AM is a DYNAMITE!!!

Okay, okay..............maybe a bit too.....................overhauling way excited or bursting with happiness...................Finally.....................Get to meet my IDOL in PERSON....................After a period of one year......................Learn a lot from her enthusiasm in things which she loves doing or putting all of her LOVE, PASSION, as well as her EQ,IQ, whatsoever..................this crazy blogger can think of at the moment..................Although the journey was pretty tiring.....and a good one.....................TOO.....................

However, sometimes we cannot be too overconfident in what we are doing at the moment......
Not criticizing at the moment but ...................We may not have the advancement of technologies but we have the EXPERIENCES which makes the WHOLE lots of Differences......Call this MCC memang MCC at the moment while listening to the Passage of Time to digest the brain to blog at the moment after suffering from the SEVERE DEPRESSION...................from blogging.....................Sorry about that, dearies.................Hmmmm.......

Revealing my idol......................So sorry lah....................Afterwards...........So PAISEH......DOH...Imagine this MCC...................Cannot help imagining things at the moment...................Sigh....Okay thanks a lot to the SAMPATness...................being infected.............Wonder how long to be disinfected................Of this disease....................

Let's put the words buzzing out at the moment:-

Life at the moment
It is as usual
Nothing interesting
But more people keeps on asking

The usual, DOH questions
For the person of my age
Why aren't you not married yet?
Hello, as though I know when

In short, saving $$$
For the 'coffin days' to come by
Laugh so if you want
Inflation is skyrocketing like nobody business

Screaming at the moment
With the high cost of living
A dollar with a dollar
At the moment

Enjoying LIFE at the moment
Taking a moment each TIME
Sorrows, Bitterness, Tears
Comes together with Laughter, Happiness, Joyfulness

Yet to know what Mother Nature
Has in store for MCC
Equivalent to Mong Cha Cha
Not the normal Kopi Cha Cha

How nice if this Cha Cha
Can be the Cha Cha Chamba
For the usual fun in Salsa, Ramba Dance
May your dreams will always come true

Like the songs from Cinderella
Dream on like we usually do
They keep us alive
With the determination, courage, strength

Like Ajahnn 'Bra' also mentions make sure always give yourselves 'self praise'.................Dearies you will know who is the Bhante this MCC is talking about........Keep on waiting..........

Decisions, Decisions

Let's face it how pathetic can a person get??? Or this question is a really a BONKER one for you to ponder upon??? Yikes..................Maybe; this drain out brain or energy need to go on VACATION to CLEAR the HEADS................!!!!!!!!!!!?????!!!!!!

Jesus Christ!!! Now already start bonkering non-stop on nonsense things again...............How much can you get with the value of this blogger who is actually on the waiting list to Hospital Bahagia....................Wonder how long is this doc diagnostic going to take him anyway????

Okay,okay.................Still kicking and screaming all the way because tomorrow is also another working day....................Also complaining because the weekend pass until so fast................Not enough time to take a deep breath or even enjoy on some of the things which I will enjoy doing like going for movies, 'lepaking' with Mother Nature doing nothing but enjoying the fresh air of salt sea water or even breeze...........................Brother.................Look at it this way..................This is LIFE at the MOMENT..................

Sometimes.............Still think haven't done ENOUGH YET..................Funny when YOU come to think of it.........................Looks like having SEVERE DEPRESSION in BLOGGERING by looking at the symptoms of craziness in words popping out of nowhere and in here and there..........................

Dear readers, have this crazy blogger lost the 'TOUCH'????? Better ponder and find out the next time...........................Yikes........................More things to come ahead....................

Chronicles of Puzzles

Call it the 'attack of the bloggering' syndrome again........................Okay, maybe in a way this blogger is way too.........................Toooooooooooooo......................If it were to be elaborated any further on details...............this entire blogsphere is going to be bombasted with non-sense around the words of description.............

In fact, LIFE is very short.......................Make ado with something more or something less.........Put it this way......................Just do what you have on hands rather than to wait for the sky to fall on your lap.................Literally this is the term that this crazy blogger is able to think of at the moment................Don't why but words just popping out of nowhere............................Crazy enough..................Still waiting list to Hospital Bahagia anyway................Only waiting the diagnostics from the doc..................You know who is the doc..............

On top of that, LIFE is PUZZLES.......................all the way.................Bits and pieces which need to be used for OUR growth in terms of mental health, spirituality, emotions, physical as well as other social networkings.......................NO ONE is PERFECT......................THE only PERFECTIONS WE are able to find are in MOTHER NATURE....................Rambling non-sense again.....................What to do...................At such hour....................

When WE are FATED........................or FITTED................Would YOU try to make a difference or just be YOURSELF and TELL the person what is deep down in YOUR HEART......That NO ONE will get to know.......................The question is whether or not....................these PUZZLES, but the MATTER of WORKING towards THE SAME GOALS..............It is like FAMILY..........There would be UPS and DOWNS......................or even UNEXPECTEDNESS.............

Have you ever cried for someone whom you know is suffering but do not know how to help the person??? This blogger did and could not stop the tears..................but just dripping non-stop because knowing the person was suffering and do not even know how...............to do so...
This was one of those moments.......................It happened on few occasions..........Maybe, just maybe the 'sixth sense'.................Do not know whether it is inherited or heredity from the families either.....................TEARS................If you are able to stop them from dripping down......

Kicking and Screaming

At least with the title above, has already reflected that this blogger is still very much ALIVE!!!On top of that, the person is........................How am I suppose to describe the person.......Maybe..................just maybe I was very wrong about the person anyway..................VERY WRONG....Is there such thing a FAIRYTALE??? Pretty much in questioning modes...................Too many questions to ask and too many things that need to know......................

Very much in wanting to LEARN more, too many things still left undone................have not experience, or even getting to LEARN them.............Still need to leave a WILL and there is NO STAMP at ALL on this BLOGGER life......................In fact, a person's LIFE is suppose to be PRIVATE and CONFIDENTIAL and not to be revealed to the PUBLIC, or even to be publicised....................As EVERYONE needs a PERSONAL SPACE to be kept PERSONAL......Even a well known or popular people would want to keep their LIFES to themselves.............In short, we are unlike the Hollywood, Bollywood, HongKongwood celebrities...............That is for your additional information......................

Better to stay below radar, stay away from crowds, or even high profile functions before anyone recognizes you...................It is better that way, remain 'unknown' or 'annoymous'.......For this blogger it is for the best of both worlds...............You are able to remain 'grounded' or 'down to earth' while doing the WORKS which YOU have the passion doing without getting 'tired' or even 'worn down'..................Looks like the battery need to be 'recharged' or a 'long vacation'.......................In order to get the momentum back....................

STILL very much LEARNING.....................Every step is still a LEARNING PROCESS and it has never ends.......................AT ALL.................Maybe the thirst is still there....................Quenching the thirst looks like it will take AGES.................to do so.................Anyway, let NATURE takes care of itself.....................Mother Nature works in mysterious ways.................Let's not be skeptical about KARMA or about LIFE...............WE are still in God's Hands................Christians would be calling them....................

A Day of A Life

Do not know how this title will pop out of nowhere; partly because of the expectation on one put on oneself....................Yet, did not mean to hurt another person feelings because this blogger here is not a 'showy' type of character. The label 'freak' always appear in this brain of this blogger because during schooldays other peers would actually say out or bully another person by saying that person is a 'freak'. It had happened many times not once, can put them in short when the person has a different type of interests or 'herdy' or 'follow the crowd'.
Maybe, did not realize how this would effect part of this blogger social network.....................

Sometimes with this 'label' stick into a person brain unconsciously and carry this type of appearance of a 'freak' looks like. It actually came out all out today to the unexpected person whom this blogger is quite close to. Wonder how many years it had been in this blogger brain unconsciously thinking it would be 'letting go' the title of 'freak' . Apart from that, intend to go for medical check up meaning the full medical check up on inside out of the body. Still need to find out on the cause of the lump.

Anyway, LIFE is not meant to be on self pity or self depreciating on values of LIFE even on ANYTHING on POWER, MONEY, MATERALS LUXURIES or even 5 stars LIFESTYLES of the RICH and FAMOUS. Wishing that somethings would be 'different' for a change instead of just routines or 'automatic mode'. In fact, like there is anything new except for the digital camera which bought today the Canon Powershot 5s IS and it was pretty worth the deal which is only RM1,4XX and the European rechargeable battery inclusive of charger is about RM1XX totalling about RM1,6XX. Not forgetting the goodies which came along with the camera. At least, taking events or interesting on-going events as well playing with the features and the technical aspects of the camera would be another good idea to keep occupy for a change. Hoping and wishing that Fairy godmother would appear to turn the ugly duckling into a swan. Sigh...............imagination just go 'amok' again. Dearies...........

Looks like this blogging would keep on crapping non-stop, just to clear the 'mess' inside this blogger brain...................For a while longer than usual.................Sigh.............The wonderful clear blue skies, the green green grass by the river banks, the birds humming away with their tunes, the vast mountains..................Wow.............Just imagining those sceneries and sounds make the heart flutter.....................Wanting to go to all of these beautiful sights and scenes of untouched Mother Nature...................The wonders of them.................

Finally 2008???

Okay, forget about the singing or the dancing away 'All Night Long' to celebrate the new age of Year 2008. By the way it is also the Year of the RAT....................Chinese beliefs...................Imagine being Chinese with the folk tales, fairy tales, grandparents' stories and more from others.........................Can never get tired just listening to their fascinating stories.................No wonder in CHINA there are so many places so UNTOUCHABLES.........................Just a LUNATIC interpretation on the way how THINGS are..................

In fact, there are so many surprises in store at the moment....................Do not know whether what to consider them???? Name it the INSANITY syndrome coupled with SAMPATness..........Moreover.............these surprises seem to be quite interesting, funny, heartrendering, touching, quite romantic..................If keep on telling out then these would not be a person's moments.....Oh well, let's just sit down and relax with a cup of tea and watch how LIFE has in store............

Although, this LUNATIC here already have people pestering to start producing the next generation.............Ahem.......Don't forget you need the opposite gender to do so.........Not forgetting age is also catching up......................And people keep on reminding this LUNATIC on the AGE FACTORLOGY...............Cool it.............people............What about you???Nevertheless; it is also a silver lining in the cloud.............................That's all..........................

Need to maintain mental health, physical health, diet, spiritual, emotional, social network as well as social work workloads in the non-profit organization...................Almost forgot............Working as well need to be fully alert....................AT ALL TIMES.......................
What do I wish for NOW???

Silly notions from the animated movies from various Walt Disney:

1. A girl best friend is a diamond ring (Would this blogger get married???).
2. Keep the figure like the hour glass : eg. like Jennifer Lopez (currently expecting twins
before she was pregnant).................Vava Voom!!!
3. A knight in shining armour.....................(Okay : inform this blogger is it a joke???)
4. Invest in properties or land......................($$$$$$$$ keeps on increasing)
5. Sing like Ariel (The Little Mermaid)......or Jasmine (Aladdin)......Celine Dion.....If the sky ever
falls down................to EARTH......not forgetting Belle (Beauty and the Beast)
6. Don't Worry Be Happy (The Lion King)..............Now if this ever works.....??!!! At TIMES
7. Would this blogger turn out like Fiona (Shrek, I,II,III);P......
8. How would this blogger turn out from the YEARS........???Which Disney character would
this blogger be???

Enough is enough of the beginning ramblings of such nonsense already.......Aiyoh sudah beh tahan ..................With the crappings, bloggerings.........................When will this ever end????