Life Goes On

Life goes on as usual. Temper has died down for now. As expected like always, your own folks (parents) will be the 'ones' to take children to 'doctors' or 'sensei' to see if anything 'wrong' with their 'little ones'.

Come on; give this 'simpleton' a break or even a benefit of a doubt for heaven sakes!!!! Talking as though it is the time to admit this 'simpleton' to the 'nuts house'.........What can you say if dear readers if you were in this 'simpleton's' position.Blah....Blah......Give this 'simpleton' a break.

In fact, for this apparent reason........this 'simpleton' has recalled a phrase from my current boss........We are still in binding agreement as she is doing them in 'management style'.............As she had informed this 'simpleton' a letter would be issued to this 'simpleton' when this entire 'mess' has been cleaned up. Well, still have to hunt for job to survive if not ; how to pass the time......

Call it a joke or whatever you want to put them; my dad just made another appointment with a neurologist to check this 'simpleton's' brains. Just to confirm this 'simpleton' is in a sane and 'normal' position. What do you call this scenario????Dear readers; this is called the IRONY OF LIFE........

Well, well, first of all; this simpleton dislike bragging or even showing off.
Upbringing is more of strictness, firmness, 'kiam siapness' and hardly any praises but more of 'curfew'.........Apart from that; this simpleton do not like telling out the best of travels or even $$$$$making if there is anyway.................

The source of income is really important as without $$$$$ getting stuff that you would want is pretty tough because the cost of living now is increasing in a rapid rate based on the market performance at about 3%-5% inflation rate.More unemployment rate now; bosses would want to employ 'cheaper employees' than 'experienced employees'.......................
When have been 'pushed' or even 'runned down' too many times.......Even cinapek companies are running away from IRBs (Inland Revenue Boards) just to avoid paying higher taxes to the government.......Blah......
What can you say when you are living in this multi-racial country.......

Anyway; the expense of the job which this simpleton had to pay was pretty high price in order to safe keep the company's interests and most importantly the person reporting to is now 'journeying to a better $$$$making prospects' anyway.......With the links and likes with the months of researching and learning on the nature of business.......It did pay off but with the expense of this 'simpleton's' job.

Mistress / Sugar Daddy

It is pretty common nowadays; to hear that who's who's is with someone by the way : MBA (Married But Available). Dear readers, you may comment that this blogger here is way too paranoid in the sense is very critical about everything. No wonder; until now still 'available'......Just do not be too sure as 'don't even think that it is very easy to catch this blogger'........

Career, career...............this term is still etched in my brain as this 'simpleton' is eager to start afresh to stablized the career pathway to the highest level possible........Anyone may call them 'maniac in action'........
Why not dear readers; if you are in my 'shoes' now..............Don't even give a damn on who's interested in getting this 'simpleton' to deathbed anyway.........

Everything now is becoming tougher as we age......as we travel along this road long travelled by others........Just for your information; it is better to be content with what you have now then later.......Maybe we would eventually regret them later........What to do......We are the 'homo sapiens' since Adam and Eve were here ages ago before us arriving in bundles.........

These types of scenarios happen; maybe because of insatiable 'lust' of some control within ourselves......It is not because we are 'weak' it is because we need to have a sense of principles or 'hidden values' within ourselves..........Which need a lot of checking daily..........This simpleton means 'seriously checking' before unwanted events happened to any of the parties......It would actually smeared the 'reputations or names'......
We are our own 'brands' put them in short............Later in life; we would soon regret whereby it will be too late to turn back the clock of life from the future........One step can cause us a 'mistake'.........

Risky Business

Usually, upon realizing one's own mistakes can be very disheartening in terms of credibility, principles or values in LIFE as well as one's other half. Well, dear readers you are able to put them in anyway which you would like to put them.........As; none of us is perfect in terms of physical looks, spirituality, emotionally or even careerwise........Career, career........that is now etched in this 'simpleton' mind at this very moment........No doubt about it; at this very present moment........

With 'normal' people they would call this 'simpleton' as 'unusual'............
not because you are capable but because 'you seem to be a nuisance' to them'.......That's how they term them.......Just because the WORLD is not working the way it is suppose to be 'doing' at the moment........Don't have to be 'runned down by them'.............Even 'own family' seems to be an 'issue' now........

It is not helping at the moment because...........it is disheartening to know that whatever you are doing at this moment is 'useless and even powerless'..............What to do when you are not 'accepted by the society' but seems to be an 'outcast' rather than 'normal' to their perception..............No one wants to know what is going inside............In terms of spirituality or even the concept of 'knowing what the heck is working in the dysfunctional family'whereby the youngest is considered the VOICE or even the LEADER in the family'.........

Better be 'out from this family than to be in it'............As tis' may not be a good move but at least it is worth the effort to do so..........No point staying with them 'with the unknowns' who are 'related to you but do not even understand you'.............It is better to be 'out' than to be 'in' with the 'only SISTER' who is the 'DOMINEERING'..................in everything from opinions to ideas or even face value in respecting anyone in the family...............

What do you expect from the consequences 'mixing with the wrong crowd' from the 'wrong kind of people' when you are already borne into this family whereby $$$$$$$$ is the priority at this moment...........Not only that what you own is also the 'face value' in terms of career advancement.................Or even the future to come as well..........Maybe that is why the moment of self -working till the body 'drop dead'.......It is a better term to be used for a 'working type of person' if or when this 'simpleton' is working at the moment before everything here turns into dust.........Pretty irony in the sense of LIFE one would put them in their own terms............

Coming To Terms

What do you expect when everything goes against you at this very moment? From every aspect of your life from career, family, love and even money.........This statement means a lot to a person like this 'simpleton' as one would have put it.

It is not easy, as this is the way; the way LIFE runs now......NO COMPLAINS though; had been runned down too many times from the start after graduation until now......In the late twenties; one would be holding post like a manager or even director in a reputable company with many years of advancement in career........Greed, hatred and even ignorance is already part of our daily life now......We see that everyday, not to mention the daily consequences when we go against our 'boss' for instance......This topic the 'simpleton' would tend to put on hold as it is no use to tell now or even retelling tons of time......It would be a waste of breath or even saliva one put them in Cantonese terms...

So what, there is a saying; sow what you reap.......The phrase sounds quite true though one would have thought of that this statement is pretty simple enough as this type of free time which this 'simpleton' is pretty useful in keeping occupied to fully 'free the creativity' with the daily works of time and day in terms of hibernating the brain and body for a good rest.

In terms of temperaments, as well as career advancement.....doing something more challenging in a very demanding way which would put this brain of this 'simpleton' to the fullest of use so that the capacity storage can be constantly 'upgraded' or even 'advanced' to the next level of utilisation of brain before being declared 'brain damaged' for not using the 'brain'........Apart from that, we are only using 10% of our brain capacity and that's not even 100% fully utilised to bring the brain to the best of usage.........Always.......Way too demanding this 'simpleton' is anyway.........No wonder not many can 'tahan' the 'regimen of training' if the new batch is to survive without 'nothing'.......

We can bring out the best of ourselves when we are without 'nothing' but anyway..........This is how the WORLD works; and for your information LIFE is never fair.........We work......and we work but also making sure that the LIFE we lead is much meaningful than anything......

Getting Up

When one had been shoot down to the core, what else would one wonder??? What do you think dear readers??? Isn't LIFE is like that, there would always be ups and downs............When one had been shot down where no one else is able to understand but only to be the only one who will be the 'only one' who will always 'listen to, talk to or even tell out' exactly what is going on inside this simpleton's mind anymore. This simpleton doubt if there is anyone out there who is ever willing to just 'know what the heck is happening inside this simpleton's head' at this moment.

Have you ever wonder why are there such events happen in a short span of time??? Is it because of this simpleton's karma or even have already arranged by GOD........who knows maybe it is the 'payback' period time in terms of internal rate of return or even the future value or even present value of this simpleton at this spurn of moment. As such, why have there been so............Why??Why?? This simpleton could not even answer this question at this moment.

If this simpleton is able to answer this question, then in the first place this particular blog would not even appear............'Knight in shining armour' or even 'prince charming' tell me if there is any of them.........then please let me know.........it would help a lot for this simpleton to endure at this particular phase at this moment.......

Excess baggage on the shoulder or even continuing headache........What type of headache would one term them huh?? Enlighten this simpleton for a change...........LIFE is a comedy of errors in various ways.........$$$$$$$$ is one of this simpleton major concern as well as the source of income in order to survive...........Moreover, the terms called professional is one difficult to put in perspective in various aspects...........What do readers need to know please note down the comments.......Would be able to appreciate that very much if there is anything to improve on........Challenging one's capacity as well as mentally, emotionally, spiritually, physically and physcologically........

Currently, trying to put LIFE into proper perspective..........Objectively and practically..........At this moment........Very much......Needed......To think level headedly........

Harsh Times

When one had worked so hard and also not appreciated; it could be very disheartening in terms of emotional, spiritually, mentally as well as physcologically...........What dear readers you have been are in fact the LIFE we normal mortals are leading now...........Unfortunately, this simpleton had been a 'boneka' or 'puppet' for some people.

No matter how much a person has done, it would not have been appreciated or even less called for.......If you know what I mean by this statement...........In fact, it was a call for justice for such a 'mean play of injustice' for some others to 'sell out the company' which 'feeds you or even treat you better' than some other companies this simpleton know of.............

Life is never fair for either one or also anyone of us.........This is a fact....
What this simpleton is always on facts and not based on lies in the corporate world.........or even anywhere in the world..........What do you expect when everything goes against you at the moment?????Jump down from the building or even commit suicide...........Not that this simpleton have not tried doing that before.........But what is the point of doing that...........LIFE has never been fair.........or treated equally.......

Then this simpleton do is to accept LIFE..........what has been thrown on thy' shoulders or even personality........Been blamed on every single type of things which had been encountered.........Name them and this simpleton is able to inform on what is happening at the moment.........If the boss is ready to listen to my explainations than to 'listen to those numbskulls'.............Put it this way; life is just the way life is running now...........

History

No one likes history to be repeated itself. When there is an instruction stated that; as the way it is then the way it should be followed. However, when there is a very 'vague and unclear' instructions to follow. Whichever it is to follow then there is no way a 'simpleton' will be a 'simpleton' mentality irregardless on which issue it is going to be.

Especially with the 'unfortunate and history' that need to be done on which the things are unnecessary happening all the time to this 'simpleton' is considered to be a 'payback' time. As such, 'simpleton' would need to take this as a hint to 'take leave'.

What to do when a person with such low down states. Cannot expect much do you? What am this 'simpleton' is suppose to do apart from being 'accusation' and 'pawn' or 'bait' for one or the other. This is the dog eats dog world anyway. Why such thing is to be done is none of my 'business to know any of them as those things' which are not my concern.

Better than hearing someone who says 'without this organization, I am prepared to open my own business'............This statement better hear it from the 'horse's mouth' than to hear from the third party. Other than that, starting over will be another issue as this 'simpleton' emotions and headache now is still neverending at the moment. As such, in LIFE there is ups and downs. Nothing is perfect and no one is in good shape for now; after a hard hit from head to toe. Nevertheless, if there is a wish this 'simpleton' would prefer to 'clear the head and mind' at the moment.

Wait till the time for the next title to arrive soon.

Reactions

As most of you would be aware, that why at this hour would blog???? Put it in short, when you have an idea better make sure that you do not hesitate to convey or do it first before it is too late..........When the idea has disappeared then it would take ages for the idea to reappear again. As this is just only an opening ceremony for this November, why not for a change .............all of these bloggings are based on LIFE.

Like most of you, readers who are reading this blog; we usually apply on what we practice at home to outside.......However, not always things will be happening as we would want them to be but let's not make this an issue..........BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY, the one who breaks the heart will be the one who suffers most...........None of us is perfect........as a woman who wants her husband to be 'like her'.......Yeah, if your husband becomes a woman maybe he will think like a woman for a change........and vice versa........Some of you would be thinking why does my boss think like this or something along the same line or like why can't I think like my boss.......If YOU ARE A BOSS, then you would be able to think LIKE YOUR BOSS, better make sure that YOU ARE A BOSS then you would be able to think like that......

Apart from that, when something comes in between the terms of 'being another one'........The proper term would be 'slipping into someone's shoes'........As far as it is concerned, THE RIGHT TERM TO BE USED WILL BE EGO.........All of us have, it is a matter on how deep is our self esteem that we have put upon ourselves that carry to let others' know on how well have we have achieved in LIFE........Consider it to be a test by our dear MOTHER NATURE has put upon our shoulders to let it be put to rest..........

In short, NOW on what we are doing is more IMPORTANT than the rest of the world think of us..........When we are influenced by how others' think of us then we are in 'trouble' as we would be doing things to please 'them' than to please ourselves..........As far, as it is concern then our LIFE will be their LIFE..........

Maybe, there are somethings we need to look inside of us that we would need to 'ponder further' as such our HEARTS........will sigh we have 'untied the knots'..............Knots is not that easy to be 'untied'...........Learnt it the hard way........as it would be a critical person to point that out to some 'soft hearted or vain' personality......which would 'crush the EGO of a person'..........That person would not be able to stand such a blogger to hit on so hard......