Taking Lives

Wondering why such title popped up??? Well, this simpleton is pretty in an unusual state of mind at the moment.............If this can be answered then the blog would not have appeared in the first place dear readers............First, this 'simpleton' was wondering if there is any existence of 'Mr. Right'....Put it this way it is an irony statement because there are plenty of CASONOVA everywhere......Hehehehehe; no doubts about it......................As another factor would the career advancement............Not forgetting on friends,fiends,colleagues, new friends as well as new business associates and even acquaintances whom this simpleton have met along the way........................Lacking in lots of areas though, one would find them..........

Still contemplating whether to create another blog......as this simpleton have not been receiving any comments about anything at the moment.......Maybe it is the facts which have been put in daily that applies in our daily lifes...........Well, we do everytime anyway......not forgetting that we are the 'homo sapiens'........dear readers......A lot to catching up to do in my career field in terms of technical, adminstrations, accountings, as well as other areas........Lots of homework still need to be done..............Such irony we face daily......that is UNSATISFACTORIES...........

Okay, okay........the demand that this simpleton instill in terms of workwise, community services; everyone would be complaining too difficult to achieve the standards set by this simpleton is way 'too high' or 'unreachable'.............Let's put in the other person's shoe.......If a person is able to do that particular task WHY NOT YOU???????It is a matter of EFFORT......Time efficiency, management, as well as 'double multi-tasking'...........In other words, increase the capacity of an individual's production capacity or 'productivity'..........Nothing is impossible to achieve when you have put your mind into it..........

It is better than be bullied when no one teaches you to do any work but rely on your own common sense as well as initiatives to learn the jobs or tasks............Those were the days........This simpleton do not wish to venture into such 'past years' anyway.........It was way too 'harsh' or 'TOUGH'...............

Think about dear readers........Just an update......still to come........

To Be Or Not

Well, in terms of such title; one would think why is this 'simpleton' is up to today??? In fact, this 'simpleton' at the moment now is still thinking is that such thing as 'yours truly'. My dear readers you would be able to understand so; in different terms in : emotional, spiritual, or even career.

Let's put it in a nicer way, is there such thing nowadays. After watching the Hallmark movie on 'Mom at sixteen'............that certainly put me into thinking mode. What do you expect anyway? Imagine being pregnant at the age of fifteen and a mum at sixteen.............This simpleton can't imagine being pregnant.........it's way too complicated at the moment. Not only that, there some 'unspoken rules or boundaries' which need to be laid out. Moreover, if this 'simpleton' do own a business ; at this moment it is way too much burden as managing a business requires an 'art or subtleness' in handling people and even managing them. The return of capital is one of them as well as maintaining the business at the tip top condition is another factor to keep ahead of current and upcoming competitors........as well........not only that $$$$$$..................is another one major reason.........

One would think being your own boss is better than being employed. There are pros and cons; in both sides as a boss as well as an employee. Being your own boss is 24hours looking after your own 'baby business' then being an employee 'no worries about baby business'........The returns being your own boss is definitely higher than an employee.............I mean many times higher........in terms of $$$$$ as well as social network circuit........Still learning on the social network circuit...............need more improving........more ideas and more inspiration to help this blog to continue if not........'very susah'.........

It is a responsibilities...........to come to terms in values, social norms, networking and certain 'mannerism' for certain people.......still lots more to learn from 'boss'.........long way more to learn some more.........What to do.......'this new pork chop'..........not 'old ginger' for those who are very very experienced........Experience can not be bought and it is priceless...........

Enjoying LIFE.........at the moment before the hectic period comes.........can't wait for that anyway.......more work better still.........

Possibilities

One would have thought that this 'non-sense' simpleton is up to the usual stuff again. When one's thought in provoking a certain 'nerves' then one would think that this person has already 'screwed up'. That term is way too 'harsh' if it were to be put in such a 'nasty way'.

In fact, LIFE can put us in different forms and sizes. Apart from that, we can actually see through the terms and conditions arising from there. As such, LIFE will always be a part of CIRCUS. You are talking about a 'clown here' and I REALLY mean it!!!!

This simpleton clown have this certain habit in 'insanity streak'. Well, one would think if this simpleton 'memang ada "something wrong or not".........So, readers what do you think at this very moment. Sometimes, when your brain is not itself; it rather weary and very 'humph'.......hmmmmmmmm

Okay, okay less dramatic now but at least now the nerves are still steady after the months of training by my lady boss. Trust me, one would even think that I am a trader.........What a joke!!!!!!Hhaahhaaha........Let's not blogger on this issue.

After so many years of 'tough training and condemning as well as distrustness'...........Sometimes it can be pretty hard to be 'soft and gentle' again..........What this simpleton mean 'normal nerves and natural'.............Pretty hard to swallow isn't it dear readers don't you think?????? Well; just ponder and see you next time......

Confusion

Put it this way, when your state of mind is 'in confusion' what is the first thing are you going to do? Rest your head and continue to think in a logical manner. As such, there is a thing call 'calm your bloody head'. In fact, no wonder we could be in such a state of mind. Anyway, we are all humans.

So, there is no doubt about it. The people whom we meet in our daily affairs as well as in our community services; can really affect us in different manners. Just in short, we are influencing everyone as well as others would influence us without us knowing them. Look, maybe I may not be that 'genius' or 'intelligent' like some smart scholars with scholarships or even super Einstein in the making. Maybe this simpleton is way too 'simple' in the sense of 'kampung ah lien' at the moment.

Not only that, sometimes the strain of nerves can be put into maximum limit. Exactly like this whole week and the coming week to come. As such, isn't it a confusion in a state of mind at the moment. You are really, really, really talking about real NUTS CASE here readers. Do you want to know why readers?????? This simpleton is also in ????????? at the moment.

See you next time when this simpleton is not in ???????

Perception

The concept of perception is more on how we look at life. Well, different people go through different phases of experiences which would eventually mould the personalities. In fact, the term being used is a bit too broad in a sense of sensibility at the moment.

If it were to put them in a proper wordings, these perception will actually take ages to explain in sciences and also in arts. Let's not dwell into the terminology of words it would make it more confusing. As such, the more experiences we go through the more issues we need to take note of. Some may put them as small issues; others may put them as big issues. When we set our mind to make some things possible..................nothing will become impossible.

AS DREAMS COME ALONG AS WE MAKE THEM HAPPEN NOTHING WILL BECOME IMPOSSIBLE...........JUST TAG ALONG WITH THE WAVES AS WE LEARN TO SURF THEM IN A BETTER METHOD TO HANDLE PROBLEMS..................

Becoming too Einstein again........what to do.......this type of thing is a style or learning is when we absorb what we can not just let them pass through just for nothing...................Mother Nature gives us this....................

Life As A Joke

Another chapter of another day, as usual an inspiration for a 'craft' or 'art' done is neverending. As such, not one day we have never learnt.........Learning still............unable to take note on what is happening in one's mind. Well, this JOKER is having endless work that need to be done.

Not only, we have this LIFETIME to and many more to come. Yet........unable to foretell the future but still sitting in the presence.......and keen to absorb as much as possible. Anyway, that is the MAIN FUNCTION FOR OUR BRAIN......do not let them laze too much or we will end up become more LAZY.......Hehehe......talking about laziness sure beats this JOKER once before on this issue. You can put it in anyway you want them to be......it's your opinions and your thinking style......We do have our own style to accomodate other people or should I say be 'flexible' or even 'crafty'............

This JOKER sure put world in an entirely different perspective in terms of LIFE.......maybe HARSHNESS OR TOO MUCH HARSHNESS..........had been 'implanted' or 'ingrained'..........now is slowly turning into 'different'.........Maybe yet to be known to others.........Only this JOKER would know only......It's off limits......to those..........hmmmmm.......

Just laugh away and you would feel more 'in tune' with your own 'nature' and even 'mind and heart'........Talking Einstein again.......Never mind just keep on SURFING.........and REMEMBER WE HAVE NOT STOPPED THE WAVE........WE ARE NOT ENLIGHTENED YET BY THE WAY....

Laughter is the best medicine........for all of us.........Each day, no matter near or far but we know TIME HEALS THE WOUND........

Law of Attraction

Well, this title is exactly the same as the movie which were potrayed by Pierce Brosnan and Julianne Moore. In fact, this is just................part of the title. What this title means in depth can lie in many layers. Not only that, we are the CREATORS...............in short what we can think in our mind we are able to do them irregardless of whatever the scenario is going to be.

Other than that, this thing came about after a show with a few of my friends today. It was pretty interesting.......put it in short. As a matter of fact, it is true when we LOVE ourselves more than we can give our LOVE to others................it comes overflowing.

Thanked GOD that I had known him before and also thanked the ENLIGHTENED ONE for bringing more INSPIRATIONS and more FRIENDS as well as SPIRITUAL FRIENDS when this simpleton is getting involved with too many activities to handle at the moment. As such, there are so many experiences that we actually take them for granted. These experiences are the ones that SHAPE us always, no matter where we are.............like NOW.

Dear readers what this simpleton is trying to say is that we are able to accomplish GREATER works and GREATER DREAMS..................and WE ARE ALWAYS ONE STEP AHEAD.........of the rest. Take good care of yourselves dear readers; there is always LOVE out there...........See you when we have REACHED OUR DREAMS and ACHIEVE THEM NOW............JUST DO IT...........when in no good mood please try to visualize the baby's smile or laughter.......and everything will disappear.......and our mood will change.......because of their innocence towards LIFE...........

Insanity Streak

Alright dear readers, why not for a change being insane for a while. Wondering why such title come out of nowhere???Well, this insane simpleton have the tendency to go 'insane in terms of writting, verbal or even really out of mind'. Put it your way of insanity for your own sake. Hmmmmhmmmm............In fact, this simpleton is kinda of enjoying it at the moment at the mercy of someone; if that someone....................well put it 'driving another one nuts'..........or 'what the hell are you trying to do????'.....................Please forgive my language at the moment, as still trying to figure out what is going on inside this simpleton 'mind'.................This simpleton would like that very much to know.

Moreover, this is just part of the simpleton character................No wonder 'this nut case' is just a mere away from the 'nuts house' at the moment.........Just kidding folks...........No worries about that as LIFE is just the way the simpleton is living now as well............as nothing..........Okay...............okay.......maybe a bit too 'agressive in nature in terms of workwise'.................that is just one part of 'workaholic and want more challenges'....................Still hungry for more new stuff to 'work out the brain,emotions and physical as well as stamina'..............

Hey, everything in the package need to be maintained if not 'how to jalan' in proper condition and the 'recharging' part is always postponing.........Maybe enjoying too much at the moment, to go for 'recharging'.........Ahahahahaha........something just went through in this simpleton mind at the moment but do not know what the heck is that thing..........That is one major problem 'short term memory disease'.........................Everytime happen like that wah..........This simpleton is going to start crying soon already and also 'checking on the budget daily and investments'......Another disease is yet to be known dear readers............In time to come.....see what types of disease start cropping out soon...................

Everything needs to look after one lor...........If not very 'susah'.......Other than that $$$$$$ do not come that easily.......Need them for rainy days like today lor.......Aiyo.....this 'kampung ah lien' going to be admitted to the asylum soon enough liau...........Any idea where to put this simpleton now???? Well, LIFE sure 'playing a lot'............'with this simpleton'....................
How do you think..........what do you think??????Aiyoh.....aiyoh.........Back to Singlish again liau

Try to figure this out............I DARE YOU.........Hehehehehe.......hehehehe........Enjoy while you can dear readers..............Why do you think this title arrive today, why not yesterday or even tomorrow????? Sometimes Mother Nature does has her 'tricks' and 'ways' in one way or the other forms. We may not see them now but maybe later...................

True

Have we ever wonder the path we are walking now? Now still at loss for words at the moment. Apart from that, if this simpleton have the answers then this blog would not even appear in the first place. Maybe this feeling is ever so true. Ever wonder why???? Am still wondering so. Still in between realities and fairytales. Very funny don't you think so? Yet this simpleton is still wondering if this feeling is just only hallucinations and imaginations.

Ought to take more rest and keep a really clear head. If it is really true; then LIFE must be 'playing with me' or 'testing my endurance and feelings'. Do you want to admit me to an asylum???Please do so, if you think this is the case. Hehehehe..........well, put it in a more sane way maybe still need a lot of sleep at the moment. Need to be level headed to be at work and more of social and community work. More ideas need to be churned out at the moment. Need more inspirations and aspirations in order for things to happen.

Inspirations and aspirations they are the most important things for IDEAS to be CREATED and to make them HAPPEN!!! Cannot just sit around and laze around and doing nothing. It would be so not simpleton. No wonder those who know this simpleton would start calling 'too workalcoholic'.......at least better than 'alcoholic' mah......What do you think dear readers???

Trust me even the simplest smiles and laughters from a baby can make a big DIFFERENCE in a simpleton LIFE. Cannot help it .............maybe children do make me forget that this simpleton is still a working adult. They maybe young but they do remind us the value of LIFE...........as it is. No wonder this simple minded person is so 'simple'.............Hmmmm
hmmmmmm...........dear readers do you want to make a guess????

A feeling will remain a true feeling but still wondering how true is true.....................................
Becoming too analyzing at the moment.......and also still guessing.......Ever wonder if there is such thing call..........never mind about the the terminology for that.......Everything is determined by how the 'magic wand in ourselves' make them work...........Dear readers continue guessing..........still a 'simple minded' person. Never a day without learning we are doing each time and never do we give up upon ourselves.................

Maybe this simpleton is just imagining the feelings at the moment........and
they may not be true..........But it is so crystal clear and maybe way too scary as well as intimidating and 'sudden'. Just don't know how to approach such situation.........and way too.........just don't know how to describe them.......Ohoah.......going overboard again..................

Annoymous or Nagging

Once an idea starts coming and the rest would start bloggering down.......Sometimes it can be very weary and also tiring......Especially keeping a clear head in work and also in both social, community as well as gathering functions. Well, annoymous is my name and annoymous will I always be. Preferably without anyone knowing than my closest friends and some kalaya mitras know them......We are learning everyday from each other. One reason, keeping out of sight and out of mind from others is still the best solution at the moment; that I am able to think of at the moment. Apart from that also making sure that my dates are always right instead of confusing one date to the other on different functions or events. Sure beat the hell out of me anyway!!! Forgive my language at the moment......as just come out from my brain.

In fact, starting this blog was merely 'toying with an idea'. Still doubting on this 'idea' well maybe it is still at an early stage. What do you expect anyway?Fairy godmother will fly up here and wave her magic wand and this Plain Jane can turn into Cinderella......Fat chance; we are able to find them in fairytales..........Fairytales..........Just fairytales.....Pretty irony don't you think??? Moreover, this Plain Jane still have many more questions still remain inside..........unable to tell out. These things better remain inside this Plain Jane. Facts will be facts.........Speaking out from the mind; and not just merely without any both 'heart and mind'..........We come in these packages.......Do not forget all of you do have 'HEART'..........

Magic or miracles..................Some would call them as such. We make miracles happen and even magic happen. The magic wand is always inside of you and is only how you would want them to work. Maybe.................just maybe such miracles happen to some people. We need not have to look so hard; they maybe right in front of our eyes and we do not realize that they are there.
Let LIFE teach us something and also let MOTHER NATURE do her work.........We are from her aren't we?????

Dreams

As we dream along
Each day do we see
How is the day??
One would ask

Thy' would answer
How would one would know???
GOD or not am I??
So.......dreams come along

We make ado
On what we do believe in
Sheer mischief like a baby's smile
Or a baby's laughter

Melt one's heart
Immediately and all feelings forgotten
Yet, feeling lightness and happiness
Just only just a while

Thy' may not see it
Such innocence make one sigh
Wishing each day like a fairytale
We make each day as we go

By link or by KARMA
Do we see upon ourselves
Are we who we are right NOW???
Like NOW......

Maybe out of sheer curiousity
Do we make amends or just out of pure enjoyment
Of one's ego and one's looks
Hey.......looks can 'kill' or 'murder'

Someone immediately
Not just by stares or looking
No action and no talk given
Is that a 'YES' or a 'NO'

What do you think????

Heart To Heart

Alright enough of wishy-washy at the moment from each blog written; just going straight to the point. Every person would wish for another person to understand his/her thinking or 'perception' in the daily life that we are going through. Not just another 'knight in shining armour come to rescue a damsel in distress'. These type of stories we will only find them in fairytales like Brothers' Grimms or Andersens'..........Those were my dreamland books ever since I was young. Maybe they did put an impact on how these tenderness can be found in their writting styles which indirectly affect this simpleton writting habits.

Okay.....okay.....this simpleton is still a 'dreamer'......in fairytale land...until now. No wonder; sometimes the wordings or the phrases we read from books actually influence the way we speak or carry ourselves. In fact, consider it 'to be a curse or blessings' some may put it their way. Other people thinking you would not be able to stop them.........By right, at this hour this simpleton is still struggling over a dilemma.....This dilemma only this simpleton only knows.......
Everyone wants to matchmake you that is a 'problem or a curse'......?????!!!! Hey, this is not a 'marketplace for you to choose vegetables'........Moreover, it takes one to know one.......You know what I mean on this issue......................Like this simpleton always mention 'fate will determine' or 'fate will be helping' the couples.........Everything depends on conditions or the right circumstances if the person is the 'right one for you'..........

Too 'dramatic' at the moment when this simpleton put it in such a way.....What do you expect when everyone wants you to 'get hooked up'.....Yah......If you have the 'right one'.......................
Hmmmm........let this simpleton analyze a bit of the current situation...........Who knows you better; only yourself right????? Cracking nuts again????Too much analysis sure paralyze this simpleton at the moment............Right now..............the only thing this simpleton or shall I put it 'kampung ah lien'................enjoy LIFE first before get committed.....if not very 'susah'.......'everytime must ask permission'......Aiyo.....that is very 'duh'......'huh'......or 'blah'.....

A person is like a best friend whom you can tell out everything from your greatest fears to your biggest dreams............Hey.....it is not a crime to be like that anyway.....Just embrace LIFE as it is not just taking LIFE to be a threatening; like that no fun already.....Moreover, LIFE is way too short to be wasted away just like that........Look at it this way.....when a person who had gone through LIFE threatening events or even worst case scenario...............Other things do not seem to matter that much anyway.......

If a guy wants to date this simpleton maybe 'the first thing he would be the first person to run away first'..........Heheheheheheh......... too frightening to deal with me; too fierce or just too hot tempered to be handled by anyone...........Want another fight?????Or another screaming match or arguements over nonsense issues?????? Better keep your opinions to yourself......you may get burnt or even a really bruised ego to LIVE with at the moment..............That person ought to know what does it mean 'heart to heart' or 'to really love and understand' who you are and not just by looking or 'staring' at your appearance or body, appreciate how you think and the points in arguements, opinions, brains and not on your society status or wealth status........What this simpleton believe is that the wealth is just by the strength of willpower to generate the amount of wealth, the capabilities and even the strategies........Strategies.....my favourite....all time favourite.....This simpleton may not be a champion in chess or whatever board games but strategies just like Sun Tzi 'Art of War' or the 'Battlefield' is becoming more and more interesting everytime.......Still enjoying them at the moment.........Too much enjoyment at the moment.

Dear readers please understand this is mainly based on this infected blogger reflections only and not all the items written are for real......Everything is mainly on the reflections in LIFE.....Life makes a big part of this blogger......surroundings, people as well as characters...........So, just take note of this blogger stuff is merely on opinions............

Straight From The Heart

Life is full of surprises
Yet to be determined
On the ground on one's has to stand
Not on one's mind yet to be known

The HEART that one's has
Will be the CORE of one's ESSENCE
Everything that have been written
On this little notebook of mine

Will it be considered one's journey
From time to time
Not one but everyone of you
We are treading the same path

Not based upon one's religion or race
But based upon one's HEART
True or untrue it's based upon one's values
Sense of self worth

Sense of values in terms of LIFE
However, we see them
LIFE will always be a JOKE

Talking about a JOKER
Who is still travelling
In this JUNGLE WORLD
Still trekking the unknown

Looking changes
Seeing changes
Experiencing changes
Upon those wishing stars

If there is any left
Still abundance out there
This JOKER
Remain a dreamer always since young............

Forgiven

As years have passed by with a blink of an eye; yet the tendency to FORGIVE,SEEKING FORGIVENESS AND TO BE FORGIVEN, is finally been cleared. No doubts about it; but a hard one to explain my dear readers. Dear readers, you are talking about more than a decade of 'self blaming' process..............it's pretty unusual for a simpleton to explain such matter. Unless the changes that you are going through now; indicate your own 'self worth'...............A matter of fact, your ANSWERS may not come now but TIME HEALS YOUR WOUND....................Irregardless, who you would be meeting from time to time THEY are the ones..............who will give THE IMPACT in our LIFE OR LIVES.............as you put it your way.

Just imagine yourself as a baby, ignorant about LIFE and very well protected by our PARENTS..........look at it from a 'baby point of view'.......................Make LIFE as simple as possible........trying out new things like a child...............How foreign the world would seem to a 'baby's eyes'...............just look at it..........such innocence.........such 'melting eyes'.................trust me even the 'harshest heart or the heart of stone' would surely melt from the baby's gaze........
A baby can make us look back inside our hearts...........what are we now.....................Are we the one before making it 'big' in the world or just 'the old one'..........what I mean readers......the 'unchanged one'............If there is anyway..............

A journey of a LIFETIME.......is not over until we do something meaningful...............and brings more cheers to others irregardless of who they are or what they are..........The most important thing is that serving the community or even social work...................we are bringing meaning that means something to us or our interest.......All of these depends on each individual......Everyone of you there is a boundless potential which you may not have explored at the moment......As well as there is a really good heart inside of you.........Everything takes time for us to REALIZE..............

Better Halves

With the title above, the readers would be quite aware what is in your mind at this very moment??? Well, we have always looked at the grass is greener over the other side. Have we ever wonder if the other side would be wondering the same thing. In short, it is the same with the person over there.

Let's put it this way, when we do not have 'the other half'......we would yearn for it but when we have 'the other half' ........in the first place we would have wished that we would not have met him or her ..........The reason being so is that in every relationship whether it is just a beginning, in the middle or in the end........EFFORTS, LOTS OF LOVE, UNDERSTANDING, ARGUING, COMMUNICATION as well as HEART TO HEART and MAKE SURE : NO SECRETS between both parties........When you look at couples who are in their seventies or eighties; yet they have remained so LOVING...................
The common thing is because both parties are very well aware of each others' characters 'BETTER HALVES'.........This saying so.........it actually reminded this simpleton on a Chinese series with the same title as above........Such irony...........this title would 'pop' up out of nowhere...........in sight.......

Okay.......this it may sound absurd to the readers at the moment; as 'BETTER HALVES' is the best description that I am able to think of now. Why????!!!!!! Why do you think this simpleton is writting at the moment?????!!!!!

No one is able to make a guess on this................as the simpleton is thinking; it is not easy to get a person who would be able to know what is the next sentence going to be or to know how you feel at the moment....................or finish the following sentence for you.....Isn't it called the 'BETTER HALVES'?Okay...okay.....my brain is running a bit too 'wild' at the moment..........In short; imagination is definitely going 'out of control'......at the moment...Hehehehe.....Hmmmmm.............

A person whom you are able to relate your feelings, your thoughts, your dreams, your fears, or even your many things that you would not be able to relate to others and not even to your best friend.............Let's put in a sane perception of this type of person......Am I going nuts???? Or just a figment of my imagination; just creating all of these......???!!!!In fact, if it is a dream.....then slowly let it go one at a time; maybe LIFE is still testing this simpleton......way too simpleminded..................That's why so easy to let people to actually 'exploit'......better term would be 'take advantage'.......................Why so like that one lor????? Just don't believe anything that this simpleton is writting now is 'for real' okay......

Sometimes, LIFE is definitely putting this simpleton one test after the other..........no wonder this simpleton having endless questions.....still unable to answer at the moment........It's pretty odd......Really, really odd..................There is a saying which goes like this 'When it's yours, it's yours..........'

...................Still in the 'sleep mode state'...........

BLOGGERING NEXT TIME..........YET TO CHECK ON THE ROUTINE AND IMPROMPTU ROUTINE OUT OF SHOT.......LIFE IS DEFINITELY FULL OF SURPRISES ONE AFTER ANOTHER............HAPPY SURFING.............TAKE LIFE AS A JOKE AND NOT TOO HARD.......THERE'S LAUGHTER.......THERE'S TEARS.......THERE'S LIFE OUT THERE TO BE EMBRACED ALWAYS................

A Legacy

From time to time, have we asked ourselves this question? What legacy or imprint do we have? Our bodies will decay and rot till smell undescribable to be tolerated......and our faces unrecognizable.....only our legacy.....

What legacy? A simpleton unable to give this answer yet........still learning at this moment and learning death each second....each tick tock time......What do we see ourselves or let others see upon us.....GOD did mention 'Do unto others as you would others to unto'.........

This simpleton is still at loss for words......grew up in a pretty 'dysfunctional' state.....Very weird don't you think so???Still learning and more to come as this LIFE or other LIFES to come.......still learning......Sigh not....worry not......as one would think this simpleton...........
One question after the other.......Never ending questions.....still no answers........

A lifetime if there is anymore yet........yet.......still could not describe that the TEACHINGS of THE ENLIGHTENED ONE we learnt from the Great Chief.........we are all still trying to accept LIFE as there is........we have gained from the Great Chief and his sense of humour in thy' LORD teachings brought down to us by our parents or even our forefathers before us.......Better late than never......we have all LEARNT from each other that this LEGACY left behind by the Great Chief is absolutely PRICELESS and no money can buy that or SPIRITUAL FRIENDS we have are our link and our KARMA......We live each day as we have learnt from the Great Chief.......Thy' teachings have not been forgotten but still practising every second till DEATH do us APART.....

Death is certain.........our LIFES will come across but do not know when.....we still have each other to lean on and LEARNT from no matter age we are in......Old, young, youths or unborn; we are still here......FATHER DEATH we would one day see......

A Tribute To Chief Reverend

As we go through each day
The time for the legacy
Will be coming
As thou' had done

A lifetime of service
To let us know
On how a virtuous
To love, let go and live

We would always
Be in a time of change
Learn from thee'
On the teachings

Of THE ENLIGHTENED ONE
As such the teachings and practice
We would continue so
Let's not cry or mourn

As THE LORD did say once
We LOVE and LEARN
From thy' on the many years
Of laughter and tears

Oh LORD we would hear thee' so
On the teachings have been passed down
From one generation to the other
As LIFE we are in

Worry not of us
Great Chief of Teachings
The teachings and missionaries would continue so
Wait not but we would continue to do

On what Great Chief would wants us
The ENLIGHTENED TEACHINGS
We would practice and practice
Meditating and LOVE no matter who they are

These are your dreams
We would continue on Great Chief
Dreams, as these dreams
We would see them soon................

Unexpected

Alright, put it this way the title above in my opinion would be solely based on 'the perception of life'........There is no 'right or wrong' answers anyway......So what??? Let us all think; throw away whatever 'rubbish, hatred, ignorance, attachments...etc' for momentary.....Just for this moment........only.....There is no harm done at all; pretty unexpected 'huh'....you might be thinking.....What in the world does this simpleton is doing at the moment????Cracking 'nuts again'????Hehehee....hehehe.....

Okay, well in short.....LIFE IS ALWAYS GIVING US CHANCES, LOVES, FRIENDS, AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS......that we have always take them for granted throughout our lives we are doing now at this very moment.......Maybe for a change now the 'unexpected' need to be given a chance to renew all of these 'stuff' MOTHER NATURE has been providing all along.....Hopefully, just hopefully only.....at this very moment......Maybe it is time for a 'new beginning of a beginning' for everyone of us......Theoretically, this statement does not sound 'right' or do you want to 'admit me to an asylum'????At this moment??? Spiritually, we are all connected but somehow or rather..................MOTHER NATURE does has her 'tricks' along the way with 'surprises'.....................Maybe this is where we 'eventually know ourselves better'.........

In fact, maybe we need not 'push ourselves so hard' to the extent we are forgetting our ownselves......This is the lesson....this so called simpleton is LEARNING ......Hey, there is neverending of work anyway........Need not be so 'bossy' or 'self sacrificing' just walk the 'moderation'.......Always noting when there is a RUSH then RUSH......Must also be 'smart and streetwise one mah'........Just straight only.................very dull lah.......Aiyo.....Malaysian style slang already .......See you next time....

"Leech"

Unfortunately, today met with a really, really 'old, dried up leech' who tried to take advantage of the situation. That old 'leech' may be old......forget about 'being nice' on this 'useless arrogant, empty vessel, brainless son of no good breed' staying in this planet Earth!!!! If were given a situation hiring a lawyer and sue up to his pants and make him without a job for good for the rest of his life!!! My age would be 'young' to this 'old sucker leech'........But given a good chance this old 'leech' is going to 'suffer' for the entire time when 'old leech' comes to the office again!!!

That is the main reason; the main 'unforgiven' or 'self unforgiving' that had been going on inside of for far too long........For far too long.....No one will understand this; no one........Let me tell you.....This feeling of 'incomplete' or 'don't know how to explain'.....It is too private and very personal.....too personal to be explained at the moment.

At least, letting go of the 'steam'........from this 'useless, stupid, old leech'.................A REAL DISGRACE TO THE HUMAN RACE FOR YOUR INFORMATION.........What has already done cannot be undone........Don't cry over spill milk......

Okay; just forget about the today's incident.......Continue the next round when 'in the right set of mind'.......Not at this moment....Just not at this moment.......

Life As It Is

When we go upon each day either with hearts filled with feelings unexplained.....sometimes also doubts. Okay; ironically, this is the situation...at the moment but how to explain the inside out of one's hearts to whom you would be able to share with......Maybe; too paranoid or thinking way too much....So what???Saturday night spent time reading......way a lot to catch up with hobbies....been neglecting them lately.....Still precious books...preciousess.......Catching up with movies long time forgotten to enjoy them......Self indulgent for a change once in a while.......Hmmm.......Too......little time on hand but many things that need to be done within a short period of time.

In fact; LIFE is full of surprises for us at this moment.......Right now; spending this type of quality time on writtings don't know whether is it worth the effort but still trying to improve on them.......Juggling work,social and community services as well as with friends.....to catch up with can be 'tricky' in 'quality time management' or 'total quality management'.

Still learning the ropes.......in SURFING......WITH THE WAVES as well as LEARNING.......every second....with TIME....AND AGE.......Put them in a proper way.....AGING WELL and also 'GROWING WITHIN SPIRITUAL HEART'..........Call whatever you like to call them......Malaysian 'style of talking' at this very moment......Simpleton is still a simpleton.......

Looks like LIFE is teaching us every step we are taking now.......TRUE LOVE, FRIENDSHIPS, SPIRITUAL FRIENDS or KALAYA MITRA.........Just SLOW DOWN once in a while and enjoy the beautiful TIME now........Smell the roses, the air (not polluted of course); the wind or even the seaside......sandy beaches......

Still a simple minded mentality....but what do you expect?? Girlfriend only wish has been granted......at the moment....Hopefully 'that chicken' better act fast before getting 'fried' or even 'roasted'.........TIME will tell for them anyway......The other one is really 'mong cha cha'..............Need to 'kick him' a bit.....'to wake him up'...........Are they really 'blur'???? No wonder there is a book called 'Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus'........

"Core"

When we look upon ourselves
The doubts, hopes and aspirations
We longed for
In time to come

Still long way to see
Upon being in 'fairytale land'
Wishing that so
How ironic can that be???

Our mind,body and spirituality
Our "CORE"
Or 'Essence', 'Personality'
Need not be so

We are changing NOW
NOW...........WE ARE
So take upon this chances so
Look upon such

Some foes playing the part of 'Romeo'
To get the part of 'Director' or 'Producer'
Such IRONY for LIFE
Letting them go and living the way

Like a 'simpleton' always do
A simple minded person
Care less nor more
But knowing where the lines are........

Always a simpleton
In heart, mind, body and spirituality
Simpleton life is still the best
In the midst of this complicated WORLD

Why such questions so????
Wondering so???
Not only of fairytales.....
Such wandering souls still searching

Yet to be known the 'RIGHT' one
Still unknown
For this wanderer still lost
In this Amazon jungle of world

Stop!!!Think..........

This time; the unexpected did happen.......but on what terms do these people.....intend to make others' lifes as 'pawns' or 'baits' to gain on something so 'substantial'......It is pretty disheartening...and in short a 'HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT' to the humankinds....

Sometimes; telling the wrong thing to the wrong person is not even right....This error will be rectified soon enough....partly as I am not the opposite sex...how to understand.....these people???In terms of effecting the organization and working environment.....'conflict of interest' and 'antitrust' to the organization which I do not intend to the organization that I am in now.....Too many.........happenings......too fast and too soon.......This organization is one the most 'exciting' and 'mind boggling and challenging' in terms of mentality, endurance, stamina, emotional; social as well as physical well being and the organization's interest on hand'......Trust me nothing comes 'with a bed of roses'.......

Rambling about....these stuff at this hour sure.....unusual for a person like me....Hmmmm......two matchmade couples....are now in progressing stage and 'fate is helping them' unknowingly.......Mother Nature sure has her way of things being done at the moment.......Burdens.....are not self imposed but letting go of them is one process and giving yourself a chance..........is like 'the need to forgive your own' or 'unforgiven' scenario........This term is quite tough to explain now...........Maybe a chance to start on something foreign may be a good change but the results......are always uncertain.....Sure drifting away in a different time zone at the moment........Continue next time.......and see how it goes......

Love

Yet to be said such word
Though sound fragile and strong
With both hearts, minds and faith
Still a question still

Unable to comprehend
Or to dictate
As such a word
Still a whisper so

What compels persons
Saying easily without
Any feelings or understanding
But........unsaid so

How....and WHY
For such readers to think
On WHERE,WHAT and WHY??!!!
Such thoughts coming.......

Maybe.....too much
Just too MUCH.......
Made known on such
Topics on 'issues'......

Spiritually gaining strength
Building its' way
In creating a LIFE
On short span of LIFE

Maybe.....just maybe
HOPE, TRUSTS, FRIENDSHIPS
Just ANEW on
A new WAY.......DREAMS......AMBITIONS

A journey yet to be known
Unknown in the jungle
Still in doubts
Too much.........just bearing THEM

Lighter and much lighter NOW
Brighter........hopes afloat
For a dreamer
Yet a dreamer still.......until now......

Playing 'Cupid'

Okay.....it's kinda fun playing 'stupid cupid' for some frens.......and it did help in giving happiness to others instead of just thinking about yourself....ALL THE TIME.....So....what's up......then what???? Nature would play 'its way' with us.......We just do not know how Mother Nature would do so to us......Still wondering on that particular issue........

At times........we would be 'unforgiving to ourselves' or 'even feeling guilty'.....Just don't ask WHY?????Coz......We are still figuring on that answer anyway..........That's WHY some guys I know only look for gals.....with 'GOOD LOOKS' OR 'GORGEOUS BODY' OR 'SEXY LIPS' OR WHATEVER IN THEIR HAYSTACK BRAINS'..........It's a male chavinist attitude....that's for sure...........There are still such guys exist on this earth....No wonder we are 'poisoning' the Mother Earth at this moment.......

Put it this way.....'even the most chicken guy' I know....has managed to ask my girlfriend to go out for a date......Biodatas.....are not included for THIS BLOG......but it sure makes a difference for my girlfriend to be 'flattered'........'appreciated'......'loved'........'cloud nine'.........If this guy.....being not called a 'chicken' do you think he would be able to ask my girlfriend to go out with him......????? Sometimes.....this 'mama's boy' need to be 'pushed a little'......but it's all fair in love and in war.........Heheheheheh..........looks like one match is done.....and the other couple need a bit more strategy...a little more help than usual....coz they do not know that they are made for each other............'unknowingly'...........HHHmmmmmm.........need a lot more thinking than usual but it's for their happiness............Their happiness.....also means my happiness.....and enjoying seeing people happy.....Don't know WHY and don't ask...........coz.... NO ANSWER..........................

GOD GAVE US LIFE TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.......Our parents nuture us......and gives us LOVES.....so we are able to SHARE THEM.......Sounds pretty......'ironic' I think...................A small change in our lives.....we are able to change ourselves............Ohoh.....ohoh.......going.......downhill again..........'simpleton'.....changing to 'Plain Jane'......Aiyoooo.............oooooooooooooooooooo

Don't expect......anything........in LIFE.......ENJOY WHILE YOU CAN..................

BLOGGER........ING

What have we now in mind at this present moment? Dreading to go back to work tomorrow????The same old routine.......for the past few years.....doing the same thing again....
It's kinda bored.....for some......Hmmm.......Let's not dread about tomorrow coz today still has not passed YET......although it's only a few hours away from tomorrow.....

Remember the song from 'Annie'.....Tomorrow....Tomorrow.......We have yet to known.........
The future is on our hands........Our conscience deep and clear.......as always would guide us.....
Worry none.....Worry nought.......What's there to worry......?????Although problems can be solved or not be solved......WHY WORRY?????These are few of days......that I would be able to spend some time contemplating alone and for my own sake............after weeks of non-stop activities...........Just imagine.......$$$$$$$ as well as TIME.........People we meet.....day in and day out......WORKING ALSO........

Blogging here.....does not mean that I AM VERY FREE......IT'S THE WAY WE MANAGE OUR TIME........Some of the readers' might be thinking how on earth...........TIME comes from????WE only need to set our priorities right.......and learn which is more important in our lifes.....BLOGGING HERE DOES NOT MEAN I MUST TELL YOU EVERYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE OR HOW BLOGGING INFECTED ME IN ONE WAY OR THE OTHER.......GOD SURE WORKS IN HIS MYSTERIOUS WAYS........

One thing for sure......I am definitely happy for that 'old man' blog coz he has made up his mind on how he wants his life to run.......and not confined to the needs to 'fit in'.......It's normal......look inside of you to see what is important and has deep impact meaning.......to make a difference.....Let's not dwell into PAST.......ANYWAY IT'S OVER.......

Put them in our 'ordinary people' term......we can put in 'variety of spice and herbs' in our LIFES.......Hehehehehehe............okay....readers.....going NUTS again........pretty much......Laughing at ourselves..... and with other people.....definitely 'break the ice'........Not necessary must be 'my bad' all the time......So what the heck?????Your 'bad' so what???Their 'bad'???So what????? Is it really that 'bad'?????

Life is not that bad......We may meet someone whom we 'fall in love' with or 'fated'......If there is 'fairy tale situation' involve........Ironic.....for someone so 'simpleton' to think like that......Well, 'matchmaking' is one of the 'moonlightning' hopefully this couple or the other one would be 'match made in heaven' soon.........It's another happy thing to feel joyful about to see one to find 'the other half'.........It's not an easy task to identify....and 'help a little' or 'push a little'..............Hmmmmmmm.......waiting for their invitations....later on.........

If were to listen to any 'aunties or ah ma' asking me.....on these 'other half issues'.........Better send me to 'Tanjung Rambutan' fast and pronto.....coz........I rather join non-stop activities than to be 'in the family limelight'......It sure drives me NUTS............

Faith

When we have faith, we will face any WAVES and CHALLENGES that have been placed in our lives. In doubts, we pray for the LORD or the ENLIGHTENED ONE to help us through.

What makes us to do such prayers; asking forgiveness and even forgiving those?????None of us would be able to look thorough enough on what we have actually need........In LIFE; put in a 'right terms' we SURF and LEARN from such ADVERSITIES......We gain strength;emotionally, spiritually, physically and even intellectually. What are your life goals at the moment????Have you thought about whom would you consider as a 'true friend or best friend' or 'true buddies' even when we are in not our 'right set of mind'.........Maybe.....this type of term....are driving some people nuts at this point of time......We learnt from every second whom we smsed or even through verbal conversation; gatherings or even social; missionary and even community services....in hospitals, universities, colleges or even our FIENDS.......

Okay.......this is the 'HARSH REALITY'......Well,.......with people whom have not known me well enough......harsh is not a right word to be used......because.....the actual hardships.....through .....AND ONE WAY TO LEARN TO FEND AND DRAW YOURSELF out from such situation.........IT IS NOT AN EASY TASK.......Let's not dwell into this matter as it is rather irrelevant....and PAST IS PAST.......

There would always be a new starting point.....and also a fresh page to look forward to.........A NEW BEGINNING FOR A FRESH START OF A BEGINNING......ANEW.....

Fate

As we move on a daily basis, we go in and out or even punch in and out of our working lifes............This is in fact; an irony we do everyday....for the past how many years?????Let's us count....and see for ourselves.....

Maybe we are destined to be like that; destiny can always be changed......irregardless whether we are suppose to be that or suppose to be this.....So what the heck????!!!!Okay.........
okay...........we may live like this.....but take note we ARE ABLE TO CHANGE OUR DESTINY....
Take a look around us for a change.......

Thank the LORD for providing and bless us to be able to go through or even surf the LIFE now; and what we have on our hands......We thank the LORD...........for giving us the opportunities everywhere for us to have and learn.......ALWAYS.......

We learn from the opportunities.....and also the chances we were given on us.......and IMPROVE FURTHER........BETTER PERSON EVERYDAY....WE ARE DOING THEM UNKNOWINGLY..........

As We Grow

When all hell breaks loose
This is the time
We sit and think
Still wondering

What makes us grow
A teacher who guides us
Our parents who nuture us
Or friendships,fiends and acquaintances

Who bound us through cycle
Endless cycle
Whilst we grow
Tall,short, thin or fat

Yet; unable to
Thoughts unknown and foreign
Still new
Thy' unknown

For better or for worst
Time would guide
In shaping us
Near or far

Father of Death
Will come unto us
As a matter of time
In seconds, minutes or even hours away

Thou' as GOD did once said
In accordance with our virtues
Unknowingly
With or without unshed TEARS

IF THERE IS ANY TEARS
AT ALL
DRIED UP
WITH UNDEFINITE

Destiny or cycle
We are in
Cycling everyday
We do daily

Dear readers please ponder still as TIME is short but not of BEHOLD STRENGTH or even if there is ANY LEFT...............

'Kepala Angin'

Some people sure have a lot of 'kepala angin'; maybe too much of 'angin' that have not been pumped out yet.......Hmmmmm........ought to learn more from these types of people can come in many forms.........They are intelligent in some sort of ways but with the womens' type of menstrual going on inside them that is for sure......So; what the heck......

This is the type of daily encounter or the types of people we will be meeting......for heaven sakes'..........driving ourselves nuts sure makes the day.....Let's us think again on how to go about in our daily life......put in proper term: own beliefs system......Pretty intriguing in the some 'old man' or 'senior old man' website: first was about depression on his life and then his gal but the good thing is: he is moving forward.........

Jesus Christ....look at it more objectively....how on earth.....we can get over our deepest depression and worst nightmare......A 'simpleton' who seems to be driving everyone nuts from friends, acquaintances, colleagues as well as fiends.......Maybe ought to learn from the 'Elders'................

Okay.....better think over now at the moment; as well as .......pondering on some 'women-"man"'.........reminds me of some of my classmates anyway........

For those of you out there......this article is not an insult but only of opinions.........therefore.....not directly referring to anyone who is so 'kecil hati' or 'whatsoever'............Copyright yet to be figured out how anyway for this 'dummy'.......

TIME FLIES

Looking back throughout the years; maybe the path we are heading right now may not seem so 'nice' or even 'comfortable'.........FOR YOUR INFORMATION, this is the 'HARSH REALITY' we are in...........'with dreams we are being kept alive with our emotions that pull us through daily'.

Hahaha.......talking Einstein again.....with dreams we dream to make us feel fulfilled as well as motivating ourselves from day to day basis.......Okay.....the bosses could treat us like 'monkeys' or even 'orang utans' so what.....We are being paid to work.....If we are fortunate enough to have understanding bosses......well......fate has already brought us there....

The difference between male and female is that female has the tendency to be more emotional than male. Whilst; the male.....'blur case' or shall I put it in proper term 'over practical'......than female. Let's just evaluate ourselves from our young age as young as two to three years old....to teens.....until now.........We know how much time has changed us......We know that deep inside our hearts......Don't deny them......we need not answer to anyone....but only to ourselves.....

WHY DO YOU THINK DREAMS ARE THE WAY TO OUR OWN IMPROVEMENT OR EVEN EVALUATION? Sometimes......with dreams.......like in Walt Disneys' animations.......Those were my favourites......with meaningful songs, values and even in what we believe in is important......It may look 'unimportant' to some people but it may be 'important' to some......See how life goes from here.....Looks like.....'have not fully grown up yet'.......funny this statement came across my mind at the moment........

Doubts.....I am still in that very state......hmmmm.......ANY IDEAS....OR WAYS.....OR ALTERNATIVE REALITIES FOR A CHANGE??????

Watching Death

As the time goes by, experiencing the loss of someone whom you cares.......could be extremely tramautic, painful as well as depressing........Watching in front of your eyes......those frightening experiences.......unsure, doubts, worries and unanswerable questions and more questions popping out......Those were the days when a person witnessing the loved ones leave this world..........

My age may be considered 'young' for those seniors whilst......for some it would consider 'old'. These terms that ordinary people are using sometimes would be very 'difficult to be defined'......As 'terms to be used' are also very confusing at times.....

These experiences are depressing....and unable to let the others known on what is the actual situation ........that need to be said or even prepared.......A person can never be prepared for anything as well as death......It may sound weird for a person like me to be talking like this but I would also like to prepare for my own death......as time goes by you may not know when would be your 'time out'.........Undesirable it could be and also a harsh reality for those who not want to hear them as hurtful as the knife cuts deep into the heart.......It is better this way than to depend on anyone.........

No matter how tiring my days would be each day, as long as there is energy left in my body, mind and spirituality; these days I would not mind contributing to the commnunity, missionary and my mission and not forgetting pursuing in my career; on how my own life would be.........Anyone would do the same for themselves.......but on different matters only......Not any individual would have the same character anyway......So what......... it is not a crime to have dreams......or to pursue the chosen career path......There is always no right or wrong answer but mainly on how we want our lives to be ................

Forgive

Let us remember; when was the last time did we forgive someone who used to be so inhuman or heartless to us. In fact, the naivity of a person sometimes can be defined also as the 'straightforward' or 'simple minded' perception that there is always something good about a person no matter how inhuman the person could be. Maybe the pain and the scar is still too deep and much heartache which cannot be told to anyone but only myself. The person whom I met today; brought back way too much pain and scar that really goes deep into the roots. Just imagine the time was only about eight months back or even lesser.

This blog is one place whereby, the thoughts and the deeper concept of life's irony plays a role in our everyday lives. Funny thing is that how can you define someone to be a friend when you hardly know that person at all. Moreover; the lies and deceits we are seeing everyday is way too common now. You may come in as a member in a society that does not mean you are really into that beliefs that you are in.

The problem is that......accepting the fact that we are facing everyday.....need to be put down for us to rest. Now; I am learning to put those years of burden down slowly and letting go of my pain and heartache........There had been many years....and as writting this blog.....this burden is slowly unravelled by itself.........

Looking at new 'mothers to be' can be endearing also, it touches me............as having a 'miracle'.........a new individual to be brought into this world.......This new 'miracle' is a joy to behold....irregardless of age or time........

Dreams and miracles...........yet to be known.......This wandering journey is yet to be known....... is still a journey.......till our bones.....brittle....our hair become grey.......our skin wrinkle.....and our movements limited.......It's still a joy to be able to survive in this world.........and knowing what our parents did for us.........and we could be like them in future....or someone's else.....