Merry Christmas & Happy New Year

Wonder how this title would pop out suddenly and out of nowhere. As I am sitting alone in the office and not even my 'boss' is not in today and the office seems so lifeless except sitting here and 'dating' the pc for the rest of the day. However, it is also the dawn of Christmas Eve today.

It has been so long since this blog has been updated....................about half a year that this blog has not been alive with words or even the latest news on whatsoever. Sometimes I wish that I do work in the office whereby there are people whom we can socialize with or even the time to yak all day long and not doing anything at all................can sometimes make this MCC so berserk without work to do.

The only way is to accumulate work so that more work would be done in time to come and not so busy times. Apart from that, it is also not that glamourous working alone. Although everything sure comes with a price tag. Yet, now is the good time for me to blog after the disappearance for the half the year. Better make sure that this blog is alive and well.
May everyone would be blessed and happy always all year round for the Year of the Tiger.

There is always a new thing for this MCC to learn. The current one would be the Wordpress, although first timer and very blur case for this MCC. Still need to have a tutorial to further enchance the usage of Wordpress. Sigh...................being alone all the time sure sometimes do drive this MCC NUTS!!!! Especially without anyone to talk to and also to exchange ideas or discussing the current news or on other things. Not just sitting alone like a sitting duck waiting for the hunter to start shooting. Other than that, it would be unwise to just sitting and doing nothing. It makes this MCC really really MAD!!!

If the Doc is here, then maybe it would not be that lonely as long there is someone there to talk to or even to be content with. At times I wish there is also another agenda or even very very busy activities to be busy or occupy the time with. Now everything like in a standstill position.

Anyway, WE WISH YOU A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Yet Still Undecided

Wonder how this would eventually turn out in this blog of mine. Yet, with such a long time from the previous entry. Memang Mong Cha Cha, what to do if not this blog would not be named as Mong Cha Cha.

Life is not just having the FAME, WEALTH, INTELLIGENCE, or NETWORKS. Put it this way, they are IMPORTANT for people who has always crave for these stuffs. Then, so sorry no comment to be made in terms of the limited experience. However, there is always blessings in disguise. Other than that, the LUCKINESS of a person who would have thought that a SIMPLE MINDED PERSON like Mong Cha Cha would have the BEST of BOTH WORLDS......................

In short, LIFE does not have the JUSTICE like one would eventually think that it would turn up that way. For me, it is matter of fact only........................with the common ways or means one would turn up to be.......................What can be done anyway....................Not only that, it is a wonder if there is such a possibility for MIRACLES to happen.............

I would be able to answer such a question is that, there is no such thing as things would come true. As a matter of fact, there is no MIRACLES or even happen to MCC. Somehow or rather, it is merely to the networking of people whom we would be able to meet up with a MAGICIAN who would be able to conjure up MAGIC to be cast upon this MCC to be someone who is able to achieve a certain recognition in terms of socialibility or even the networking with people who has the connections to be going out with peers who are of same age.

It is difficult sometimes to go out with peers who are of same age as they would be extremely busy with their own families or even with their life. Yet, it is not always a bed of roses to be happy about. Not always be it in the relations with people with all walks of life to be proud of. Not in the elite group or even in the POPULARITY group with the people to bring you places all the time. Nay......................wait till the next time on the blog entry.....................As life is the way as usual for this MCC......................

Get It Right

Dear Blog,

It has been sometime have not been writting. Do not know why but at least it is a good place to put where all the feelings of good and bad. At times I wonder whether is there anyone would be able to appreciate on what Ihave been writting. 

The best thing is that, I would like to keep it closed without anyone prying and asking non-stop on this non-existenting social life that I have been lacking. Other than that, it would not be that good to share with other people on what I have been doing for the past few years. 

Sure miss my blog, as NOW only I start to write again with my conscience and also the moments with myself in doing all over again. I wonder if anyone out there would understand who I am or what I am instead of just stereotyping me all the time. Apart from that, Doc himself is also very busy with his activities and other things.

No matter what I have been doing seems to be futile or not good enough to be appreciated or usually been taken aside. In short, NOT SO IMPORTANT PERSON or the POPULAR one to be with. Usually, I would laugh it off or just ignore what others would start judging me without any apparent reasons at all. 

Wishing is one thing, getting the wishes is another matter for this MCC, at times it would be so disheartening just to dream on with the wishes. Sometimes, I wonder if others really know what I have been doing or just 'chuck me aside' in the closet or just 'taken for a ride'.  Maybe it is just not my time yet or even to talk about them yet. 

Time would start to tell, and now is just merely the beginning.

Best regards

MCC

The Sound of Ox.....Year

Put it this way, blogging nowadays is depending on this blogger mood : Feel or don't feel like it. Get it? Anyway, with the current livelihood, or the way life is running now is either in a stagnant mode or even 'auto pilot'............................Jesus Christ...................Wonder how long would it take for this blogger to blog on an article..................

It has been quite sometime since last month, Jesus Christ......................looks like it would be an article a month or even lesser................By the way this is the first time such moment would come by in order to blog on something or some 'fab ideas' do come around. Hopefully, there would be some OX-PICIOUS YEAR ahead..........................Now barely even the end of first quarter......................

Coming towards the second quarter of the year, with the moments to moments to deal with daily............................As with the current situation as well as in terms of TIME......................that this blogger have the FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE........................................TIME.......

Yet, sometimes feel lucky and sometimes feel unlucky. Do not understand why this blogger would feel like that, is not that having some weird feelings all over again.....................However, with the on going medications which might last about a year or maybe even longer yet to see.
The Doc is doing all the best he can, and also this MCC life was saved by him. Therefore, with this life wonder would this blogger able to repay this Doc...................Or even helping him. It is the most that this blogger would be able to do at this moment.

No wonder, this blogger always Mong Cha Cha.....................fortunately not Cha Cha Chambo....Other than that, it is always better to be in a 'below radar' .......................Lesser people know this blogger it would be better...........................Lesser is better in terms of securing this MCC's privacy and also with other very close friends....................PLEASE.......

The Marriage of Reality and Fantasy

Wonder how this topic would come into this MCC mind at such particular moment. Frankly speaking, or writting one would be putting them as separating between reality and fantasy can be quite frusrating at times.

Unlike some who are exceptionally good in the art of separating between what is 'real' or 'unreal' in the moment. No wonder this blogger is termed as Mong Cha Cha. Other than that, this MCC is not the 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button' who is aging backwards.....................If this really happens so, then it would not be a 'Curious Case of Mong Cha Cha'.

In fact, with the way things have turned out in reality....................with the life one would be envious because of the lack of commitments like husband, children, in laws or out laws one would be putting them. With the support that I have been given by really close people and who have been supportive throughout my long leave. Sometimes when the time is too free, it would be idle time with no one to chat with or even to hang out when I have been too free.......................Too freeeeeeeeeeee..................................

Need to get something or to do something or help those who are not so fortunate in terms of financial or even different moral support, and also other things....................Need to occupy both the mind and the physical body to be very busy so have no 'crazy thoughts' or even ' idle hands'.........................Been so used keeping occupy all the time, and also with the way things have turned out to be..........................Either it is a 'blessings in disguise' or just merely with the 'karma' one has at the moment...............................

CNY or Holidaying

Whenever the much anticipated holidays like Chinese New Year, or gazzetted public holidays it would be a good break for this Mong Cha Cha to have 'extra sleep or rest'......................Maybe because of the medications or just merely the 'sleeping sydrome' is getting on with the current situation.....................

Apart from that, writting has been the sole companion who has never been short of friend who would abandon you. In fact, it is some sort of therapeutic for this Mong Cha Cha to get on with life. Not many would appreciate the fact that this would be the type of solace that this Mong Cha Cha would be comfortable with.

However, sometimes LIFE is not what it seem to be yet with the current condition or circumstances that this LIFE would be shaped with the way LIFE turn out to be. Somehow or rather it is okay to be different and not within the fact that it would show or gradually reflect on the way LIFE turns out to be. Be it the retribution or the past karma it would be a difficult question to be answered. Nevertheless, unlike other people who has best of both worlds it would be a source of inspiration with the disease which can strike anyone in any other age range.

Let's not get carried away with the fact that, LIFE is uncertain but DEATH is certain.................With the circumstances that this Mong Cha Cha is in now, it would be the LIFE either one would be envious or fortunate to be with. Circumstances is just a matter of fact that it is always changing no matter in which life it would be in, be it in the form of wealth or the form of health or be it in the form of friendships or just merely the trust that one would be in.

Trust is a fragile goodwill to be played around with or by merely mis-using the trust to get on the other person's way in terms of work, goodwill or even the time to be with someone. Maybe for some trust is just merely a toy to play around with so that others would work towards the way things have turned out to be. Apart from that, TRUST for this Mong Cha Cha is as important as friendship to be with. Keeping them is just like keeping silent to know what others 'skeletons in the closets of other people'........................In short, keep silent although peoples' problems would tell out to 'free themselves of the problems' or 'just to let go' in the form of TRUST for the noble silence for someones' problems. Have been doing that for years, the main reason people come to you is to 'let go of daily frusrations' and also the form of TRUST to be able to keep their secrets.

Year 2009 Wish List

Now is already the YEAR 2009, still cannot get over the idea that one year can pass by so fast..........................Like I have not done many things yet.........

In short, I would like to make my YEAR 2009 resolutions:-

1. Get my laptop and my digital camera(In my 2008 wish list)
2. Update my blog regularly instead of weekly gaps or monthly gaps
3. Renew my wish list for a better YEAR 2009 than the last year
4. Get a life insurance (Get it)
5. A regimen of workout daily (Doing that already)
6. Save more money to travel more often(overseas)
7. Contribute to the less fortunate people and give more than receive(Help those in need)
8. Trim down and slim down with a better figure to fit in all of my dresses
9. Write more or blog to improve my writting skills
10. Go more outings or chilling out with friends(increase my social circles)
11. Take more photos with my darling digital camera while travelling
12. Keep my leaves so that I have more leaves to utilize for the following year
13. Work hard and smart to get a better pay
14. Be more assertive and lively instead of just keeping quiet all the time
15. If there is a knight in shining armour to go with when life does permit


So far, these are the few I would be able to think at the moment as it would be pointless if repeating the same thing over again. As well as not doing my things whole heartedly..............................Life is just life with tonnes of excitement to be wondered upon. See ya later,....................readers...........