At The Edge of Insanity

Call me 'ironic' would sounds appropriate........or otherwise. As at the moment; I do not know how to classify myself. With my parents 'pecking' behind my back is worse than having one's own personal space. Especially with the condition which I am in now. There is no such thing as 'freedom'...............Anymore.........

Unlike my sister who has the benefits of both of them...............The advantage is that she is the youngest...............And her words is more 'premium' than mine...............Tell me how on earth on the pretext on having both your parents practically 'doted' and 'sayang' most the youngest and push you away at the age of three.

Is there any other way to solve this dilemma??? I am currently in the midst of finding out what is the matter with my sister's world better than mine. Put it in short; when both sets of parents come from families who actually doted on the youngest and to the extent of 'spoiling' the youngest. And yet it makes no difference when they are condemning their own families whilst they are actually doing so at the moment. Pretty irony; don't you think so??? It may sounds absurb but it is real. Especially after coming back from work or whatever; they will actually throw their tempers at you and start calling names; condemning you and to the extent of insulting your intelligence. Sometimes I wish that I have my own pad to my get away from them.

When I am not with them; they will start complaining that I am not at home often to spend time with them; what is the use of my younger sister who actually has the time now.............

Since she has lots of time to spend with them...........The only thing I want now is to establish my career before stepping out from the place one calls 'home'. There is a saying 'home sweet home' but it sounds otherwise for some...........................Anyway; I have blabbed too much at the moment..........It is very frusrating at times when things are not going according to your way.

A New Lease of Life

Finally, I am free from all of the negativity, stupidity and the boredom..............I still need to find a fix place to place my footings on. As you can see; ; looks like my career pathway is still in a very 'unstable state'. Fortunately, for me at the moment.............under contract with that stupidity I was able to let it go....................I was already at the edge of insanity just to control my state of mind.

After that, I was pretty happy, carefree to be away from all of those 'lots'.............Anyway, I will be facing a new 'one' soon..................Better play 'smart and dumb' at the same time.............Need to look after my own interest..............And my own career....................Forget about those who are not appreciative on what I am able to do..............................It is their loss anyway.......

The next around where I will be in................They will need to put where their words are........
Once said cannot be taken back.......................These regrets will be forever remembered for some but not for all of them..................Even those who had already sabotaged my career...........

Free At Last Fr Pat Pohs............JMI

Look at it this way; I may not talk much in the office but after office hours it will be mine. If the procedures wise and the people around me are being too 'kay poh' or 'pat pohs' or 'aunty pah pohs' or 'si lai pat pohs'................Wor bei hiau kong liau already...............Look at it this way.........What goes around comes around.............Why bother............With such 'pat pohs' Jinjang Malaysia Idiots.................Looks like they have come from a very different wavelength. They may label me 'straight'...................Okay; at least in 'straight' but in sophisticated situation like this is how to 'play dumb' if they intend to make me 'victim'. What can I say; it's my karmic actions from past lives...............Or somewhere else................Anyway this stupid organization already has so many 'spare parts'.....................Or would I say 'cheap parts' to spare at the moment...................In terms of relationships looks like 'Cina Ah Pek' who is having no 'cow sense'..................No wonder they are so many paper works and also many redundancy in doing the same things again.................No wonder the Westerners would want things quick, fast and efficient.................Not too many signatories or whatsoever.........Non-Sense or Cow Senses....................

The inferiority complex reflects on how much our society has 'developed' or would I say 'progress'................We may progress with technologies but are we capable with 'morality' or 'consciences'.....................GOD has been testing so many things and the situations are sometimes very unbearable...............If we are conquered by Westerners...............A word of English like pronounciation is very 'chah' as well as 'looking down'.................Westerners are the types who would be 'squeezing the lives' out of your breath.......................But they have not witnessed yet..............Let them talk..............What the hell!!! So what............one thing your organization does not show any prospects and also in terms of turnover..............Looks like it is more prospects in the oil and gas industry than this idiotic one................

Still smaller company with the function as an adminstrator suits me well rather than working overtimes non-stop without any background in specialized areas................The more specialized the more pay but also the more 'sufferings' and also 'homeworks' for the money......

No wonder the women most of them I met usually the husbands rely on the wives' income as they are not capable earning as much as their wives..............It is a bit degrading for the husbands for them to feel like that???Don't you think so..............????? Even the companies are taking more loans from banks but in terms of 'repayments' no wonder the banks are so worried...................Nowadays with non-performing loans....................So much written off non-performing loans..........................

Jinjang Malaysia Idiots Society

Please take note that everything which I penned down in this blog is a mere of opinions; in short it has no relations with so ever. If the person who thinks so; I am sorry to inform that the minds of 'these' undeveloped beings are very disheartening.

Nowadays; the society which we are living now are filled with heart sick and mentally unstable people. If the person is subject to such LIFELESS lifestyle apart from not having any out of office activities................In short; the lives is only working...............It is a really dead end life in searching of material comforts and not having any spiritual activities besides working non-stop like dogs...........Dogs is the concise term which I think of at the moment.......

Instead of having quality life but in life the society is more 'live to work' not 'work to live'..............There is no enjoyment at all..............Most of the people are more like 'live to work'...............not the other way round............I prefer a rather laid back lifestyle than having the latest gadgets which you have no idea how to use it but mere of showing off................It is a pity now that society is becoming more 'hopeless' and more 'heartless' and also 'brainless' since money is so important........................In short; most of them do not use 'common sense' in what they are doing...............What a pity; that is the function of the brain.....................

Chi Sin

Okay...................For now I am in red the main reason is because I have been working non-stop for the past few weeks without even resting..............Includings Saturdays; the entire day.......What do you expect; the company which you are working now is doing para-running as they are switching from the old systems to the newer version systems for updates......

Apart from that; I think I am going to go insane soon............Enough; as far as it is concern......
Work is work; play is play................And I prefer to separate both as not to complicate things further in my life.............With the non-office activities is increasing as well as office activities; looks like it is increasing with the equal pace.................What do you expect when you are very, very uncertain with your own futures although you have already put heart and mind into doing things the way YOU want them to be...............

I think for now with those activities.................Now my mind seems to be turning in Freaky Idiot already....................Had been through too many negative things but do not know how to differentiate positive happenings.......................So far it is concern.............for now is my career..

Getting Established

As for now; everything seems to be going 'uncertain'...............with lots of speculation or even finding my 'dream job' is like finding a needle in a haystack. Apart from that; it is a pathetic situation to get out from...........

Imagine your 'old man' or your father who is the one who thinks he knows everything but the fact that he is actually ignorant. How can you determine that you are able to get a permanent post when you are in the position of uncertainty. If he is able to answer this question then he is GOD...............It drives me mad sometimes just to get the message across and plaster into his head.

Other than that; the contract can expire and also you are also not the boss who will decide who is staying and who is not..........And who are you keeping to work with you......................
However; everything is uncertain and also not permanent at the moment. There are times I wish that I am able to meet positive people like my ex-boss COO of the oil company where I had worked with..........The people whom I had met during my line of work sure is either LIFELESS or just plain 'pathetic'.................

If there is an answer to my situation which I am in now; I wish that I am in an oil company where I was happily working with positive people but only with a couple of monkeys who do not work at all.

Your Wish Is My Command

Okay call me anything that you want to write on this particular issue; as for now I have managed to 'overcome' the phobia............of a certain type but the next issue is making sure that my position is permanent. How am I suppose to determine this step??? First of all, I am not the boss to take care of the business and I do not know how much are you going to pay me also...........The other thing is I also do not know whether the sort of productivity is up to your mark..........

Apart from that; also I am only a mere 'employee' as a temp to help to ease the workload........
of the organization..........However; the people I meet there are 'nice' people............You can never tell out the secrets from anyone...........If there is a Genie here who is able to grant me the following wishes would be :

1. I want to have a permanent job until the day I retire; if not by annual contract basis (after retire).
2. If there is another 'half' of me do appear; please let me know...........I do not want to die alone.
3. I want a new car, digital camera, new handphone, new laptop...........for my personal contribution to the society which I am in...............To ease my own workload both career and welfare.
4. Travel around the world........backpacking; or with luxury comfort.............depends on $$$$.


So; Genie please hear me so..............Please let me know................Or please grant me the following wishes..................

THE SECRET

Applying THE SECRET is not easy...............Luckily; I went to the weekend IGC with much persuasion from MJ.........who insists that I must go since I am looking for a permanent post....
As a matter of fact; the CINA AH PEK which I am working now................memang enjoying 'bullying' me................Maybe I let them be................Okay.........You can call me submissive but at least with the work................Now; I can leave within 24 hours notice but with the expense of my cheque to be due by the end of the month............And I hate this type of management style..............Especially with this type of STUPID MORONS...............

Yes...........they intend to make my life misreable but I am not going to submit to their tactics but more of overcoming the problems by working properly................Without stepping on each of these idiots toes.............Tolerance is the name of the game...............With such underhanded tactics; it really displays the stupidity of homo sapiens in being a power crazy............Maniacs..

The bonus is that I have managed to get the job just outside my housing area..............The problem is I will begin my work on the 1st of July instead earlier..............Since I intend to finish my contract with JMI............or Jinjang Malaysia Idiots.............

Work smart............but not to be outsmarted by those in Jinjang office.......

What is True Love???

Alright, you can call me a fool who is actually trying to find out what is the meaning of true love??? If only, I am able to answer this particular question then I am considered a GOD or anything so divine with magical powers....................Sigh............Sigh.............

Well, one of the advantage amongst all my friend is that I am still single and available.........Not to the extent to take advantage of at the moment.........Don't you ever think that I am that gullible to be made fun of or even to be match make with somebody for Christ Sakes.................
with whom I have no idea who that person is anyway....................In short; please let fate take care of this for me..................Sometimes this one also needs "work"; I mean both parties who truly love each other who they really are with good and bad characters 'campur' together gether lah......................

Okay, okay.........................maybe I have been thinking too far at the moment.............What to do my personality is like that.................Take it or leave it............................No wonder I actually name this blog called Mong Cha Cha...............equivalent to MCC......................Such irony.........Currently, this Cina Ah Pek company which I am in is very near my housing area................but the setback is it is located in an industrial area very far inside.....................

Put it this way; there is no way I am going to look for another job.............Because I am way too tired to seek for another one as well as too tedious.............If this job is the 'One'..............Maybe a permanent post...............will not be an issue................Anymore.........It is already getting into my nerves...............Too much already calling, seeking, finding, as well as asking.......................My dream job..................My dream job.....................Later part of my life I will do so to find my dream job.............Now is to secure one first..............Serve longer years if not until retirement also never mind..................Still long way to go...........................

What is this life anyway....................Without someone to share with????? It is a bit bored though, but it depends on fate...................

A Stupid Day

Last night, I hardly had a good sleep. Moreover, this morning was also the first day for me to start as a temp in JMI : data entry clerk. Please note that this contract is only for two months only. In fact, everytime whenever I attend those interviews informing those peoples or the heads frankly telling them I had no direct experience in handling full sets of accounts etc..........
With their responses; we will guide you through the process or the day to day operations......etc.....At the end of the day, it has always backfired.........Not forgetting the wraths and the 'naggings'.............you know who.........

My parents : calling me a 'failure' is already a hindrance enough; not forgetting that I cannot choose them since I was 'concepted' in my mum's womb.........Not that I did not try hard enough............Working smart means observe the surroundings, the people, the 'many' factors..Senses..............make full use of the senses that we have..............

In the temp place, I was taken back because it is a Cina Ah Pek company majority of them are women................The problems as usual gossips, backstabbings, schemes or whatever things..................Women usually do............In the office.....Just to do one simple thing I do not know how many round I need to do to complete a simple task...........Everything also so 'kiam siap'................At least I know I will get my paycheck at the end of these two months.........My working hours are from 9am to 6pm..........Good heavens it is only five days week without overtime.............As I am not a permanent staff there............

After office hour on the first day, I had an interview appointment with an application which I applied online. Why most of the women bosses I met throughout my working lifes are considered bad cases???? If only, I can change and become more of my sister instead of 'me'...She actually offered me a finance post.......As usual I told her that I do not have any experience in accounting................At all, in fact she informed me that the areas are specialized and the process need to be monitored................The bonus is very near to my house.......The benefits are the best amongst those working places which I had worked before.......Just keep my fingers cross............

Getting back to the house and getting myself cleaned up, my father only knows how to justify that he is always right in his views after informing about the interview which I attended in the late evening...................In fact, he condemns the most without looking at himself and preaching............About everything, sometimes it really makes me sick just to stay in the house................With my parents...............

If I Were A Man

I do not know how to put them as poems or just words popping out from my brains. I had this inspiration from gathering which I had attended on the 1st May,2007; from the centre which is a part of the contribution to the less fortunate :

If I were a Man
By mistake whereby I was borne by mum
Here the burden is the same as now
Experiences one would consider as Ah Hmmm...

First let me tell the advantages
I would not be on a nine months transport
Carrying my babe
Enduring aches, pains as well as labour pain

Breastfeeding, as I would not have any breasts
Feeding milk to my babe
Period cramps, monthly discharge as a woman
Additional tests done by doctors

Depends on what types of diseases
Which I am going through as a woman
Now as a man, there is manicure, padicure
Facial treatments on a regular basis

If I am vain enough to do so to look after my
Beauty one will put them
Yet these experiences as a man
Is not even one yet; therefore no comment at the moment

Disadvantages would be
I need to have a steady income with a prestigious company (or a business)
To support my wife, kids, car loan, house loan, marriage loan
Name whatever loans that pop into your mind

Not forgetting my parents; if they are in good terms
With my wife : the issues of daughter in law and monsters in law
Would be a bonus to have lesser worry to be on which side
My wifey or my parents??

Need to maintain my six packs with exercising
To keep my body in shape
Before a pot belly appear with constant eating
And being a couch potato

Bonus would be instead of cooking but
In doing plumbing, car maintenance, you name them
Darling dear, my wife would put them
Please help me to fix this or that

One difference would be
Instead of me nagging my wife
My wife will be nagging me
I will be in a 'switch off' mode

After hard day of work
As her daily driver, daily recorder
Her rock, as well as her confidant
If not why are we together???

We are together
Because as a man
I woo her, court her, worship her
Now as her husband, I am taking care of her

Isn't this is called teamwork? My dear friend...........

Festivities

Just one thing to make it short : For me festive season is just like any other day as I do not actually favour the mumbo jumbo in celebrating festivities. Some would classify me as a 'festive freak'.................Okay some really enjoy them but for me it is not just enjoying those moments but it is more of reflecting on what we are upholding in our daily lifes................

Not just because we celebrate this then we will become more of this or that...........Well, maybe for me the festivity is a matter of holidays as well as rest............For some it may means different things................I do not know what some would call it.............

As long the heart is clear, honest, pure conscience, truthful to the heart as well in willingly to do these then it is a 'pure festivity'.....................Okay looks like I am talking in Jane Austen style...............Sigh......................Sometimes, it is also very difficult to comprehend these philosophical thinking into thoughts.....Maybe that is the problem which I am having now.................Putting them into simple English to understand......................

Jesus Christ!!! Maybe this paranoidness................is starting to get into my nerves now........

Hmmmm..................Cannot wait to land onto my 'dream job'....................Thanks to my mentor.'You are just the dose to help me to improve myself further'.............She (ex-COO from oil company) has made my life into a 'musical perspective'. Okay..............just term me a maniac in putting into those terms....................What do you think of this 'homo sapiens'???

Oh Brother?!!??

You can call me crazy or work crazy or what.................Because of the situation which I am facing now is worse than work crazy as I am pretty 'darn' to get myself out from this pathetic situation. As I am determined to do things my way; I do not give a da** who is cursing me or whatsoever............You are this or you are that...............Okay, why not you trade place with me in order to find out on what I had been through................For these past six years...........Trust me; with the situations, scenarios, scenes or even experiences; some would find them to be overwhelming..................To swallow in........................Okay, one thing for sure is that my age is catching up with me.............Now talking now one 'old person' liau.........

In fact, I am also searching for my dream job in the oil and gas industry which actually got me hooked up in the first place. In short, fell in love with the industry in the first place............. I have always wanted to experience working in the operations department how works are done in a structured with protocols to fulfill the requirements both the government and the non-government agencies do their stuffs.........Call me curious or what ever name you are able to think of................Anyway that is not important...............Moreover, being forgiveful or even forgetful sometimes can be a curse or even a trait better not follow too much..........

Aiyoh, what the heck!!!! Better find some jobs to do before I become paranoid too often until I also cannot 'tahan' ownself liau.............Jesus Christ............Now I am mumbling all of these non-sense bramblings............Again..........Sigh.......Need to work harder and smarter in order to get what I want..............Time is definitely running up fast...........

The Will To or Not

Okay, you can call me whatsoever name you are able to think of at this very moment as I am very tense and agitated at this moment even to manage my emotions in terms of applying for a good prospect company to earn a decent income until my retirement age. Better not to retire early sure makes the brain drain suffer even more.

In fact, some would call me 'working crazily'........Hmmm......What do you expect; now I do not even have my stable income to support myself but more of using my reserves..........Gosh,
I would call it in this term : Jesus Christ, when is this torture going to end???!!! Haven't God test me enough, given me more people with incomprehendible characters which cannot be comprehend.................to the extent of the attitudes..............Tell me or even enlighten me on this...............Can any of you do this???

Sometimes working for me is a form of satisfaction that I am able to fend for myself or even achieve what I am able to achieve in what I have put my mind into achieving them........Believe it or not.................That is the way I do my work.............That is the way I make myself to improve to the maximum..............And I do not even care how others think about me.......................Just do my best in everything which I believe in doing in accordance with my conscience................Just like I usually do always...................And learnt from those who had caused my sufferings and those I caused sufferings to also...............LIFE is like that anyway..................Cannot expect anything from this................

Star Light Star Bright

Star Light Star Bright
Make a wish
And you will get your wish
Wishes that you want to realize them

Ever wonder how this type of fairytales ever do happen in our lives??? Sometimes; I am at the verge of giving up but this journey is becoming twice as tough and even more sinister as well as the people now are becoming more selfish or even more materialistic than ever.

In fact, with the cost of living now everything increases but of course the usual case : salary. The fact now I am without an income is actually 'killing' me on the 'inside' and 'outside'. This is not a joke but a statement...............Imagine now getting a job now needs contacts and in short high profile recommendations in order to secure a job. Moreover; my nerves now is definitely straining my patience, as well as other things still unanswered in my mind as I am typing now.

Gosh, sometimes I wish that this torture would end here but it still continues.................It will continue.............

Such Irony

The person whom I least expected to hear from was from the b**** who was the COO of a 'tiny' company. Do you know what was the main reason she called me in the house? Enquire about the password; and by the way the person who knows the most on the so called invoices or quotations of this so called (You Are Evil Malaysia) Company.................In the first place, how on the earth that since you are the f****** boss in this company.............But do not even know a darn thing!!!!And you call yourself a smart ass who knows how to balance a book and even manage the funds......................

In fact, she was the one who kept condemning me, and even calling me stupid, moron, whatever languages can be translated into Cantonese like 'stupid potato'...................Now asking me this stupid question...............Such stupidity that I had seen this types of people from my ex-oil company like those two monkeys who called themselves managers but do not even work and earn for a living instead just pushing the work over to me to finish the assigned tasks...............

For diplomacy sake; of course need to keep my cool and answer as well telling her only how much was I informed from her staffs...................Such stupid management, with stupid idiocracy on 'having tons of money means tons of authority'..................Ever meet such a person with power crazy attitude and calculative till the end...............After telling out this scenario when I slept around past two this morning and received her call about nine in the morning.....................Just to cater for her needs................If not I would simply ignore her and ask her to go to hell......................I would not even give a minute to this type of person whom actually showing a very high possibility of bipolar disorder...................

In fact, I am pretty sick of searching and even hunting for a job....................As the process is very tedious and at times very stressful.................Even to the extent of straining my nerves to find a suitable one to earn my basic income at the moment..................A steady basic income at the moment.......................

BIG EGO

Now I am having a gal of a time listening to someone who comments me that I have a huge ego. Let me reiterate it again A HUGE EGO, if that is the case then I would end up being a Lone Ranger like in the cartoon show.

Like I did mention that before............My luck and career really sucks big time this time............I am talking everything is being blamed on you and the burden is becoming really heavy. Not only that; if you do really have the ego...............The main priority is to have a basic income to sustain myself before I am able to proceed and even to chase my dreams.................

I know I have dreams, lots of dreams to be pursued..............Digital photography, helping the terminally ill and even writting my own novel.............Now my main priority is still my career......My younger sister until now still could not get my priority.

Career for me is my essence in life to succeed in financial independence, self worth, an excitement which is forever bursting with energy to pursue further knowledge, experience and even pushing one own's limits to the maximum to the extend I will be losing sleep.........
How I miss those times................lots of efforts being put in.............

All Around Smart??!!

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Just curious when I came across this blog; as was wondering why was my career is still at the dead end moment.......Imagine coming to this age is no laughing matter........As time now is getting tougher now to earn a living......What can you do about it?? You fret over them or just cry over spill milk???

Sometimes I wish that I am like some others whose career is prosperous at every moment apart from having daily nightmare in thinking what to do for the following day.......Jesus Christ........The time now is definitely getting into my nerves............

I am at the urge of nearly given up on myself as my career.......Gosh......my career.......

Expectations

Sometimes, expectations can be so demanding in terms reaching your own dreams. It seems that dreams at the time like now still have not been reached yet in short............achieved the goal which I intend to do.

In fact, what I have not is insufficient......................So what???!!!!A matter of fact if there is anyway that I am able to turn into another person or vanquish into another world without ever being bothered.....................On my hand now...............sometimes it takes one to know one......

Jesus Christ!!!! At times the LIFE or the cycle of someone whom can be traded it could be a fair deal...............Hmmm........If given the chance I would not even hesitate to do so.............At least LIFE would turn out better than now............Instead of just 'rotting' in the house...........
The workalchoholic in me is still 'dying' to work instead of just 'hibernating'.........

Cannot just imagine anyone for being such a 'dreamer'.................Even the number of people the blog is not even being realistic at this moment.............Everyone is so busy with their lifes or activities..................Maybe dreaming is another form of expanding creativity, alertness as well as options in creating something new.................In short helping me to cope with the expectations which I am having towards myself.................Why not we trade place now???
Do you want to do so now??? Or even later???

The Art

As time flies, from the second we were brought into this world............The first breath we take is to cry..........Unsure, still new to this world; without knowledge or experience or experiments......One would put them.....as the proper term will be considered as 'newborn'.......

For now being 'newborn' to the working worlds with lots of happenings........One would be considered as growing 'older' to the environment.......In short, we have already been 'immuned' but with those experiences which actually shape our characters.........We are who we are today........No one..........No one........Can ever 'take away' the value in us.......

What is important.......NOW is that......Being 'ourselves' which makes everyone of us is different but with different personalities........Therefore no one person is the same......If not this world will become extremely DULL.........

The Art is actually on the 'adaptability' which we are able to get used with........In short 'changing masks'..........That is why it is an art......Not to be looked down upon on.......

To Be Or Not??

As a 'normal' homo sapiens or would I consider myself 'normal'??? Now as far as it is concern, establishing my career is still my main priority before anything at all. Apart from that, if there is 'extra bonus' along the way I would not mind being 'loved and also to be loved'.........Just quoting from George Sands........Pretty ironic.......for a gal like me........Or a spinster.......or a dame.....Hehehe......Just kidding folks!!!

Other than that, as the 'eldest'..........In the family, establishing a bright prospect career.......In the oil and gas industry; I would need to wait for an opportunity to arise in order to seize it. As for now, I would prefer to be absorbed in a well established company or public listed company............I am rather dreamy on this issue...........Throughout the years, which I have been working...........There have not been any opportunities.............

Hmmmm...........if given a chance......I would prove to those who had actually underestimate my abilities, my proactivness, initiative as well as hardworking and creativeness.........Thanks to my ex-lady boss.........who had actually 'told me to grow'.........'and keep on growing'.......In short, when I was employed by this lady boss......I could not get what she meant......Pretty stupid isn't it???She was also in fact my mentor, teacher, boss and also a trusted friend.......Real friends are hard to get.........And she is one of them..........Just to let her know if she does read this blog............Anyway, I wonder if she has the time.........To do so.....Hmmmm..........Lady boss, lady boss.........if you do hear me......At all..........I am trying my best........As far, as it is concern..........what you had actually taught actually do come in 'pretty handy'..............

Okay..........my imagination is going crazy again........Cannot let this happen again......Gotta be more .........'on a realistic ground' instead of being in a 'dreamland'..............Get back to you later........need to catch up.......What I am actually 'living now'...........

From Hunted 2 Hunter

It is pretty ironic on how we actually perceive LIFE, there are some who are really filthy rich but with unwholesome 'airs of attitude' or even without any principles in LIFE. Apart from that, I am very happy and grateful to be away from such sadistic and LIFELESS person who only relys heavily on REIKI, MASSAGES, false makeups, tatoos here and there (really rich bitch only can afford) for inner peace or self contentment.

In short, we the homo sapiens are never satisfy in what we have now. We envy on what others have but we do not have; others may have the same thoughts as we do, yet we do not know any of these.

However; sometimes when I look back in my LIFE now, since started working six years ago..So what??!!!??!! We are the same kind, but we do not proclaim that we are friendly, easy going, laid back, or whatsoever...........Do we need to tell others these sort of qualities you have.......Other people may realize that you are actually 'dying for' 'attention'........... Okay, okay it is none of my business to begin as a storyteller instead of tell talers........Like one of the office staffs or keh poh people be it males or females...............Trust me the 'plasticity' of people whom you meet during the line of work..............Sure makes you either very sick or just plain nausea once you look at them....................

Better put a stop................for now.................Burning off karma sure takes a very long time to do so at this moment....................Start from square one again.................Very sickening...............

Quality v Quantity Hours In Work

The quantity of hours of work which we put in everyday, sometimes it depends on the luck whether the 'kao san' in the working environment...........Other than that, the number of hours can be qualified as we actually 'live to work' not 'work to live'.

Apart from that, there is no longer a sense of 'meaning' in LIFE anymore. It is more of we actually put our LIFE in more of working, working, working and working only. Just imagine such a dull LIFE only involve working, working, working...............I know we have to work for a living and we must also enjoy our line of work...........The only people is basically from work only................Not more other circles of friends or the 'true friends' or 'real friends'...

Being runned down by so many companies, it can be very, very, very, very disheartening. In fact, I don't enjoy looking for another job or jobs.............It's very depressing and nerve wrecking with so many bozos.................monkeys, apes, orang utans, chimpanzees, and even some other monkey species like KINGKONG........................Brainless species...........who need to look for brains 2 work for them.................

Grrrr....................rrrrrrrrrrahaaahh.........Sometimes I think that I am going to go mad because of this 'tough period' of time unlike some of my very well to do friends who are .....................more capable in their abilities as well as in income earning................................At times I think I am more of 'bad luck omen' than of 'good luck charms' like some people...................There is another reason also .....................my too outspoken personality...................And direct and frank reasoning without hiding any damn thing..........That's one thing.................this one stupid company I have not seen such stupid COO (with Jap hubby who thinks she is very pro): My ASS even my previous ex-COO (lady boss with her very high profile hubby who travels extensively with presentation speeches in business industries) in my ex- oil company does better than such Chinaman attitude with no cow sense in organizational skills........................And the only thing is the fingers keep pointing at ME......................

Sometimes I really blame myself for not submitting my application to the bright prospect of company who actually will eventually make me a permanent staff.................In this bright prospect company............Now it is too late to change the past..................I really blame myself for this mistake...........................

What The Hell??!!!

Okay, you can call me whatever non-sense; you want to call. That does not mean that I am easy to be 'bullied' by you mellow cowards without any LIFE except working and gossiping. Apart from that, I wonder if you have any 'true friends' or 'real friends' instead of 'shooting advices' whilst you yourself are unable to take care of yourself.

In fact, I am actually talking about my current f***ing bosses.........Talk about being an 'airhead' and also a 'showoff' 'exhibist' or anything...............The proper term would be 'sadistic'.
Imagine working with these types of people........or people in the office........Okay, you may earn more than me or even have more material comforts than me............That does not mean 'the status' of 'importance' have to be in 'ranking'.

Put it this way, if you and I are earning a living..........YOU need not make others life a living hell..............!!!!!! On the other hand, we are the same kind of 'homo sapiens' not 'aliens'........
For heaven sakes!!!! These types of characters had been seeing them all my life...........Earning a living is darn tough nowadays.........And also tougher...............I hate to change job unless my 'ex-lady boss' calls me back.............Then is a different issue altogether............

Timetables????Schedules????

Okay, okay.............some of you jokers will be thinking why the heck : the title is being posted today? In the first place, dear readers..........or reader............our lifes..............can be in terms of qualitative or even materialistics.............For your information; it is really unusual for a person like myself would be choosing over the quality of life rather than on materialistic gains or monetary terms..............in terms of my paycheck.................

Put it this way, sometimes I wish that I have a fatter paycheck so that I am able to purchase the electronic gadgets like digital camera or laptop for my own use so that I will be able to continue writting or blogging the way I am.............Instead of waiting for my turn to use either the desktop or my dad's laptop..................With the fatter paycheck.................I will also get to go on trips like overseas in the European continents, Eastern continents, Middle East or even some unknown places.............

Pretty weird.............some would classify me at this moment of time.............In fact, with my current workplace.............Everything is fine at the moment, however; with my out-of-office activities............There are numerous clashes in terms of timetables..........either with my close buddies; classmates or even my ngos' friends..............Networking seems to be an essence in bonding relationships.................Strangers, acquaintances, friends or even relatives...........

No wonder I have been complaining now; 'the world is way too small'..................Like everyone knows the other...................Very funny,.................If my career works the same way as my out-of-office environment....................Then both sides will eventually 'balances out'.......
A successful career equals with a successful networking relationship......................On the other hand...................My career do not work that way......................It is easier to see others' successful career than you see in yourself.................

In short; there is no shortcut in LIFE.................Moreover, there are obstacles and hurdles we need to be 'fit as a fiddle' to keep ourselves active, motivated as well as stamina to maintain the 'shape' which we are in.................So it is very important to maintain health in both mental and physical.................Just look at me................Ranting again............Sigh...............Old habits die hard...........

One In A Row

Put it in short : This morning, I had a nasty accident whereby a group of hooligans were trying to create trouble with 'gangster style' of resolving an issue. Out of all days; it has to be today.........Imagine, apart from being worrywart for my only younger sister open heart surgery..............and this thing happen in the wee hour in the morning....

Expenses are increasing everyday.............Salary is still stagnant better than nothing...........At the moment.........There is no salary issued out yet for me.................Still using reserves.............What a darn way to start the day...............No wonder it is called Monday blues moreover, quite a lot of new stuff which I need to take account in the new workplace which I am in at this moment coz..............managing the Private & Confidential matter in the office is no easy task............

Imagine after three months of being a 'fungus' in the house................Getting the engine warm up and in action is another matter..............Practice, practice and practice...........Learn and keep on learning................Daily chanting in daily routines...............Gosh...........After this accident; my nerves are getting on to me.............

LIFE is there is any easier than all of these stuffs and other trivial matters...........!!!!!???? By the way, doubts is always lingering as well as confidence being shaken up............for today accident................

A New Journey

Today is the first day in the new working environment. Don't expect anything at all; just do the work..........Imagine working with a new atmosphere.........Imagine being a newbie again but this time with a 'twist'.........in a local company but with a foreign boss; such irony for a simpleton like me.

Okay, okay...............Put it in short my demand in my working place is definitely 'too high'; no wonder with so many activities on my non-office hours portfolio is already 'piling up' and it is only the beginning of the year........................as well as for my new office work...........this is only my second week..........Fortunately for me; there is a term called 'wishes do come true'..................Apart from that, it is quite adaptable after being 'runned down' by so many companies...............I do not wish to comment on that.............As those are considered life lessons and you only live once and better make full use of it..................

However; when you are being too involved in one thing..............sometimes you wish that the 'thing' which you are longing for................In short; sacrificing one thing for the other...........Better not indulge over in details...............As it would be putting me in a position being called 'envious'...
Time will come.............Opportunities do arise with a reason for us to learn from there..........Maybe I am being too 'theoretical' about LIFE................Sometimes; the time when you have been 'over hibernated' can be very refreshing with activities to accomplish to make the mind to be more active................

How about it? Think about it? Seeing more Ah Peks or Ah Lians almost every place but some can be very 'plastics'...........Better be in tune in what I have always do best...........High expectations in everything I do; and make sure in everything reaches to my expectations........
No wonder not many people 'beh tahan' my regimen of training..................If not how the heck those jokers are going to learn?????It actually started out when I was very young after being 'strictly trained' how do you expect to reach the standards............when you have not even reached your own required standards...........First and foremost make sure everything is being down properly................Still have lots more to learn and also long way to go from where I have started as a 'green horn'............

Anyway; better make sure my time management as well as 'popping up' activities do not collide with any concurrent ongoing activities.............If LIFE is any simpler than these words.......

Post Mortem of CNY

In short, this year Chinese New Year is no different than the others except that there are few 'unexpected visitings' to those whom we hardly get in contact with. However; the questions of 'the other half' is always being asked.............Oh brother!!!! Don't they have anything to ask apart from being waiting to be 'married off'............Sucks!!!! It really gets on my nerves.........

On the other hand, on the 1st day of CNY my father's younger sister stayed two nights with us on the eve of CNY till the 2nd day of CNY. Coincidentally; on the 1st day of CNY both my mother's younger sisters came over for dinner but we had unexpected additional guests who were last minutes, both my elder cousins from my father's late eldest sister two grown up children came with their families and their maid and nearly half the day in the house.............In addition to that, eating and drinking without stopping.............Some would term them as 'ehm sioung he'.............In short, 'know your limits'.............You know...............Chinese mentality eat till the worth and also..............The displays of attitude...........It was a change from the usual quiet atmosphere which I am pretty used to it..............

On the second day of CNY, we had my mother's youngest brother came over for lunch............Later we had the unexpected guest from my father's second elder brother who could not even bother to give a ring and inform us on our fixed appointment with our mother's second younger brother dinner appointment on the same day..................That period of time was also very tight for us............The worst part is that my father's elder brother and his wife enjoys boasting about his son's paycheck, status.........etc.........and even have 'long backside'............to brag on sometimes can be up to hours just in one sitting...............The news I heard that my this 'snake cousin' will be having his wedding dinner in Putrajaya...............According to him, the area is not 'high class' enough for his status...........Blah........talk about career, social status............................................Fortunately; for this year we did not have to endure for hours but only for minutes as we had to rush for our dinner appointment................

Okay, during the dinner my mother's third sister who is a 'chut fong tau' and her eldest sister kept her constantly occupied with unecessary mobile phone calls............However, what my sister and I had not bargained for was the 'surprise' visit we made to her eldest sister after the appointed dinner ..........who has always calls herself the 'black sheep' of the family...........During the journey we made to her place; it was raining cats and dogs..........When we reached to her apartment; it was cramped but also very untidy and rubbishes were strewn all over the place........Can you imagine as the CNY........for a Chinese? Okay not Chinese I had seen the houses of some Muslims and Indians who are able to keep their houses tidy although they are working full time.............You are talking about two retirees in the house with both grown up children who are professionals...........If my mother sees the place both my sister and I made this type of mess we will be lectured.............

The worst part is that tomorrow is Saturday which is also my telephone duty night, my fren MJ's party night and also my mother's GM open house night................I had to turn down MJ's party and also my telephone duty night as the order from her GM is that the entire family will need to attend as he was the one who 'forced' my mother back to work................She promised her boss already................Once the boss order...........we need to follow............If life is any simpler than this.................

Prince Charming

Let me put it straight; every girl dream is to have the 'other half' to be her companion when she grows old. Put it in short : a best friend who is able to listen to her without having any judgement or simply jump into conclusion about anything at all.

It is just only a dream; no wonder I have always dislike celebrating Chinese New Year especially I have been asked this question almost everytime when relatives or friends who come and visit and pop the same question to me. Sometimes it makes me nausea just to listen or even to answer everytime. Come on; please give me a break..............At least; I won't be that deadbeat and serious to have one now. The next question they be asking when we will be tying the knot. Oh my God!!!! How on earth are we going to ignore such comments or even comparing with so and so....................On such mundane matters; in fact it can be very hurtful to be with others.

In short, we usually need to pay the price when we are with the other half. It takes two to tango and also to make things work. Some would have their early or some would be having theirs later. Some would not be having any at all. Such irony of fate one would be calling this.........kind of scenario. Can you just imagine when they do come in and visit and pose the same question again. It is absolutely tiring when it comes to such small matter.

For now; money is more important and career need to be on track..............Prince Charming; if there is there is; however if there is none then there isn't any. Period........Any takers now?

Maid In Charge???

Come to think about it; maids sometimes can be hell and sometimes can be heaven. It actually depends on how the attitude as well as the adaptibility of the maids. However; for us this one is actually is more hell than heaven.

As a matter of fact; without the presence both of my parents and my younger sister, she could be out for hours sometimes can be few hours the most. She would be creating excuses like 'I have gone out to buy some of my food' at this so called stall. However; her main motive is to go out and to gossip and neglect her duties as a maid. If with the other employers who are really mean and angry with this so called 'emperess attitude of hers'. I will bet that either she would be beaten up like a sack of potatoes or even sent back to Indonesia. Although she has more than 6 years of experience but she still lacks the proactiveness to learn; to complete her scope of work and even to respect her employers. The worst thing about her is that she loves to make a scene that she is the 'victim' in fact; we are the victims of her slyness, boastfulness, wickedness as well as her lies, and her unwillingness to work to earn her living. She would be always comparing her previous employer who used to give her all the freedom to look after her four children at the Sri Damansara condominium. On top of that; no one supervises her attitude and her work in the previous workplace although the madam employer is a housewife who is never around at home. With this type of attitude; I think for the other 'type' of employer she will be beaten half to death or even sent back to Indonesia without having any second thoughts at all.

Sometimes; I wonder how we had managed to cope with this type of 'pah toh' attitude of hers as well as her 'tak tahu malu' in her work. She will be complaining to other maids as though we have mistreated her and crying like cats and dogs looking like we have beaten her. In fact; we had not even touched her at all. The government ought to do something about this 'kind' of foreign maids who are in fact incapable in handling their jobs as well as the attitude. Especially those without basic education at all to enter into Malaysia to work as a maid at all. They are in fact incompetent in their work and the quality of work is worse than those with basic education. Maybe we ought to impose a quota on how many new maids are able to enter into Malaysia or even the experienced ones. No wonder so many people whom I have known are dealing tons of problems from their own hired maids especially with the attitude that they are displaying telling us that we are not firm enough or even stern with our actions to curb such 'illegals' who crossed over to our continent to 'earn a living'. Especially when actions do speak louder than words it is better to curb and give them a warning that such behaviours or attitude cannot be tolerated as such there is no diplomacy in their level to overcome such matter.

V-DDay............

Okay.........no plans for the lovey-dovey day......Anyway it's already past.......It is a new day today.

Put it in short, I am still unattached at the moment; so it makes no difference in having a bf or no bf at this time........As I am still consider a 'tomboy' to some of my friends and even schoolfriends who are very eager to see me 'marry off' to my 'knight in shining armour'. Very funny, I am not some 'sayur sawi, kangkung or even kai lan' in the fresh market........Yeah; one thing for sure; with the 'depreciation value is catching up with my age' now. Come to think about it; my 'snake cousin' will be tying his knot this coming September with his gal beau for about ten years of courtship.........Wah loi.......Ehhh......It sounds more married or even bored of courtship already liau............Ten long years of courtship; for me it sounds crazy..............And it happens to most of my paternal cousins...........Makes life sound so dull facing him/her daily.........When you are married to him/her; you will be facing him/her on 24/7 daily meaning every minute..........

Especially when Chinese New Year is around the corner................When will you be getting hooked up with a guy?????Especially coming out from the Ah Sam, Aunties from my paternal sides..........Sometimes; I would be up to my non-sense sense of humour to break the so called match making keh poh people from my paternal side...............Helloo................If the 'right one' like the 'knight in shining armour' does appear before me.......or would I say both my careers and my love life is on track..............Then maybe I would be consider it for a change..................I am a very practical person.........When it comes to money.......In this society; no money no talk..........

Valentine Day...........Gifts, roses, romantic outings or dinners with your 'other half' sure seems different. At least you have someone whom you are able to tell out your deep down heart secrets to..............or just let go of your darn steam or temper........Bloody hell................If there is one..........Anyway.........Still depending on the 'fate' or Mother Nature...........who is playing with us right now.....................Maybe the 'independent' nature in me...........still seek more adventures especially travelling into unknown places which I have not stepped into yet........

New Hope????

Okay........looking for jobs nowadays take twice the effort which I usually need to ask around or even 'bermuka tembok' to look in the net as well as through others recommendation. Look at it this way; at least I still have the capabilities to earn my living and not just stagnant.........in only one company in a one set of mind.............With the attitude 'I am right and you are wrong'.......

Sometimes the stupid assholes people you meet during your working life or even the charitable organizations whom some claim will ease the lifes of many. Put them in short; everyone whom I have come across are either darn 'HUGE HEAD' or 'BLOWING OWN TRUMPETS' about their capabilities in achieving their goals and enjoy 'pijak-ing' others who are non-professionals either on the 'non-executive' levels..........Hey......assholes out there......we are just anyone out there who is earning a decent living............Although we are not 'professionals' like some but we still have our own self-esteem as well as pride in what we are doing. I have seen some professionals who are like 'Ah Pet' or 'Ah Lian' style of speaking or even treating staffs worse than a non-graduate employer..............In terms of attitude.......those non-graduate although they may be lacking in education but in mannerism or even treatment.......they still treat you with respect......................However; on the other hand those with professional qualifications whom I have came across are either too boastful about their achievements or even their paycheck........Some cannot even speak proper English.......And you call yourself a graduate........
Don't let the overseas universities professors 'tegur' you about your language structure or even the attitude in gaining knowledge..........Every universities which I have came across have one thing in common which is .................Why on earth the students in the Asean countries enjoy being 'copycats' of others works??????

At least; we do not cheat, lie or even steal from others......................for a living.......Don't be surprised even professionals do that.......Some will be claiming I have worked in so and so for a number of years as so and so..........But when it comes to the level of communications they are either like ASSHOLES or without any self standing in what they do..........Or would I call them the 'YES DOGS'.............These are the types of people whom I have come across to........through my years of working but they are still weirder people some will be shocked to speak to them or even making friends..............

Going Bonkers

Put it this way, with the people whom I had dealt with throughout the working years : SURE MAKES YOU BONKERS............in layman terms I am going to go CRAZY!!!! Not only that, with the interviews by prospective employers; if there is any recommendations by whoever or so if there is luck in there anyway; or even job hunting session. Practically doing it daily and it drives my nerves to the position in admitting myself to a mental asylum any moment.

Sucks!!! Here it goes again : Still applying for my dream job if there is any or if there is any possibilities in doing so...............Expanding the brain to the maximum limit or even learning from the impossible things can be made happen although it takes up a lot of effort, time and even EYE POWER in looking out for jobs since now with the coming festive season and all the more the keen eyes for details in the prospective jobs for me to earn my money and I mean future big bucks to come...................

Nothing is impossible when we put our minds into achieving them but do not make use of religion as a mean of livelihood : Some intentions may be good but in my opinion it is better to have a commercial permanent posting than to rely on rites, rituals or even magics to make things to happen. It is better to be self reliance than to depend on these methods but only to relieve on one's mind or denial. In real commercial world that is where the real or even actual practice comes in handy : BE COOL, STEADY AND CALM

Another Day

Think about another day pass just like that................a gust of wind sweep through your face. Let's face it.........LIFE is like waves coming from the sea................a vast deep ocean with lots of unexpected things coming from every side or even every corner........Put it this way.......even Fantasia Barrino's movie : LIFE IS NOT A FAIRYTALE........cannot believe it eh?

A Malaysian is just like a Malaysian in blood and even in nature......in short : CHARACTER
Hahahahha..............one would be thinking why an idiot like me is actually writting all of these craps and also at the same still in the midst of job hunting season.....................Most of the employees would be going for a better offer in terms of pay as such.........A good paycheck couples with a good boss as well as in having a hell of a time in doing a job which you love working on it..........That is more of a hobby instead of a job..........You see talking craps again.......

Sometimes talking craps can actually make you feel better in terms of emotions, mentally and even know what you intend to do with a bright career prospects in a really, really fast paced environment........In fact, many would be taking for granted being single has its advantages......Sure one thing for sure you would not be asking permission or checking with your partner whether the schedule thingy fits in both of your plans.............Or even unexpected situations might arise from there...........

The LORD is certainly testing my strength, endurances, determinations, preseverance as well as patience......For your additional information patience is not one of my virtues : Can easily 'slaughter' a person with my stares and even mood swings if that person has just sabotage me.....

A New Year, A New Hope Karrr????

A dimnishing hopes, one would be calling it. Applying everywhere, searching every nooks and corners to find any place which is willing to hire this so called 'simpleton'. As a matter of fact, it is already getting on my nerves............especially when it comes to money issue. Put it this everyone loves money. We cannot even live without money in the first place at all.

We need money to buy our 'desired products' or even stuffs.........Okay, okay, I am blogging again or ranting without reasons at this very moment. Just recovered from a really bad headache as well as tasteless mode at this very moment. It is more of anger than acceptance at this moment as my hard work has never even been rewarded at all. As far as it is concerned at this moment, I am going to need a secure job to help me buy a car, a serviced condominium with five star facilities : main reason so that when both my parents are not very mobile the place will be quiet and accident free hopefully with a foreign maid to care for their needs when I am not around for them. Apart from that, currently being 'unemployed' at this moment sure makes me go nuts as I am feeling really 'helpless' now without anything to occupy my time at the moment but more of my part time voluntary work for now.

Other than that, everything has not been smooth sailing as and find a job which you love is just like a puzzle of your 'other half' if there is any at the moment. Fat chance by the way I look at it at this moment as life is so uncertain that my 'spirit in fighting back' is lacking one battle after the other. Anyhow, it is only a 'feeling' as it will slowly go away but finding a job is like finding $$$$$$ to secure my own grounding to feed myself as well as not depending on others when I am not a handicapped person but well formed individual in every way. Of course, I have my weaknesses and strengths. Now I am better controlled in every way especially without being cooped up with the two bozos from the company which I used to work with.

New Year Beckons Resolutions :

1. Get a good job as well as an increment which fits on the work performance not by managers' words only.
2. Trade in the old car with a newer version of Myvi.
3. Do not end up like the two bozos : Don't work, Just eat and Steal Private & Confidential information of the company to the rivals (Sell the company out)
4. Save lots of money for travelling and backpacking with friends overseas and local tours.
5. Make good returns from investments and not only 'sitting ducks' only.
6. Help out in more voluntary societies in both monetary, time as well as efforts.
7. Try out more new things and do new things for a change.
8. Get a new handphone as this old handphone is already memory full and it is not a registered phone user and upgrading the SIM card.

These are the current ones but the higher my expectations go, the more I am going to expect from myself.

Aiya.........blogging and blogging and ranting non-stop again......Aiyoh....aiyoh....yoh.......

What's Happening???

Look at it this way, the way this road is going..................is leading nowhere at this moment. Just to put it in short; so what? You cannot just expect a miracle to drop from the sky. Okay, okay maybe the life which I am leading now is not everyone piece of cake or the 'rich and famous' as well as the 'glamorous lifestyles' with branded items.

As a matter of fact, with all types of nuisance coming up like NSTP is suing Jeff Ooi's blog as well as Rocky's blog; we bloggers now are in limited freedom in expressing our point of views in plain hard facts. So?????Bloggers.......I mean all bloggers...........UNITED just like Susan Loone mentioned in her blog. Stand up to what we mean not just simply 'kow tow' for no apparent reasons...........Just blog in your views and make sure that VMY2007 would not be a joke for the nation........Freedom of speech??????Freedom of views??? We are in fact laughing at ourselves over this stupid joke..........

Never mind over the toughness of the road which I am leading now at this moment.........The tough will keep on going when the going gets tough...................Sure makes the hell of character of a person in every terms of spiritual, emotions, mental strength and agility as well as physical staminas.........Hopefully Lady Luck will come around the corner as I do not want to end up as a pauper when I die one day.

The Empire Strikes Back

Okay, okay............just bloggering again.....Hey that is the usual type of person like this simpleton.......Just counting on the 'Dark Side'........this simpleton will be able to explain there are tons of them to be calculated in terms of career stability as well as for financial stability.....

The life that this simpleton is leading now is very simple more of like 'kampung style'....................
unlike some of the friends I know will be leading the 'highly as well as glamorous lifestyle' of the type 'rich and famous' with branded goods in every parts of their body. If were to be compared with this simpleton it would be the exact opposite as I do not favour branded goods in every parts of the body but more of technical gadgets like digital cameras or even good quality watches. These would be my weaknesses but is more of my enjoyment in buying them and using them. At least I know they would not go to waste.

Apart from that, now the vigorous part in getting a good prospect career is like finding a needle in the haystack.......Finding a job which you love is like finding your 'other half'.......I wonder how is 'Pineapple' nowadays............Hardly heard from any of my colleagues as they are all professionals in their own fields of studies.........Unlike this simpleton here is 'one leg kick all'..........Main interest : Conjuring New Ideas and Excitements.........Loads of them

Hmmm...........sure miss 'Pineapple' nowadays without long chats online or even a phone call from this 'Rotten Pineapple'..........for so many months now...............In fact, can be made as pineapple tarts...........Pineapple can be long winded sometimes.....worse than my dad...........

Choose A Job You Love

Choose a job which you love, and you never need to work a day in your life. This is being said by Confucious. Such saying is really true as we always work in a line which we dread and sometimes doing it might take an effort to accomplish them. It may sound absurbs to some but it makes us wonder; better to do something which you enjoy rather than to slog over something which you have never liked to do.

Apart from that, from which side of fence do we come from is not much difference as long we know what we are doing is not against our own conscience which we will later regret. So what, if that someone is not there to lean or even to listen to where you are now. As this is LIFE, we are bouncing back from where we come from.

To stretch one way to the other, takes time just like knowing and learning someone's habits and characters too. We are all different but we do come out from the same products of production. Just not to be a killjoy to some but working on something which you enjoy is just one bonus point instead of sulking or even mourning over some under performance or over performance if there is such a case. However, it takes two to tango than to go solo like this fella is doing now.

New Year Blues

Can you just believe, on New Year's Eve, this fella fell sick for the second time. The main reason is that this fella here has been missing the old job until fell sick twice in a month. And this type of scenario hardly happens to this active and healthy fella here.

Now that jobs are so scarce but also thinking in investing in business which will bring in lots and bundles of money in a matter of time. Come to think of it, having your own business is just like between committing suicide and seventh heaven. First, you are your own boss and no one is going to bully you but you will end up bullying others. In fact, the wheel of life which we are leading now is reflecting on the type person you are now.

Other than that, every woman dream is to have someone to support and lean on as well as having success in the career. These two can go together. Anyway, the current situation that this fella is having now is more worries on the troubles because lady boss has promised but this fella have not seen the hard true facts and figures in terms of income which this fella have networked often no matter how often and who this fella have met.

What to do? There used to be a nick name called a 'bad luck omen' has just arrived at this moment. What do you think?