go through different phases of experiences which would eventually mould the personalities. In fact, the term being used is a bit too broad in a sense of sensibility at the moment.

If it were to put them in a proper wordings, these perception will actually take ages to explain in sciences and also in arts. Let's not dwell into the terminology of words it would make it more confusing. As such, the more experiences we go through the more issues we need to take note of. Some may put them as small issues; others may put them as big issues. When we set our mind to make some things possible..................nothing will become impossible.

AS DREAMS COME ALONG AS WE MAKE THEM HAPPEN NOTHING WILL BECOME IMPOSSIBLE...........JUST TAG ALONG WITH THE WAVES AS WE LEARN TO SURF THEM IN A BETTER METHOD TO HANDLE PROBLEMS..................

Becoming too Einstein again........what to do.......this type of thing is a style or learning is when we absorb what we can not just let them pass through just for nothing...................Mother Nature gives us this....................

Life As A Joke

Another chapter of another day, as usual an inspiration for a 'craft' or 'art' done is neverending. As such, not one day we have never learnt.........Learning still............unable to take note on what is happening in one's mind. Well, this JOKER is having endless work that need to be done.

Not only, we have this LIFETIME to and many more to come. Yet........unable to foretell the future but still sitting in the presence.......and keen to absorb as much as possible. Anyway, that is the MAIN FUNCTION FOR OUR BRAIN......do not let them laze too much or we will end up become more LAZY.......Hehehe......talking about laziness sure beats this JOKER once before on this issue. You can put it in anyway you want them to be......it's your opinions and your thinking style......We do have our own style to accomodate other people or should I say be 'flexible' or even 'crafty'............

This JOKER sure put world in an entirely different perspective in terms of LIFE.......maybe HARSHNESS OR TOO MUCH HARSHNESS..........had been 'implanted' or 'ingrained'..........now is slowly turning into 'different'.........Maybe yet to be known to others.........Only this JOKER would know only......It's off limits......to those..........hmmmmm.......

Just laugh away and you would feel more 'in tune' with your own 'nature' and even 'mind and heart'........Talking Einstein again.......Never mind just keep on SURFING.........and REMEMBER WE HAVE NOT STOPPED THE WAVE........WE ARE NOT ENLIGHTENED YET BY THE WAY....

Laughter is the best medicine........for all of us.........Each day, no matter near or far but we know TIME HEALS THE WOUND........

Law of Attraction

Well, this title is exactly the same as the movie which were potrayed by Pierce Brosnan and Julianne Moore. In fact, this is just................part of the title. What this title means in depth can lie in many layers. Not only that, we are the CREATORS...............in short what we can think in our mind we are able to do them irregardless of whatever the scenario is going to be.

Other than that, this thing came about after a show with a few of my friends today. It was pretty interesting.......put it in short. As a matter of fact, it is true when we LOVE ourselves more than we can give our LOVE to others................it comes overflowing.

Thanked GOD that I had known him before and also thanked the ENLIGHTENED ONE for bringing more INSPIRATIONS and more FRIENDS as well as SPIRITUAL FRIENDS when this simpleton is getting involved with too many activities to handle at the moment. As such, there are so many experiences that we actually take them for granted. These experiences are the ones that SHAPE us always, no matter where we are.............like NOW.

Dear readers what this simpleton is trying to say is that we are able to accomplish GREATER works and GREATER DREAMS..................and WE ARE ALWAYS ONE STEP AHEAD.........of the rest. Take good care of yourselves dear readers; there is always LOVE out there...........See you when we have REACHED OUR DREAMS and ACHIEVE THEM NOW............JUST DO IT...........when in no good mood please try to visualize the baby's smile or laughter.......and everything will disappear.......and our mood will change.......because of their innocence towards LIFE...........

Insanity Streak

Alright dear readers, why not for a change being insane for a while. Wondering why such title come out of nowhere???Well, this insane simpleton have the tendency to go 'insane in terms of writting, verbal or even really out of mind'. Put it your way of insanity for your own sake. Hmmmmhmmmm............In fact, this simpleton is kinda of enjoying it at the moment at the mercy of someone; if that someone....................well put it 'driving another one nuts'..........or 'what the hell are you trying to do????'.....................Please forgive my language at the moment, as still trying to figure out what is going on inside this simpleton 'mind'.................This simpleton would like that very much to know.

Moreover, this is just part of the simpleton character................No wonder 'this nut case' is just a mere away from the 'nuts house' at the moment.........Just kidding folks...........No worries about that as LIFE is just the way the simpleton is living now as well............as nothing..........Okay...............okay.......maybe a bit too 'agressive in nature in terms of workwise'.................that is just one part of 'workaholic and want more challenges'....................Still hungry for more new stuff to 'work out the brain,emotions and physical as well as stamina'..............

Hey, everything in the package need to be maintained if not 'how to jalan' in proper condition and the 'recharging' part is always postponing.........Maybe enjoying too much at the moment, to go for 'recharging'.........Ahahahahaha........something just went through in this simpleton mind at the moment but do not know what the heck is that thing..........That is one major problem 'short term memory disease'.........................Everytime happen like that wah..........This simpleton is going to start crying soon already and also 'checking on the budget daily and investments'......Another disease is yet to be known dear readers............In time to come.....see what types of disease start cropping out soon...................

Everything needs to look after one lor...........If not very 'susah'.......Other than that $$$$$$ do not come that easily.......Need them for rainy days like today lor.......Aiyo.....this 'kampung ah lien' going to be admitted to the asylum soon enough liau...........Any idea where to put this simpleton now???? Well, LIFE sure 'playing a lot'............'with this simpleton'....................
How do you think..........what do you think??????Aiyoh.....aiyoh.........Back to Singlish again liau

Try to figure this out............I DARE YOU.........Hehehehehe.......hehehehe........Enjoy while you can dear readers..............Why do you think this title arrive today, why not yesterday or even tomorrow????? Sometimes Mother Nature does has her 'tricks' and 'ways' in one way or the other forms. We may not see them now but maybe later...................

True

Have we ever wonder the path we are walking now? Now still at loss for words at the moment. Apart from that, if this simpleton have the answers then this blog would not even appear in the first place. Maybe this feeling is ever so true. Ever wonder why???? Am still wondering so. Still in between realities and fairytales. Very funny don't you think so? Yet this simpleton is still wondering if this feeling is just only hallucinations and imaginations.

Ought to take more rest and keep a really clear head. If it is really true; then LIFE must be 'playing with me' or 'testing my endurance and feelings'. Do you want to admit me to an asylum???Please do so, if you think this is the case. Hehehehe..........well, put it in a more sane way maybe still need a lot of sleep at the moment. Need to be level headed to be at work and more of social and community work. More ideas need to be churned out at the moment. Need more inspirations and aspirations in order for things to happen.

Inspirations and aspirations they are the most important things for IDEAS to be CREATED and to make them HAPPEN!!! Cannot just sit around and laze around and doing nothing. It would be so not simpleton. No wonder those who know this simpleton would start calling 'too workalcoholic'.......at least better than 'alcoholic' mah......What do you think dear readers???

Trust me even the simplest smiles and laughters from a baby can make a big DIFFERENCE in a simpleton LIFE. Cannot help it .............maybe children do make me forget that this simpleton is still a working adult. They maybe young but they do remind us the value of LIFE...........as it is. No wonder this simple minded person is so 'simple'.............Hmmmm
hmmmmmm...........dear readers do you want to make a guess????

A feeling will remain a true feeling but still wondering how true is true.....................................
Becoming too analyzing at the moment.......and also still guessing.......Ever wonder if there is such thing call..........never mind about the the terminology for that.......Everything is determined by how the 'magic wand in ourselves' make them work...........Dear readers continue guessing..........still a 'simple minded' person. Never a day without learning we are doing each time and never do we give up upon ourselves.................

Maybe this simpleton is just imagining the feelings at the moment........and
they may not be true..........But it is so crystal clear and maybe way too scary as well as intimidating and 'sudden'. Just don't know how to approach such situation.........and way too.........just don't know how to describe them.......Ohoah.......going overboard again..................

Annoymous or Nagging

Once an idea starts coming and the rest would start bloggering down.......Sometimes it can be very weary and also tiring......Especially keeping a clear head in work and also in both social, community as well as gathering functions. Well, annoymous is my name and annoymous will I always be. Preferably without anyone knowing than my closest friends and some kalaya mitras know them......We are learning everyday from each other. One reason, keeping out of sight and out of mind from others is still the best solution at the moment; that I am able to think of at the moment. Apart from that also making sure that my dates are always right instead of confusing one date to the other on different functions or events. Sure beat the hell out of me anyway!!! Forgive my language at the moment......as just come out from my brain.

In fact, starting this blog was merely 'toying with an idea'. Still doubting on this 'idea' well maybe it is still at an early stage. What do you expect anyway?Fairy godmother will fly up here and wave her magic wand and this Plain Jane can turn into Cinderella......Fat chance; we are able to find them in fairytales..........Fairytales..........Just fairytales.....Pretty irony don't you think??? Moreover, this Plain Jane still have many more questions still remain inside..........unable to tell out. These things better remain inside this Plain Jane. Facts will be facts.........Speaking out from the mind; and not just merely without any both 'heart and mind'..........We come in these packages.......Do not forget all of you do have 'HEART'..........

Magic or miracles..................Some would call them as such. We make miracles happen and even magic happen. The magic wand is always inside of you and is only how you would want them to work. Maybe.................just maybe such miracles happen to some people. We need not have to look so hard; they maybe right in front of our eyes and we do not realize that they are there.
Let LIFE teach us something and also let MOTHER NATURE do her work.........We are from her aren't we?????

Dreams

As we dream along
Each day do we see
How is the day??
One would ask

Thy' would answer
How would one would know???
GOD or not am I??
So.......dreams come along

We make ado
On what we do believe in
Sheer mischief like a baby's smile
Or a baby's laughter

Melt one's heart
Immediately and all feelings forgotten
Yet, feeling lightness and happiness
Just only just a while

Thy' may not see it
Such innocence make one sigh
Wishing each day like a fairytale
We make each day as we go

By link or by KARMA
Do we see upon ourselves
Are we who we are right NOW???
Like NOW......

Maybe out of sheer curiousity
Do we make amends or just out of pure enjoyment
Of one's ego and one's looks
Hey.......looks can 'kill' or 'murder'

Someone immediately
Not just by stares or looking
No action and no talk given
Is that a 'YES' or a 'NO'

What do you think????

Heart To Heart

Alright enough of wishy-washy at the moment from each blog written; just going straight to the point. Every person would wish for another person to understand his/her thinking or 'perception' in the daily life that we are going through. Not just another 'knight in shining armour come to rescue a damsel in distress'. These type of stories we will only find them in fairytales like Brothers' Grimms or Andersens'..........Those were my dreamland books ever since I was young. Maybe they did put an impact on how these tenderness can be found in their writting styles which indirectly affect this simpleton writting habits.

Okay.....okay.....this simpleton is still a 'dreamer'......in fairytale land...until now. No wonder; sometimes the wordings or the phrases we read from books actually influence the way we speak or carry ourselves. In fact, consider it 'to be a curse or blessings' some may put it their way. Other people thinking you would not be able to stop them.........By right, at this hour this simpleton is still struggling over a dilemma.....This dilemma only this simpleton only knows.......
Everyone wants to matchmake you that is a 'problem or a curse'......?????!!!! Hey, this is not a 'marketplace for you to choose vegetables'........Moreover, it takes one to know one.......You know what I mean on this issue......................Like this simpleton always mention 'fate will determine' or 'fate will be helping' the couples.........Everything depends on conditions or the right circumstances if the person is the 'right one for you'..........

Too 'dramatic' at the moment when this simpleton put it in such a way.....What do you expect when everyone wants you to 'get hooked up'.....Yah......If you have the 'right one'.......................
Hmmmm........let this simpleton analyze a bit of the current situation...........Who knows you better; only yourself right????? Cracking nuts again????Too much analysis sure paralyze this simpleton at the moment............Right now..............the only thing this simpleton or shall I put it 'kampung ah lien'................enjoy LIFE first before get committed.....if not very 'susah'.......'everytime must ask permission'......Aiyo.....that is very 'duh'......'huh'......or 'blah'.....

A person is like a best friend whom you can tell out everything from your greatest fears to your biggest dreams............Hey.....it is not a crime to be like that anyway.....Just embrace LIFE as it is not just taking LIFE to be a threatening; like that no fun already.....Moreover, LIFE is way too short to be wasted away just like that........Look at it this way.....when a person who had gone through LIFE threatening events or even worst case scenario...............Other things do not seem to matter that much anyway.......

If a guy wants to date this simpleton maybe 'the first thing he would be the first person to run away first'..........Heheheheheheh......... too frightening to deal with me; too fierce or just too hot tempered to be handled by anyone...........Want another fight?????Or another screaming match or arguements over nonsense issues?????? Better keep your opinions to yourself......you may get burnt or even a really bruised ego to LIVE with at the moment..............That person ought to know what does it mean 'heart to heart' or 'to really love and understand' who you are and not just by looking or 'staring' at your appearance or body, appreciate how you think and the points in arguements, opinions, brains and not on your society status or wealth status........What this simpleton believe is that the wealth is just by the strength of willpower to generate the amount of wealth, the capabilities and even the strategies........Strategies.....my favourite....all time favourite.....This simpleton may not be a champion in chess or whatever board games but strategies just like Sun Tzi 'Art of War' or the 'Battlefield' is becoming more and more interesting everytime.......Still enjoying them at the moment.........Too much enjoyment at the moment.

Dear readers please understand this is mainly based on this infected blogger reflections only and not all the items written are for real......Everything is mainly on the reflections in LIFE.....Life makes a big part of this blogger......surroundings, people as well as characters...........So, just take note of this blogger stuff is merely on opinions............

Straight From The Heart

Life is full of surprises
Yet to be determined
On the ground on one's has to stand
Not on one's mind yet to be known

The HEART that one's has
Will be the CORE of one's ESSENCE
Everything that have been written
On this little notebook of mine

Will it be considered one's journey
From time to time
Not one but everyone of you
We are treading the same path

Not based upon one's religion or race
But based upon one's HEART
True or untrue it's based upon one's values
Sense of self worth

Sense of values in terms of LIFE
However, we see them
LIFE will always be a JOKE

Talking about a JOKER
Who is still travelling
In this JUNGLE WORLD
Still trekking the unknown

Looking changes
Seeing changes
Experiencing changes
Upon those wishing stars

If there is any left
Still abundance out there
This JOKER
Remain a dreamer always since young............

Forgiven

As years have passed by with a blink of an eye; yet the tendency to FORGIVE,SEEKING FORGIVENESS AND TO BE FORGIVEN, is finally been cleared. No doubts about it; but a hard one to explain my dear readers. Dear readers, you are talking about more than a decade of 'self blaming' process..............it's pretty unusual for a simpleton to explain such matter. Unless the changes that you are going through now; indicate your own 'self worth'...............A matter of fact, your ANSWERS may not come now but TIME HEALS YOUR WOUND....................Irregardless, who you would be meeting from time to time THEY are the ones..............who will give THE IMPACT in our LIFE OR LIVES.............as you put it your way.

Just imagine yourself as a baby, ignorant about LIFE and very well protected by our PARENTS..........look at it from a 'baby point of view'.......................Make LIFE as simple as possible........trying out new things like a child...............How foreign the world would seem to a 'baby's eyes'...............just look at it..........such innocence.........such 'melting eyes'.................trust me even the 'harshest heart or the heart of stone' would surely melt from the baby's gaze........
A baby can make us look back inside our hearts...........what are we now.....................Are we the one before making it 'big' in the world or just 'the old one'..........what I mean readers......the 'unchanged one'............If there is anyway..............

A journey of a LIFETIME.......is not over until we do something meaningful...............and brings more cheers to others irregardless of who they are or what they are..........The most important thing is that serving the community or even social work...................we are bringing meaning that means something to us or our interest.......All of these depends on each individual......Everyone of you there is a boundless potential which you may not have explored at the moment......As well as there is a really good heart inside of you.........Everything takes time for us to REALIZE..............

Better Halves

With the title above, the readers would be quite aware what is in your mind at this very moment??? Well, we have always looked at the grass is greener over the other side. Have we ever wonder if the other side would be wondering the same thing. In short, it is the same with the person over there.

Let's put it this way, when we do not have 'the other half'......we would yearn for it but when we have 'the other half' ........in the first place we would have wished that we would not have met him or her ..........The reason being so is that in every relationship whether it is just a beginning, in the middle or in the end........EFFORTS, LOTS OF LOVE, UNDERSTANDING, ARGUING, COMMUNICATION as well as HEART TO HEART and MAKE SURE : NO SECRETS between both parties........When you look at couples who are in their seventies or eighties; yet they have remained so LOVING...................
The common thing is because both parties are very well aware of each others' characters 'BETTER HALVES'.........This saying so.........it actually reminded this simpleton on a Chinese series with the same title as above........Such irony...........this title would 'pop' up out of nowhere...........in sight.......

Okay.......this it may sound absurd to the readers at the moment; as 'BETTER HALVES' is the best description that I am able to think of now. Why????!!!!!! Why do you think this simpleton is writting at the moment?????!!!!!

No one is able to make a guess on this................as the simpleton is thinking; it is not easy to get a person who would be able to know what is the next sentence going to be or to know how you feel at the moment....................or finish the following sentence for you.....Isn't it called the 'BETTER HALVES'?Okay...okay.....my brain is running a bit too 'wild' at the moment..........In short; imagination is definitely going 'out of control'......at the moment...Hehehehe.....Hmmmmm.............

A person whom you are able to relate your feelings, your thoughts, your dreams, your fears, or even your many things that you would not be able to relate to others and not even to your best friend.............Let's put in a sane perception of this type of person......Am I going nuts???? Or just a figment of my imagination; just creating all of these......???!!!!In fact, if it is a dream.....then slowly let it go one at a time; maybe LIFE is still testing this simpleton......way too simpleminded..................That's why so easy to let people to actually 'exploit'......better term would be 'take advantage'.......................Why so like that one lor????? Just don't believe anything that this simpleton is writting now is 'for real' okay......

Sometimes, LIFE is definitely putting this simpleton one test after the other..........no wonder this simpleton having endless questions.....still unable to answer at the moment........It's pretty odd......Really, really odd..................There is a saying which goes like this 'When it's yours, it's yours..........'

...................Still in the 'sleep mode state'...........

BLOGGERING NEXT TIME..........YET TO CHECK ON THE ROUTINE AND IMPROMPTU ROUTINE OUT OF SHOT.......LIFE IS DEFINITELY FULL OF SURPRISES ONE AFTER ANOTHER............HAPPY SURFING.............TAKE LIFE AS A JOKE AND NOT TOO HARD.......THERE'S LAUGHTER.......THERE'S TEARS.......THERE'S LIFE OUT THERE TO BE EMBRACED ALWAYS................

A Legacy

From time to time, have we asked ourselves this question? What legacy or imprint do we have? Our bodies will decay and rot till smell undescribable to be tolerated......and our faces unrecognizable.....only our legacy.....

What legacy? A simpleton unable to give this answer yet........still learning at this moment and learning death each second....each tick tock time......What do we see ourselves or let others see upon us.....GOD did mention 'Do unto others as you would others to unto'.........

This simpleton is still at loss for words......grew up in a pretty 'dysfunctional' state.....Very weird don't you think so???Still learning and more to come as this LIFE or other LIFES to come.......still learning......Sigh not....worry not......as one would think this simpleton...........
One question after the other.......Never ending questions.....still no answers........

A lifetime if there is anymore yet........yet.......still could not describe that the TEACHINGS of THE ENLIGHTENED ONE we learnt from the Great Chief.........we are all still trying to accept LIFE as there is........we have gained from the Great Chief and his sense of humour in thy' LORD teachings brought down to us by our parents or even our forefathers before us.......Better late than never......we have all LEARNT from each other that this LEGACY left behind by the Great Chief is absolutely PRICELESS and no money can buy that or SPIRITUAL FRIENDS we have are our link and our KARMA......We live each day as we have learnt from the Great Chief.......Thy' teachings have not been forgotten but still practising every second till DEATH do us APART.....

Death is certain.........our LIFES will come across but do not know when.....we still have each other to lean on and LEARNT from no matter age we are in......Old, young, youths or unborn; we are still here......FATHER DEATH we would one day see......