Miss You Like Crazy

After listening to this song in the car; driving back home and also making sure this MCC really clear on the feelings.....................Surely, want to cry badly...............and do not know who to pour out what is really inside the mind and heart right now. Not even the doc can help this MCC NOW.........................

Imagine; your own father was referring to the fact : If you have a grandchild; I would build the rail in the house. If there is a possibility at all in the first place........................There are so many ifs' now at the moment..................Would you want to know what is driving this MCC at the edge of insanity right now???

Wondering still, anyway.......................what is LIFE anyway when there is HEARTBREAK and also FEELINGS.......................It is not easy to disclose such PERSONAL issue in the blog; as this place is the only area whereby blogging is an option but not a solution...............Like writting out to clear the mess in this CRAZY brain of this MCC at this particular moment...

Yeah...............right if there is a knight in shining armour who would actually sweep you off the feet.....................Very funny, come to think of it.................Maybe................Maybe......................
If only SOMEONE would be ABLE to HEAR or even LISTEN to this MCC crapping at the moment...................Would ANYONE at ALL ????!!!!!

Such frusrations; sometimes can eat up into someone's soul..................Letting them out to the wrong person would be a CRIME to INJURE ANOTHER'S feelings..............And it would not be fair.................AT ALL........................The only PERSON...................ISN'T EVEN HERE AT ALL......