Instinct

How would one say in the above title??? Let's just say these are the words that are playing inside the head of this blogger at the moment :-

Where comes the time
That such instance
One would call them
At the span of time

How would such
Unspeakable fiend
Without any feelings
If there is any at all

One would be doubting them
For the evermost reasons
As such selfishness
Self centeredness

One would be describing
Such impeccable fool
Without any feelings
For anything at all

At least for now, these words are the words whereby one may let go at this moment before tears start dropping all over again............................Those unspeakable words cannot even be described at the moment...................Not anything at all....................