Year 2008 On The Way

Well, it is almost the end of the year whereby it is the EVE of the NEW YEAR EVE before the YEAR 2008 arrives at the doorstep. With the BONKERINGS, RAMBLINGS, BLOGGERINGS, as well as the UNEXPECTED.......................If there is anymore surprises COMING IN..............I think this LUNATIC here will be having cardiac arrest any moment.....Touchwood for that...

Anyway; with the so-called waiting list to HOSPITAL BAHAGIA........as well as with the amount of workload which is increasing every second...............In fact, also have homework better finish before the HEADMISTRESS.......coming over and check on this LUNATIC...
Good thing; now more things to LEARN as well as for deadlines.......................DEADLINES...

Jesus Christ........................Now with the constant changes every now and then...............Don't even know when the INSANITY STREAK will STRIKE.......................It comes UNEXPECTEDLY and leave the the PEOPLE in STICHES or in TEARS...............Which would YOU BE?????????May this SAMPAT-INSANE BLOGGER ask????;P

Wishing all the readers...................A very Happy New Year, may the blessings of gods, GODS, Lord Ganesh or Lord Krishna, Jesus, Virgin Mary, the Holy Ghost, as well as the Lord Buddha bless YOUR LIFES.........................

Night of BONKERS

Maybe the time for MCC to blog further still has not come to an end yet; as the LIFE is still going on. Apart from that, it is easier than done................However, the owner of the so called digital cam still has not come forward to take back the stuff. Whatever in his or her right state of mind to lend to a complete stranger whom YOU have no relation with and the 'BURDEN' is definitely making this MCC more MCC than usual.

In short, crappier than usual; unhappy that the person has no TIME to do so................Other than that, it is even worse than being caught by a policeman for the things which YOU have no idea what it meant........................Even if know the meaning of this transactions; do not mean it is a definite YES.......................

Moreover, this person is trying to make another person's LIFE misreable and it is not very NICE to do so for your information...................Whoever you are or whatever you are or wherever you are..............................Can it be a PLAYBOY who is looking for a nice outlet to use the charms or the CASANOVA to woo or outwit or the ULTIMATE BONKER who has no proper state of mind at the moment but more of AIMING to make one feel BURDEN......
PLEASE, MAY THE OWNER RECLAIM BACK THE CAM.....................IF NOT..........YOU WOULD BE SORRY.................................And it is driving this MCC to the edge of insanity keeping this cam........................AND IT IS NOT FUNNY AT ALL......!!!!!!!!!

Dear Santa

This is the first time; MCC is writting this letter to Santa Claus. Just out of curiousity to fulfill this childhood dream to communicate with Santa Claus. Partly, it was part of the influence from Christian friends as well as is it true there is Santa Claus???

The letter :

Dear Santa,

I come from a family who has just enough of everything to survive on. Although; times has had been hard at times but Mummy and Daddy tried to make the best for my sister and me. Money do not come easy and the happiness Mummy and Daddy taught us the values of money not to be wasted unnecessarily, and not comparing with those who are well off than us or have better homes than us.

It was very sad for my sister and me to see Mummy and Daddy to work so hard to support our education, to put food on the table, to try to give us things that they wish to had when they were younger but they doted on us. Sometimes Santa; I wish I can tell this to someone to whom I can really trust not on the value of possesions or materials which is the latest in the up and coming market...............Santa; I wish to tell to that special someone not to feel so inferior because of the salary, material gains or the latest gadgets in the market..............For this person to understand, the value of money is gained not by stealing, killing, or in illegal methods but by morality in gaining the money.

Apart from that Santa, how I wish I am able to tell to that special someone it is important that simple things like spending time together, learning about each other upbringing or values, talking, watching movie, going for a walk in park or jogging or even working out together................For Santa, I don't know how to tell to that person because I am not even sure whether the person is ready to talk to me yet. Dear Santa, can you tell me what to do???

Finders' Keepers

Okay, call this lunatic a what??? As a matter of fact, how would anyone could lend out so freely a digital camera which is so expensive to a stranger whom one hardly know??? This really scared the hell out of this blogger here................Not forgetting tomorrow is also the she-doctor appointment for the LUMP.................Sigh...........Will this Insanity Streak ever end at all??

Whateverlah...............One would be putting it.................Maybe the past is catching up on one's LIFE if this will ever STOPS??? Like the Spice Girl songs which is playing right now........Will figure out how to upload to this blog for your entertainment pleasure........It sure rocks right now.. Cheering this blogger with such dull no one online to yak right now; it figures now is not the ungodly hour to yak.....................Particularly the night is yet still young to be fantasizing...........

With such sexy voices...................As well; as lunatic imagination...................Running amok together with the song playing right now.................Continuing from this lunatic blabbing away for now........................What do you think??? For starters???? Still need more figuring out this video oneo; techicalities................What do you call..................A dummy in technical stuffy thingy...................in a night like this......................Want to have some fun with the music already so 'susah' already..........................If one more time like that it is going to be so siow already.................Getting another round to Tanjung Rambutan; here this Lunatic is riding all the way there.........................See all of you there...............................
Sigh..........................Will this neverending; neverending ever ends????

The Lump

Today, this MCC went to see a doctor as the pain was unbearable and pretty crampy feeling. It was located nearby the 'sensitive areas' of the arm. It started in the morning and the pain proceeded till now.

The doctor gave painkillers and antibiotic and told this MCC to for follow up check up. The she-doctor has not informed whether there is a requirment to do a biopsy test yet. Neither do this MCC know the lump whether is it cancerous or not yet???? Sometimes it is difficult to predict on LIFE right now.

Better make full use of the enjoyable time and enjoy the most with or without the heartless one. If the heartless one does not even know a thing on what is going on. In fact, learning to appreciate time now and enjoy the peaceful and serene moment. However, with a person saying that there will be a 'partner'..........................If there is a magic wand appearing to do so; then there will be....................We are living NOW and the communication channel is open and also it is difficult to predict what will be the next chess move going to be at the moment.

Heartbreak and Moving On

Life still has to go on, maybe it has never been this LUNATIC. If there is any LUCK at all....................In all cases, as far as it is concern.......................There has never been LUCK for this LUNATIC at all...Just counting all the years working in and working out, going out and chill out with friends more often if possible if not because of the escalating costs in terms of consumption wise...

So many things now are increasing in prices................Jesus Christ, how are we suppose to control our limited income with such high costs.....................Sometimes KARMA works in a very mysterious ways for all of US : don't even know whether it is LOVE, SOCIAL CONTACTS, WORK as well as in NON-PROFIT ORGANIZATIONS........................There are words popping out now; dearies:-

Maybe LIFE has a
Different ways to
Make more ways
Than one

To find out what is
Really important
In terms of relationships
In terms of friendships

Not just anything now
Merely crying out
From the HEART now
Tearing inside out

Wondering and wandering still
In fact, if there is anyone
Who will actually understand
This CRAZY LUNATIC at all???

Sometimes DREAMS will be DREAMS
Not just merely EXPERIENCES
But also from perceptions
Moreover coming from

No one who one will come to TRUST
HEARTBREAKS is more of a TERM
It is DIFFICULT now
For once and also for all

Until now.....................Dearie readers..........................

Miss You Like Crazy

After listening to this song in the car; driving back home and also making sure this MCC really clear on the feelings.....................Surely, want to cry badly...............and do not know who to pour out what is really inside the mind and heart right now. Not even the doc can help this MCC NOW.........................

Imagine; your own father was referring to the fact : If you have a grandchild; I would build the rail in the house. If there is a possibility at all in the first place........................There are so many ifs' now at the moment..................Would you want to know what is driving this MCC at the edge of insanity right now???

Wondering still, anyway.......................what is LIFE anyway when there is HEARTBREAK and also FEELINGS.......................It is not easy to disclose such PERSONAL issue in the blog; as this place is the only area whereby blogging is an option but not a solution...............Like writting out to clear the mess in this CRAZY brain of this MCC at this particular moment...

Yeah...............right if there is a knight in shining armour who would actually sweep you off the feet.....................Very funny, come to think of it.................Maybe................Maybe......................
If only SOMEONE would be ABLE to HEAR or even LISTEN to this MCC crapping at the moment...................Would ANYONE at ALL ????!!!!!

Such frusrations; sometimes can eat up into someone's soul..................Letting them out to the wrong person would be a CRIME to INJURE ANOTHER'S feelings..............And it would not be fair.................AT ALL........................The only PERSON...................ISN'T EVEN HERE AT ALL......