History

No one likes history to be repeated itself. When there is an instruction stated that; as the way it is then the way it should be followed. However, when there is a very 'vague and unclear' instructions to follow. Whichever it is to follow then there is no way a 'simpleton' will be a 'simpleton' mentality irregardless on which issue it is going to be.

Especially with the 'unfortunate and history' that need to be done on which the things are unnecessary happening all the time to this 'simpleton' is considered to be a 'payback' time. As such, 'simpleton' would need to take this as a hint to 'take leave'.

What to do when a person with such low down states. Cannot expect much do you? What am this 'simpleton' is suppose to do apart from being 'accusation' and 'pawn' or 'bait' for one or the other. This is the dog eats dog world anyway. Why such thing is to be done is none of my 'business to know any of them as those things' which are not my concern.

Better than hearing someone who says 'without this organization, I am prepared to open my own business'............This statement better hear it from the 'horse's mouth' than to hear from the third party. Other than that, starting over will be another issue as this 'simpleton' emotions and headache now is still neverending at the moment. As such, in LIFE there is ups and downs. Nothing is perfect and no one is in good shape for now; after a hard hit from head to toe. Nevertheless, if there is a wish this 'simpleton' would prefer to 'clear the head and mind' at the moment.

Wait till the time for the next title to arrive soon.

Reactions

As most of you would be aware, that why at this hour would blog???? Put it in short, when you have an idea better make sure that you do not hesitate to convey or do it first before it is too late..........When the idea has disappeared then it would take ages for the idea to reappear again. As this is just only an opening ceremony for this November, why not for a change .............all of these bloggings are based on LIFE.

Like most of you, readers who are reading this blog; we usually apply on what we practice at home to outside.......However, not always things will be happening as we would want them to be but let's not make this an issue..........BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY, the one who breaks the heart will be the one who suffers most...........None of us is perfect........as a woman who wants her husband to be 'like her'.......Yeah, if your husband becomes a woman maybe he will think like a woman for a change........and vice versa........Some of you would be thinking why does my boss think like this or something along the same line or like why can't I think like my boss.......If YOU ARE A BOSS, then you would be able to think LIKE YOUR BOSS, better make sure that YOU ARE A BOSS then you would be able to think like that......

Apart from that, when something comes in between the terms of 'being another one'........The proper term would be 'slipping into someone's shoes'........As far as it is concerned, THE RIGHT TERM TO BE USED WILL BE EGO.........All of us have, it is a matter on how deep is our self esteem that we have put upon ourselves that carry to let others' know on how well have we have achieved in LIFE........Consider it to be a test by our dear MOTHER NATURE has put upon our shoulders to let it be put to rest..........

In short, NOW on what we are doing is more IMPORTANT than the rest of the world think of us..........When we are influenced by how others' think of us then we are in 'trouble' as we would be doing things to please 'them' than to please ourselves..........As far, as it is concern then our LIFE will be their LIFE..........

Maybe, there are somethings we need to look inside of us that we would need to 'ponder further' as such our HEARTS........will sigh we have 'untied the knots'..............Knots is not that easy to be 'untied'...........Learnt it the hard way........as it would be a critical person to point that out to some 'soft hearted or vain' personality......which would 'crush the EGO of a person'..........That person would not be able to stand such a blogger to hit on so hard......

Back To Work/School

How time flies...........going back to work......Sounds good for this blogger.Itching to do more work as well as exercising the much rusted brain drain after more than a few days break.

Anyway, it's pretty good for a change to indulge in what this blogger had missed out doing them for the past few months.......Funny how Mother Nature works her way with us. This blogger used to dread going back to school........One of the main reasons will be 'this weirdo' facing daily..........Everyone would be looking at this young one who do not know 'what is normal and gentle'...........

Schooldays, university days or whatever days; dear readers you would call them during those days...............Well, this blogger did turn out all right without any things ..........or any of the parts of limbs or bones missing from the body.............Imagination running wild again......What do you expect from a blogger who has nothing on hand now or even 'knight in shining armour'..........That is a bloody joke one would call them. Forgive my language at the moment too emotional at the moment
to think sanely.

Just feeling so hungry to live in the 'fairytale kingdom' and stay there if possible......Hey; what is wrong when a person has more than one imagination in the mind as well as trying to do the best............Well, what is the best situation now is to be 'who this blogger in the first place 'just be myself'.Can never satisfy anyone curiousity or even the yearn to keep on upgrading the processing and the knowledge to grow further and more.

Better not to blog further, and today is the working day for this blogger who have not slept at this ungodly hour............Stay low, and maintain low always; and make sure my work and other stuff in tip top condition.
Knight in shining armour; blah!!!!!!

Terrible Temper

As one would have put a word as such 'temper will unleash the most evil inside of us'. Maybe it does spell the danger in having a nasty temper. In fact, it runs in the family. Today; it happened unexpectedly for a person who may deems to be 'the nice and innocent one'............does have a very nasty temper to control........Controlling and checking every part of the brains..........which might holds the 'trigger point'..........Once unleashed the worst had had happened.........Sometimes how this simpleton wish that LIFE would treat this incident as a LESSONS..........

LESSONS which might teach us the value of humankinds as well as the worst enemies within us will be the temper...........We cannot turn back TIME....................as this might be once and always..........LIFE is always not that simple.........The simplicity that this simpleton wish for is not here yet.................Maybe Mother Nature has more to teach me more things to come and much more to learn.........Just cannot bear to tell this to anyone yet.........Still too much of the past lurking inside and outside cannot be told and be seen by anyone at all.....

Though; it may sound absurd to some of you, this simpleton is still guessing on the consequences as well as the 'punishment behold this simpleton' will be facing soon enough at the moment.........Imaginary friends when this simpleton was younger helped to ease the pain and the need to tell someone the joys and pains in LIFE.........NOW, the imaginary friends will be this writtings to tell thy' stories and happenings in LIFE...........

'Knight in shining armour'............hmmmmm.......during younger days and still imagining still........Too absurb at the moment to think sanely NOW........and don't know why..........If not; how in such manner would such a manner to behold still...........There is a saying 'Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder'.............Beauty cannot last forever, temper will be controlled and evenly.................Long way more to learn especially with the current maid...........it sure drives one temper to the maximum limit............

Was verbally abused by maids before, used by them......Let's not dwell in the past anymore.......Too much pain, MEMORIES........long forgotten and also coming back slowly and gradually.........Who's is eating who alive from inside out now.........at the moment.............

Fairytales.......fairytales......if please hear me so fairy godmother..........
becoming a better person everyday......every second.......every minute...
LIFE is never that simple anymore.............If can please put me inside the fairytale books......with happily ever after ending......................

Life Is A Fairytale

Wondering why such title would appear on your screen at this moment?
Well, this time you why???? Wondering we always ask ourselves such questions at the moment.........Irony statement coming from a person who only in love with work at the moment...............Maybe people perceive this simpleton this way......Anyway, so what; and who cares about this simpleton on how this simpleton wants to lead the life........

Don't tell me that there is a 'knight in shining armour' will appear in my life and sweep this simpleton off my feet at the moment.......All of this; it is a matter of figment of this simpleton imagination at the moment........
Let's not endure such moment of imagination in this simpleton hand at this ungodly hour......One would perceive such as a biological clock is in a dysfunctional state as such too much involved in everything at the moment.......Maybe......recharging the systems now has been taken care of .........back to homework logging in again as well as relearning new things and the worst part is 'can't wait to get back to work'.........Put it this way............it sure makes this simpleton sounds more insane every moment.........

If there is such fairytale happens in this simpleton life at this moment.....
please spare this simpleton a fare share of sanity just in case 'the insanity strikes back'................Itching to know more about every field that have rather interesting backgrounds or even absurd ways to find ways and means to get things done........Maybe at this moment............a
little comfort and understanding will come some days..............It's a long wait ..................Sometimes it is better to put this simpleton in the nuts house better still so that the 'brains can be fixed' under the normal circumstances............

When there is a fairy godmother appears.........please let this blogger know.........it would help a lot in terms of 'living in a fairytale land'........Fat chance we are in harsh reality.........Reality does has a SHARP BITES..........

Alternate Dimensions

Okay, for now.............sometimes wishing in the alternate dimensions with better lives or lifestyles than this current one at the moment. In fact, nothing is impossible at the moment for now. Nearly forgotten, still need to put aside the emotional and feelings aside for the sake of the main priority. Easier said than done..................it is always like that.

Better put life.................as always at the moment..........HEARTS AFFAIRS..........maybe it is just a figment of imagination for now.............It seems so real................but nothing can be said or done at the moment..............Just a typical joke Mother Nature just 'tested on' anyway........
Maybe it's better to be 'unreal' than to be 'real'.............

In fact, unlike the others whom this simpleton have known throughout the years........................
everything seems to be going the way how they would want it to be at the moment.............
Such irony we are facing daily...............as well as the harsh reality world we are in...............
day in and day out...................

Typical for a 'kampung ah lien' saying such things............in a moment like this.......Maybe, just maybe............for a change to have DREAMS...........just to dream along.............like always.....do.It has helped in 'easing the pain away'..................for hard and harsh times............Still yet to contemplate further.........

Real and Unreal

Okay put it the way, you want to put it. It is unnecessary for a person to be confused with realities and imagination. Should this simpleton put them in a more realistic way. We are living in a really harsh realities world. We manage this daily by putting aside our emotional and feelings as the other alternate way in completing our assigned tasks which need to be completed within a short period of time.

Sometimes, it is pretty bored just working only but 'lacking in something'. Priority now is still the career first; if not the rest would not follow suit. How sometimes this blogger wish that it would be easier to have someone to really pour your heart to and tell out the things that you would not tell anyone...................Get real, in this world we need to be 'selfish' and 'harsh'..........
This is how the world works..............from the day we were born. Let's not forget the 'hearts affairs' one would think it would be a nuiscance............

'Hearts affairs'................is not an easy topic or matter to be solved.........The usual saying 'it takes two to tango'..........
Just to make it simpler..........everything needs EFFORT.........
no matter in which areas we are in NOW.......................Oh boy; oh boy............looks like this simpleton seems to be in 'real trouble' NOW...........Is there such thing really DO EXIST NOW????????????? Am still wondering over this matter...........
It is not easy after HAPPENINGS.......EVENTS.......PASTS.......
they can make an impact...........BIG IMPACT....................
One would know what this blogger means......................

Let's not blogger now..........BACK TO REALITY.............

Pineapples

One would have wondered why such title pops up suddenly? Well, in fact we do know how the pineapple looks like literally.........Hmmmmm.......In physical form it is very sharp in the outside with pines all over the fruit; and the flesh inside is sweet and tender depends on its types of pineapples.........There are quite a few.......Better not elaborate on this fruit area as this simpleton is not that expert in fruitmentation.......in terms of analyzing its content.........

Better to explain in a form of this simpleton thought process on this fruit:

As one wonder why this fruit
Some really loves it or hates it or both
As this is only a matter of fact
The next one in mind

Can a reader guess the content
Of the meaning of this writtings
As such it beholds a meaning
Only 'some' would know

Nor would wonder how
On earth this particular fruit
Becomes a topic
Of wonder in a sudden

Not yours or mine
But both
In terms of brains, age and gender
One literally laugh all the way

Hey; this is based on facts of events
Some would know
Some would wonder
Some would be in doubts

Who cares only
Those who knows; who cares
Who understands on how it works
Can you guess what fruit this simpleton is??????

Put it this way; LIFE works it wonder and the only thing this simpleton needs is 'comfort' at the moment.................Anyway, not to blogger on this issue yet............More to come once there is INSPIRATIONS and IDEAS........then this blogger would be bloggering more..............now is only 'recharging'.....................

Taking Lives

Wondering why such title popped up??? Well, this simpleton is pretty in an unusual state of mind at the moment.............If this can be answered then the blog would not have appeared in the first place dear readers............First, this 'simpleton' was wondering if there is any existence of 'Mr. Right'....Put it this way it is an irony statement because there are plenty of CASONOVA everywhere......Hehehehehe; no doubts about it......................As another factor would the career advancement............Not forgetting on friends,fiends,colleagues, new friends as well as new business associates and even acquaintances whom this simpleton have met along the way........................Lacking in lots of areas though, one would find them..........

Still contemplating whether to create another blog......as this simpleton have not been receiving any comments about anything at the moment.......Maybe it is the facts which have been put in daily that applies in our daily lifes...........Well, we do everytime anyway......not forgetting that we are the 'homo sapiens'........dear readers......A lot to catching up to do in my career field in terms of technical, adminstrations, accountings, as well as other areas........Lots of homework still need to be done..............Such irony we face daily......that is UNSATISFACTORIES...........

Okay, okay........the demand that this simpleton instill in terms of workwise, community services; everyone would be complaining too difficult to achieve the standards set by this simpleton is way 'too high' or 'unreachable'.............Let's put in the other person's shoe.......If a person is able to do that particular task WHY NOT YOU???????It is a matter of EFFORT......Time efficiency, management, as well as 'double multi-tasking'...........In other words, increase the capacity of an individual's production capacity or 'productivity'..........Nothing is impossible to achieve when you have put your mind into it..........

It is better than be bullied when no one teaches you to do any work but rely on your own common sense as well as initiatives to learn the jobs or tasks............Those were the days........This simpleton do not wish to venture into such 'past years' anyway.........It was way too 'harsh' or 'TOUGH'...............

Think about dear readers........Just an update......still to come........

To Be Or Not

Well, in terms of such title; one would think why is this 'simpleton' is up to today??? In fact, this 'simpleton' at the moment now is still thinking is that such thing as 'yours truly'. My dear readers you would be able to understand so; in different terms in : emotional, spiritual, or even career.

Let's put it in a nicer way, is there such thing nowadays. After watching the Hallmark movie on 'Mom at sixteen'............that certainly put me into thinking mode. What do you expect anyway? Imagine being pregnant at the age of fifteen and a mum at sixteen.............This simpleton can't imagine being pregnant.........it's way too complicated at the moment. Not only that, there some 'unspoken rules or boundaries' which need to be laid out. Moreover, if this 'simpleton' do own a business ; at this moment it is way too much burden as managing a business requires an 'art or subtleness' in handling people and even managing them. The return of capital is one of them as well as maintaining the business at the tip top condition is another factor to keep ahead of current and upcoming competitors........as well........not only that $$$$$$..................is another one major reason.........

One would think being your own boss is better than being employed. There are pros and cons; in both sides as a boss as well as an employee. Being your own boss is 24hours looking after your own 'baby business' then being an employee 'no worries about baby business'........The returns being your own boss is definitely higher than an employee.............I mean many times higher........in terms of $$$$$ as well as social network circuit........Still learning on the social network circuit...............need more improving........more ideas and more inspiration to help this blog to continue if not........'very susah'.........

It is a responsibilities...........to come to terms in values, social norms, networking and certain 'mannerism' for certain people.......still lots more to learn from 'boss'.........long way more to learn some more.........What to do.......'this new pork chop'..........not 'old ginger' for those who are very very experienced........Experience can not be bought and it is priceless...........

Enjoying LIFE.........at the moment before the hectic period comes.........can't wait for that anyway.......more work better still.........

Possibilities

One would have thought that this 'non-sense' simpleton is up to the usual stuff again. When one's thought in provoking a certain 'nerves' then one would think that this person has already 'screwed up'. That term is way too 'harsh' if it were to be put in such a 'nasty way'.

In fact, LIFE can put us in different forms and sizes. Apart from that, we can actually see through the terms and conditions arising from there. As such, LIFE will always be a part of CIRCUS. You are talking about a 'clown here' and I REALLY mean it!!!!

This simpleton clown have this certain habit in 'insanity streak'. Well, one would think if this simpleton 'memang ada "something wrong or not".........So, readers what do you think at this very moment. Sometimes, when your brain is not itself; it rather weary and very 'humph'.......hmmmmmmmm

Okay, okay less dramatic now but at least now the nerves are still steady after the months of training by my lady boss. Trust me, one would even think that I am a trader.........What a joke!!!!!!Hhaahhaaha........Let's not blogger on this issue.

After so many years of 'tough training and condemning as well as distrustness'...........Sometimes it can be pretty hard to be 'soft and gentle' again..........What this simpleton mean 'normal nerves and natural'.............Pretty hard to swallow isn't it dear readers don't you think?????? Well; just ponder and see you next time......

Confusion

Put it this way, when your state of mind is 'in confusion' what is the first thing are you going to do? Rest your head and continue to think in a logical manner. As such, there is a thing call 'calm your bloody head'. In fact, no wonder we could be in such a state of mind. Anyway, we are all humans.

So, there is no doubt about it. The people whom we meet in our daily affairs as well as in our community services; can really affect us in different manners. Just in short, we are influencing everyone as well as others would influence us without us knowing them. Look, maybe I may not be that 'genius' or 'intelligent' like some smart scholars with scholarships or even super Einstein in the making. Maybe this simpleton is way too 'simple' in the sense of 'kampung ah lien' at the moment.

Not only that, sometimes the strain of nerves can be put into maximum limit. Exactly like this whole week and the coming week to come. As such, isn't it a confusion in a state of mind at the moment. You are really, really, really talking about real NUTS CASE here readers. Do you want to know why readers?????? This simpleton is also in ????????? at the moment.

See you next time when this simpleton is not in ???????

Perception

The concept of perception is more on how we look at life. Well, different people go through different phases of experiences which would eventually mould the personalities. In fact, the term being used is a bit too broad in a sense of sensibility at the moment.

If it were to put them in a proper wordings, these perception will actually take ages to explain in sciences and also in arts. Let's not dwell into the terminology of words it would make it more confusing. As such, the more experiences we go through the more issues we need to take note of. Some may put them as small issues; others may put them as big issues. When we set our mind to make some things possible..................nothing will become impossible.

AS DREAMS COME ALONG AS WE MAKE THEM HAPPEN NOTHING WILL BECOME IMPOSSIBLE...........JUST TAG ALONG WITH THE WAVES AS WE LEARN TO SURF THEM IN A BETTER METHOD TO HANDLE PROBLEMS..................

Becoming too Einstein again........what to do.......this type of thing is a style or learning is when we absorb what we can not just let them pass through just for nothing...................Mother Nature gives us this....................

Life As A Joke

Another chapter of another day, as usual an inspiration for a 'craft' or 'art' done is neverending. As such, not one day we have never learnt.........Learning still............unable to take note on what is happening in one's mind. Well, this JOKER is having endless work that need to be done.

Not only, we have this LIFETIME to and many more to come. Yet........unable to foretell the future but still sitting in the presence.......and keen to absorb as much as possible. Anyway, that is the MAIN FUNCTION FOR OUR BRAIN......do not let them laze too much or we will end up become more LAZY.......Hehehe......talking about laziness sure beats this JOKER once before on this issue. You can put it in anyway you want them to be......it's your opinions and your thinking style......We do have our own style to accomodate other people or should I say be 'flexible' or even 'crafty'............

This JOKER sure put world in an entirely different perspective in terms of LIFE.......maybe HARSHNESS OR TOO MUCH HARSHNESS..........had been 'implanted' or 'ingrained'..........now is slowly turning into 'different'.........Maybe yet to be known to others.........Only this JOKER would know only......It's off limits......to those..........hmmmmm.......

Just laugh away and you would feel more 'in tune' with your own 'nature' and even 'mind and heart'........Talking Einstein again.......Never mind just keep on SURFING.........and REMEMBER WE HAVE NOT STOPPED THE WAVE........WE ARE NOT ENLIGHTENED YET BY THE WAY....

Laughter is the best medicine........for all of us.........Each day, no matter near or far but we know TIME HEALS THE WOUND........

Law of Attraction

Well, this title is exactly the same as the movie which were potrayed by Pierce Brosnan and Julianne Moore. In fact, this is just................part of the title. What this title means in depth can lie in many layers. Not only that, we are the CREATORS...............in short what we can think in our mind we are able to do them irregardless of whatever the scenario is going to be.

Other than that, this thing came about after a show with a few of my friends today. It was pretty interesting.......put it in short. As a matter of fact, it is true when we LOVE ourselves more than we can give our LOVE to others................it comes overflowing.

Thanked GOD that I had known him before and also thanked the ENLIGHTENED ONE for bringing more INSPIRATIONS and more FRIENDS as well as SPIRITUAL FRIENDS when this simpleton is getting involved with too many activities to handle at the moment. As such, there are so many experiences that we actually take them for granted. These experiences are the ones that SHAPE us always, no matter where we are.............like NOW.

Dear readers what this simpleton is trying to say is that we are able to accomplish GREATER works and GREATER DREAMS..................and WE ARE ALWAYS ONE STEP AHEAD.........of the rest. Take good care of yourselves dear readers; there is always LOVE out there...........See you when we have REACHED OUR DREAMS and ACHIEVE THEM NOW............JUST DO IT...........when in no good mood please try to visualize the baby's smile or laughter.......and everything will disappear.......and our mood will change.......because of their innocence towards LIFE...........

Insanity Streak

Alright dear readers, why not for a change being insane for a while. Wondering why such title come out of nowhere???Well, this insane simpleton have the tendency to go 'insane in terms of writting, verbal or even really out of mind'. Put it your way of insanity for your own sake. Hmmmmhmmmm............In fact, this simpleton is kinda of enjoying it at the moment at the mercy of someone; if that someone....................well put it 'driving another one nuts'..........or 'what the hell are you trying to do????'.....................Please forgive my language at the moment, as still trying to figure out what is going on inside this simpleton 'mind'.................This simpleton would like that very much to know.

Moreover, this is just part of the simpleton character................No wonder 'this nut case' is just a mere away from the 'nuts house' at the moment.........Just kidding folks...........No worries about that as LIFE is just the way the simpleton is living now as well............as nothing..........Okay...............okay.......maybe a bit too 'agressive in nature in terms of workwise'.................that is just one part of 'workaholic and want more challenges'....................Still hungry for more new stuff to 'work out the brain,emotions and physical as well as stamina'..............

Hey, everything in the package need to be maintained if not 'how to jalan' in proper condition and the 'recharging' part is always postponing.........Maybe enjoying too much at the moment, to go for 'recharging'.........Ahahahahaha........something just went through in this simpleton mind at the moment but do not know what the heck is that thing..........That is one major problem 'short term memory disease'.........................Everytime happen like that wah..........This simpleton is going to start crying soon already and also 'checking on the budget daily and investments'......Another disease is yet to be known dear readers............In time to come.....see what types of disease start cropping out soon...................

Everything needs to look after one lor...........If not very 'susah'.......Other than that $$$$$$ do not come that easily.......Need them for rainy days like today lor.......Aiyo.....this 'kampung ah lien' going to be admitted to the asylum soon enough liau...........Any idea where to put this simpleton now???? Well, LIFE sure 'playing a lot'............'with this simpleton'....................
How do you think..........what do you think??????Aiyoh.....aiyoh.........Back to Singlish again liau

Try to figure this out............I DARE YOU.........Hehehehehe.......hehehehe........Enjoy while you can dear readers..............Why do you think this title arrive today, why not yesterday or even tomorrow????? Sometimes Mother Nature does has her 'tricks' and 'ways' in one way or the other forms. We may not see them now but maybe later...................

True

Have we ever wonder the path we are walking now? Now still at loss for words at the moment. Apart from that, if this simpleton have the answers then this blog would not even appear in the first place. Maybe this feeling is ever so true. Ever wonder why???? Am still wondering so. Still in between realities and fairytales. Very funny don't you think so? Yet this simpleton is still wondering if this feeling is just only hallucinations and imaginations.

Ought to take more rest and keep a really clear head. If it is really true; then LIFE must be 'playing with me' or 'testing my endurance and feelings'. Do you want to admit me to an asylum???Please do so, if you think this is the case. Hehehehe..........well, put it in a more sane way maybe still need a lot of sleep at the moment. Need to be level headed to be at work and more of social and community work. More ideas need to be churned out at the moment. Need more inspirations and aspirations in order for things to happen.

Inspirations and aspirations they are the most important things for IDEAS to be CREATED and to make them HAPPEN!!! Cannot just sit around and laze around and doing nothing. It would be so not simpleton. No wonder those who know this simpleton would start calling 'too workalcoholic'.......at least better than 'alcoholic' mah......What do you think dear readers???

Trust me even the simplest smiles and laughters from a baby can make a big DIFFERENCE in a simpleton LIFE. Cannot help it .............maybe children do make me forget that this simpleton is still a working adult. They maybe young but they do remind us the value of LIFE...........as it is. No wonder this simple minded person is so 'simple'.............Hmmmm
hmmmmmm...........dear readers do you want to make a guess????

A feeling will remain a true feeling but still wondering how true is true.....................................
Becoming too analyzing at the moment.......and also still guessing.......Ever wonder if there is such thing call..........never mind about the the terminology for that.......Everything is determined by how the 'magic wand in ourselves' make them work...........Dear readers continue guessing..........still a 'simple minded' person. Never a day without learning we are doing each time and never do we give up upon ourselves.................

Maybe this simpleton is just imagining the feelings at the moment........and
they may not be true..........But it is so crystal clear and maybe way too scary as well as intimidating and 'sudden'. Just don't know how to approach such situation.........and way too.........just don't know how to describe them.......Ohoah.......going overboard again..................

Annoymous or Nagging

Once an idea starts coming and the rest would start bloggering down.......Sometimes it can be very weary and also tiring......Especially keeping a clear head in work and also in both social, community as well as gathering functions. Well, annoymous is my name and annoymous will I always be. Preferably without anyone knowing than my closest friends and some kalaya mitras know them......We are learning everyday from each other. One reason, keeping out of sight and out of mind from others is still the best solution at the moment; that I am able to think of at the moment. Apart from that also making sure that my dates are always right instead of confusing one date to the other on different functions or events. Sure beat the hell out of me anyway!!! Forgive my language at the moment......as just come out from my brain.

In fact, starting this blog was merely 'toying with an idea'. Still doubting on this 'idea' well maybe it is still at an early stage. What do you expect anyway?Fairy godmother will fly up here and wave her magic wand and this Plain Jane can turn into Cinderella......Fat chance; we are able to find them in fairytales..........Fairytales..........Just fairytales.....Pretty irony don't you think??? Moreover, this Plain Jane still have many more questions still remain inside..........unable to tell out. These things better remain inside this Plain Jane. Facts will be facts.........Speaking out from the mind; and not just merely without any both 'heart and mind'..........We come in these packages.......Do not forget all of you do have 'HEART'..........

Magic or miracles..................Some would call them as such. We make miracles happen and even magic happen. The magic wand is always inside of you and is only how you would want them to work. Maybe.................just maybe such miracles happen to some people. We need not have to look so hard; they maybe right in front of our eyes and we do not realize that they are there.
Let LIFE teach us something and also let MOTHER NATURE do her work.........We are from her aren't we?????

Dreams

As we dream along
Each day do we see
How is the day??
One would ask

Thy' would answer
How would one would know???
GOD or not am I??
So.......dreams come along

We make ado
On what we do believe in
Sheer mischief like a baby's smile
Or a baby's laughter

Melt one's heart
Immediately and all feelings forgotten
Yet, feeling lightness and happiness
Just only just a while

Thy' may not see it
Such innocence make one sigh
Wishing each day like a fairytale
We make each day as we go

By link or by KARMA
Do we see upon ourselves
Are we who we are right NOW???
Like NOW......

Maybe out of sheer curiousity
Do we make amends or just out of pure enjoyment
Of one's ego and one's looks
Hey.......looks can 'kill' or 'murder'

Someone immediately
Not just by stares or looking
No action and no talk given
Is that a 'YES' or a 'NO'

What do you think????

Heart To Heart

Alright enough of wishy-washy at the moment from each blog written; just going straight to the point. Every person would wish for another person to understand his/her thinking or 'perception' in the daily life that we are going through. Not just another 'knight in shining armour come to rescue a damsel in distress'. These type of stories we will only find them in fairytales like Brothers' Grimms or Andersens'..........Those were my dreamland books ever since I was young. Maybe they did put an impact on how these tenderness can be found in their writting styles which indirectly affect this simpleton writting habits.

Okay.....okay.....this simpleton is still a 'dreamer'......in fairytale land...until now. No wonder; sometimes the wordings or the phrases we read from books actually influence the way we speak or carry ourselves. In fact, consider it 'to be a curse or blessings' some may put it their way. Other people thinking you would not be able to stop them.........By right, at this hour this simpleton is still struggling over a dilemma.....This dilemma only this simpleton only knows.......
Everyone wants to matchmake you that is a 'problem or a curse'......?????!!!! Hey, this is not a 'marketplace for you to choose vegetables'........Moreover, it takes one to know one.......You know what I mean on this issue......................Like this simpleton always mention 'fate will determine' or 'fate will be helping' the couples.........Everything depends on conditions or the right circumstances if the person is the 'right one for you'..........

Too 'dramatic' at the moment when this simpleton put it in such a way.....What do you expect when everyone wants you to 'get hooked up'.....Yah......If you have the 'right one'.......................
Hmmmm........let this simpleton analyze a bit of the current situation...........Who knows you better; only yourself right????? Cracking nuts again????Too much analysis sure paralyze this simpleton at the moment............Right now..............the only thing this simpleton or shall I put it 'kampung ah lien'................enjoy LIFE first before get committed.....if not very 'susah'.......'everytime must ask permission'......Aiyo.....that is very 'duh'......'huh'......or 'blah'.....

A person is like a best friend whom you can tell out everything from your greatest fears to your biggest dreams............Hey.....it is not a crime to be like that anyway.....Just embrace LIFE as it is not just taking LIFE to be a threatening; like that no fun already.....Moreover, LIFE is way too short to be wasted away just like that........Look at it this way.....when a person who had gone through LIFE threatening events or even worst case scenario...............Other things do not seem to matter that much anyway.......

If a guy wants to date this simpleton maybe 'the first thing he would be the first person to run away first'..........Heheheheheheh......... too frightening to deal with me; too fierce or just too hot tempered to be handled by anyone...........Want another fight?????Or another screaming match or arguements over nonsense issues?????? Better keep your opinions to yourself......you may get burnt or even a really bruised ego to LIVE with at the moment..............That person ought to know what does it mean 'heart to heart' or 'to really love and understand' who you are and not just by looking or 'staring' at your appearance or body, appreciate how you think and the points in arguements, opinions, brains and not on your society status or wealth status........What this simpleton believe is that the wealth is just by the strength of willpower to generate the amount of wealth, the capabilities and even the strategies........Strategies.....my favourite....all time favourite.....This simpleton may not be a champion in chess or whatever board games but strategies just like Sun Tzi 'Art of War' or the 'Battlefield' is becoming more and more interesting everytime.......Still enjoying them at the moment.........Too much enjoyment at the moment.

Dear readers please understand this is mainly based on this infected blogger reflections only and not all the items written are for real......Everything is mainly on the reflections in LIFE.....Life makes a big part of this blogger......surroundings, people as well as characters...........So, just take note of this blogger stuff is merely on opinions............