The Next Chapter

Do not even understand why the feeling so alone, maybe with the current situation of being singleton is there......................Getting used of being alone most of the time but at times it would be like so scary just being all alone all the time. 

Other than that, it is just being plain this Mong Cha Cha at times....................If there is anyone in shining armour would come across......................Maybe in the dream or just plainly just being plain.......................Apart from that, rakes would just be rakes.................Nothing to comment on that, as have not even being through in the situations at all.

Talk about naive in certain areas......................Maybe too naive, or just being all alone in just being not in 'being together'....................Other than just being alone most of the time all the time, and also to be in the next chapter in life is like hitting the big three O.  After the big three O being hit, LIFE is just plainly normal. Nothing special or even some other big party to be thrown..........And also simply let the hair down...................

Believing the impossible??!!! Wonder why or how this would struck me to the point of just being a blogger or just a blogger would do so. Other than that, the feeling of being taken care of is very much being warmth...................The feeling of warmth or just a matter of 'brain functions' coming into full force would one day come true. Especially with the facing the possibilities whereby others would be calling them the impossible..........................Do not want to give up in believing the impossible would one day come true and turn into reality not just merely dreams only.

Sometiemes with dreams we would be able to shift ourselves forward better to reach the goal faster or even nearer. One would just merely put them into terms for the understanding sake. Moreover, how often would one wonder with the feelings of being really loved for who you are than to be compared often enough with those who has everythings. Not everyone would have the best of both worlds. Other than that, it would be heedless than to be compared more than 'just being'. Apart from that, literally......................this blogger would be considered as 'something different' or just being a 'singleton'.

Better to be 'blunt' or 'straightforward' as this is the only thing this blogger would know. Yet, with the advancement in technology and also communications nowadays these would work wonders in many ways than one. Thankful for the following:

1. My family

2. Doc

3. Permanent job and sanity

4. Spiritual people whom I meet

5. Normality

Gradually, going towards the next chapter in the life which this blogger is considered to be utmost 'insanity freaks' by those who barely knows me.Of course, what would you be able to garner from others............................

Disease

Have any of you ever thought would the disease strike unexpectedly????? In fact, it would be mind boggling at times when come to think of it. Once you have been strike with a disease which would take lifetime to overcome them.

In short, to put it bluntly...................Disease can be crippling in the sense of disabling the simplest tasks to be done perfectly. Other than that, it would sound so absurb to be telling all of this in this Mong Cha Cha's blog. Basically with the doc on hand as well as in taking medications having the disease can be a stigma.

However, unlike those who have the best of both worlds would be extremely lucky and blessings. On the contrary it would be dishonest not to say that.........................Now blogging is more of a pleasure with leisurely time with time to come with the phases of life which can turn into pleasant surprises. HOPE is the only thing that this blogger know at this moment. 

Apart from being alone all the time, it would be unpleasant type of feelings arising every now and then. Yet, somehow or rather these feelings are 'the matter of fact' only. In terms of being alone in the 'world' that one would be describing them as 'another world' far away from reality. It is the time of just being in another world is much more fun than in reality. It is way too difficult even to separate the reality and fantasy world of mine. 

There would not be any bullying, nor backbiting with lashes of vulgar words coming out from the sanity of mankind. It is not just fantasy it fact, those were the realities during schooling, as well as pursuing the degree. It was not that easy living with this kind of disease whereby it was alien...........................during the time of yesteryears.......................Wonder how to survive from those years.........................All those years.................

On Recovery

Now may not seem to be time to talk about what is important and what is not, as time goes by looks like missing many things. As the dignity and the self respect of the person has been lost.

Irregardless on status or on the hierachy in the line of profession even the littlest of progress is least to be expected. However, with the 'me time' it looks like more of 'time out' for this Mong Cha Cha. As a matter of fact, sometimes being 'alone' is scary and even the loneliness would seem to engulf one's LIFE when one looks at it.

The cycle of LIFE has come upon reaching mid-LIFE crisis as without any companion would be termed as 'depreciation in value'. Unlike some who have theirs and some still waiting for the lonely hearts to be warmed upon by someone's loving touch. At times, it would be even in the dreams or even elsewhere. This mid-LIFE things is at times result from the 'karmic effects'.

Yet somehow or rather, I would be glad to trade place with another who actually has a LIFE. The LIFE which one would put another in envy with friends to chat with or even the activities which one day become memories as well as in 'finding own's way'.

Mong Cha Cha may not have many things in LIFE but travel very lightly in terms of having lesser in monetary terms, social or even other things. Unlike those with the capabilities in various ways in terms of so many areas. Have lots to catch up in LIFE.

From Thy' Eyes Only

Looking up in the sky now would be the only time whereby the world would always turn round about 360 degree.......................Please let this brain 'be normal' for heaven sakes.........

Jesus Christ, talking non-stop with restlessness...............................

Let thy one views them into another perspective:-

Just another day

Levelling into another day

Take one day at a time

It is more of rusting

Rusting and rusting

Maybe with age

Better age gracefully

Like Jackie O Kennedy

Such beauty, brain and of networks

With the grace of an actress

Brain like a scholar

Witty like a jester or a clown

Not comparing but only

With same terms being used

As with limited vocabulary

Or such neccessities

Need not elaborate

Not too much nor

Too little

Yet be just nice

The phrase

From the Goldilocks and the Three Bears

Papa Bear, Mama Bear and Baby Bear

Just like from fairytales

Better dream them

In the soft bed of 

Fluffy pillow, a soft bed

With such comfort

Sleeping would be the time 

Now to end this story

See you readers................

Very soon..................

As Per Then

These words would be coming out from nowhere, here we go again:-

Sometimes depression

Would come out nowhere

Hitting it hard

Whereby tears would come

Sometimes it's hard

To contain those tears

As it would be flowing

Freely as freely like a bird

Would be once

Let out from the cage

Whereby the freedom would

Engulf on one's own LIFE

Hoping to have the BEST

In EVERYTHING

That would be doing

In everything 

However, not always

Be one's way to be 

In being just another

One homebound daily

Unlike going out escapades

In unlike various places

Where we have not been

Nor have the chance to explore

Yet, its' tough

Just being ownself

Without anyone beside

It's just being Mong Cha Cha

Funny how LIFE

Would eventually turn out

Just being blogging

Which would be

Just another day 

Pass it on like any other day

No matter who,where,what, how and why

This blog would remain as it is, always

Sleepy Sleepy Bang Bang

Just this blogger would one day..........................blog about one day....................Now would not be that one day.............Only.................Just one day only........................

Words just drumming away........:-

Whoever would that

Be it or not

Just be thyself

Not merely for pleasing

Other than ordering

Nor just listening

Just listening

Only listening

However, where it comes

Or goes that's way

Or the LIFE is

At this moment

Maybe just maybe

At least there

Is something there

To hold on to

Not now

Not tomorrow

Not yesterday

Just for today

This Mong Cha Cha still have a long way to go and explore further........

Be In Thy' Dream

Dear Blog,

I have always believe in my dream that one day there would be someone be at my side. As for now, like a mirage blown away like the bubbles...........................Nothing has come into reality.
Separating between reality and fantasy is a huge task unlike normal people who would be able to do things that it would not seem easy to be done.

As, with the co-ordination in terms of motor movements, thinking process that some would take them for granted. Other than that, dreaming and believing in them would eventually come true which gladly to be in the position of been taken care of. Moreover, it would be a change instead of just depending on thy' parents all the time. It would be a good change to be taken care of.

Sometimes being alone all the time, it is scary and also lonely. The feeling of being abandoned is really strong in terms of words which would not be described in adjectives. Unlike some of those who have taken things for granted as well as in many forms whereby the circumstances would be keep on changing drastically or even gradually. Depending on the situations or even on the environments..................................

Being thinking of you, or even 'don't even bother to take (me) for granted'.........Sometimes couples would be arguing over petty things or even on other unforeseen circumstances. We would be ashamed of ourselves that we could be together but still there are some who would actually in what we have been doing all the time.

Until now.......................dearies, with the uncertainty in LIFE now.............................Would gladly be with someone who would not leave you even when you are at the lowest state...........
Even with the 'swift of the magic wand' by the 'fairy godmother' if there is.....................................Please I would gladly trade places with someone who would be at thy' side until old......or even dying........................................

Optimisim In LIFE

Dear Blog,

There is something right now which this blogger would want to share with our dear readers:-

Right now on the road

To recovery

With or without

The 'other half'

Would gladly

So one would wonder

Why thus' dearie

As it could be

Apart from being

Just a commoner

Without anything great

Or badges of bravery

However one

Would always wonder

WHY????

Have been asking

The same question

Don't even know

Uptemth times

Being a commoner

Just a commoner

With 'normality'

Unlike the grandeurs

Or great ACHIEVERS

Glad to be a commoner

Lesser worries

Lesser burdens

Lesser competitiveness

Being one

Hopefully with

This commoner

Would be able to find the 'other half'.

Blogging As It Is

Have any of you ever wonder why blogging now is such a phenomenon now if compared with the previous generation. Other than that, it is merely a trend whereby there are so much information from the internet as well as new happenings.

Okay, maybe has been a bit in 'over-rated' in terms of blogging. Just not to mention on that on the hearts may one seem to be 'feeling'.....................Not just merely by blogging only it is also a trends on freedom of expressions.................This way of freedom of expressions have changed from time to time, yet not only a few would be able to comprehend from there.........Just a way blogger would blog......................from food, travels in a shoestring budget, politics, fashion, etc....

Imagine such world wide web of information with a click away, these information would be made available........................If these were to be compared with the last few generations ago it would be 'hard to obtain information'................Yet somehow or rather, one would eventually 'get to know' on how to prepare such detailed information or get 'precious details'.......................Moreover, this blogger has many things which would view it as a way of 'working'..............

Thankfully, with such advancement in technology we would be connected in a variety of ways from overseas to abroad...............................LIFE is uncertain, but we would not be able to avoid deaths........................No matter how rich or how poor a person would be.........Yet, with such uncertainties it would be in terms of blogging..........Better to put all the banging or popping out of words............As sometimes this blogger would not able to help............at all...........

Novelty of LIFE

Dear Bloggie,

It has been sometime that the mind would be working on something useful and productive for a change. In fact, it is from the movie series of 'Sex and the City' would actually put a quite an impression on me. Apart from that, my sister and I have been avid fans of this series for years or not since the production on such series and movie.

Moreover, it is how WE draw our LIFE that actually makes the differences whether it's big or small. Ripples of reactions would be able to be crafted from there as one would one day acknowledges that this is from one's such instinct which would results in OUR characters whereby this is just only a tip of the iceberg. Sometimes this blogger would want to do something different for a change instead of just hanging out in the house.

Yet, somehow or rather there is something missing in this blogger LIFE or someone IMPORTANT................................That would be unlikely for the blogger to reveal everything which private and confidential in this world wide web of information. would still remain PERSONAL LIFE PRIVATE.........................

This blogger is thankful for numerous of things, namely:-

1. Family
2. Someone(Secret) who has always made me feel myself and also a best buddies(PCK,QMJ,D2,BGF)
3. An organization with lots of warmth, love, giving, etc...
4. A digital camera, a laptop with countless accessories.
5. Aiming to get a DSLR digital camera soon
6. Would be attending dhamma course to learn new things.
7. Would need to keep on reminding this blogger mind that there are signature strengths as well as talents.
8. Need to do more workout to keep in shape as well sharp and active.
9. Meet a lot of prominient personalities in this LIFETIME as well as learning to do new things.
10. Aiming to travel out more often and mix with own peers.

Now that, with this list it would not be enough to cover every single area in terms of spiritual, emotionally, physically, psychologically, in addition to that, learning has been neverending in work as well as in food experimenting.

Bye for now bloggie, would be updating you soon once this blogger has get back on feet to do things which would take up some time..................Tata tata until then.......................

Of Life and Deaths

Out of nowhere, and this topic appears.........................Don't even bother asking me as this blogger tends to blog on when words would be start popping out......................Automatically.............What say you? Can't help it as this is how the works or one would be calling it WORLDSUFFERING.

Other than that, this blogger is no lonely girl but journeying towards the unknown areas in LIFE. Coping with the WAVES of CHANGES in time to come. Yet somehow or rather this blogger is feeling extremely LUCKY as with the WAYS of LIFE that have come together with REWARDS. There is always blessings in disguise one would be calling such situations.

Moreover, the inborn ability with the words popping out is not one way to be controlled but somehow it MIRRORS on the emotions or expressions which could not be translated into communication. BUT, with the help from the DOC one would be calling helping into communication. Good thing this DOC has not suggested that this blogger would be admitted into Hospital Bahagia............................... ;P

Just because with the lunacy of expressions in words would be considered a crime or whatsoever..........................In fact, with the writtings one would be considered too DULL to be absorbed into the BRAINS. If there is any BRAINS out there who would be able to understand me; there are only a FEW..............................Those FEWS would be considered confidant in terms of keeping LIFE as the main PRIORITY in PRIVACY and CONFIDENTIALITY.

Working Routines

Now with the constant change in technology, communications as well as in keeping up with the latest development to be equipped so that would not be left behind once return to work. Other than that, it would be better to continue working than to rot in the house.

Apart from that, continuing to be active is also becoming more of a responsibilities in order to get this blogger pay. Getting paid for a work done is quite rewarding as this would not go to waste one's abilities to be engaged in a right effort as well as for right livelihood. In fact, there is always a blessings in disguise for us to be more alert in what to expect in LIFE. Ups and downs in terms of daily living.

Usually, finding this blogger is starting to crap again within reasons or even reasonable grounds in sweet home. However, all good things would need to come to an end as this is just a matter of practice and more practice to be done in a daily basis not just one off things. We usually take things for granted as though there is always tomorrow for us to do. Moreover, this is not suppose to be like that, we need to readjust on our own priorities in terms of LIFE.

LIFE has always been a journey not just working, loving, families, spiritually but also in others that we have not set our eyes in . Therefore, it would be better to take one day at a time than to rush as we would not have savoured each moment to the fullest.

The Lessons From 'Sex and The City'

Dear Readers,

Do not know how this topic would emerge from this blogger head. In fact call it the every girls' instinct to relate movies with the current reality. Apart from that, while watching the movie it got this blogger thinking. A knight in shining armor, this blogger once imagined would one day sweep off the feet......................Fat chance, as this is just only the beginning but have not realized in the reality of marriage whereby the union of two individuals with different minds, characters as well as in the belief systems.

In the 'Sex and The City' series and movie which was currently released in the cinemas nationwide........................I could not help noticing that a marriage would either ruin or better with the number of years ahead. Both individuals need to work to maintain a good marriage and it is not a game for some people who have tons of money to spend on it. Anyway, during the blogger younger days it was basically based on romantic novels or movies that keep this blogger sane.

Other than that, as girls we would usually have our girls' talks on fantasies, novels, movies and other things. We gossip or search for the current juicy bits of one another lifes. It is our behaviours as any woman or women. Just like men who also have their usual dosage to stay inside the cave. It is a matter of time that each individual would eventually come to their senses on what they would want in their LIFES.

Now, currently on leave from the non-profit organization.................Looks like there is not much activities to keep this blogger occupy the 'suddenly empty time slots'. It is quite an adjustments to the new adjustment than the usual hectic lifestyles that this blogger seem to enjoy to be occupied. In fact, quite thankful for the break as it would rest this blogger brain, spiritually, psychologically as well as physically and emotionally. Neither would this blogger reveal private and confidentiality of one's private and intimate moments in LIFE.

Sometimes, one would need more than 'me' time daily or 'friends' time. Even handphone calls would need to be limited time. There's no way ones' LIFE to be controlled from every aspect of advance technology with the sacrifice of one's LIFE. While in the 'Sex and The City' there are mainly on two Ls' there are : LOVE and LABELS. During the blogger time, same as the younger Carrie Bradshaw in the series or movie searching for LOVE. However, LABELS have never been a priority. It is way too EXPENSIVE to be maintained one's lifestyles. It actually depends on the individuals' priorities.

Until now.............................

From the ever faithful readers, adieu for now.....................

Mid Autumn Festival...................Again

This festival is a reminder on the blessings that we receive daily. It is a matter of thoughts and visions. These visions would be the progress in the present in order to be materialized in the future. Apart from that, what is the big deal when the cowherd is suppose to meet the princess on the moon where the sparrows would create a bridge for them.

In reality, there is no such thing as DREAMS would COME TRUE. However, this blogger would prefer to be treated as usual not some retard or handicapped. Put it this way, if you were a person with shortcomings what would be your first reactions to overcome them? Work harder, strive harder, thoroughly to be as 'normal' as other normal people who take them for granted.

Do you think it is possible to reach the normality of the usual people in the streets. Okay, just words popping out from this fiasco brain......................Unlike the situations in the fiasco of brains that would be admitted to Hospital Bahagia.........................Just only a waiting list to Hospital Bahagia..............................What do you expect? This blogger is 'memang Mong Cha Cha' already.......................Unlike those people who have always take things for granted.......

Festivals sometimes would make this blogger feel 'left out' or would one called it the 'outcast'.It is better let bygones be bygones.......................Rather than make one feel so distant from the facts of reality or even unable to differentiate between 'real' and the 'unreal'.......................It is frightening and scary just thinking about it.................Coming straight out from this blogger's point of view as one would be.

Catch up with you later dear readers.................Until now...................Adieu.........Dearies.....

Be Part of Your World

Funny, how this title would suddenly pop up into the air for no apparent reasons at all. In short, this song is actually from The Little Mermaid sang by Ariel. If only,.........................Yeah, if only........................There are so many ifs...................What do you expect??? Anyway........need to keep on rambling what is actually playing in this Mong Cha Cha mind at works NOW.............................

Just in case for the Doctor's order.........................Waiting list to Hospital Bahagia...............Not bad anyway..................For long term treatment..................What says you??? Okay, okay............better keep the ball rolling before any of the imagination keeps on popping out non-sense so that this blog can keeps on functioning like any usual ransackle types of machine-gun.........Sigh.................too violent for the little ones.................To bear or even to listen at all...............

Most of these blogging comes from Walt Disney......................Don't even know.........Have such obession over these animation songs, characters, plots or even the morale in the stories....
One thing, once growing up with them....................It has never left the childhood in US as we grow older...................Mainly, because these are the values which have been taught to us...... Partly, it is because of OUR upbringing that could have brought each of us together in the first place........................Moreover, this is just merely ramblings of non-sense coming in right now before this blogging goes out of hand..........................Can you just believe it that in a matter of moments......................All types of moments have just been recorded in this bloggingness...Put them in short, all the bengangness..........Which actually results in these types of limbo bingoness of words shouting out LOUD NOW:-

Whatever to the things going on here NOW

Writting and blogging on these non-stop ransackle brains

Bringing in storms of wonders

From now and again

What say YOU???

The image ONE PUTS in ONE'S MIND

Calling it the LUNACY

Of BRAINS on the CURRENT CIRCUIT

Hoping for that TO STOP

But with the current styles

Of the uncertainties and the futures behold

In what WE are in the PRESENT MOMENT

See when would WE be the ONE

One would be wondering so

Not because of SUCH

Would I ever BE PART OF YOUR WORLD???

Back To Normal

Now everything is back to routine, no complains though. Only thing that is bugging me is that MCC need more activities to feel more productive and at the same time enjoying LIFE. Apart from that, there are always blessings in disguise.

No experiences are forgotten but remembered to be a stronger, resilient and also in terms of social skills. Re-learning and also re-energizing the work flows in my usual routines. At times, it would be better that seeing, experiencing new stuffs, as well as re-connecting with others who have the same experiences and help them through.

Good things, do come unexpectedly and also with interest to some of us. Being caught unaware as well as in managing one's own LIFE well. Other than exploring new avenues being a student as well as in going through in LIFE's learning process. Yet, somehow or rather it is better being a learner than to be a knower of all things. LIFE has been treating this blogger good yet rewarding unexpectedly with the usual ups and downs.

May those be blessed daily with thy' LORD or Lords or GOD or BUDDHA's teachings always.;P

The New Beginning

As one would suggest how on earth such title appears out of nowhere? Beats me, as this is just one part of the world just being Mong Cha Cha now................Apart from that, LIFE does have its ups and downs.......................

Still taking one step at a time now, breath in and breath out.........................Savoring each moment by concentrating as well as in working on things which I have enjoyed. Although, some people would always think that this MCC is selfish maybe they do not know this MCC well enough.

In fact, having a family as well as doing the things which MCC have always dreamt of daily sometimes seems to be so distant and also very dreamlike state. Without further ado with much words to contemplate on it would be better for those who knows me well enough would be able to understand me, for those who have yet to understand this MCC; TIME would be the only factor at the moment to understand on the strength of friendships and kinships.

Appreciating the relationships which MCC has embarked on as this is just only the NEW beginning for everyone of us..........................

Essence of Life

At times, it would be days.................of unsettling issues..............Whatever can be done? As for the LIFE right now..................

Not as glamorous like some would consider as 'time of a lifetime' or some would consider as 'what a chance of encounter'..................Well, nothing glamorous has even happened nor even 'miracle' or 'fairy godmother' has even swished her magic wand to conjure a world of new things for this blogger...............

Apart from that, LIFE is just the same mundane or would call it routines...............Routines one would consider them to be too 'dull' at times..............Need changes.......Never in this blogger life would someone would be able to create a miracle....................In fact, nothing to be 'blowing my trumpet' about..........................

Some would be saying this blogger, okay....................way too simple.............very simple.......
Earning only meagre salary, having a very 'dull' lifestyle or would call it at times 'boring'....
Sometimes very boring........................Until very 'beh tahan' already.........Itching to get occupied with the brains and the hands...................Until now................

Until now....................

Beast

Let this MCC describe the Beast in those words flaring out:-

If this blogger
Turn into a Beast
What would one think?
Anyway, with the

Advancement of modern technology
As well as in knowledge
What would one expect
With such facilities available

How would one turn into?
Either internet savvy addict
Like for example this blogger here
Or the porn experts

Like some this blogger have seen
Believe me
You would be blown away
With the ways things are done

No wonder they are all
Flaring away.......
With the BEAST'S
ROARS and GROWLS....

Coming from everywhere
Just to drum out further.....
Would be blogging further soon.......Dearies......

Just you wait and see Dearies.........What comes around do goes around.......

Modern Leopold

Hello there Bloggie.....

This MCC is finally back again, sure miss the moment when the words would be spitting out like machine guns........Anyway, back to basics what this blogger has in mind...........Today, or not even sure there is a movie would be shown in the television called "Kate and Leopold".....The irony of the story is that the would eventually fall in love with modern executive high flying woman and a man from the century before her......In short a real gentleman.........

Okay......what are the words would be coming out as :-

Given a scenario
Falling from the sky
Or from wherever
A gentleman

Would he drop
On your knee or on your car?
Let us think about it
Using our inactive imagination

On the other hand
If a fairy godmother
Swishes her magic wand
That would be a different story

Altogether, let's put it like that
Okay, with this amoking
Or even Daydreaming
Stances or Dances

Imagine that?
How would one call it
Hmmmm........
Leopold.........

With tall, broad shoulders
Black wavy hair, and of course
With muscles which
Would make any girls drool over them

It is normal for us girls anyway
For guys they would either
Drool over the girls' legs or chests
That would be the worst of guys

Beware before being electrocuted
By the wrath of the girls' parents
Or the wrath of women
Or they would call the scorn from

The women would make
Men fled away
Away twice as fast as lightning
And twice as fast as thunder

Imagine the scenario
Hehee...............Let your imagination run wild........Dearies.......