Merry Christmas & Happy New Year

Wonder how this title would pop out suddenly and out of nowhere. As I am sitting alone in the office and not even my 'boss' is not in today and the office seems so lifeless except sitting here and 'dating' the pc for the rest of the day. However, it is also the dawn of Christmas Eve today.

It has been so long since this blog has been updated....................about half a year that this blog has not been alive with words or even the latest news on whatsoever. Sometimes I wish that I do work in the office whereby there are people whom we can socialize with or even the time to yak all day long and not doing anything at all................can sometimes make this MCC so berserk without work to do.

The only way is to accumulate work so that more work would be done in time to come and not so busy times. Apart from that, it is also not that glamourous working alone. Although everything sure comes with a price tag. Yet, now is the good time for me to blog after the disappearance for the half the year. Better make sure that this blog is alive and well.
May everyone would be blessed and happy always all year round for the Year of the Tiger.

There is always a new thing for this MCC to learn. The current one would be the Wordpress, although first timer and very blur case for this MCC. Still need to have a tutorial to further enchance the usage of Wordpress. Sigh...................being alone all the time sure sometimes do drive this MCC NUTS!!!! Especially without anyone to talk to and also to exchange ideas or discussing the current news or on other things. Not just sitting alone like a sitting duck waiting for the hunter to start shooting. Other than that, it would be unwise to just sitting and doing nothing. It makes this MCC really really MAD!!!

If the Doc is here, then maybe it would not be that lonely as long there is someone there to talk to or even to be content with. At times I wish there is also another agenda or even very very busy activities to be busy or occupy the time with. Now everything like in a standstill position.

Anyway, WE WISH YOU A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Yet Still Undecided

Wonder how this would eventually turn out in this blog of mine. Yet, with such a long time from the previous entry. Memang Mong Cha Cha, what to do if not this blog would not be named as Mong Cha Cha.

Life is not just having the FAME, WEALTH, INTELLIGENCE, or NETWORKS. Put it this way, they are IMPORTANT for people who has always crave for these stuffs. Then, so sorry no comment to be made in terms of the limited experience. However, there is always blessings in disguise. Other than that, the LUCKINESS of a person who would have thought that a SIMPLE MINDED PERSON like Mong Cha Cha would have the BEST of BOTH WORLDS......................

In short, LIFE does not have the JUSTICE like one would eventually think that it would turn up that way. For me, it is matter of fact only........................with the common ways or means one would turn up to be.......................What can be done anyway....................Not only that, it is a wonder if there is such a possibility for MIRACLES to happen.............

I would be able to answer such a question is that, there is no such thing as things would come true. As a matter of fact, there is no MIRACLES or even happen to MCC. Somehow or rather, it is merely to the networking of people whom we would be able to meet up with a MAGICIAN who would be able to conjure up MAGIC to be cast upon this MCC to be someone who is able to achieve a certain recognition in terms of socialibility or even the networking with people who has the connections to be going out with peers who are of same age.

It is difficult sometimes to go out with peers who are of same age as they would be extremely busy with their own families or even with their life. Yet, it is not always a bed of roses to be happy about. Not always be it in the relations with people with all walks of life to be proud of. Not in the elite group or even in the POPULARITY group with the people to bring you places all the time. Nay......................wait till the next time on the blog entry.....................As life is the way as usual for this MCC......................

Get It Right

Dear Blog,

It has been sometime have not been writting. Do not know why but at least it is a good place to put where all the feelings of good and bad. At times I wonder whether is there anyone would be able to appreciate on what Ihave been writting. 

The best thing is that, I would like to keep it closed without anyone prying and asking non-stop on this non-existenting social life that I have been lacking. Other than that, it would not be that good to share with other people on what I have been doing for the past few years. 

Sure miss my blog, as NOW only I start to write again with my conscience and also the moments with myself in doing all over again. I wonder if anyone out there would understand who I am or what I am instead of just stereotyping me all the time. Apart from that, Doc himself is also very busy with his activities and other things.

No matter what I have been doing seems to be futile or not good enough to be appreciated or usually been taken aside. In short, NOT SO IMPORTANT PERSON or the POPULAR one to be with. Usually, I would laugh it off or just ignore what others would start judging me without any apparent reasons at all. 

Wishing is one thing, getting the wishes is another matter for this MCC, at times it would be so disheartening just to dream on with the wishes. Sometimes, I wonder if others really know what I have been doing or just 'chuck me aside' in the closet or just 'taken for a ride'.  Maybe it is just not my time yet or even to talk about them yet. 

Time would start to tell, and now is just merely the beginning.

Best regards

MCC

The Sound of Ox.....Year

Put it this way, blogging nowadays is depending on this blogger mood : Feel or don't feel like it. Get it? Anyway, with the current livelihood, or the way life is running now is either in a stagnant mode or even 'auto pilot'............................Jesus Christ...................Wonder how long would it take for this blogger to blog on an article..................

It has been quite sometime since last month, Jesus Christ......................looks like it would be an article a month or even lesser................By the way this is the first time such moment would come by in order to blog on something or some 'fab ideas' do come around. Hopefully, there would be some OX-PICIOUS YEAR ahead..........................Now barely even the end of first quarter......................

Coming towards the second quarter of the year, with the moments to moments to deal with daily............................As with the current situation as well as in terms of TIME......................that this blogger have the FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE........................................TIME.......

Yet, sometimes feel lucky and sometimes feel unlucky. Do not understand why this blogger would feel like that, is not that having some weird feelings all over again.....................However, with the on going medications which might last about a year or maybe even longer yet to see.
The Doc is doing all the best he can, and also this MCC life was saved by him. Therefore, with this life wonder would this blogger able to repay this Doc...................Or even helping him. It is the most that this blogger would be able to do at this moment.

No wonder, this blogger always Mong Cha Cha.....................fortunately not Cha Cha Chambo....Other than that, it is always better to be in a 'below radar' .......................Lesser people know this blogger it would be better...........................Lesser is better in terms of securing this MCC's privacy and also with other very close friends....................PLEASE.......

The Marriage of Reality and Fantasy

Wonder how this topic would come into this MCC mind at such particular moment. Frankly speaking, or writting one would be putting them as separating between reality and fantasy can be quite frusrating at times.

Unlike some who are exceptionally good in the art of separating between what is 'real' or 'unreal' in the moment. No wonder this blogger is termed as Mong Cha Cha. Other than that, this MCC is not the 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button' who is aging backwards.....................If this really happens so, then it would not be a 'Curious Case of Mong Cha Cha'.

In fact, with the way things have turned out in reality....................with the life one would be envious because of the lack of commitments like husband, children, in laws or out laws one would be putting them. With the support that I have been given by really close people and who have been supportive throughout my long leave. Sometimes when the time is too free, it would be idle time with no one to chat with or even to hang out when I have been too free.......................Too freeeeeeeeeeee..................................

Need to get something or to do something or help those who are not so fortunate in terms of financial or even different moral support, and also other things....................Need to occupy both the mind and the physical body to be very busy so have no 'crazy thoughts' or even ' idle hands'.........................Been so used keeping occupy all the time, and also with the way things have turned out to be..........................Either it is a 'blessings in disguise' or just merely with the 'karma' one has at the moment...............................

CNY or Holidaying

Whenever the much anticipated holidays like Chinese New Year, or gazzetted public holidays it would be a good break for this Mong Cha Cha to have 'extra sleep or rest'......................Maybe because of the medications or just merely the 'sleeping sydrome' is getting on with the current situation.....................

Apart from that, writting has been the sole companion who has never been short of friend who would abandon you. In fact, it is some sort of therapeutic for this Mong Cha Cha to get on with life. Not many would appreciate the fact that this would be the type of solace that this Mong Cha Cha would be comfortable with.

However, sometimes LIFE is not what it seem to be yet with the current condition or circumstances that this LIFE would be shaped with the way LIFE turn out to be. Somehow or rather it is okay to be different and not within the fact that it would show or gradually reflect on the way LIFE turns out to be. Be it the retribution or the past karma it would be a difficult question to be answered. Nevertheless, unlike other people who has best of both worlds it would be a source of inspiration with the disease which can strike anyone in any other age range.

Let's not get carried away with the fact that, LIFE is uncertain but DEATH is certain.................With the circumstances that this Mong Cha Cha is in now, it would be the LIFE either one would be envious or fortunate to be with. Circumstances is just a matter of fact that it is always changing no matter in which life it would be in, be it in the form of wealth or the form of health or be it in the form of friendships or just merely the trust that one would be in.

Trust is a fragile goodwill to be played around with or by merely mis-using the trust to get on the other person's way in terms of work, goodwill or even the time to be with someone. Maybe for some trust is just merely a toy to play around with so that others would work towards the way things have turned out to be. Apart from that, TRUST for this Mong Cha Cha is as important as friendship to be with. Keeping them is just like keeping silent to know what others 'skeletons in the closets of other people'........................In short, keep silent although peoples' problems would tell out to 'free themselves of the problems' or 'just to let go' in the form of TRUST for the noble silence for someones' problems. Have been doing that for years, the main reason people come to you is to 'let go of daily frusrations' and also the form of TRUST to be able to keep their secrets.

Year 2009 Wish List

Now is already the YEAR 2009, still cannot get over the idea that one year can pass by so fast..........................Like I have not done many things yet.........

In short, I would like to make my YEAR 2009 resolutions:-

1. Get my laptop and my digital camera(In my 2008 wish list)
2. Update my blog regularly instead of weekly gaps or monthly gaps
3. Renew my wish list for a better YEAR 2009 than the last year
4. Get a life insurance (Get it)
5. A regimen of workout daily (Doing that already)
6. Save more money to travel more often(overseas)
7. Contribute to the less fortunate people and give more than receive(Help those in need)
8. Trim down and slim down with a better figure to fit in all of my dresses
9. Write more or blog to improve my writting skills
10. Go more outings or chilling out with friends(increase my social circles)
11. Take more photos with my darling digital camera while travelling
12. Keep my leaves so that I have more leaves to utilize for the following year
13. Work hard and smart to get a better pay
14. Be more assertive and lively instead of just keeping quiet all the time
15. If there is a knight in shining armour to go with when life does permit


So far, these are the few I would be able to think at the moment as it would be pointless if repeating the same thing over again. As well as not doing my things whole heartedly..............................Life is just life with tonnes of excitement to be wondered upon. See ya later,....................readers...........

The Next Chapter

Do not even understand why the feeling so alone, maybe with the current situation of being singleton is there......................Getting used of being alone most of the time but at times it would be like so scary just being all alone all the time. 

Other than that, it is just being plain this Mong Cha Cha at times....................If there is anyone in shining armour would come across......................Maybe in the dream or just plainly just being plain.......................Apart from that, rakes would just be rakes.................Nothing to comment on that, as have not even being through in the situations at all.

Talk about naive in certain areas......................Maybe too naive, or just being all alone in just being not in 'being together'....................Other than just being alone most of the time all the time, and also to be in the next chapter in life is like hitting the big three O.  After the big three O being hit, LIFE is just plainly normal. Nothing special or even some other big party to be thrown..........And also simply let the hair down...................

Believing the impossible??!!! Wonder why or how this would struck me to the point of just being a blogger or just a blogger would do so. Other than that, the feeling of being taken care of is very much being warmth...................The feeling of warmth or just a matter of 'brain functions' coming into full force would one day come true. Especially with the facing the possibilities whereby others would be calling them the impossible..........................Do not want to give up in believing the impossible would one day come true and turn into reality not just merely dreams only.

Sometiemes with dreams we would be able to shift ourselves forward better to reach the goal faster or even nearer. One would just merely put them into terms for the understanding sake. Moreover, how often would one wonder with the feelings of being really loved for who you are than to be compared often enough with those who has everythings. Not everyone would have the best of both worlds. Other than that, it would be heedless than to be compared more than 'just being'. Apart from that, literally......................this blogger would be considered as 'something different' or just being a 'singleton'.

Better to be 'blunt' or 'straightforward' as this is the only thing this blogger would know. Yet, with the advancement in technology and also communications nowadays these would work wonders in many ways than one. Thankful for the following:

1. My family

2. Doc

3. Permanent job and sanity

4. Spiritual people whom I meet

5. Normality

Gradually, going towards the next chapter in the life which this blogger is considered to be utmost 'insanity freaks' by those who barely knows me.Of course, what would you be able to garner from others............................

Disease

Have any of you ever thought would the disease strike unexpectedly????? In fact, it would be mind boggling at times when come to think of it. Once you have been strike with a disease which would take lifetime to overcome them.

In short, to put it bluntly...................Disease can be crippling in the sense of disabling the simplest tasks to be done perfectly. Other than that, it would sound so absurb to be telling all of this in this Mong Cha Cha's blog. Basically with the doc on hand as well as in taking medications having the disease can be a stigma.

However, unlike those who have the best of both worlds would be extremely lucky and blessings. On the contrary it would be dishonest not to say that.........................Now blogging is more of a pleasure with leisurely time with time to come with the phases of life which can turn into pleasant surprises. HOPE is the only thing that this blogger know at this moment. 

Apart from being alone all the time, it would be unpleasant type of feelings arising every now and then. Yet, somehow or rather these feelings are 'the matter of fact' only. In terms of being alone in the 'world' that one would be describing them as 'another world' far away from reality. It is the time of just being in another world is much more fun than in reality. It is way too difficult even to separate the reality and fantasy world of mine. 

There would not be any bullying, nor backbiting with lashes of vulgar words coming out from the sanity of mankind. It is not just fantasy it fact, those were the realities during schooling, as well as pursuing the degree. It was not that easy living with this kind of disease whereby it was alien...........................during the time of yesteryears.......................Wonder how to survive from those years.........................All those years.................

On Recovery

Now may not seem to be time to talk about what is important and what is not, as time goes by looks like missing many things. As the dignity and the self respect of the person has been lost.

Irregardless on status or on the hierachy in the line of profession even the littlest of progress is least to be expected. However, with the 'me time' it looks like more of 'time out' for this Mong Cha Cha. As a matter of fact, sometimes being 'alone' is scary and even the loneliness would seem to engulf one's LIFE when one looks at it.

The cycle of LIFE has come upon reaching mid-LIFE crisis as without any companion would be termed as 'depreciation in value'. Unlike some who have theirs and some still waiting for the lonely hearts to be warmed upon by someone's loving touch. At times, it would be even in the dreams or even elsewhere. This mid-LIFE things is at times result from the 'karmic effects'.

Yet somehow or rather, I would be glad to trade place with another who actually has a LIFE. The LIFE which one would put another in envy with friends to chat with or even the activities which one day become memories as well as in 'finding own's way'.

Mong Cha Cha may not have many things in LIFE but travel very lightly in terms of having lesser in monetary terms, social or even other things. Unlike those with the capabilities in various ways in terms of so many areas. Have lots to catch up in LIFE.

From Thy' Eyes Only

Looking up in the sky now would be the only time whereby the world would always turn round about 360 degree.......................Please let this brain 'be normal' for heaven sakes.........

Jesus Christ, talking non-stop with restlessness...............................

Let thy one views them into another perspective:-

Just another day

Levelling into another day

Take one day at a time

It is more of rusting

Rusting and rusting

Maybe with age

Better age gracefully

Like Jackie O Kennedy

Such beauty, brain and of networks

With the grace of an actress

Brain like a scholar

Witty like a jester or a clown

Not comparing but only

With same terms being used

As with limited vocabulary

Or such neccessities

Need not elaborate

Not too much nor

Too little

Yet be just nice

The phrase

From the Goldilocks and the Three Bears

Papa Bear, Mama Bear and Baby Bear

Just like from fairytales

Better dream them

In the soft bed of 

Fluffy pillow, a soft bed

With such comfort

Sleeping would be the time 

Now to end this story

See you readers................

Very soon..................

As Per Then

These words would be coming out from nowhere, here we go again:-

Sometimes depression

Would come out nowhere

Hitting it hard

Whereby tears would come

Sometimes it's hard

To contain those tears

As it would be flowing

Freely as freely like a bird

Would be once

Let out from the cage

Whereby the freedom would

Engulf on one's own LIFE

Hoping to have the BEST

In EVERYTHING

That would be doing

In everything 

However, not always

Be one's way to be 

In being just another

One homebound daily

Unlike going out escapades

In unlike various places

Where we have not been

Nor have the chance to explore

Yet, its' tough

Just being ownself

Without anyone beside

It's just being Mong Cha Cha

Funny how LIFE

Would eventually turn out

Just being blogging

Which would be

Just another day 

Pass it on like any other day

No matter who,where,what, how and why

This blog would remain as it is, always

Sleepy Sleepy Bang Bang

Just this blogger would one day..........................blog about one day....................Now would not be that one day.............Only.................Just one day only........................

Words just drumming away........:-

Whoever would that

Be it or not

Just be thyself

Not merely for pleasing

Other than ordering

Nor just listening

Just listening

Only listening

However, where it comes

Or goes that's way

Or the LIFE is

At this moment

Maybe just maybe

At least there

Is something there

To hold on to

Not now

Not tomorrow

Not yesterday

Just for today

This Mong Cha Cha still have a long way to go and explore further........

Be In Thy' Dream

Dear Blog,

I have always believe in my dream that one day there would be someone be at my side. As for now, like a mirage blown away like the bubbles...........................Nothing has come into reality.
Separating between reality and fantasy is a huge task unlike normal people who would be able to do things that it would not seem easy to be done.

As, with the co-ordination in terms of motor movements, thinking process that some would take them for granted. Other than that, dreaming and believing in them would eventually come true which gladly to be in the position of been taken care of. Moreover, it would be a change instead of just depending on thy' parents all the time. It would be a good change to be taken care of.

Sometimes being alone all the time, it is scary and also lonely. The feeling of being abandoned is really strong in terms of words which would not be described in adjectives. Unlike some of those who have taken things for granted as well as in many forms whereby the circumstances would be keep on changing drastically or even gradually. Depending on the situations or even on the environments..................................

Being thinking of you, or even 'don't even bother to take (me) for granted'.........Sometimes couples would be arguing over petty things or even on other unforeseen circumstances. We would be ashamed of ourselves that we could be together but still there are some who would actually in what we have been doing all the time.

Until now.......................dearies, with the uncertainty in LIFE now.............................Would gladly be with someone who would not leave you even when you are at the lowest state...........
Even with the 'swift of the magic wand' by the 'fairy godmother' if there is.....................................Please I would gladly trade places with someone who would be at thy' side until old......or even dying........................................

Optimisim In LIFE

Dear Blog,

There is something right now which this blogger would want to share with our dear readers:-

Right now on the road

To recovery

With or without

The 'other half'

Would gladly

So one would wonder

Why thus' dearie

As it could be

Apart from being

Just a commoner

Without anything great

Or badges of bravery

However one

Would always wonder

WHY????

Have been asking

The same question

Don't even know

Uptemth times

Being a commoner

Just a commoner

With 'normality'

Unlike the grandeurs

Or great ACHIEVERS

Glad to be a commoner

Lesser worries

Lesser burdens

Lesser competitiveness

Being one

Hopefully with

This commoner

Would be able to find the 'other half'.

Blogging As It Is

Have any of you ever wonder why blogging now is such a phenomenon now if compared with the previous generation. Other than that, it is merely a trend whereby there are so much information from the internet as well as new happenings.

Okay, maybe has been a bit in 'over-rated' in terms of blogging. Just not to mention on that on the hearts may one seem to be 'feeling'.....................Not just merely by blogging only it is also a trends on freedom of expressions.................This way of freedom of expressions have changed from time to time, yet not only a few would be able to comprehend from there.........Just a way blogger would blog......................from food, travels in a shoestring budget, politics, fashion, etc....

Imagine such world wide web of information with a click away, these information would be made available........................If these were to be compared with the last few generations ago it would be 'hard to obtain information'................Yet somehow or rather, one would eventually 'get to know' on how to prepare such detailed information or get 'precious details'.......................Moreover, this blogger has many things which would view it as a way of 'working'..............

Thankfully, with such advancement in technology we would be connected in a variety of ways from overseas to abroad...............................LIFE is uncertain, but we would not be able to avoid deaths........................No matter how rich or how poor a person would be.........Yet, with such uncertainties it would be in terms of blogging..........Better to put all the banging or popping out of words............As sometimes this blogger would not able to help............at all...........

Novelty of LIFE

Dear Bloggie,

It has been sometime that the mind would be working on something useful and productive for a change. In fact, it is from the movie series of 'Sex and the City' would actually put a quite an impression on me. Apart from that, my sister and I have been avid fans of this series for years or not since the production on such series and movie.

Moreover, it is how WE draw our LIFE that actually makes the differences whether it's big or small. Ripples of reactions would be able to be crafted from there as one would one day acknowledges that this is from one's such instinct which would results in OUR characters whereby this is just only a tip of the iceberg. Sometimes this blogger would want to do something different for a change instead of just hanging out in the house.

Yet, somehow or rather there is something missing in this blogger LIFE or someone IMPORTANT................................That would be unlikely for the blogger to reveal everything which private and confidential in this world wide web of information. would still remain PERSONAL LIFE PRIVATE.........................

This blogger is thankful for numerous of things, namely:-

1. Family
2. Someone(Secret) who has always made me feel myself and also a best buddies(PCK,QMJ,D2,BGF)
3. An organization with lots of warmth, love, giving, etc...
4. A digital camera, a laptop with countless accessories.
5. Aiming to get a DSLR digital camera soon
6. Would be attending dhamma course to learn new things.
7. Would need to keep on reminding this blogger mind that there are signature strengths as well as talents.
8. Need to do more workout to keep in shape as well sharp and active.
9. Meet a lot of prominient personalities in this LIFETIME as well as learning to do new things.
10. Aiming to travel out more often and mix with own peers.

Now that, with this list it would not be enough to cover every single area in terms of spiritual, emotionally, physically, psychologically, in addition to that, learning has been neverending in work as well as in food experimenting.

Bye for now bloggie, would be updating you soon once this blogger has get back on feet to do things which would take up some time..................Tata tata until then.......................

Of Life and Deaths

Out of nowhere, and this topic appears.........................Don't even bother asking me as this blogger tends to blog on when words would be start popping out......................Automatically.............What say you? Can't help it as this is how the works or one would be calling it WORLDSUFFERING.

Other than that, this blogger is no lonely girl but journeying towards the unknown areas in LIFE. Coping with the WAVES of CHANGES in time to come. Yet somehow or rather this blogger is feeling extremely LUCKY as with the WAYS of LIFE that have come together with REWARDS. There is always blessings in disguise one would be calling such situations.

Moreover, the inborn ability with the words popping out is not one way to be controlled but somehow it MIRRORS on the emotions or expressions which could not be translated into communication. BUT, with the help from the DOC one would be calling helping into communication. Good thing this DOC has not suggested that this blogger would be admitted into Hospital Bahagia............................... ;P

Just because with the lunacy of expressions in words would be considered a crime or whatsoever..........................In fact, with the writtings one would be considered too DULL to be absorbed into the BRAINS. If there is any BRAINS out there who would be able to understand me; there are only a FEW..............................Those FEWS would be considered confidant in terms of keeping LIFE as the main PRIORITY in PRIVACY and CONFIDENTIALITY.

Working Routines

Now with the constant change in technology, communications as well as in keeping up with the latest development to be equipped so that would not be left behind once return to work. Other than that, it would be better to continue working than to rot in the house.

Apart from that, continuing to be active is also becoming more of a responsibilities in order to get this blogger pay. Getting paid for a work done is quite rewarding as this would not go to waste one's abilities to be engaged in a right effort as well as for right livelihood. In fact, there is always a blessings in disguise for us to be more alert in what to expect in LIFE. Ups and downs in terms of daily living.

Usually, finding this blogger is starting to crap again within reasons or even reasonable grounds in sweet home. However, all good things would need to come to an end as this is just a matter of practice and more practice to be done in a daily basis not just one off things. We usually take things for granted as though there is always tomorrow for us to do. Moreover, this is not suppose to be like that, we need to readjust on our own priorities in terms of LIFE.

LIFE has always been a journey not just working, loving, families, spiritually but also in others that we have not set our eyes in . Therefore, it would be better to take one day at a time than to rush as we would not have savoured each moment to the fullest.

The Lessons From 'Sex and The City'

Dear Readers,

Do not know how this topic would emerge from this blogger head. In fact call it the every girls' instinct to relate movies with the current reality. Apart from that, while watching the movie it got this blogger thinking. A knight in shining armor, this blogger once imagined would one day sweep off the feet......................Fat chance, as this is just only the beginning but have not realized in the reality of marriage whereby the union of two individuals with different minds, characters as well as in the belief systems.

In the 'Sex and The City' series and movie which was currently released in the cinemas nationwide........................I could not help noticing that a marriage would either ruin or better with the number of years ahead. Both individuals need to work to maintain a good marriage and it is not a game for some people who have tons of money to spend on it. Anyway, during the blogger younger days it was basically based on romantic novels or movies that keep this blogger sane.

Other than that, as girls we would usually have our girls' talks on fantasies, novels, movies and other things. We gossip or search for the current juicy bits of one another lifes. It is our behaviours as any woman or women. Just like men who also have their usual dosage to stay inside the cave. It is a matter of time that each individual would eventually come to their senses on what they would want in their LIFES.

Now, currently on leave from the non-profit organization.................Looks like there is not much activities to keep this blogger occupy the 'suddenly empty time slots'. It is quite an adjustments to the new adjustment than the usual hectic lifestyles that this blogger seem to enjoy to be occupied. In fact, quite thankful for the break as it would rest this blogger brain, spiritually, psychologically as well as physically and emotionally. Neither would this blogger reveal private and confidentiality of one's private and intimate moments in LIFE.

Sometimes, one would need more than 'me' time daily or 'friends' time. Even handphone calls would need to be limited time. There's no way ones' LIFE to be controlled from every aspect of advance technology with the sacrifice of one's LIFE. While in the 'Sex and The City' there are mainly on two Ls' there are : LOVE and LABELS. During the blogger time, same as the younger Carrie Bradshaw in the series or movie searching for LOVE. However, LABELS have never been a priority. It is way too EXPENSIVE to be maintained one's lifestyles. It actually depends on the individuals' priorities.

Until now.............................

From the ever faithful readers, adieu for now.....................