Terrible Temper

As one would have put a word as such 'temper will unleash the most evil inside of us'. Maybe it does spell the danger in having a nasty temper. In fact, it runs in the family. Today; it happened unexpectedly for a person who may deems to be 'the nice and innocent one'............does have a very nasty temper to control........Controlling and checking every part of the brains..........which might holds the 'trigger point'..........Once unleashed the worst had had happened.........Sometimes how this simpleton wish that LIFE would treat this incident as a LESSONS..........

LESSONS which might teach us the value of humankinds as well as the worst enemies within us will be the temper...........We cannot turn back TIME....................as this might be once and always..........LIFE is always not that simple.........The simplicity that this simpleton wish for is not here yet.................Maybe Mother Nature has more to teach me more things to come and much more to learn.........Just cannot bear to tell this to anyone yet.........Still too much of the past lurking inside and outside cannot be told and be seen by anyone at all.....

Though; it may sound absurd to some of you, this simpleton is still guessing on the consequences as well as the 'punishment behold this simpleton' will be facing soon enough at the moment.........Imaginary friends when this simpleton was younger helped to ease the pain and the need to tell someone the joys and pains in LIFE.........NOW, the imaginary friends will be this writtings to tell thy' stories and happenings in LIFE...........

'Knight in shining armour'............hmmmmm.......during younger days and still imagining still........Too absurb at the moment to think sanely NOW........and don't know why..........If not; how in such manner would such a manner to behold still...........There is a saying 'Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder'.............Beauty cannot last forever, temper will be controlled and evenly.................Long way more to learn especially with the current maid...........it sure drives one temper to the maximum limit............

Was verbally abused by maids before, used by them......Let's not dwell in the past anymore.......Too much pain, MEMORIES........long forgotten and also coming back slowly and gradually.........Who's is eating who alive from inside out now.........at the moment.............

Fairytales.......fairytales......if please hear me so fairy godmother..........
becoming a better person everyday......every second.......every minute...
LIFE is never that simple anymore.............If can please put me inside the fairytale books......with happily ever after ending......................