A Day of A Life

Do not know how this title will pop out of nowhere; partly because of the expectation on one put on oneself....................Yet, did not mean to hurt another person feelings because this blogger here is not a 'showy' type of character. The label 'freak' always appear in this brain of this blogger because during schooldays other peers would actually say out or bully another person by saying that person is a 'freak'. It had happened many times not once, can put them in short when the person has a different type of interests or 'herdy' or 'follow the crowd'.
Maybe, did not realize how this would effect part of this blogger social network.....................

Sometimes with this 'label' stick into a person brain unconsciously and carry this type of appearance of a 'freak' looks like. It actually came out all out today to the unexpected person whom this blogger is quite close to. Wonder how many years it had been in this blogger brain unconsciously thinking it would be 'letting go' the title of 'freak' . Apart from that, intend to go for medical check up meaning the full medical check up on inside out of the body. Still need to find out on the cause of the lump.

Anyway, LIFE is not meant to be on self pity or self depreciating on values of LIFE even on ANYTHING on POWER, MONEY, MATERALS LUXURIES or even 5 stars LIFESTYLES of the RICH and FAMOUS. Wishing that somethings would be 'different' for a change instead of just routines or 'automatic mode'. In fact, like there is anything new except for the digital camera which bought today the Canon Powershot 5s IS and it was pretty worth the deal which is only RM1,4XX and the European rechargeable battery inclusive of charger is about RM1XX totalling about RM1,6XX. Not forgetting the goodies which came along with the camera. At least, taking events or interesting on-going events as well playing with the features and the technical aspects of the camera would be another good idea to keep occupy for a change. Hoping and wishing that Fairy godmother would appear to turn the ugly duckling into a swan. Sigh...............imagination just go 'amok' again. Dearies...........

Looks like this blogging would keep on crapping non-stop, just to clear the 'mess' inside this blogger brain...................For a while longer than usual.................Sigh.............The wonderful clear blue skies, the green green grass by the river banks, the birds humming away with their tunes, the vast mountains..................Wow.............Just imagining those sceneries and sounds make the heart flutter.....................Wanting to go to all of these beautiful sights and scenes of untouched Mother Nature...................The wonders of them.................