Sleepy Sleepy Bang Bang

Just this blogger would one day..........................blog about one day....................Now would not be that one day.............Only.................Just one day only........................

Words just drumming away........:-

Whoever would that

Be it or not

Just be thyself

Not merely for pleasing

Other than ordering

Nor just listening

Just listening

Only listening

However, where it comes

Or goes that's way

Or the LIFE is

At this moment

Maybe just maybe

At least there

Is something there

To hold on to

Not now

Not tomorrow

Not yesterday

Just for today

This Mong Cha Cha still have a long way to go and explore further........

Be In Thy' Dream

Dear Blog,

I have always believe in my dream that one day there would be someone be at my side. As for now, like a mirage blown away like the bubbles...........................Nothing has come into reality.
Separating between reality and fantasy is a huge task unlike normal people who would be able to do things that it would not seem easy to be done.

As, with the co-ordination in terms of motor movements, thinking process that some would take them for granted. Other than that, dreaming and believing in them would eventually come true which gladly to be in the position of been taken care of. Moreover, it would be a change instead of just depending on thy' parents all the time. It would be a good change to be taken care of.

Sometimes being alone all the time, it is scary and also lonely. The feeling of being abandoned is really strong in terms of words which would not be described in adjectives. Unlike some of those who have taken things for granted as well as in many forms whereby the circumstances would be keep on changing drastically or even gradually. Depending on the situations or even on the environments..................................

Being thinking of you, or even 'don't even bother to take (me) for granted'.........Sometimes couples would be arguing over petty things or even on other unforeseen circumstances. We would be ashamed of ourselves that we could be together but still there are some who would actually in what we have been doing all the time.

Until now.......................dearies, with the uncertainty in LIFE now.............................Would gladly be with someone who would not leave you even when you are at the lowest state...........
Even with the 'swift of the magic wand' by the 'fairy godmother' if there is.....................................Please I would gladly trade places with someone who would be at thy' side until old......or even dying........................................

Optimisim In LIFE

Dear Blog,

There is something right now which this blogger would want to share with our dear readers:-

Right now on the road

To recovery

With or without

The 'other half'

Would gladly

So one would wonder

Why thus' dearie

As it could be

Apart from being

Just a commoner

Without anything great

Or badges of bravery

However one

Would always wonder

WHY????

Have been asking

The same question

Don't even know

Uptemth times

Being a commoner

Just a commoner

With 'normality'

Unlike the grandeurs

Or great ACHIEVERS

Glad to be a commoner

Lesser worries

Lesser burdens

Lesser competitiveness

Being one

Hopefully with

This commoner

Would be able to find the 'other half'.

Blogging As It Is

Have any of you ever wonder why blogging now is such a phenomenon now if compared with the previous generation. Other than that, it is merely a trend whereby there are so much information from the internet as well as new happenings.

Okay, maybe has been a bit in 'over-rated' in terms of blogging. Just not to mention on that on the hearts may one seem to be 'feeling'.....................Not just merely by blogging only it is also a trends on freedom of expressions.................This way of freedom of expressions have changed from time to time, yet not only a few would be able to comprehend from there.........Just a way blogger would blog......................from food, travels in a shoestring budget, politics, fashion, etc....

Imagine such world wide web of information with a click away, these information would be made available........................If these were to be compared with the last few generations ago it would be 'hard to obtain information'................Yet somehow or rather, one would eventually 'get to know' on how to prepare such detailed information or get 'precious details'.......................Moreover, this blogger has many things which would view it as a way of 'working'..............

Thankfully, with such advancement in technology we would be connected in a variety of ways from overseas to abroad...............................LIFE is uncertain, but we would not be able to avoid deaths........................No matter how rich or how poor a person would be.........Yet, with such uncertainties it would be in terms of blogging..........Better to put all the banging or popping out of words............As sometimes this blogger would not able to help............at all...........

Novelty of LIFE

Dear Bloggie,

It has been sometime that the mind would be working on something useful and productive for a change. In fact, it is from the movie series of 'Sex and the City' would actually put a quite an impression on me. Apart from that, my sister and I have been avid fans of this series for years or not since the production on such series and movie.

Moreover, it is how WE draw our LIFE that actually makes the differences whether it's big or small. Ripples of reactions would be able to be crafted from there as one would one day acknowledges that this is from one's such instinct which would results in OUR characters whereby this is just only a tip of the iceberg. Sometimes this blogger would want to do something different for a change instead of just hanging out in the house.

Yet, somehow or rather there is something missing in this blogger LIFE or someone IMPORTANT................................That would be unlikely for the blogger to reveal everything which private and confidential in this world wide web of information. would still remain PERSONAL LIFE PRIVATE.........................

This blogger is thankful for numerous of things, namely:-

1. Family
2. Someone(Secret) who has always made me feel myself and also a best buddies(PCK,QMJ,D2,BGF)
3. An organization with lots of warmth, love, giving, etc...
4. A digital camera, a laptop with countless accessories.
5. Aiming to get a DSLR digital camera soon
6. Would be attending dhamma course to learn new things.
7. Would need to keep on reminding this blogger mind that there are signature strengths as well as talents.
8. Need to do more workout to keep in shape as well sharp and active.
9. Meet a lot of prominient personalities in this LIFETIME as well as learning to do new things.
10. Aiming to travel out more often and mix with own peers.

Now that, with this list it would not be enough to cover every single area in terms of spiritual, emotionally, physically, psychologically, in addition to that, learning has been neverending in work as well as in food experimenting.

Bye for now bloggie, would be updating you soon once this blogger has get back on feet to do things which would take up some time..................Tata tata until then.......................

Of Life and Deaths

Out of nowhere, and this topic appears.........................Don't even bother asking me as this blogger tends to blog on when words would be start popping out......................Automatically.............What say you? Can't help it as this is how the works or one would be calling it WORLDSUFFERING.

Other than that, this blogger is no lonely girl but journeying towards the unknown areas in LIFE. Coping with the WAVES of CHANGES in time to come. Yet somehow or rather this blogger is feeling extremely LUCKY as with the WAYS of LIFE that have come together with REWARDS. There is always blessings in disguise one would be calling such situations.

Moreover, the inborn ability with the words popping out is not one way to be controlled but somehow it MIRRORS on the emotions or expressions which could not be translated into communication. BUT, with the help from the DOC one would be calling helping into communication. Good thing this DOC has not suggested that this blogger would be admitted into Hospital Bahagia............................... ;P

Just because with the lunacy of expressions in words would be considered a crime or whatsoever..........................In fact, with the writtings one would be considered too DULL to be absorbed into the BRAINS. If there is any BRAINS out there who would be able to understand me; there are only a FEW..............................Those FEWS would be considered confidant in terms of keeping LIFE as the main PRIORITY in PRIVACY and CONFIDENTIALITY.

Working Routines

Now with the constant change in technology, communications as well as in keeping up with the latest development to be equipped so that would not be left behind once return to work. Other than that, it would be better to continue working than to rot in the house.

Apart from that, continuing to be active is also becoming more of a responsibilities in order to get this blogger pay. Getting paid for a work done is quite rewarding as this would not go to waste one's abilities to be engaged in a right effort as well as for right livelihood. In fact, there is always a blessings in disguise for us to be more alert in what to expect in LIFE. Ups and downs in terms of daily living.

Usually, finding this blogger is starting to crap again within reasons or even reasonable grounds in sweet home. However, all good things would need to come to an end as this is just a matter of practice and more practice to be done in a daily basis not just one off things. We usually take things for granted as though there is always tomorrow for us to do. Moreover, this is not suppose to be like that, we need to readjust on our own priorities in terms of LIFE.

LIFE has always been a journey not just working, loving, families, spiritually but also in others that we have not set our eyes in . Therefore, it would be better to take one day at a time than to rush as we would not have savoured each moment to the fullest.

The Lessons From 'Sex and The City'

Dear Readers,

Do not know how this topic would emerge from this blogger head. In fact call it the every girls' instinct to relate movies with the current reality. Apart from that, while watching the movie it got this blogger thinking. A knight in shining armor, this blogger once imagined would one day sweep off the feet......................Fat chance, as this is just only the beginning but have not realized in the reality of marriage whereby the union of two individuals with different minds, characters as well as in the belief systems.

In the 'Sex and The City' series and movie which was currently released in the cinemas nationwide........................I could not help noticing that a marriage would either ruin or better with the number of years ahead. Both individuals need to work to maintain a good marriage and it is not a game for some people who have tons of money to spend on it. Anyway, during the blogger younger days it was basically based on romantic novels or movies that keep this blogger sane.

Other than that, as girls we would usually have our girls' talks on fantasies, novels, movies and other things. We gossip or search for the current juicy bits of one another lifes. It is our behaviours as any woman or women. Just like men who also have their usual dosage to stay inside the cave. It is a matter of time that each individual would eventually come to their senses on what they would want in their LIFES.

Now, currently on leave from the non-profit organization.................Looks like there is not much activities to keep this blogger occupy the 'suddenly empty time slots'. It is quite an adjustments to the new adjustment than the usual hectic lifestyles that this blogger seem to enjoy to be occupied. In fact, quite thankful for the break as it would rest this blogger brain, spiritually, psychologically as well as physically and emotionally. Neither would this blogger reveal private and confidentiality of one's private and intimate moments in LIFE.

Sometimes, one would need more than 'me' time daily or 'friends' time. Even handphone calls would need to be limited time. There's no way ones' LIFE to be controlled from every aspect of advance technology with the sacrifice of one's LIFE. While in the 'Sex and The City' there are mainly on two Ls' there are : LOVE and LABELS. During the blogger time, same as the younger Carrie Bradshaw in the series or movie searching for LOVE. However, LABELS have never been a priority. It is way too EXPENSIVE to be maintained one's lifestyles. It actually depends on the individuals' priorities.

Until now.............................

From the ever faithful readers, adieu for now.....................

Mid Autumn Festival...................Again

This festival is a reminder on the blessings that we receive daily. It is a matter of thoughts and visions. These visions would be the progress in the present in order to be materialized in the future. Apart from that, what is the big deal when the cowherd is suppose to meet the princess on the moon where the sparrows would create a bridge for them.

In reality, there is no such thing as DREAMS would COME TRUE. However, this blogger would prefer to be treated as usual not some retard or handicapped. Put it this way, if you were a person with shortcomings what would be your first reactions to overcome them? Work harder, strive harder, thoroughly to be as 'normal' as other normal people who take them for granted.

Do you think it is possible to reach the normality of the usual people in the streets. Okay, just words popping out from this fiasco brain......................Unlike the situations in the fiasco of brains that would be admitted to Hospital Bahagia.........................Just only a waiting list to Hospital Bahagia..............................What do you expect? This blogger is 'memang Mong Cha Cha' already.......................Unlike those people who have always take things for granted.......

Festivals sometimes would make this blogger feel 'left out' or would one called it the 'outcast'.It is better let bygones be bygones.......................Rather than make one feel so distant from the facts of reality or even unable to differentiate between 'real' and the 'unreal'.......................It is frightening and scary just thinking about it.................Coming straight out from this blogger's point of view as one would be.

Catch up with you later dear readers.................Until now...................Adieu.........Dearies.....

Be Part of Your World

Funny, how this title would suddenly pop up into the air for no apparent reasons at all. In short, this song is actually from The Little Mermaid sang by Ariel. If only,.........................Yeah, if only........................There are so many ifs...................What do you expect??? Anyway........need to keep on rambling what is actually playing in this Mong Cha Cha mind at works NOW.............................

Just in case for the Doctor's order.........................Waiting list to Hospital Bahagia...............Not bad anyway..................For long term treatment..................What says you??? Okay, okay............better keep the ball rolling before any of the imagination keeps on popping out non-sense so that this blog can keeps on functioning like any usual ransackle types of machine-gun.........Sigh.................too violent for the little ones.................To bear or even to listen at all...............

Most of these blogging comes from Walt Disney......................Don't even know.........Have such obession over these animation songs, characters, plots or even the morale in the stories....
One thing, once growing up with them....................It has never left the childhood in US as we grow older...................Mainly, because these are the values which have been taught to us...... Partly, it is because of OUR upbringing that could have brought each of us together in the first place........................Moreover, this is just merely ramblings of non-sense coming in right now before this blogging goes out of hand..........................Can you just believe it that in a matter of moments......................All types of moments have just been recorded in this bloggingness...Put them in short, all the bengangness..........Which actually results in these types of limbo bingoness of words shouting out LOUD NOW:-

Whatever to the things going on here NOW

Writting and blogging on these non-stop ransackle brains

Bringing in storms of wonders

From now and again

What say YOU???

The image ONE PUTS in ONE'S MIND

Calling it the LUNACY

Of BRAINS on the CURRENT CIRCUIT

Hoping for that TO STOP

But with the current styles

Of the uncertainties and the futures behold

In what WE are in the PRESENT MOMENT

See when would WE be the ONE

One would be wondering so

Not because of SUCH

Would I ever BE PART OF YOUR WORLD???

Back To Normal

Now everything is back to routine, no complains though. Only thing that is bugging me is that MCC need more activities to feel more productive and at the same time enjoying LIFE. Apart from that, there are always blessings in disguise.

No experiences are forgotten but remembered to be a stronger, resilient and also in terms of social skills. Re-learning and also re-energizing the work flows in my usual routines. At times, it would be better that seeing, experiencing new stuffs, as well as re-connecting with others who have the same experiences and help them through.

Good things, do come unexpectedly and also with interest to some of us. Being caught unaware as well as in managing one's own LIFE well. Other than exploring new avenues being a student as well as in going through in LIFE's learning process. Yet, somehow or rather it is better being a learner than to be a knower of all things. LIFE has been treating this blogger good yet rewarding unexpectedly with the usual ups and downs.

May those be blessed daily with thy' LORD or Lords or GOD or BUDDHA's teachings always.;P

The New Beginning

As one would suggest how on earth such title appears out of nowhere? Beats me, as this is just one part of the world just being Mong Cha Cha now................Apart from that, LIFE does have its ups and downs.......................

Still taking one step at a time now, breath in and breath out.........................Savoring each moment by concentrating as well as in working on things which I have enjoyed. Although, some people would always think that this MCC is selfish maybe they do not know this MCC well enough.

In fact, having a family as well as doing the things which MCC have always dreamt of daily sometimes seems to be so distant and also very dreamlike state. Without further ado with much words to contemplate on it would be better for those who knows me well enough would be able to understand me, for those who have yet to understand this MCC; TIME would be the only factor at the moment to understand on the strength of friendships and kinships.

Appreciating the relationships which MCC has embarked on as this is just only the NEW beginning for everyone of us..........................

Essence of Life

At times, it would be days.................of unsettling issues..............Whatever can be done? As for the LIFE right now..................

Not as glamorous like some would consider as 'time of a lifetime' or some would consider as 'what a chance of encounter'..................Well, nothing glamorous has even happened nor even 'miracle' or 'fairy godmother' has even swished her magic wand to conjure a world of new things for this blogger...............

Apart from that, LIFE is just the same mundane or would call it routines...............Routines one would consider them to be too 'dull' at times..............Need changes.......Never in this blogger life would someone would be able to create a miracle....................In fact, nothing to be 'blowing my trumpet' about..........................

Some would be saying this blogger, okay....................way too simple.............very simple.......
Earning only meagre salary, having a very 'dull' lifestyle or would call it at times 'boring'....
Sometimes very boring........................Until very 'beh tahan' already.........Itching to get occupied with the brains and the hands...................Until now................

Until now....................

Beast

Let this MCC describe the Beast in those words flaring out:-

If this blogger
Turn into a Beast
What would one think?
Anyway, with the

Advancement of modern technology
As well as in knowledge
What would one expect
With such facilities available

How would one turn into?
Either internet savvy addict
Like for example this blogger here
Or the porn experts

Like some this blogger have seen
Believe me
You would be blown away
With the ways things are done

No wonder they are all
Flaring away.......
With the BEAST'S
ROARS and GROWLS....

Coming from everywhere
Just to drum out further.....
Would be blogging further soon.......Dearies......

Just you wait and see Dearies.........What comes around do goes around.......

Modern Leopold

Hello there Bloggie.....

This MCC is finally back again, sure miss the moment when the words would be spitting out like machine guns........Anyway, back to basics what this blogger has in mind...........Today, or not even sure there is a movie would be shown in the television called "Kate and Leopold".....The irony of the story is that the would eventually fall in love with modern executive high flying woman and a man from the century before her......In short a real gentleman.........

Okay......what are the words would be coming out as :-

Given a scenario
Falling from the sky
Or from wherever
A gentleman

Would he drop
On your knee or on your car?
Let us think about it
Using our inactive imagination

On the other hand
If a fairy godmother
Swishes her magic wand
That would be a different story

Altogether, let's put it like that
Okay, with this amoking
Or even Daydreaming
Stances or Dances

Imagine that?
How would one call it
Hmmmm........
Leopold.........

With tall, broad shoulders
Black wavy hair, and of course
With muscles which
Would make any girls drool over them

It is normal for us girls anyway
For guys they would either
Drool over the girls' legs or chests
That would be the worst of guys

Beware before being electrocuted
By the wrath of the girls' parents
Or the wrath of women
Or they would call the scorn from

The women would make
Men fled away
Away twice as fast as lightning
And twice as fast as thunder

Imagine the scenario
Hehee...............Let your imagination run wild........Dearies.......

Mandarin Ducks

Quite weird that this would eventually pop out from this MCC's head. In fact, have been receiving Mandarin Ducks from two people whom have been with me...............When I was in a 'very lost' state....................

Chinese believes that Mandarin Ducks depicts love and romance..................Well, what do you expect from the daily hustle and bustle of everyday life..............................In fact, at the moment taking one day at a time...........................Put it frankly, cannot expect anything from Mong Cha Cha as of today......................Can be considered growing fungus at home : the main reason is that don't even know what to do with all the free time......................

Miss some of those things like this MCC seldom do:

1. Go for movies marathon
2. Trekking or jogging
3. Travel around the world
4. Cooking or experimenting new foodstuff to try on guinea pig
5. Checking out new clothes, designs, girls stuffs to indulge in
6. Get together with classmates
7. Gossips more with girlfriends, or spiritual families
8. Major wardrobe overhaul and also books
9. Catch up with tons of readings
10. Networking more often virtually and also personally

These are just only few things.....................More to come......................

Julyness.................

Dear Blog,

So sorry that have not been taking care of this for quite sometime now...........Been contemplating....................Sure.............by the way things now......This blogger is already in Tanjung Rambutan under severe medication, observation by the Doctor.

Anyway..............have been missing some of the best stuffs.............Yet somehow, some things are not meant to be..............Apart from that, have been travelling...............Let's not talk about the past now................

Been missing some of the things.............Like the things that this blogger loves to do or even enjoy doing..............More of what others would have taken for granted..............With the simplistic lifestyle now as well as for the way Things Are Now....................

Just jotting down what have not been doing for quite sometime...............Let it be, let it be........
Remember the songs..................Readers?????

How To Deal With Losers

Call this MCC whatever that would come into your mind at the moment, as at the moment now, the temper which is flaring inside NOW that could very well MURDER three persons whom this MCC have in mind......

Moreover, it is not unusual in this dog eats dog world that would eventually comes into any organization at the moment.............Apart from that, what would be very interesting our HUMAN NATURE tends to be very GREEDY whenever it involves MONEY.......Put it this way, MONEY would not always be ENOUGH for anyone...........One of the main reasons is that EXPENSES and INFLATION now is extremely high due to the hike of oil price.

Hey, put it this way this blogger here is not GOD, is not GOVERNMENT nor the EXECUTIONER for this MONEY issues. May this blogger ask these LOSERS : How do you manage your daily finances, monthly or even annual finances????? If you are pursuing all the latest gadgets no wonder YOU ARE ALWAYS BROKE......

First of all, use those MONEY within your own means. Secondly, if YOU are SO GREEDY.....
Why not find a part time job to supplement YOUR income???? Although, all YOU need to do is to WORK HARDER.......What is so HARD????

Dealing with LOSERS usually tired this blogger out............And specifically this blogger is so FED UP dealing with people who don't even know how to manage those finances............

Journey of Time

Watching the Metz Team input the song by the animated movie Anastasia..............It sure brings in memories...........Not only that, maybe just maybe with the progress in terms of technology, standard of living, cultures, as well as in education.........Put them in short: We are still so 'way behind' .....................Maybe in terms of this blogger standard it is more of performance and the results...................In short, on what we have become..................

Put it this way, maybe have been MIA for far too long already..................Blogging now, still the same old Mong Cha Cha......................Nothing great, nothing special................Still have to work to survive, if not how...................Just imagine being in the mode of 'auto pilot' are you asking this blogger to be 'stagnant' ..................Wah emmmmm Cai...................The main reason is that, LEARNING new stuffs is being part of this blogger...................Currently, with this and that, and the blog has been neglected lately......................And also need to recharge batteries...........Batteries also need to be upgraded or even changed..................

Sigh..................New things, new portfolios......................New people, fresh IDEAS..............fresh new inputs of NEWER but with the same MESSAGE...................LIFE...................Need NEW INSPIRATIONS........................Cannot wait to go for my VACATION....................Need it badly...Hard work and also a personal reward for just being a blogger.............Just being MCC.......

Blog next time............................

Odd Balls

Okay, don't even know why the heck this topic would suddenly pop out of nowhere.......moreover this blogger is just only your average kind of person not 'king' of person.

In short 'mana ada talent' passerbys would be saying during those days...................Those were the days..................Just imagine...................This person here is an 'odd ball'..................Call that those growing years........................or even growing pains....................There were pains, unresolved issues, now solved.......................Bless ya' wouldn't you think so.................

Well, well, now come to think of it......................There were blessings in disguise or would you term that as the way of LIFE is TEACHING US???? May not be enlightened or even reached the whatever stages one would be calling them...............Don't even know when can 'sampai itu stage yet'...........................

Look here readers, some may like this or that but sometimes a bit of 'HARSHNESS' or 'UNLUCKINESS'........................or even some 'other things'....................Just stop here now.......Continue some other days.......................